Chapter 65

Li Jingshu moved out last summer.

Her daughter's career is thriving, another daughter spends her spare time remodeling the house, she buys a bigger house with a better view, remodels it inside and out, every room has something to fit The old man's design, Li Jingshu cried and laughed after seeing the video that Xin Yan made for her, and finally moved out happily.

Lu Wanqiu was also happy, and finally no one bothered her anymore.

Li Jingshu is not in good health. As long as she goes out, it is impossible for her to come back to see someone. Lu Wanqiu's words came true. After so long, Li Jingshu's name never appeared in her ears again.

It was as if the person had completely disappeared from this world.

Lu Wanqiu thought, hasn't it always been like this?

As long as they don't come, as long as they don't want to appear again, then Lu Wanqiu will never see those people's faces again. For others, the world is the world, but for Lu Wanqiu, the world is her little ward. Li Jingshu is out, then, she The world will never have Li Jingshu again.

Lu Wanqiu never mentioned Li Jingshu, and her nurse couldn't see that she had any special feelings for Li Jingshu, so she kept her mouth shut.

Nurse Huihui got married last year and was pregnant this year. She was five months old and her belly was obviously bulging, but because it was not yet time for maternity leave, she came to work as usual.

Usually she doesn't work the night shift. She left a little late this day. It was only after six o'clock. It was already completely dark. Looking at the sky outside, Huihui suddenly asked Lu Wanqiu, "It's already dark, Lu Wanqiu. Miss, do you want to open the curtains? It's sunny tonight and you can see the stars."

Lu Wanqiu's condition indicated that she couldn't see the sun, but the moonlight was fine. But for so many years, Lu Wanqiu never opened the curtains, no matter day or night. The nurses were very fortunate that they went home after get off work. If they lived here for a long time like the nurses , sooner or later they can't help but resign.

"don't want."

Huihui was a little disappointed, but she got used to it.

She opened the door and walked out, not noticing that Lu Wanqiu suddenly glanced at her stomach.

It seems that last year was an unusual year, with new changes in everyone's life. Li Jingshu went to reunite with her daughter, Huihui got married, the former minister became the new director of the nursing home, and the former director finally Enjoy retirement.

Everyone mentioned last year with a smile on their face, but she couldn't smile because she didn't think there was any difference between last year and this year, or every year in the past.

The book in her hand also became dull, so she threw it away, and Lu Wanqiu sat in a wheelchair. Slowly, she raised her head and looked at the window that was covered by thick curtains. She started pinching her fingers, and then she lowered her head and pushed the wheelchair back to sleep.

The rest of her life is still the same. Huihui's belly is getting bigger and bigger. Others are worried about whether her childbirth will go smoothly and whether the baby will be healthy. Huihui is more worried. She is also worried that after she is gone, others will take care of her. Lu Wanqiu will not take good care of her.

On this day, she was training the nurses who would succeed her in the future. A courier came in. When she saw the sender written on it, Huihui was stunned for a while, and then bent over to pick up the courier. Naturally, the other nurse did not dare to let She did this and quickly picked it up by herself.

Huihui followed her in. As soon as she entered, her surprised voice reached Lu Wanqiu's ears: "Miss Lu, Auntie Li has sent you something!"

...

Lu Wanqiu disassembled the courier and found that there were several poles and a circular device inside. Several nurses squatted on the ground together to study how to install it. After the installation, Lu Wanqiu realized that it was a lamp.

But she had never seen such a strange lamp, with no lampshade and a very small bulb.

Huihui knew what it was, so she shushed at the other nurses to keep them quiet, then plugged in the electricity and turned on the switch gently.

The orange light hit the white wall, a color that Lu Wanqiu had never seen in the room.

She was stunned for a moment. Huihui stood beside her and said excitedly, "Is it good-looking? This is called the sunset atmosphere light, and its light is the sunset. Miss Lu, do you like it?"

Lu Wanqiu didn't answer her.

Because the answer in her heart is to look good, like it.

It was because of this answer that Lu Wanqiu was reluctant to answer her, and she didn't know what her psychology was, but she felt like she was competing with someone, she couldn't tell the truth, and she couldn't give in to these things.

Give in and she loses.

Even, she didn't know who she would lose to.

She has watched the sunset countless times on TV, tablet, and computer. Those pictures are more beautiful and more delicate, but those pictures only exist on a small screen, just like her, in this small ward When she didn't see it with her own eyes, it was difficult for her to cause fluctuations. Now that she saw it with her own eyes, she felt that the fluctuations were too much.

Because she couldn't help but have a thought.

Like this, how much else did she miss?

It’s easy to do wrong things, and it’s okay to make mistakes in the end, but if you make a mistake at the beginning, admit your mistake in the middle, and then correct your mistake, few people are willing to do it.

Because you will feel hot on your face, and you will feel that the whole world is laughing at yourself, even if there is no one who notices this, there may be none.

She couldn't sleep at night, so Lu Wanqiu sat up and saw the courier box that Huihui had not thrown away. She found that the courier box had been repackaged, that is to say, Li Jingshu first bought it and sent it to her home, and then she found a courier and gave it to her. Sent over.

She pulled open the courier note above, saw another courier note below, and remembered something, she found the tablet, checked the courier note number, and found that it was a courier from several months ago, and Li Jingshu had bought it for several months. .

I bought it for several months, why is it only delivered to her now?

Lu Wanqiu thought for a while, and suddenly realized something.

Bei Lanlan has many hearts and eyes, which may not be given by God, but inherited from Li Jingshu. She's only delivering things now because she thinks now is the best time. She had been away long enough that she truly believed that she would not appear again, and only at this time, the gift she sent, could arouse her emotions the most.

Did she leave the courier number on purpose? She knew she would find out, so she deliberately left clues.

Lu Wanqiu didn't know that it was late at night and she was so tired that she had lost her basic ability to judge.

That night, Lu Wanqiu fell asleep beside the bed and forgot to put on the quilt. The nurse came in in the morning and covered her.

This weekend, Huihui will officially take maternity leave. In the last few days, she plans to do less work and spend more time with Lu Wanqiu, although Lu Wanqiu may not need her company very much.

Walking into the ward, Huihui saw Lu Wanqiu sitting in the living room with the book she hadn't finished reading.

Huihui sighed in her heart. She walked to Lu Wanqiu's side and was about to adjust the angle of the lamp for her when Lu Wanqiu suddenly raised her head: "How's the weather today?"

Huihui has worked here for so many years, and replied, "Uh... clear, clear and cloudy? Why did you suddenly think of asking this?"

Lu Wanqiu lowered her head: "I just asked when I remembered."

Huihui opened her eyes and stood dumbfounded, and after another seven or eight seconds, she finally realized something, she looked at Lu Wanqiu in disbelief, fearing that she was thinking too much: "However, the weather forecast doesn't mean anything. It's not allowed, it looks like it's going to rain today, why don't I open the curtains and show you?"

She waited anxiously, Lu Wanqiu first flipped a page of the book in her hand, and then answered casually: "One seam, don't pull too much."

The author has something to say:

Psychological problems like this cannot be changed in one or two days. It will take several years, more than ten years of hard work, for her to recover, but as long as it starts, it will become smoother and smoother in the future. This is Lu Wanqiu, who is it? It is possible to live more and more, but she is impossible

Having a lover can really speed up the process, because then she can have a strong motivation. I think she will find in the future, a little cutie who has experienced hardships but is still sunny and cheerful, showing up with all kinds of catching horses. Being around her makes her head big every day, and she has no time to think about herself.

But this one or two chapters can't be finished. After all, it is an extravaganza. If it is too long, it will become another novel.

Well, this article is officially over, give myself a flower~