He has written many "Yan Jiayu" on the wall.

"Brother Jiayu?"

Did he have a hallucination? How could he see Yan Jiayu at this time?

Qin Mingzhu raised his head and watched the young man at the door of the bathroom walking towards him step by step. When the wine bottle was taken away, he struggled a bit.

"I haven't finished it yet," he whispered.

But the bottle was still taken.

"Don't drink so much alcohol while taking a bath, it's not good for your health." Yan Jiayu opened the bottle and was about to take Qin Mingzhu out, but when he bent over, he was unprepared and half of his body was pulled by Qin Mingzhu. into the water.

Before he could speak, the man in the bathtub first hugged his neck softly, his arms seemed to be boneless, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to refuse, I, I..."

"Mingzhu, I'm not mad at you, you don't need to apologize to me. It's alright, relax." Yan Jiayu patted Qin Mingzhu's back with one hand and wanted to try to hold the person out again, but because of her posture, the ground was slippery. Great effort.

At this time, the person who was holding his neck began to untie his clothes, "Brother Jiayu, let's do it, shall we?"

The hands and feet soaked in the water were white, greasy like curds, and the fingertips were even wrinkled, but the face was a bright red, Qin Mingzhu shivered and shoved herself into Yan Jiayu's arms, "Brother Jiayu, I will wash. It's clean, there's no smell at all. We...I'll do it for you..."

He desperately wanted Yan Jiayu to leave a mark on himself, as if a new mark could cover his memory of the past.

Chapter 34

"Mingzhu, Mingzhu!" Yan Jiayu increased her strength and hugged Qin Mingzhu, who was stubbornly burying her head, "Don't be sorry, don't do anything, I'm not angry, you don't need this. Mingzhu, come, look at me."

He held Qin Mingzhu's wet, snow-white and charming face with one hand, "Mingzhu, listen to me, you didn't do anything wrong, and you don't have to say sorry to me. You are here with me, and you never have to. Say sorry." After a while, "I don't need to do these things, I just want to... kiss you, kiss you, do a lot of intimate things, but I don't need you to feel guilty, and then use this way to make up for something, or You don't owe me anything by saying that you can improve your relationship in this way."

Qin Mingzhu was still shaking, but the degree was much less than before. He looked at Yan Jiayu's face and said with difficulty, "But..."

But what?

He cut off his voice, not knowing what to say.

"Don't be afraid, it's alright, trust me." Yan Jiayu coaxed softly in a low voice. Seeing that the person in his arms was not as emotional as before, he took him out of the bathtub and quickly pulled the bathrobe next to him to wrap him. .

He carried the person to the room, Qin Mingzhu's hair was still wet, he touched it twice, and was about to get a hairdryer, but just got up, Qin Mingzhu, who was put on the bed by him, also put it up, didn't speak, just followed.

In an instant, Yan Jiayu's eyes were very complicated. He first held Qin Mingzhu's hand lightly, then clenched it tightly.

Qin Mingzhu was very quiet when blowing his hair, and could even be described as being well-behaved, motionless, with his head down, and honestly asking Yan Jiayu to help him blow his hair, until he saw Yan Jiayu get up again, his eyes suddenly chased after him.

"I'll take a shower and be back soon. You'll wait for me under the covers, okay?"

Yan Jiayu suppressed Qin Mingzhu's hand that wanted to lift the quilt, and comforted her softly. He waited patiently until Qin Mingzhu nodded slightly before leaving the room.

This house has only one bathroom. When Yan Jiayu entered the bathroom, the water stains on the tiles were not completely dry, so the name on the wall opposite the bathtub was exposed to his eyes.

He stared at the names, bent down and added the words "Qin Mingzhu" word for word next to him.

Since Qin Mingzhu went to college, the two of them seldom sleep together like this, the main reason is that Qin Mingzhu has less time to return to Suyuan.

In the last life, Qin Mingzhu had a very bad habit of lying on top of people. Later, when Yan Jiayu passed away, he slowly changed this habit.

Today, he was lying in Yan Jiayu's arms again. Unlike last night, although he also drank alcohol tonight, he didn't drink much, and the alcohol content was not high, so he wouldn't fall asleep directly.

The place where his cheek was touching was Yan Jiayu's neck, where there was a carotid artery, and he could sense every heartbeat from this blood vessel.

"Brother Jiayu." Qin Mingzhu's eyelashes trembled, like the water plants in the lake, and beneath the water plants is the beautiful lake water, hiding something that I dare not confess. It may go back to the way it was, I mean, if I always worry about gains and losses in the future, I am timid, unpleasant, and may fall into negative emotions from time to time, will you still stay with me?"

After he finished speaking, he closed his eyes, not daring to see Yan Jiayu's reaction.

Yan Jiayu patted Qin Mingzhu's back without any stagnation, "what you become is a pearl in my heart."

This is like a pun, making Qin Mingzhu suddenly raise his head.

He hesitated and said: "If I'm not now... that is to say if I'm forty or fifty years old, fifty or sixty years old, will you still love me? My skin will not be like it is now, there will be wrinkles and wrinkles on my face. You may have spots, and you may despise me at that time, and you will…”

"Mingzhu, what do you think love is?" Yan Jiayu did not rush to answer Qin Mingzhu's words, but instead asked.

This question made Qin Mingzhu stunned. He realized that he had never thought about this issue. Regarding love, he seemed to follow his instincts. When he was young, he wanted to do this completely, so he did it.

"I think love is instinct." He said slowly.

Hearing this answer, Yan Jiayu touched Qin Mingzhu's hair. The freshly blown hair was soft and dry. The aroma of the shampoo not only entered the tip of his nose, but also dyed his fingers.