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The first time he saw Jingdu, it did happen, but he was drinking at that time.
But this time was different. This time, it was in front of Yu Jingdu, or when Yu Jingdu was helping him with medicine.
Rong Zhuo felt aggrieved at the thought of taking the medicine.
"I didn't say I needed medicine!" Rong Zhuo said in a sullen voice, "Why do you want to help me?"
"It's all up to me." Yu Jingdu coaxed warmly, "It's my fault, you come out first."
Rong Zhuo remained unmoved.
"If you don't come out, I will force you to come." Yu Jingdu said.
Rong Zhuo moved when he heard the words, but he still didn't get out of the blanket.
"Are you feeling shy?" Yu Jingdu asked him.
"no."
"Then you feel embarrassed that you were seen by me?" Yu Jingdu asked again.
"no."
"why?"
"You..." Rong Zhuo lowered his voice and asked him awkwardly, "We are friends, how could I do this in front of you?"
After hearing this, Yu Jingdu understood the reason for his awkward thoughts, and his heart couldn't help softening.
He sat slowly on the edge of the couch, and put one hand on the boy's head through the blanket.
"Actually..." Yu Jingdu twitched in his mouth, but finally swallowed it back.
He knows that the young man is now facing a very important juncture in his life. If he coaxes him according to his own wishes, with the pure mind of the other party, it is mostly what he says and what he believes in convenience.
But he was reluctant to do that.
What he wanted was to live firmly in Rong Zhuo's heart, instead of coaxing himself into it.
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Yu Jingdu: The child is grown up and ready to start (bushi)
Chapter 67
Yu Jingdu was silent for a long time, turning back and forth in his heart.
But in the end, he still restrained his mind and suppressed all those messy thoughts for the time being.
Because no matter what Rong Zhuo is thinking about him at this moment, he will never change his mind.
Thinking about it this way, his thoughts are not so important now.
When Rong Zhuo was still ignorant about love, he needed more patience to wait for the other party to see him clearly. Otherwise, no matter how eloquent he is today, once Rong Zhuo comes to his senses in the future, it will be difficult for him to end.
"Are you afraid I would mind?" Yu Jingdu asked him.
Rong Zhuo was silent for a long time, "Do you mind?"
"I ask you, would you mind if I acted like this while you were helping me with the medicine?"
"I..." Rong Zhuo thought for a while, "Will you do this?"
Yu Jingdu thought to himself, I am too good at this.
Not only does he do this, but he does it more than once!
But he wasn't sure why Rong Zhuo was like this today.
Did he really have distracting thoughts about him, or was the young man full of anger?
Thinking of this, Yu Jingdu said: "It's not a shameful thing, I won't mind, and I won't laugh at you."
The boy under the blanket moved, but still had no intention of coming out.
"Would you like to hear about my embarrassment?" Yu Jingdu asked him.
Rong Zhuo's head under the blanket tilted slightly, as if looking in his direction.
"I was bathing with a friend once, and something like this happened." Yu Jingdu said, "I was also very scared at the time, for fear that my friend would think I was dirty, or would alienate me because of it."
"And then?" Rong Zhuo asked him.
"I hid it so well that I didn't dare to let him find out."
"But you found me." Rong Zhuo said in frustration.
"I found it, it's no big deal." Yu Jingdu said again: "I won't tease you about this, nor will I alienate you because of it, and I won't think about you in bad things, you What's there to worry about?"
Rong Zhuo turned over under the blanket, still a little tangled.
Seeing this, Yu Jingdu said again, "Then I'll tell you a secret, and you can decide whether to continue making trouble."
"What secret?" Rong Zhuo asked him.
"You have to show your head before I tell you."
Rong Zhuo hesitated for a while, and finally got his head out of the blanket.
He didn't know if he was shy, or if he was holding back, his face was a little redder than before.
Yu Jingdu stretched out his hand to help him straighten his messy forehead hair, looking a little uncomfortable.
"Let's talk about it first, I'll tell you this, and you can't be mad at me." Yu Jingdu said.
Rong Zhuo nodded, his eyes under the long eyelashes stared at him curiously, as if interested in his secret.
"The first night we left the capital, we hadn't slept in separate beds yet," Yu Jingdu said.
When Rong Zhuo heard him mention that night, his heart jumped, thinking that he was going to settle an old account with himself.
However, Yu Jingdu's eyes flashed slightly, and his voice was uneasy: "I hugged you that day, and you were a little dishonest. Later... I became like you just now." He always suspected that Rong Zhuo knew what happened that night. , but if I really want to say it myself, my heart is still a little subtle, "So it's not unusual for men to do this, and there's no need to be embarrassed."
"Ah?" Rong Zhuo was shocked and didn't react for a while.
Yu Jingdu said he was like that too, so...
So the other party didn't avoid him because he was aware of his reaction!
After suddenly thinking about this section, Rong Zhuo only felt that his mood suddenly became brighter.
It turned out that Yu Jingdu didn't avoid him that night because he didn't mind his reaction, but because he was afraid that he would notice his strangeness.
It's a pity that he has been estranged from Yu Jingdu for so long because of this, but he didn't expect it to be wrong.
Rong Zhuo only cared about being happy, but didn't think about why Yu Jingdu was like him.
When Yu Jingdu saw his eyes with a smile, he just thought he was gloating.
"In this way, we will even be even." Yu Jingdu said, "I don't mind you, and you don't mind me, okay?"