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    "What did you say?" Duan Zheng asked hurriedly, "Have you never done that before?"

    Rong Zhuo's mind turned slowly at this moment, and he was stunned by his question for a while before he realized what he said.

    But the words have been said, and it is not easy to take them back.

    So he said, "Of course not, I'm a very conservative person!"

    "Xiaozhuo!" Duan Zheng grabbed his wrist, "Yes, you know how to protect yourself!"

    If this was said in the past, Duan Zheng probably wouldn't believe it, but since last time Rong Zhuo told him that there was nothing between him and Qingyu, Duan Zheng's views on his little cousin changed.

    Especially later, he also carefully observed, and found that Rong Zhuo and Qingyu really had a sense of distance when they got along, and there was no stickiness between lovers.

    So Rong Zhuo said that he had nothing to do with Yu Jingdu, and he believed it.

    "Not bad!" Duan Zheng said to Rong Zhuo, "You're smart, otherwise if something happened to him at the border and left you, what would you do?"

    "What does it have to do with this?" Rong Zhuo asked.

    "Of course!" Duan Zheng said with a serious face: "Have you heard of one night husband and wife Bai Yeen? It is said that there are people who are husband and wife. Once two people reach that point, the ties will be deep and difficult to break. Yes! But it's much easier to do before that step..."

    Rong Zhuo was startled when he heard the words, and couldn't help frowning.

    He had never thought about this issue before, but after listening to Duan Zheng's analysis, it seemed quite reasonable.

    If not, why did he insist on taking the initiative before Yu Jingdu went to war?

    It was because in his subconscious, he decided that this would bring them closer than before.

    If Yu Jingdu also thought so, then the other party's rejection last night was to avoid a deeper entanglement with him?

    Otherwise, Rong Zhuo really couldn't think of any other reason for Yu Jingdu to reject him.

    Rong Zhuo felt that Duan Zheng's analysis was reasonable, but also felt unbelievable.

    After all, Yu Jingdu is such a smart person, how could he fall into the simple and crude logic of Duan Zheng?

    With such doubts, Rong Zhuo went straight to the Prince's Mansion in the afternoon.

    Now, because of his cooperation with the Ministry of Households, he has an open and honest excuse to go to Yu Jingdu, so occasionally he can not be so shy.

    Yu Jingdu was discussing matters with people. He obviously didn't expect Rong Zhuo to come. He was very surprised when he heard the news.

    "Young Master Rong said he would leave after a few words with you, so that His Highness won't be wasted too much time." The messenger said.

    Yu Jingdu originally wanted to quickly wrap up the matter here, and then go to see Rong Zhuo in earnest, but after hearing what the concierge said, he didn't dare to delay any more, he just said to let the people discussing the matter wait first and hurried away. lobby.

    "Is something wrong?" Yu Jingdu asked with concern after seeing the person.

    "Yu Jingdu." Rong Zhuo still smelled of alcohol, he looked at Yu Jingdu and said, "I only ask you the reason once, don't lie to me."

    Yu Jingdu knew what he was talking about when he heard the words, "I can't explain a word or two about this matter, can you..."

    "I'll go without saying it." Rong Zhuo said.

    "Xiaozhuo." Yu Jingdu grabbed his wrist with a tangled expression on his face.

    After a long while, he said, "I had a dream that day, dreaming that I... died in battle."

    Rong Zhuo's heart skipped a beat when he heard the words, and he suddenly regretted coming to Yu Jingdu.

    He should have guessed that this reason would not be too comfortable, but he did not expect such an opening statement.

    "I used to have dreams like this often, but I've never been afraid, because I know it doesn't matter if I live or die, and no one is waiting for me to go back." Yu Jingdu raised his hand and slowly stroked Rong Zhuo's reddening. The end of his eyes, "But that night, after I dreamed that I was dead, you were waiting for me in the capital...for a long time."

    Yu Jingdu's heart was broken in that dream, because he watched Rong Zhuo wait from a young boy to gray hair, and wait until he left this world, but he couldn't wait for him.

    Yu Jingdu didn't think about this extreme situation before. He was a very possessive person. He even thought selfishly that even if he died, he wouldn't want the teenager to forget him. So for a long time in the past, he tried desperately to please Rong Zhuo, wishing that he could integrate himself into Rong Zhuo's life little by little through those kisses and closeness.

    In this way, whether he lives or dies, the young man will always remember him.

    But it was only at that moment that he realized that this was not what he wanted.

    When he saw Rong Zhuo in his dream waiting for him to forget him, he only felt distressed and regretful.

    He thought that he shouldn't have left so many memories and ties to Rong Zhuo.

    What if he really can't come back alive?

    What should Rong Zhuo do?

    "Don't you think that if you don't touch me, I'll be able to forget you?" Rong Zhuo said, "Or do you think that as long as I'm not like me, I'll still be innocent, so I can find another home?"

    Yu Jingdu felt a pain in his heart, "Xiaozhuo, I'm not..."

    Rong Zhuo took his wrist out of his hand, "I'm going to Zhuangzi today, and I won't be back at night. Don't go to me either, so as not to leave too many ties with me and make you feel guilty."

    Rong Zhuo quickly walked out of the front hall after saying that.

    Yu Jingdu was about to hold him, but saw two people coming out from the corner of the corridor. They were the people who discussed with him before. He thought he was taking this opportunity to come out and take a breath.

    After such a hesitation, Rong Zhuo had already gone far.

    If Yu Jingdu chased him out at this time, he would definitely be suspicious, so he could only hold back.

    However, he was a little worried, and he deliberately asked Li Feng to send someone to follow Rong Zhuo.

    Rong Zhuo didn't lie to him, and after leaving the Prince's Mansion, he went to Zhuangzi.

    But Rong Zhuo's move was not to put his anger at Yu Jingdu.

    His temperament is not to like to be angry, even if he is really angry, as long as someone coaxes him, he can quickly calm down.

    What's more, Yu Jingdu's explanation was not outrageous, and even moved him a little.

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