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    "Sorry, I need to calm down..." Wei Ran uttered a sentence for a long time, but he held back so that he didn't let himself rub his arms for a while.

    "Yeah." Lin Shenzhi sat on the side uneasy, he tried to approach but he couldn't, because Wei Ran was obviously scared.

    Wei Ran put his head in his hands, he tried to take a deep breath and tried not to let himself think, there was a huge bug in the belly of Lin Shenzhi.

    "He, cough, what is a child..." Wei Ran's voice was a little trembling, although he tried his best to suppress it.

    "What?" Lin Shenzhi didn't understand what Wei Ran meant.

    "It's a worm..." Wei Ran finally managed to utter the word, although he had already guessed it and already knew the answer, he still wanted to hear Lin Shenzhi say it himself.

    "No." Lin Shenzhi was anxious, his voice was no longer calm as usual, and it was full of anxiety, "He is not a bug."

    "There are two types of worms, male and female. Male worms are human from birth and will not change for life. Female worms look like worms when they are born, but they are definitely not worms. When children grow up, they can control them. I can put away the worms, as long as the worms are not exposed, they are just like ordinary people..."

    Hearing Lin Shenzhi's anxious words, Wei Ran, who was gradually engulfed by the fear, had the illusion of surfacing from the boundless deep sea, and he let out a sigh of relief.

    Because of that breath, his originally tense muscles relaxed, and his hands and feet became weak and weak.

    "He's not..." Wei Ran didn't dare to think about that word.

    "Well." Lin Shenzhi wanted to get close to Wei Ran and wanted to grab Wei Ran's hand, because he was really afraid that Wei Ran would get up and rush out the door, just like the last time, just like his father.

    The fear of losing made Lin Shenzhi's hands tremble, and his nose even became sore. He even wanted to whisper and beg Wei Ran not to leave.

    "He's just like me, he may be a little different, but he's not what you think..." Lin Shenzhi tried to calm down.

    "Huh..." Wei Ran covered his face with his hands, exhaled forcefully and then breathed hard. After a long time, he recovered his voice, "You scared me to death."

    He once had a nightmare, dreaming that a bug got into Lin Shenzhi's body.

    In the dream, he was very scared. He cut Lin Shenzhi's body with a knife and tried to catch the worm. Every time he saw the worm, the worm burrowed deeper. He cut Lin Shenzhi's body with bruises...

    Even now he was still impressed by that nightmare, and he felt uncomfortable just thinking about it.

    He was lucky more than once that it was just a dream, a nightmare, as long as he woke up, he couldn't imagine what he would do if it all became real?

    "Is he the same as you?" Wei Ran looked.

    "Um."

    "It's not that soft..." Wei Ran couldn't describe the feeling of nausea and fear in words.

    "No!" Lin Shenzhi immediately rejected.

    After being confirmed, Wei Ran let out a long breath again.

    Wei Ran rubbed his face again and looked at Lin Shenzhi.

    Looking at Lin Shenzhi again, seeing the gradually clear insect pattern on Lin Shenzhi's face and his blue-green eyes, imagining that Lin Shenzhi still has a miniature version of him in his stomach, Wei Ran has a very strange feeling.

    He is somewhat repulsive.

    He didn't like that feeling.

    He can accept that Lin Shenzhi is different from others, but people other than Lin Shenzhi...

    "When did you..." Wei Ran tried hard not to let himself think about it any longer.

    "In the beginning." Lin Shenzhi said.

    Wei Ran looked, he didn't understand.

    "When we were in the hotel for the first time, it was the only time I stayed in the hotel. I have been very careful at other times..." Speaking of this, Lin Shenzhi's ears became uncontrollably hot.

    The first time between him and Wei Ran was too sudden. By the time he reacted, they were already in bed, and it was the next morning.

    "Well." Wei Ran was also a little uncomfortable.

    He had no experience that time, and so did Lin Shenzhi. The two struggled for a long time, and when he woke up the next morning, Lin Shenzhi was quite embarrassed.

    He was happy at that time, but there was a little bit of unease between his happiness. He had only known Lin Shenzhi for a few days at that time. If Lin Shenzhi regretted it, he would be angry...

    He even thought about whether Lin Shenzhi was just playing with him. After all, he had just graduated at that time, and he hadn't found a job yet, but Lin Shenzhi was already a well-dressed or executive.

    He and Lin Shenzhi took a bath one after another,

    Lin Shenzhi washed it first. The compartments in the hotel were made of glass doors. While he was sitting on the bed waiting, he listened to the sound of water in the glass door, and his mind was filled with the madness of last night.

    When it was time for him to take a bath, his heartbeat was not so fast, because he kept thinking that when he went out, maybe Lin Shenzhi would have left.

    He took a shower in a hurry, and when he went out, he saw Lin Shenzhi still sitting on the bed, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

    There was a moment of silence in the house.

    The person who broke the silence was Lin Shenzhi, and Lin Shenzhi said, "The child may have..."

    Those two words, he was somewhat unable to say.

    Wei was puzzled.

    "...No more." Lin Shenzhi changed his words, but even so, when he uttered these three words, his heart still felt an uncontrollable pain.

    It was Wei Ran's child, but he died because of him.

    "Huh?" Wei Ran looked at Lin Shenzhi's belly in confusion, isn't the child still in Lin Shenzhi's belly?

    "I checked before, but I couldn't find any signs of life..." Lin Shenzhi was a little afraid to look into Wei Ran's eyes.

    Wei Ran understood the meaning of Lin Shenzhi's words. If there is no sign of life, it means it is a dead thing. If the child in Lin Shenzhi's stomach has no sign of life, it means that the child is dead.

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