Chapter 74

Yan Yi couldn't beat him, and he didn't have the extra energy to fight with an alpha.

Lu Shangjin's palm was pressed against the bulging belly, and he carefully touched it one centimeter by one centimeter, for fear of hurting the omega or waking up the baby in his womb. Suddenly, felt palm being pushed lightly.

Kicked by a baby?

Alpha's attention was suddenly drawn to the bottom of his palm, he lowered his head and looked intently, wanting to see if this naughty little guy would move again.

Yan Yi seldom sees Lu Shangjin's focused expression, being so close, the alpha's red eyes can clearly see the tenderness in every inch.

He released a comforting pheromone, and the little guy in his stomach didn't know whether it was comforted by the pheromone or shocked by his father, so he obediently stopped moving.

"Lu Yan is so good." Lu Shangjin praised the baby softly.

Yan Yi quietly recalled the name, he once wrote it down in his notebook, he remembered that he crossed out the name at that time and changed it to Lu Yuan.

Unfortunately, it was a fake pregnancy at the time, and the baby was looking forward to was late.

As he was in a trance, he was suddenly picked up and placed on the bed, with two soft pillows behind him.

Lu Shangjin sat on the edge of the bed, rubbing his slightly swollen calves and feet tirelessly.

"Baby, don't keep running out silently in the future, I'm worried about both of you." Lu Shangjin lowered his eyelids, resisting not to look at Yanyi's ring finger, so as not to spread a layer of the injury he just suffered. Salt.

Yan Yi noticed Lu Shangjin's dodging gaze, and looked at his ring finger.

"Are you sad?" Yan Yi didn't really want to provoke him, but he couldn't help but deliberately provoke him like he wanted to attract his attention.

The hand rubbing his calf suddenly stopped, Lu Shangjin didn't raise his head, and continued to rub Yan Yi's ankle.

He forced out some ugly smiles: "It's very sad. I heard that getting tattoos hurts, are you crying?"

Yan Yi was silent and turned his head to one side. But he didn't kick him, and he didn't struggle to resist.

"It's time for a check-up tomorrow. Go to bed early." Lu Shangjin kissed his forehead and whispered good night.

He went downstairs and stood in the empty living room startled.

Looking at the marriage certificate posted by Bi Ruijing on his mobile phone, his fingertips rubbed the red and bright cover on the screen, imagining that when he came home from get off work, Yan Yi could come over to pick up the roses and gifts he brought back, and he could do it in his place. After finishing a table of dishes, take a bite or two seriously, and then give him a little smile and affirmation.

He had never been so envious of having a family, sitting on the sofa all night with cigarette butts in his ashtray.

The little guy in Yan Yi's stomach grew to four months old and went to Anfia Hospital for a checkup.

Looking at the lovable little guy formed on the image, Lu Shangjin pushed the doctor a card, leaned over the edge of the table with excitement, and asked about the baby's gender.

The old doctor looked down at him with his glasses, and pushed the card back: "Just go back and take good care of your daughter-in-law, use snacks and keep up with nutrition."

Yan Yi sat on the side and looked at him. When he saw the baby, the calmness in his eyes immediately cooled down. He asked suspiciously and vigilantly, "If it's not an alpha, I don't want it. Is that what you mean?"

Lu Shangjin couldn't clear his injustice, he hugged Yan Yi's shoulder and coaxed him for a long time: "Daughter-in-law, do I dare? How low is the alpha status."

Yan Yi shook his shoulders, not letting him hug him.

Ten minutes later, when Lu Shangjin came back from the pharmacy, he saw Yan Yi sitting on a bench in the hall talking to Xia Jingtian as soon as he walked out of the corner.

The two were talking and laughing, Lu Shangjin saw the kindness on Yan Yi's face, and touched Xia Jingtian's head like an elder loves his younger generation.

If there was no mark, Yan Yi would not have fallen in love with himself at all. 96% of the fit, after all, is not the same.

Lu Shangjin thought that he would be as furious as before, but his emotions were far less intense than he imagined, but there was a chill in his heart, and his palms were sweaty and cold.

It has become a habit to pack up and put on an indifferent look, to cover up the camouflage. If forcibly taking him as his own will only bring him endless pain and torture, then he can let go and leave himself a little freedom and dignity. On the surface, he has a deep sense of righteousness, but it is just an excuse for himself to find no love.

He turned away.

Just two steps away, he turned back, and before he could react, he took Yan Yi into his arms, lowered his head and asked him if he wanted to pick up some daily necessities for the baby later.

Xia Jingtian leaned against the wall with his pocket in his pocket, licked his lower lip and smiled: "Why, brother, I'm not here to rob my sister-in-law. This is my hospital."

Yan Yi didn't fall on Lu Shangjin's face in front of the child, he responded lightly, and went out the door first and got into the car.

Xia Jingtian looked back at the door, raised his chin slightly and glanced at Lu Shangjin's right shoulder: "Take time to come to the hospital as soon as possible."

Lu Shang Jin Dian took the medicine just now: "He can't live without people around him. Let's talk about it when the child is born."

Lu Shangjin accompanied Yan Yi to stroll through the baby product store for two full hours. The music in the store was soft, and the couples holding their children could always be seen. Yan Yi stood by the shelf and focused on picking a bib for the baby.

It is easy to become relaxed in a safe and warm environment, Yan Yi rubbed his bib lightly to test the softness, Lu Shangjin stood aside and glanced at Yan Yi absentmindedly.

Yan Yi's belly was already slightly curved, but it wasn't too clumsy. He picked up a small yellow bib, touched the bunny ears on it and smiled, and when he looked up at Lu Shangjin, The smile has not yet had time to restrain.

He happened to meet Lu Shangjin's gaze, but saw alpha's cheeks blushing.

Lu Shangjin immediately avoided Yan Yi's inquiring line of sight, holding on to his heart, which was beating rapidly, in a bewildered daze.

I ended up buying two big bags of baby stuff to go home.

Yan Yi sorted out his new purchases while watching TV, and arranged pacifiers, bibs, diapers, and small clothes and hats into several categories.

Suddenly there was a behemoth glued to his back, Lu Shangjin glued over from behind, put his hands on his bulging belly, kissed the back of his neck and whispered, "Wife, you look so good today."

"What are you doing?" Yan Yi resented his intimacy and struggled hard, but was pushed down on the sofa. Alpha leaned over, carefully avoiding Yan Yi's belly, and lowered his head to cup his cheeks and kiss him.

"I miss you..." Lu Shangjin was a little out of control. At first, he just couldn't help but want to hug him. He didn't know why he kissed him recklessly. His words were so sweet and beautiful, how could he hold back.

"Go away!" Yan Yi couldn't bear it any longer, pushed Lu Shangjin away, kicked him heavily on his right shoulder, kicked him a few steps away, packed up the things on the sofa and went upstairs to the bedroom. The door was locked, and he said contemptuously, "The guy with the brain on the sperm."

Lu Shangjin staggered back two steps, supported his aching right shoulder, raised his head and explained, "I just want to kiss you, nothing else, you believe me..."

...will not hurt you.

The door to the second floor was closed.

After regaining consciousness, he touched his bitten lips regretfully, walked into the bathroom and locked the door, turned over the inhibitor halfway, and his right hand trembled violently.

He was in heat, and he didn't know it. Fortunately, he was pushed away, and he was even more afraid of hurting Yanyan.

Yan Yi locked himself in the bedroom and leaned against the door with a large bag of small clothes. After calming down for a while, he sat down in front of the desk and fiddled with the crumpled paper crane hanging on the neck of the lamp.

He could imply that he resisted Lu Shangjin's touch, but he couldn't control himself not to be moved by him.

Everything Lu Shangjin is doing now is a belated wish he made.

He picked up a pen inexplicably, and on the scar on his ring finger, following the font in his memory, he could still write the string of English fluently.

He took a wet wipe and wiped off the words written on the base of his fingers viciously until the fingers were red and painful, and he was not allowed to leave a trace of pen and ink.

Yan Yi clenched his teeth and clenched the wet wipes hard. At twenty-seven years old, he must no longer love him.

He tossed and turned on the bed, buried his face under the pillow, and tossed to twelve o'clock before falling asleep. His mind was full of Lu Shangjin holding his shoulders and holding on to his painful expression.

Thinking of Lu Shangjin holding his shoulders, he also remembered his right hand that sometimes can't be used up.

Yan Yi suddenly sat up, lifted the thin quilt and got out of bed.

Lu Shangjin's bedroom is on the first floor, the door is ajar, and the light from the bedside lamp is not dazzling.

Yan Yi stood by the door and looked inside, and saw Lu Shangjin lying on his side on the bed, half asleep, taking a bottle of mineral water from the bedside table, but unable to unscrew the bottle cap after twisting several times.

So clamped the bottle in forearm and unscrewed it with left hand. Unexpectedly, choked on it and lay on the bedside and coughed.

He was wearing only a sleeveless tight vest, and there were three deep scars on his right shoulder. In the deepest part, he could see the bones moving under the blackened thin skin, and the swollen bruise where he had just kicked. and lacerations.

Yan Yi frowned while holding on to the door frame, suddenly remembering that he always wraps his bathrobe in and out when taking a shower, and only wears long sleeves in the hottest season.

Lu Shangjin put the water back and turned over, Yan Yi was standing beside the bed, and he sat up shivering in shock, and quickly pulled out a pajamas and draped it over his body to cover up the injury on his shoulder.

"Wake you up? I'm fine, go back to sleep..."

Yan Yi looked into his eyes and asked softly, "Shoulder, when did it happen?"

Lu Shangjin paused for a while and made up a nonsense: "Two years ago, only the scar was left, and it was nothing."

Yan Yi threw a bag of bone wound medicine hidden in the study into his arms: "Continue to make up?"

"Don't make trouble with your daughter-in-law..." Lu Shangjin wanted to hide the matter quickly, "You give birth to the baby well, and I'll go to the hospital after serving you, so I can't delay it."

Yan Yi understands him, no one can pry things out of his mouth that Lu Shangjin doesn't want to say, so he pursed his lips and turned around and left.

The hand that was thrown away was hurriedly pulled by Lu Shangjin.

"Do you care about me, do you feel bad for me?" Alpha grabbed him stubbornly, rubbed him over and hugged him onto his legs, rubbing his cold feet in his palms, "Come up and lie down for a while, you're naked. My feet are so cold... I'm sleeping on the floor, you lie here for a while... Leave me some warmth..."

"Stop pretending." Yan Yi took his foot out of Lu Shangjin's hand and stared at him coldly, "I tell you, you just think this thing of mine must be kept in your house, what are you pretending now? Get it I don't want to be rejected all the time, do you understand?"

Lu Shangjin was stabbed to the heart by every sentence, like hugging a wronged little hedgehog, but he still hugged him tightly regardless of the pain.

"I'm just a rabbit from a cloned cell experiment. If you want, you can make thousands of them. Why, why are you biting me?"

Wrapped in alpha's broad and warm chest in a small safe space, Yan Yi suddenly couldn't hold back his tears any longer, and roared at him hoarsely:

"What's so special about me! I don't have A3 glands anymore, so I don't have any value at all! Just let me go, I've had enough of your liking... I don't dare... I don't dare to ask for any more..."

"You're my wife..." Lu Shangjin took the bunny's head and pressed it to his shoulders, patting and comforting, "It's my fault, I've been wronged..."

He wanted to tell Yan Yi all his guilt and apology, but he deeply understood that the little rabbit had no sense of security for him at all. can soothe.