Chapter 54: A Yan, Trying Again

This hotel belongs to Song Xizi, and their company has major events, which are basically held in this hotel.

Xin Yan searched for her for a long time like a flies, before she found her on a semi-open star terrace. Bei Lanlan stood on the edge of the terrace with her back to her, and she didn't know what the expression was.

Seeing the person, Xin Yan's heart was half let down, she walked over carefully, and then said the opening remarks she had planned in advance.

"Why do you like to run out and blow the cold wind when you are in a bad mood..."

Bei Lanlan's hand gripping the stone railing tightened, she turned her head, looked at Xin Yan coldly, and blocked Xin Yan's next words at once.

Xin Yan stood upright subconsciously and immediately gave up the idea of ​​activating the atmosphere. She adjusted her expression and said quickly: "I didn't know she would come today, and I didn't know she could still bring me a spiritual influence, I thought , it's all over."

When Bei Lanlan heard these words, she laughed directly, "How about it, now that it's gone, do you have to examine your own feelings again, maybe, just like her impact on you, your feelings for her? , didn't you go?"

Xin Yan: "..."

She raised her head subconsciously and looked at the sky. It was December, not June, and it seemed normal for snow to fall.

With a sigh, Xin Yan lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "After my parents died, Jing Chu was the first and only person who approached me without purpose."

Bei Lanlan moved her fingers.

She knew that Xin Yan and Jing Chu had known each other for a long time, but she didn't know there was such a reason.

Xin Yan organized the language and continued to say slowly: "When my parents were still there, I didn't say a word to her, and even if the elders arranged to eat together, we would eat separately without any communication. Before the funeral, I probably hadn't seen her for a year, or two years, and everyone came to comfort me at the funeral, and she came too, but there were too many people who made me mourn, and I can't remember what she said."

Bei Lanlan listened silently, this was without her participation, and belonged to Xin Yan and Jing Chu's past alone. Listening to this was torture to her, but she didn't want to interrupt, so she just listened like self-abuse .

Fortunately, Xin Yan went on to say, "I remember, yes, take care, she won't say it, she took me to her piano room and let me sit there and listen to her play the piano."

"Then..." Xin Yan paused and chuckled, "I fell asleep in the piano room."

Bei Lanlan looked at the relaxed and nostalgic smile on her face, and suddenly asked, "How did you sleep?"

Xin Yan was stunned for a moment. She spoke slowly because she was recalling. Fortunately, the memories of those two days were as clear as those engraved in her original mind. , I slept the best day ever."

Twelve years was the time when the original parents died.

In other words, since then, the original body has not slept a good night.

Bei Lanlan lowered her head, she was not so angry anymore, but she was a little desperate.

The comfort Jing Chu brought to Xin Yan was something she could never replace.

Seeing that her mood suddenly fell, Xin Yan knew that she was thinking about it again. She walked up to Bei Lanlan, reached out, and held her hand that was white with cold tightly, put it on her lower abdomen, and used her body temperature. keep her warm.

The two were very close, Xin Yan naturally lowered her voice, and she looked at Bei Lanlan tenderly: "Wait until I finish speaking, and then start to feel sad. For those twelve years, I have been trying to find a way to find a way to Going back to the state of that day allows me to have a good night's sleep without distractions. For this goal, I pestered Jingchu not to miss her concert. When the concert was recorded, I thought it was Jing Chu or Jing Chu's music that made me fall asleep, but now I know how wrong I was."

Bei Lanlan raised her head, her eyes widened, "Isn't it?"

Xin Yan smiled helplessly, "Of course not, now I sleep well every day, guess what's the reason?"

Bei Lanlan opened her mouth, and she suddenly became bold, "It's me."

Xin Yan: "..."

Well, having confidence is a good thing.

She was silent and nodded, "You are one of them, but, more importantly, I figured it out."

"I hid in the shadow of my parents' death and didn't want to come out. I blamed my parents for not sleeping well, and I blamed Jingchu, who didn't belong to me, for sleeping well, as if all my actions, They can only find reasons in others. But they don't need to be responsible for me, I need to be responsible for me."

"Jing Chu's engagement made me sober. I have grown up a long time ago. I am not a child who needs the protection of my parents, nor a vulnerable group who needs comfort from others to stop crying. It is time for me to move forward and start my new life. ."

Xin Yan said while looking at Bei Lanlan's expression.

After seeing Bei Lanlan's moving expression, Xin Yan secretly wiped a sweat in her heart, and then she became a little complacent.

It's really not easy, she has all lied about in the past now! didn't see it, it turned out that she still has a talent for deceiving masters...

Bei Lanlan's voice pulled back Xin Yan's complacent heart that was about to go to heaven.

She didn't hear clearly in front of her, and asked blankly, "What did you just say?"

Bei Lanlan: "..."

She loves Xin Yan more now, so she doesn't care about this matter with her, but repeats with kind words: "So you don't like Jingchu now?"

Xin Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, why did she turn around again, "Of course not! If I like Jing Chu, I should have chased after Jing Chu just now."

Bei Lanlan's face darkened. Seeing that the atmosphere was still good, she pretended that she didn't hear this sentence, paused for a second, and asked again, "Then, is there me in your new life?"

Xin Yan blinked at Bei Lanlan. On the quiet balcony, Xin Yan suddenly wanted to be impulsive. She subconsciously went to find her bag, but found that she only brought a handbag today, except for a mobile phone. Nothing at all.

Ugh, Xin Yan was not very skilled at finding the divorce agreement in the folder of her phone.

After finding it, she quickly handed it to Bei Lanlan.

Bei Lanlan was so curious, she thought she was going to show herself something, but when she saw the four words of the divorce agreement, Bei Lanlan was silent for a long time.

If Xin Yan hadn't spoken, she would have thrown the phone down from the sixth floor.

Xin Yan's voice was not stable. She had been the one to confess her two lifetimes, and she didn't know where to put her nervous hand: "Let's... start over, okay?"

Bei Lanlan stared at the phone, but his eyes couldn't fall on the phone screen.

Didn't hear her answer, Xin Yan thought she didn't agree, she never thought about what she should do if Bei Lanlan didn't agree, she stood at a loss.

"Aren't you willing? Are you still angry? Or, or you don't like me at all."

"like."

Xin Yan was taken aback, Bei Lanlan put the phone down and looked her in the eyes, "I like it."

She has denied it so many times, and this is the first and only time she has admitted it.

Fortunately, Xin Yan was the only one who heard her talk, so shame was only shame in front of Xin Yan.

Even a person with such a worrying EQ of Xin Yan can see that she likes her, so as a person with a higher EQ than Xin Yan, Bei Lanlan has naturally seen it long ago.

She just doesn't want to admit it. If she admits it, she will throw away her armor and face the fact that she is in love with someone who has hurt her, but...

To admit it, or not to admit it, doesn't change anything.

Seeing Xin Yan pursing her lips tightly, but still unable to restrain her smile, Bei Lanlan was even thinking that it would be better if she said it earlier.

Xin Yan stood up straight, she wanted to move forward, and she wanted to raise her hand, as if she didn't even know what she should do first, Bei Lanlan looked at her dull appearance, sighed, and took the initiative. In the past, bury yourself in her arms.

The two hugged tightly, but Xin Yan felt that this kind of contact was not enough, as if they were separated by a layer, which seemed to be no different from usual.

She also wanted to do something else to prove that her confession was a success and to calm down her uneasy heart.

When she was thinking about it, Bei Lanlan said dully in her arms, "I will sign the divorce agreement when I get home."

As soon as she finished speaking, she said again: "But, you can't take it for a notarization before I agree."

She moved her arms and hugged Xin Yan tighter, "When I'm sure you'll never leave me again, I'll officially divorce you."

Xin Yan hugged her and couldn't help laughing. She used to feel frank with such domineering words and deeds, but now she feels frank and cute.

"Listen to you, after you sign it, you can take it for safekeeping."

Unexpectedly, Xin Yan agreed, Bei Lanlan raised her head with bright eyes, Xin Yan was looking at her without blinking, the two eyes collided, Bei Lanlan seemed to be suddenly frozen, she did not move, and Xin Yan understood this silent revelation.

Xin Yan lowered her head.

It only touched lightly for a few seconds, and then Xin Yan stepped back a little, she still looked at Bei Lanlan, but Bei Lanlan was a little uncomfortable, her cheeks were slightly red, and her eyes fell to the side.

She moved her body and wanted Xin Yan to let go of her: "It's time to go out..."

"and many more."

Xin Yan's voice was slightly heavy, Bei Lanlan looked at her subconsciously, and found that she frowned, "...What?"

Xin Yan pressed her lips and said something like a murmur, "Let me try again."

………………

Behind the curtains of the terrace, Song Xizi stood there for a long time, and there was no movement inside. Song Xizi listened for a while and was sure that no one was talking before she turned and left.

And with an expression of doubting life.

She heard it right, Xin Yan... Is she serious this time?

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