Chapter 4

Yan Yi stood by the dining table, with a white apron covering half of his deacon uniform, stepping on small and soft light brown flip-flops, he took out half a box of curry cubes from the drawer, broke off three pieces and dipped them in the fragrant beef soup. , unscrewed a bottle of coconut milk and poured a little seasoning.

While waiting for the cooking time, Yan Yi cocked his lips for a while, then quickly took off the carrot brooch on his chest, sighed, and wiped it with a white napkin to keep the diamond cut surface smooth and clean.

Put the brooch back on carefully.

The curry was steaming hot and floated upwards, Yan Yi took off the brooch again, wrapped it in a napkin, and put it in his pocket, reluctant to let the beautiful carrot lose its luster due to the smoke.

Through the glass door of the kitchen, Lu Shangjin could see the slender little rabbit busy cooking ingredients. He lowered his head, revealing a white neck, revealing clean and smooth glands without any defense, and his delicate heels were turning fur. rubbed lightly in his slippers.

Lu Shangjin had kissed every skin on his body, and his soft and unrestrained appearance made Lu Shangjin taste countless nights.

In a trance, Lu Shangjin felt that Yan Yi was still as charming as ten years ago, except that his personality had faded a little, but he was still charming.

Lu Shangjin got closer and looked at him through the glass.

When did he start to feel new to this little rabbit, he has long since forgotten.

It seems that from a certain day, he no longer enjoys the feeling of Tong Yanyi walking in the focus of the public's attention, and does not want the little rabbit to provoke other alphas outside. He has to admit that Yanyi is a beautiful and affectionate omega, and there are many alphas who covet him. .

Keeping Yan Yi at home and not allowed to go out was originally a possessive move by an alpha, but the world outside was so dazzling and dazzling, he accidentally lost and forgot the promise he cherished when he was a teenager.

The little rabbit liked the brooch very much, and cherished it so much that it didn't know where to put it.

The vivid look on his face betrayed himself, Yan Yi never left, and Lu Shang Jinyou was confident.

Unexpectedly, Lu Shangjin opened the glass door, gently wrapped Yan Yi's slender waist from behind, and kissed the side of his neck.

Yan Yi was completely stiff, unable to move like being pressed by a ghost, but the dream in front of him was a gentle and beautiful pink.

"Sir...?" Yan Yi blinked, slowly confirming the familiar embrace behind him. The rich narcissus-scented pheromone enveloped him, as if he was in a sea of ​​soft flowers, with the breeze blowing across his face.

He turned around in disbelief and looked up at Lu Shangjin. The next moment, he opened his hands and threw himself into his arms. He wrapped his hands softly around Lu Shangjin's waist and buried his head in his shoulders, as if embracing a lost and found precious treasure. He whispered, "Don't punish me, I'm sorry."

He had been waiting for this hug for years.

Yan Yi is like a young rabbit cradling its mother for warmth, burying her head in Lu Shangjin's arms for comfort.

He wasn't ready yet, and he couldn't care about adjusting the best posture to be charming and pleasing to Bo Lu Shangjin's favor. His mind was blank, and the only thought was to hug Lu Shangjin and absorb the soft warmth from him that had been lost for many years.

Lu Shangjin patted his thin back lightly.

The feeling of pampering that should have not arrived as expected. Lu Shangjin was even tired of releasing some pheromone to comfort Yan Yi. The degree is too low, like a stranger who passes by on the street and disappears when he looks back.

This is not love.

No matter how many times I wake up on a whim, if I don't love it, I don't love it anymore, I don't feel it, and I'm exhausted.

Yan Yi could also feel the other party's alienation, raised his head tentatively, looked at him blankly with wet eyes, looked at Lu Shang Jin's thin lips, and wanted to hear what he had to say.

And subconsciously, I didn't dare to hear the things that made my heart hurt.

"Let's cook." Lu Shangjin raised his hand and touched Yanyi's cheek perfunctorily, "I'll accompany you."

Yan Yi pursed his lips, grabbed his thin right arm with his left hand, lowered his eyelids and said softly, "I said hello at the hospital. If there are suitable glands, I will try it."

Lu Shangjin gave him an absurd look: "You are not an ordinary omega. Your glands can be sold for two billion on the black market. What do you want to try?"

Yan Yi's throat was blocked. The more he wanted to answer normally and calmly, the more difficult it would be to make a normal voice. He said with difficulty, "I want someone who is more in line with you, even 5% more."

"Don't make trouble." Lu Shangjin lowered his head and lightly rubbed the side of his neck with the tip of his nose, resting his hands on his slender waist, "You are an omega, if you change your glands, it will be useless. The advertisements in the hospital are deceptive and cause great harm to the body. Life is for life, don't think about it."

"If you don't mind..." Yan Yi lowered his ears obediently, picked up a long-handled spoon and stirred the curry.

Lu Shangjin kissed his sensitive earlobe: "I don't mind."

Yan Yi was carried to the dining table. After many years, Lu Shangjin was finally willing to have sex with him again.

He felt that the people on his body were a little impatient, and his slender fingertips supported Lu Shangjin's face, and comforted him obediently and tenderly: "Brother Jin, I'm yours... Don't worry, take it easy. Do you want me to separate a little more."

He felt pain, like being played with by an impatient client who never cherishes the playthings under him, because there is no bondage, no need to pamper or be responsible.

But he didn't want to spoil Lu Shangjin's interest, so he silently endured it.

Rabbits are very sensitive to pain, and the force that makes ordinary people feel uncomfortable is very painful for Yan Yi.

So inadvertently, Lu Shangjin will always hurt him countless times, watching his red eyes staring at himself.

Lu Shangjin had no expression, and he also knew that torturing the other's admiration from the bottom of his heart was more painful than a slap in the face.

To him, Yan Yi was like a piece of chewing gum that had been chewed out of its sweetness. It stuck to his hand and couldn't be wiped off. However, he had indeed given him tenderness and sweetness that he could recall, but it was tasteless again.

Yan Yi pursed his lips and endured it. After a long time, blood was bitten on his lips, and his lower body was roughly pushed open in a trance.

His estrus had not yet arrived, his lower body was tightly closed, and a gap was stabbed alive and forced into a knot.

He felt like a dishcloth that was torn in half at random because of need.

He is willing to give birth to a child for Lu Shangjin.

But also full of hope that Lu Shang Jin Ken will give him a mark, and other alphas will shy away and respect him because of the alpha pheromones that have been engraved on the glands. Yan Yi wants a reliable and gentle alpha husband, and longs to be touched and hugged. , his alpha is willing to open his arms and wrap him in his arms to comfort him.

He longs for family, not this empty, gorgeous villa that occasionally hosts other omegas for one-night stands.

But he didn't dare to mention the mark, because Lu Shangjin would be provoked.

He had to wait day by day, wait for the prodigal son to return, and wait for a change of heart.

Lu Shangjin's interest was as dull as the fit between them. After finishing one session, he got dressed again, answered a phone call, and had a banquet in the evening, so he took his coat and car keys and went out.

"I'll be back later," he said.

Yan Yi wrapped himself in the thin eiderdown quilt, listened to the door closing, and the villa returned to silence, holding the shiny carrot brooch in his hand, which was attached to his heart with great love.

He got a present, a hug and a kiss today.

Open a bottle of wine to commemorate it.

Yan Yi sat at the dining table with a sumptuous dinner on the table. He poured a glass of red wine, half a bottle of wine was silently poured into his mouth, Yan Yi was lying on the table in a bored manner, and his bunny ears were drooping on the edge of the table.

"Happy birthday to me yesterday, twenty-seven years old, be well."

He lit a cigarette, held it casually between his lips, glanced aimlessly with watery almond-like eyes, and finally stopped on the hour hand of the quartz clock.

Perhaps no amount of neglect and grievance will make Yan Yi feel so choked up in his heart. When a child is full of joy and thinks that he has received a gift, but when he opens the box and finds nothing, it will leave him with fine bruises throughout his childhood.

His alpha doesn't love him, he doesn't love Yuan Mi, he only loves himself.