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Chapter 52 Lan Lan who misunderstood the big hair
Chapter 52 Lan Lan who misunderstood the big hair
Xin Yan looked at the road ahead, and then looked at Bei Lanlan who was still waiting for her to speak. She looked a little helpless, maybe she wasn't ready, and it took a few seconds before she made a sound.
"Blue Blue..."
"What does it feel like to like someone?"
Bei Lanlan's half-open eyes slowly opened, she sat up very slowly, her eyes wide open, staring at Xin Yan, like a pair of hooks, hooked on her flesh and blood.
Xin Yan was very uneasy, and Bei Lanlan was made even more uneasy by her, because she didn't understand why Xin Yan suddenly asked such a question.
What did someone say to her? Or did she realize it herself?
Did she really want to know the answer, or was she implying?
In an instant, Bei Lanlan had countless thoughts in her heart, but no matter what she thought, she didn't delay her answer: "I want to hold her in my hand, tightly, so that she can only look at me and pay attention to me forever. one person."
Xin Yan: "..."
She felt that this answer was a little scary, but looking at Bei Lanlan's light-hearted appearance, she began to doubt whether she had a problem.
More importantly, this answer, Xin Yan put a trap on herself, feeling that she couldn't get it.
She is not such a possessive person. Hold it in the palm of your hand, please, how can a big living person hold it in the palm of her hand? At most, she will only let the people around her report three times a day. Send a few more people to covertly.
It's protection, not surveillance, isn't it surveillance?
And I can only look at me forever. This is not true in theory. How can people only look at another person? Does she never go out? Even if she violated the Human Rights Law, it is impossible for her to do this. At most... At most, after Bei Lanlan contacts a stranger, or someone she thinks has a problem, she will ask someone to investigate the background of that person.
Take precautions before they happen, there's nothing wrong with that.
As for the last one, just follow me alone...
This Xin Yan is more difficult to compare, because Bei Lanlan really only pays attention to her. She has always been honest with others. Xin Yan didn't think about it carefully before, but now that she thinks about it, she quite enjoys this kind of treatment.
Xin Yan: "..."
wrong.
The result is still set!
Bei Lanlan watched her face turn from red to black, and then from black to white. She couldn't wait any longer. She asked, "What are you thinking?"
Xin Yan was very confused, and she recovered: "Well... I was thinking, when I have time, I want to see your mother."
Bei Lanlan was a little happy, "Okay, when are we going?"
Xin Yan looked at her and said embarrassedly, "I can go alone, aren't you very busy?"
The smile on Bei Lanlan's face froze, and after Xin Yan turned her head back, the smile on her face disappeared.
Xin Yan really wants to see Li Jingshu. There is too much history between her and Bei Lanlan, and it is not appropriate to say something. It is a very complicated thing to fall in love with Bei Lanlan, and Xin Yan's character is determined, she does not She will develop another relationship with others before the history is cleared. She has to "clean up" before she dares to really let go of her hands and feet.
But this sentence was heard in Bei Lanlan's ears, and combined with the context, it became that Xin Yan first asked her what it was like to like someone, and then she used Bei Lanlan's mother as an excuse, and then went to see Lu Wanqiu.
After all, after Bei Lanlan came back from the sanatorium that day, even though she had emphasized many times that it was all right, Xin Yan was still worried. Judging from her appearance, Bei Lanlan knew that she would still go there by herself.
It's just that she didn't expect it to be in such a situation.
Bei Lanlan's face couldn't be described as ugly. As long as Xin Yan turned her head, she would be frightened by her current expression. However, all she could think about was the difficulties and dangers ahead, and she didn't pay attention to Bei Lanlan. bluish.
...
In fact, Xin Yan is still not sure.
Even if Xu Fei said that, Bei Lanlan answered, but she just felt that it was different from what she imagined.
She hasn't really liked anyone, but she's seen TV shows, movies, and real couples. They are full of love and sweetness, and the two of them in their passionate love period don't even say a word. Said, outsiders can also see the sparks between them.
Look at her treatment of Bei Lanlan...
So bland.
With Bei Lanlan in front of her, her heart wouldn't beat at a high speed, and she wouldn't look through the autumn waters when she left Bei Lanlan on a business trip.
So, can it be considered a liking?
This question was not clarified until Xin Yan entered the nursing home.
What Xu Fei said, she is very concerned about Bei Lanlan, and this kind of care will only appear on Bei Lanlan, she admits it, so she wants to say another sentence Xu Fei said, she likes Bei Lanlan, it should be right of. However, she felt a little lost and a little guilty.
Is this how she likes someone? Is the person she likes a bit unlucky?
Thinking about the purpose of her trip, Xin Yan felt even more guilty.
When Xin Yan came over, Li Jingshu was making soft pottery. She signed up for the soft pottery class in the sanatorium. When she heard that Xin Yan was coming, she picked up the three small ornaments she made and walked out happily.
Xin Yan was sitting in her living room waiting for her, and ran in with small steps. Li Jing was sweating on her forehead. Seeing that Xin Yan was about to stand up, she quickly waved her hand to let her sit down, "It's alright, you sit, I I'll bring you something to eat. How was the pork rib soup last time? I heard Lanlan say you're sick and have you recovered, but you should be concerned about your body, you can earn money anytime, and you only have one body."
Xin Yan replied obediently, "It's done, I've drank a lot of pork rib soup."
This made Li Jingshu happier than simply answering whether it was good or not. She laughed: "That's good, I want to do it for you again, but... I don't know which step went wrong with what I did before. Several nurses here have gastroenteritis, and they won't let me do it now."
Xin Yan was taken aback, "Are you alright?"
"It's weird, I'm fine!"
Xin Yan: "..."
After getting another fruit plate and a cup of hot tea, Li Jingshu, who was busy with her feet not touching the ground, sat down affectionately and looked at her with a smile, "What are you doing here today?"
Xin Yan hesitated for a while before raising her head, "Auntie, do you want to be discharged from the hospital?"
Li Jingshu was stunned.
She asked tentatively, "You mean, can I go home?"
Xin Yan said embarrassedly: "It's not going to go back to that house, if you insist, you can, but I still hope that you can live closer to us. I will find you the best nutritionist and nurse, if you like the food here. Nurse, I can also poach them with a high salary and live outside, Lanlan can visit you often, I... If you don't feel disturbed, I will also go. "
Li Jing read her meaning for a while, and then she asked, "You come together?"
Xin Yan nodded.
Li Jingshu's eyes began to change, "Do you often come together?"
Xin Yan: "..."
How to hear this, Li Jingshu doesn't seem to like her and Bei Lanlan to see her together.
But as far as her dark history is concerned, it's normal that Li Jingshu doesn't want her to get too close to her daughter.
Xin Yan took a deep breath, but she couldn't give up like that.
"If you don't like it...I'll go a little less."
But it's impossible not to go at all. She is Bei Lanlan's mother. For Bei Lanlan's sake, she has to brush her face if she is okay.
Xin Yan was afraid that she would be angry, so she looked at her nervously after she finished speaking, ready to apologize for three consecutive times, but Li Jingshu just looked at her and looked at her quietly.
After about half a minute, she raised her hand and wiped the corner of her eye.
Xin Yan was shocked. Did she cry because of her popularity? !
She stood up immediately, but didn't speak, Li Jingshu saw her reaction, and quickly let her sit down with a smile, at this time, her eyes were still a little red, "I'm letting you see a joke, I just... just think, my family is blue Blue is not easy."
"I didn't have a father since I was a child, and I had to work again. I sent her to school when I was three years old. After junior high school, I started boarding. I thought she would blame me, but this child is too sensible. She never blamed me for not being with her. Later, I fell ill. , she didn't blame me for causing her so much trouble..."
Xin Yan was completely silent. She didn't know what to say. The years before Bei Lanlan were indeed a little difficult, but her most difficult years were when she was by her side.
I thought Li Jingshu should talk about this next, but she didn't, "Such a sensible child, never asked me for anything, I bought her toys, bought a mobile phone, she always said thank you mom, I I know, that's not what she wants, what she wants is that I can take her home, but I have never done it in my life. Fortunately, I have you now."
Xin Yan was stunned for a while, but after she reacted, she said movedly, "Auntie..."
Li Jingshu looked at her, and in her eyes was the tolerance and kindness that Xin Yan had never asked for, "Everyone makes mistakes, for Lanlan, I'm not a good mother, the past can't be changed, but there is a word It's called bitterness first and sweetness later, I hope your marriage can be the same as Lanlan's life, which is bitter first and then especially sweet."
It went so smoothly that Xin Yan couldn't imagine, she was so moved that she didn't know what to say, "Auntie, I won't do that again, I...I love Lanlan, and I will treat her well for the rest of my life!"
Infected by Li Jingshu's grand maternal love and heart, something seemed to come out of Xin Yan's chest. Before she could think about it, she blurted out these words. After she finished speaking, she was stunned for a moment, but Li Jingshu didn't think about it. So many, she laughed and teased, a young man is a young man, and she can say such things, hey, if it was her, she would be embarrassed.
Although Li Jingshu had already given her blessings, she did not agree to what Xin Yan told her to move out.
It has nothing to do with money. Living here and moving out are the same for Xin Yan. The search and rescue boat on the cruise ship that she is going to buy is not expensive. She mainly sees that these two people Not quite settled yet, she didn't want to go out and be their lightbulb.
It's better to mention her moving out when their relationship is stable and won't be affected by a little thing.
When Xin Yan came to see her, she did not leave empty-handed. This time, she left with two soft pottery piglets made by Li Jingshu. It is said that these two piglets are a family. Xin Yan likes this meaning, so After going out, he put the two little pigs in his sports car.
It's just that she forgot that there were three little pigs at the beginning, two of them were in her hands, and the third one, Li Jingshu didn't keep it, but sent it to the next door.
Lu Wanqiu played with the pink pig in her hand and asked the people around her, "What did they say?"
Nurse Huihui has rarely spoken to Lu Wanqiu these days, and now the one who answers her is her former subordinate who is also one of the familiar faces who visit the nursing home.
"Xin Yan asked Ms. Li if she wanted to move out. She wanted to arrange a medical team for Ms. Li. I didn't hear it later, but looking at Ms. Li's expression, she seemed very happy."
Lu Wanqiu squeezed the little pig's fingers with a little force, and the little pig's tail began to wobble. The work of amateur players is so weak. Looking at the tail that was about to break off, Lu Wanqiu's expression became more gloomy: "Alright."
"After she moved out, no one bothered me anymore."