Different people will have different growth trajectories. Some people can have mature gender awareness in their teens, know their sexual orientation, and even begin to have secret feelings for some people.

Some people are more sluggish, and they don't even know it as an adult.

The latter will have mature gender cognition at the intellectual level, but ignorant at the physiological level.

Just like Rong Zhuo, he has always firmly believed that he is a straight man and never doubted it.

Because the environment he lived in since he was a child taught him that most men would like women, and he had never had any unacceptable thoughts about the same sex before. Under this premise, he would naturally identify himself as a straight man.

But tonight, Rong Zhuo shrank in the cold quilt and recalled the past, and found that he never seemed to have any thoughts about any girl.

This is really a headache for him.

Of course, he didn't decide anything because of this accident.

Because what happened last night was too accidental.

Maybe it's because his ears are too sensitive. Maybe someone else can pinch it, and it will have the same result?

He didn't have any strange impulses towards Jing Du because of this.

It can be seen that the man's body is really strange and unruly.

In order to avoid such an embarrassing situation, he could only temporarily choose to keep a distance from Yu Jingdu.

Otherwise, Yu Jingdu might think he has some nasty thoughts, and he will have a hundred mouths to tell.

"Are you asleep?" Yu Jingdu's voice suddenly sounded from the other side of the room.

Rong Zhuo was afraid of what he would ask, so he hid under the quilt without making a sound, pretending to have fallen asleep.

Listening to the slightly faster breathing not far away, Yu Jingdu knew that the boy was pretending to be asleep.

However, he did not dismantle it, but got off the couch and walked to Rong Zhuo's couch, reaching out and feeling under the duvet.

Rong Zhuo was startled, and his body froze obviously.

But Yu Jingdu's hand didn't touch him, as if he was just checking the temperature inside.

As expected, Rong Zhuo's bed was cold.

The boy's anger was not strong enough, not only could he not keep the blanket warm, but he was frozen enough by the cold blanket.

"Hey." Yu Jingdu sighed, then slowly lifted the quilt and lay beside Rong Zhuo.

Rong Zhuo's body was still stiff, and he didn't dare to let out the air, for fear that the other party would find out that he was pretending to be asleep.

However, when the warm breath around him slowly wrapped around him, his body slowly relaxed.

So that when he was about to fall asleep, he felt that Yu Jingdu was about to get up, and he blurted out and asked, "Where are you going?"

"I'll go back to my bed." After Yu Jingdu said, he got up and helped him tuck the quilt before returning to the cot.

Rong Zhuo was stunned for a while before he realized that Yu Jingdu had just come to help him warm the bed.

He felt a sudden heat in his heart, and felt the warmth in the quilt, as if it had penetrated directly into his heart.

He slowly moved his body and lay down on the place where Yu Jingdu had just lied down.

The familiar temperature wrapped him in it, giving him the illusion that he was still being held by Yu Jingdu.

Rong Zhuo thought to himself, Yu Jingdu is really good.

So he has to take care of himself and never make the same mistake again.

Otherwise, Yu Jingdu would definitely misunderstand him.

It was probably because he was thinking about it day and night and dreaming at night, or maybe it was because he had some kind of association when he was lying in the hot place in Jingdu. After Rong Zhuo fell asleep in the middle of the night, he had a dream.

He dreamed that Yu Jingdu was holding him from behind, whispering something in his ear. But he couldn't hear the other person's words, he could only feel the heat and itching in his ears. Later, Yu Jingdu seemed to notice the itching of his ears, so he reached out and pinched his ears.

Rong Zhuo's bones were softened by his pinching, and his body showed the same reaction that night.

He was afraid that Yu Jingdu would find out, and tried his best to cover it up, but he was discovered anyway.

Unfortunately, he was woken up because he was too nervous.

So don't know what Yu Jingdu's reaction was in the dream.

He only remembered the last moment before waking up from the dream, when Yu Jingdu looked at him with a very complicated expression.

There was a bit of red in the other's dark eyes, and Rong Zhuo couldn't tell whether it was anger or something else...

Because of this dream, Rong Zhuo woke up in the morning with a more guilty conscience than yesterday.

He felt that he had to be calm and calm, so he proposed that day instead of riding a carriage, he wanted to ride a horse.

Otherwise, sitting in the same carriage with Yu Jingdu, he couldn't help but think wildly.

"Are you sure you want to ride a horse?" Yu Jingdu asked him.

"I want to take the opportunity to practice riding." Rong Zhuo said.

Yu Jingdu stared at him for a while, and finally said nothing, but went to find a bunch of things.

He first put a brand new fox fur hat on Rong Zhuo's head, then carefully wrapped a scarf around Rong Zhuo's neck, and finally put a pair of deerskin gloves on Rong Zhuo's hands.

Rong Zhuo couldn't help but secretly raised his eyes to look at him, and saw that his face was calm, and there was no difference at all.

"Come back when you're tired." Yu Jingdu said to him.

Rong Zhuo nodded obediently, and then got on his horse.

Yu Jingdu turned around and got into the carriage. He did not ask to ride with him, nor did he ride with him.

However, the other party was sitting in the carriage, raising the curtain from time to time to look out, often staring at the young man on the horse for a while before giving up.

"Young master, why don't you ride in the carriage?" A man with a caravan came to talk to Rong Zhuo.

Rong Zhuo turned to look at him, "Come out and breathe."

"We have to walk for four or five hours a day, and we are very tired." The man said, "Young Dong's family is delicate and expensive. I'm afraid they can't bear this hardship. Don't be exhausted."

Rong Zhuo heard a little teasing from his tone, but he wasn't angry, he just smiled at him and didn't say anything.

Most of the time, he's not a quick talker, especially when he knows that the other party is not malicious.