113 Unexpressed determination

The sunshine on the street is warm and warm. It can bring warmth to the people who bathe under it, but it is unable to dispel the haze in Liu Mengmeng's heart.

Zheng Mingcheng never caught up. She was walking on the street alone, wrapped her coat tightly but still felt cold. She couldn't help but feel cold from the inside out.

Can't go on like this!

Why did her life become like this, and when did she fall into this predicament?

Since meeting Shaoyang again?

Do not!

Before that, her life was full of numbness and pain. Her own cowardice caused the current situation, and she shouldn't put the blame on others.

Maybe it started with those various spring dreams?

Her desires are released in those absurd dreams, but after each pleasure she is condemned by her conscience, the physical pleasure is overwhelming, like a swamp full of malice, whether she struggles or not , and it will inevitably get deeper and deeper in the end.

The most terrifying thing is that the pleasure brought by the spring dream not only stays in the dream, even her body seems to be gradually changed, becoming more sensitive, more lewd, and becoming immersed in sensuality as long as she is a little teased by a man. Unable to extricate themselves from it.

Wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Liu Mengmeng tried his best to suppress the feeling of wanting to cry. If you can be a person with a clear conscience, who wants to live with guilt?

She was ashamed of her mother for doing that kind of scandal in the hospital; she was ashamed of Shaoyang for bringing Shaoyang to the position of a third party; as a wife, she betrayed her marriage, so she was ashamed of her husband, but Since Song Peng possessed her in a fit of rage, Liu Mengmeng's guilt has been shattered by the violent impact. Since he could, why did he refuse to touch her after marriage for so long?

Thinking of this, she suddenly realized that this marriage was the beginning of all troubles. If Song Peng treated her like a normal husband, she would not have collapsed under the pressure of all parties, and probably not so often. She vented her desires in her dreams and became a shameless woman.

So far, she doesn't care what reason Song Peng has, whether he really has any difficulties, or whether the marriage itself is a scam, she really doesn't care anymore, as long as she can get a divorce as soon as possible and leave those ambassadors. She's in pain, time will help her out with everything and everything will slowly get back on track.

She can't be so weak anymore. For herself and all the people who really care about her, she must leave this unbearable past and start a new life. Looking at the dried blood in his palms, Liu Mengmeng secretly made up his mind.

The distance back to the hospital was not too far. It didn't take long before she stood in front of her mother's ward again. There was only one door between the mother and daughter, but even this door made her feel over a thousand pounds.

Maybe mom is still angry, she may not forgive herself, but even then she can't keep running away.

Before, she didn't want her mother to worry, and she always reported the good news instead of the sad. It was precisely because she never explained the dilemma in her life to her mother that her mother did not agree to her divorce, but now she wants to understand that the person inside is hers Mom is her most important relative. If there is only one person in this world who can tolerate you unconditionally, that person must be your mother.

After taking a deep breath, Liu Mengmeng pushed open the door of the ward. This time, she will not make the same mistake again. She needs to calmly explain her experience after marriage.

"You guys are back!" After the door opened, the first thing she saw was not her mother, but Song Peng. He was sitting beside the hospital bed peeling fruit and said to her with a smile.

But what did he mean by 'you'?

Before she could understand what was going on, someone was already answering for her from behind. Zheng Mingcheng's gentle voice came from behind, "Yes, I came back after dinner, but my cousin is earlier than us."

Liu Mengmeng turned around abruptly, saw Zheng Mingcheng smiling at her, and said, "Sister-in-law, don't stand stupidly. It's time to visit. Let's chat with Auntie for a while."

Sun Xueping looked at them with a smile, "I don't have any serious problems, you don't have to stay here, and Song Peng, too, came back early and didn't rest for a while! Let Mengmeng do something when you go home. The food you love to eat, nourish your body well, but don't ignore it because you are young."

Liu Mengmeng walked to the hospital bed, took her mother's hand and said, "Mom, I'm not going back, I'll stay here with you." In this case, she couldn't say any more words, she had to wait until they She was gone before she could tell her mother everything.

Unfortunately, she was unlucky, and things never went in her favor. Sun Xueping said, "No need, today's liquid has been lost, I can walk again, why are you staying? Go back with Song Peng, be obedient, don't let me worry."

"But..." Liu Mengmeng wanted to say something else, but was interrupted by Sun Xueping, she said, "Be obedient, I just suffered a little, don't make me angry!"

This sentence defeated her persistence. Liu Mengmeng opened her mouth several times, and finally said only one sentence, "Okay, then I will come over early tomorrow morning."

Soon after, the nurse came to inform that the visit time was up. Liu Mengmeng again stated that he wanted to stay with him, but Sun Xueping still did not agree, and the three of them left the ward under her urging.

In the hospital parking lot, Zheng Mingcheng didn't bother too much. He said meaningfully, "I'll go back first. My cousin will treat my sister-in-law better when I get home. She's exhausted today."

Song Peng looked at his wife, she was standing beside him, her head lowered, trembling a little, he hugged Liu Mengmeng in his arms, and said, "You don't need to worry about these things, go back to rest early."

Liu Mengmeng buried her head on Song Peng's chest like an ostrich. She didn't dare to see Zheng Mingcheng, let alone Song Peng. She only wanted to hide herself in order to escape the unbearable reality. The two men present knew what she was thinking when they saw her like this, but no one broke it. Zheng Mingcheng chuckled and left without looking back.

Song Peng patted her on the back and said in a deep voice, "Let's go, let's go home."

"Song Peng, I want to go to my mother's house."

"Why, I took the things Mom needed to the hospital last night. There shouldn't be anything to take." Song Peng asked.

Liu Mengmeng withdrew from his arms, still not daring to look up, "No, I want to live at my mother's house today."

Song Peng was silent for a while and said, "Get in the car."

Is it so easy to agree?

She looked at Song Peng in astonishment and found that he had already walked forward, leaving only her back. Liu Mengmeng thought about it and chased after him with gritted teeth.

The two of them didn't speak on the way, the car was terribly quiet, and Liu Mengmeng sat beside Song Peng all the time.

Do you want to tell Song Peng about her and Zheng Mingcheng? Maybe she should have said, she slept with his cousin and knew about this kind of thing, no matter if he would not accept her again?

That's fine, just separate like this, and when mom gets better, go for a divorce.

Liu Mengmeng knew that her mother didn't want her to get divorced for her own good, but she really couldn't hold on any longer. don't know since when, she seemed to have fallen into some strange vortex. The men around her were one after another. It took away her body and made her live in guilt all the time.

She has had enough of this life!

The vibration of the brake interrupted her contemplation. Song Peng got out of the car and opened the door for her, saying, "Come down, you're home."

"Eh?" Liu Mengmeng looked at the familiar community and asked, "Didn't you say you were taking me to my mother's house, why..."