Qin Mingzhu knew that he should not think about it, but he couldn't control it.

After the rebirth, on the one hand, felt fortunate, on the other hand, felt that the current life was stolen. He climbed back to heaven from hell, and he couldn't help but fear that everything in heaven would turn into a bubble.

He stared nervously at Yan Jiayu, waiting for the question that might appear.

but no.

Yan Jiayu just said, "Okay?"

Qin Mingzhu whispered, in a um, he breathed out of his chest.

"Go to the sun hall now?"

Qin Mingzhu thought about it, shook his head, "I'm a little tired, I want to sleep."

He hid in the window of his grandparents' rooms. It was the bed he was sleeping as a child. When he grew up, he couldn't sleep, so he changed to the room next to him.

Said to sleep, couldn't fall asleep for a while.

Qin Mingzhu was lying sideways, his face pressed the soft pillow, and his eyes looked at the scene outside the window. The daylight weakened inch, and the fingers at the window of the window gradually turned from foreign red to normal skin tone.

Obviously getting a chance, he can re -be with Yan Jiayu, but his mood is repeated, hesitating to even abandon himself.

Qin Mingzhu, when will you become so timid?

Why is it so timid?

It was the death of Yan Jiayu, the failed marriage, or the age ...

When he was in the kitchen before, he suddenly realized the traces left on him. Even if he returned to his nineteen -year -old body, it was difficult for him to change some habits.

Time turned him into another Qin Mingzhu, a Qin Mingzhu, who must be very strange for the current Yan Jiayu.

When I was young, I watched movies. I did n’t understand why the protagonists obviously loved each other, but they did n’t know how to be together. I do n’t understand the truth of people and wrong.

At that time, he felt that as long as he fell in love with each other, he should be together.

It turned out that he was not only the body, but also the mentality.

The window was suddenly knocked down five times.

Qin Mingzhu stunned, and then suddenly looked up.

There is a tall and thin figure outside the window, and the shadow is enough.

He realized who it was.

Five is the secret number between him and Yan Jiayu.

He got up and slowly opened the window.

It was really the person he thought. The cicada sounded frogs from the pond, and the green tile hooked the spring elm, covering up the shadow. Yan Jiayu stood outside the window. He took out the hand behind him, and a lamp suddenly appeared in front of Qin Mingzhu's eyes.

Lights made by glass soda bottle.

The yellow light bulb is like the tail of the fireflies, quietly in the blue soda bottle.

When was a child, there was a power outage in the city. Qin Mingzhu pulled Yan Jiayu to the bathroom. In the bathroom, Yan Jiayu sang him to ensure that people have been with him at the door.

After coming out, he said to Yan Jiayu like the rest of his life: "Brother Jiayu, it's good that you are with me, otherwise I will definitely die."

After thinking about it, he made up for himself, and did not want Yan Jiayu to treat him as a coward, "But if there is a lamp, I would dare to go to the bathroom alone, and I am absolutely not afraid of no one to accompany me."

Under the light of the candle, Yan Jiayu's face looked beautiful and peaceful. He gently placed the lamp beside Qin Mingzhu's pillow, "Grandma didn't get through to you, she said that the light in her room is broken, and someone will come to fix it tomorrow. If You sleep here tonight, use this lamp. Grandma won't come back tonight, she's sleeping at Grandma Xiufen."

Qin Mingzhu blurted out: "Thank you."

When Yan Jiayu heard the word "thank you", she didn't say anything, but said that if Qin Mingzhu needed anything else, she could call him.

"okay."

Yan Jiayu stared at Qin Mingzhu's face for a while, "Then I'm leaving."

He turned and walked along the darkness. After about a dozen steps, he suddenly turned around as if he felt something. The window holding the window was still open, and a figure could vaguely be seen sticking out of the window.

Just like when she saw Qin Mingzhu who was shaky and almost fell from a tree that year, Yan Jiayu ran back as fast as she could, and then hugged Qin Mingzhu, who was staring at him blankly, from the window.

The veranda is no less air-conditioned than the room. Qin Mingzhu didn't know why he was shaking at this time. In fact, Yan Jiayu didn't say anything. He just hugged him out and hugged him tightly at the moment.

In the silence, Qin Mingzhu spoke first, "Brother Jiayu, I..."

After saying a few words, my throat became sore.

When he couldn't speak, Yan Jiayu's voice was particularly clear in the half-light and half-darkness.

"After being kidnapped, I thought I wouldn't care about anything in my life. But when you were sixteen years old, you almost fell from a tree, and I feel scared when I think about it now. I'm afraid of you getting hurt, afraid of you —" He paused, "Leave me. I don't know why, but when I look at you these two days, I feel this way again. Pearl, I actually wanted to tell you something yesterday."

"I love you."

Chapter 30

Marriages in previous lives were actually not that bad in the beginning.

Probably in the first few years of marriage, all the couples in the world have a sweet relationship, so he and Sheng Yingqi are too.

One late night, Qin Mingzhu came out of the shower and found that Sheng Yingqi, who was at home, was gone.

On that day, Nancheng was broadcasting the news of today's typhoon all day long. The weather was extremely bad, the power was cut off in a large area in the city, and the signal was very poor.

He called Sheng Yingqi but couldn't get through. He contacted the property. The property said he saw Sheng Yingqi driving out more than half an hour ago. I couldn't get in touch with anyone, and I didn't know where they went, so I could only wait at home, which took more than two hours.