Yu Jingdu looks cold and indifferent to outsiders, but he actually has a very childish side behind others. He is very possessive, likes to be jealous, and sometimes becomes very bad and likes to bully others.

Just like just now, Rong Zhuo was almost bullied by him and cried.

Thinking of the bullying words Yu Jingdu bit his ear not long ago, Rong Zhuo felt a little embarrassed, and slowly buried his head in Yu Jingdu's chest.

"I'm here today, but there's actually one more thing to tell you." Yu Jingdu gently rubbed Rong Zhuo's wrist with one hand, his tone a little apprehensive. Rong Zhuo looked up at him and asked, "A good thing or a bad thing?"

"It's not a good thing." Yu Jingdu's expression was slightly restrained, "I originally thought of telling you later, but this matter is expected to spread in the capital soon. I don't want you to hear it from others."

Rong Zhuo frowned, "What is it?"

"I passed the crown last year. According to the customs of this dynasty, I have already reached the age to get married." Yu Jingdu said, "If nothing else happens, my father may plan... to arrange a marriage for me."

Rong Zhuo's expression froze, and the body that was originally nestled in Jing Du's arms moved back a little subconsciously.

Yu Jingdu brought the man back into his arms, "It's just what he meant, I won't agree."

"You..." Rong Zhuo opened his mouth and found that his voice trembled slightly.

He pushed Jingdu away holding his arm and sat up.

"I promised I won't lie to you again, so I want to tell you earlier, otherwise you will hear this from others, and you don't know how to think about it." Yu Jingdu grabbed his wrist, "Don't worry, I will refuse marriage."

Rong Zhuo lowered his eyes and didn't look at him, not knowing what he was thinking.

Yu Jingdu didn't expect him to react this way, and was immediately puzzled.

"Don't you believe me?" Yu Jingdu asked him, "Or you don't want me..."

Yu Jingdu's heart skipped a beat, and suddenly a thought that made him collapse.

He had always tacitly agreed that after he and Rong Zhuo were together, there would only be each other. But he suddenly remembered that they had never discussed this issue before, and Rong Zhuo might not care about those things he didn't care about.

What if Rong Zhuo didn't want to give up marrying a wife and having children?

"Look at me." Yu Jingdu tightened his grip on his wrist and frowned, "What do you think?"

"What can I think?" Rong Zhuo said, "After the crown prince is abolished, you will be the crown prince of a country, and you will be the emperor in the future... What do you want me to think?"

His eyes turned red as he spoke, and he stopped looking at Yu Jingdu.

Yu Jingdu couldn't be sure of his thoughts, so he softened his voice and said, "What's wrong with you?"

Rong Zhuo took his wrist out of his hand, got up and walked to the window.

The windows in the room were closed, so he was not looking at the scenery by standing by the window, but rather facing the wall.

Seeing him becoming more and more uneasy, Yu Jingdu began to hesitate.

He thought, did he really guess correctly, Rong Zhuo really planned to marry and have children like other men? That's why I was so unhappy when I heard that he was going to refuse marriage. Otherwise, he really couldn't think of any other reason.

"What are you thinking, tell me, okay?" Yu Jingdu walked behind him, slowly wrapped his arms around him from behind, and rubbed his chin on the tip of his ear, "I'm very worried about you."

Rong Zhuo turned and pushed him away, his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry.

"Do you know how happy I am to come back from Yuzhou?" Rong Zhuo said, "I don't want to think about anything these days, I know that you will be emperor in the future, and that you are different from me, but I don't want to think about it, so I will I want to be happy for a few days."

He turned his back as he spoke, his voice slightly nasal: "Why can't you make me happy for a few more days?"

He didn't know how to explain the complicated emotions in his heart to Yu Jingdu.

He hoped in his heart that Yu Jingdu would be loyal to him, but at the same time he knew what it meant.

A person who will be an emperor in the future, if he does not marry a wife and have children, he will not dare to think about what he will face.

So while he was looking forward to having only each other with Yu Jingdu, he couldn't help but be afraid.

He was afraid that Yu Jingdu would anger the emperor and even be targeted by the courtiers, and that Yu Jingdu would regret it and even resent him for today's decision.

Thinking of these possibilities, Rong Zhuo felt scared.

In order not to fall into such struggle and anxiety, he has been reluctant to think about it since Jingdu expressed his intentions to him. It's fine to say that he is deceiving himself or that he has no courage, he just wants to be happy for a few more days without any scruples.

But he didn't expect things to come so soon, and it was too late for him to prepare.

Obviously they have just started, why should they face these?

Rong Zhuo didn't even know who to blame, he just felt annoyed and aggrieved.

"Xiaozhuo..." Yu Jingdu hugged him from behind, "I'm sorry."

"Why do you say sorry?" Rong Zhuo sniffed, "You didn't do anything wrong, it's my fault..."

"Isn't it my fault to make you feel bad?" Yu Jingdu said, "I should have thought about this long ago, I didn't know you had been worrying about this, if I had known, I would have taken matters into consideration when I was in Yuzhou. Make it clear to you."

"If...if I was a lady from a noble family, wouldn't it be so troublesome?" Rong Zhuo choked.

"Then if I am a young lady of the right household with you, wouldn't it be so troublesome?" Yu Jingdu said, "But if either of these two hypotheses can hold true, how would we meet each other?"

Yu Jingdu's voice was calm and gentle, which gradually calmed Rong Zhuo's emotions.

"I used to think, if I wasn't his son, would it be easier for me to live?" Yu Jingdu said, "My mother and concubine will not entrust inhumans, and I will not be thrown to the border by him. "You know what? I used to hate myself a lot, and I thought God was really unfair to me."