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At that moment, Wei Ran didn't know how to react.
He rejects the child in Lin Shenzhi's stomach. He can accept Lin Shenzhi because he likes Lin Shenzhi. Even so, he is still a little afraid of Lin Shenzhi.
And that kid...
But knowing that the child may have died, Wei Ran was not happy. It seemed that something was suddenly poached in his heart. He couldn't say how painful it was, but there was indeed an empty space there.
"How could he..." Wei Ran wanted to ask how this happened, but he swallowed the words, and he suddenly remembered what happened before.
After finding that Lin Shenzhi was a Zerg, he fled the villa and left Lin Shenzhi alone.
If Lin Shenzhi became pregnant after they were together for the first time, doesn't that mean that Lin Shenzhi already had a big belly at that time?
"Is it because of me?" Wei Ran finally eased his face and turned pale again. Is it because he left Lin Shenzhi and didn't take good care of Lin Shenzhi, so the child in Lin Shenzhi's belly was gone?
"No." Lin Shenzhi immediately rejected.
Lin Shenzhi looked down at his stomach, and he gently stroked his stomach with one hand. He didn't think Wei Ran should be blamed for this, and even if he should, the culprit should be him.
He should have told Wei Ran his identity in the first place, but he chose to hide it.
After finding out that he was pregnant, he didn't think about telling Wei Ran immediately, but thinking about secretly aborting the child.
After Wei Ran divorced him, he thought about keeping the child, because it was Wei Ran's child, but he still couldn't take good care of him.
If there must be a culprit, that person is definitely him, who caused him and Wei Ran's children to die.
Lin Shenzhi's lips moved and lied under Wei Ran's gaze, "The signs of life were very weak at the beginning..."
Lin Shen couldn't say what he said later, and he didn't dare to look up at Wei Ran's eyes.
Every time he lied, Wei Ran seemed to be able to read his mind and see it, which scared him.
If Wei Ran knew it was because of his child that he didn't die...
"Sorry." Lin Shenzhi said.
"It's not your fault." Wei Ran said immediately.
Wei Ran tried to reach out and grab Lin Shenzhi's hand, but Lin Shenzhi's hand was stroking his stomach. Looking at the stomach of Lin Shenzhi's subordinates, the hand he stretched out failed to hold Lin Shenzhi's hand.
His hand paused in the air for a moment, then retracted.
Wei Ran's lips moved, and she wanted to say sorry.
He clearly knew that Lin Shenzhi was suffering and sad. He should have held Lin Shenzhi with him, but now he didn't even have the courage to hold Lin Shenzhi's hand.
Wei Ran lowered his head very low.
His two hands in front of his knees were clenched into fists, his fingertips pierced into his palms, and the pain came, but he couldn't hide the pain in his heart.
For the first time, for the first time since he and Lin Shenzhi had known each other for so long, for the first time he began to doubt whether he and Lin Shenzhi were suitable.
Lin Shenzhi is very good, good in all aspects, even if he is a little different from normal people, that can't hide his goodness.
And he couldn't give Lin Shenzhi anything.
He was afraid of Lin Shenzhi, and he didn't even dare to hug Lin Shenzhi when he was the saddest.
"Sorry, I'll go upstairs first." Wei Ran didn't dare to look into Lin Shenzhi's eyes, he got up and went upstairs in embarrassment. Awkward.
Lin Shenzhi watched Wei Ran leave quickly, his lips moved, trying to say something, but he finally swallowed the words.
Wei Ran's reaction was much better than he expected, he thought Wei Ran would grab the door like the last time, and Chu would choose to run away like the last time.
When the door was closed, Wei Ran didn't turn on the light and threw herself on the bed.
Burying his face into the quilt, Wei Ran couldn't breathe, he closed his eyes and let himself be immersed in the darkness.
He instinctively wanted to escape, but when he closed his eyes, Lin Shenzhi's pale face appeared in his mind uncontrollably. Lin Shenzhi was sad and scared, but he could only watch from the side. He didn't even dare to go up and hug Lin Shenzhi.
In the living room, Lin Shenzhi sat in the living room for a long time, until his waist was a little sore, and he had to stand up with the back of the chair.
He walked upstairs, turned around the corner with the handrail and went upstairs when he saw Chen Jiyun standing on the second floor, his footsteps stopped for a moment.
"Did you say it?" Chen Jiyun asked.
He knew that Lin Shenzhi hadn't slept, so he guessed that Lin Shenzhi was about to confess to Wei Ran, he couldn't hear the conversation outside in the room, he just went out to have a look when he heard someone go upstairs.
"Yeah." Lin Shenzhi walked up on the armrest. Sitting for a long time made his back sore, and the soreness would come every time he took a step upstairs.
"Then he..." Chen Jiyun wanted to ask Wei Ran's reaction.
"It's getting late, he went back to sleep first, you should go to bed earlier too." Lin Shenzhi said.
On the second floor platform, Lin Shenzhi stopped to take a breather, and walked to his room on the right.
Entering the door, closing the door, Lin Shenzhi stood behind the door for a long time before walking to his bed.
Lie down on the bed, sniffing the breath of Wei Ran still remaining on the quilt, Lin Shenzhi turned over, he put his stomach on the quilt with some difficulty, it would make him more comfortable.
He touched his belly gently and repeatedly, and he was talking to the child in his stomach, he didn't want to die, okay?
It's his fault, he shouldn't hide Wei Ran, he shouldn't think about destroying him.
It's his fault, he shouldn't die, okay?
Sleepless all night, the next day, Wei Ran got up early to make breakfast, finished it by himself, left a note for Lin Shenzhi who had not woken up, and went out.
When he arrived, Fang Zheng and Wang Qizhu were still in the studio. Fang Zheng was excited, but Wang Qizhu was already a little tired. The two of them obviously stayed up late last night.