This body is completely different from the forty-seven-year-old body. It does not need careful maintenance. Even under the tricky light, it is still unbelievably tender. There are no neck lines, no eye lines, and no wounds from the toes to the fingers.

Qin Mingzhu raised her arm to her nose and lowered her head slightly to sniff.

The eyes were red again.

- "What do you always ask? What did you look like before, and what do you look like now?"

- "Do you know that your body already smells like those old people in old age?"

——"Although everyone is an adult, I am so much younger than Mr. Qin after all. Wouldn't Mr. Qin think..."

Qin Mingzhu cried and laughed in front of the mirror. He couldn't understand why he was crying or laughing. In the first half of his life, Qiu Fan Jian donated money for the rest of his life, and now he is back to his youth.

The news of the air crash came that year, and in the same year, he was admitted to the hospital with a bible on his bed all the year round. Sometimes he would go to church and sit.

The colorful dome church has a whole emerald-like ceiling, and there are round arched windows of stained glass on both sides. Qin Mingzhu often stares at the stained glass in a daze, watching the sun fall in, like holy light spreading out to the world. On the statue of Jesus with his hands out, the background is a paradise symbolizing heaven.

He had also prayed to the pastor, in that little prayer room.

He asked the pastor if he had done so much wrong that God did this to him?

When the pastor replied to him, he actually couldn't remember a little, and the gist of it should be to persuade him to forgive himself. But Qin Mingzhu couldn't get along with him. He once thought that he had killed Yan Jiayu and the person he loved the most in his life.

He clearly knew that Yan Jiayu was arrogant in his bones, but he said such excessive words, which left a thorn in Yan Jiayu's heart, so Yan Jiayu would risk surgery and finally had to amputate.

If Yan Jiayu hadn't amputated, they wouldn't have broken up. Yan Jiayu wouldn't have changed from a lover to a guardian. Every year, he would visit him secretly and see him wandering around in various grand and extravagant banquets, but he died on the flight to his city. plane.

Many late nights in the hospital, Qin Mingzhu would wake up.

In the first half of the dream, he was holding champagne, laughing and counting down the last ten seconds of New Year's Eve with his friends, and the second half was an explosion.

"boom"

Every time he woke up, he would bite his little finger until it was stained with blood. When there was nowhere for his fingers to bite, he would bite his wrist. It was later discovered by paramedics, who began to monitor him 24 hours a day to prevent him from self-harm.

Qin Mingzhu changed his clothes. Yan Jiayu's clothes were too long for him, so he had to roll up his trousers before walking out.

Not only was Dr. Zeng sitting outside, but almost all of the Qin family were present, except for my grandfather, who was seasick and didn't board the ship last night.

From Qin Mingzhu's father to Qin Mingzhu's cousins, the room was crowded. They heard that Qin Mingzhu had been uncomfortable from last night to this morning, and pushed everything in his hands and rushed over.

"Mingzhu, lie down and let your Uncle Zeng help you to see." Mrs. Su spoke first. She was so anxious that she went to pull Qin Mingzhu's hand and asked the big brother, "Rong, has the ship returned? I I still need to go to the hospital after seeing this.”

"Don't worry, Aunt, I have already told the captain that I can dock before noon." The big brother replied.

The second cousin answered, "Uncle, aunt, I have called our hospital, and they have sent a car to the dock."

"Mingzhu, are you hungry? I brought you breakfast. Do you want to have breakfast after the examination, or what?" This is the third cousin talking.

Before Qin Mingzhu's sad mood completely dissipated, she was dazedly pressed on the bed. Across the Qin family who were staring at him with concern, he saw Yan Jiayu standing at the back.

"Brother Jiayu!" He suddenly called out to Yan Jiayu uncontrollably.

Father Qin looked back, "Jiayu, come and accompany Mingzhu, this kid is so big, he's still a coward, and he's afraid of his uncle Zeng."

One hand of Qin Mingzhu was held by Yan Jiayu who came over, and the other hand he held his mother.

It was not the first time for Dr. Zeng to see this battle. He was used to the Qin family's doting on Yaoer.

After the inspection, he looked at Qi Shushu's eyes and said after a sigh: "It's nothing, at most a little dehydrated, let him drink more water. If you don't worry, you can go to the hospital and do a systematic examination after landing. The whole body examination, but Mingzhu's examination this year was done last month, the examination results are all right, very healthy, the blood sugar is a little high, you should give him less sweets and fresh juice."

Father Qin went to see Dr. Zeng, and several cousins ​​were sent away by Mrs. Su. Yan Jiayu saw that the mother and son wanted to talk to herself, so she also found a reason to leave.

When only Mrs. Su and Qin Mingzhu were left in the room, Mrs. Su touched her son's forehead with a soft hand, and said gently, "Yaoer, what's the matter with you?"

She called the title that Qin Mingzhu only called occasionally when she was a child, "You are so worried about your parents, do you know? Your brothers are also worried, have you encountered something sad?"

Qin Mingzhu nodded and shook his head again, his eyes were red, "Mom, I miss you so much."

Mrs. Su smiled when she heard the words, "That mother is so happy. You told me last year that you are an adult, you have grown up, and you don't need your mother to accompany you."

One sentence made Qin Mingzhu cry, and he cried so hard, just like in front of Mrs. Su's tomb that year. When he was young, he always wanted to run around the world. Even if his parents called and asked when he was free to go home, although he would come back, he would not stay at home for long.

Even at home, he has countless invitations and rarely has time to sit with his parents, talk and watch boring TV shows.

Parents' time was getting shorter day by day, and he didn't understand it at that time. After his parents passed away one after another, he suddenly realized what he had lost.