Chapter 60

The two were like crazy, their reason was burned to ashes by the fire of desire, and only instinct and desire remained. Zhou Ziheng couldn't remember how many times he did it, it was almost dawn, and Xia Xiqing was finally hollowed out completely and fell asleep. Zhou Ziheng hugged him so tightly, he was afraid that in the next second, this person would disappear in front of him.

It turned out that he already loved him so much that he was full of guilt. love to lose myself.

He slept very unsteadily. Although he had been busy with his work before joining the group these days, he only slept three or four hours a day, and he struggled all night yesterday, but Zhou Ziheng could not fall into a deep sleep. It is like a raft floating on the sea, swaying and undulating, unable to reach the shore.

In the dream, it was all Xia Xiqing's face, provocative, cunning, fragile, emotional, every expression was so precise and blurred.

finally disappeared.

It turned out that the raft was not drifting towards the ocean, but a waterfall cliff. The rushing water made him unable to breathe, so he could only watch himself fall into the abyss in the rapids, and the icy pool water covered his body.

Zhou Ziheng opened his eyes and slowly touched the corner of his eyes. Cool, like a pool in a dream.

Xia Xiqing was lying beside him, sleeping on his side, facing him. Zhou Ziheng stretched out his hand, brushed the hair scattered on his cheeks aside, and gently touched his side face, his heart gradually returned to its normal frequency.

Zhou Ziheng just stared at his profile so quietly, without touching him or speaking, his eyes moved slowly, his delicate browbones, the high nose bridge, the double eyelid line that he could see even when he closed his eyes, There is that tiny mole on the tip of the nose.

He caught a glimpse of the bruise on Xia Xiqing's mandible, and was shocked. It was the mark he left when he pinched him yesterday. Zhou Ziheng couldn't help but gently lift the quilt, the white body was covered with traces of after love, the side neck, collarbone, chest, and even the back, there were kiss marks left by him everywhere.

Xia Xiqing still had a few small bruises on the side of his waist, the marks left by him pinching his waist last night. The loss of control all night made both of them abandon their reason and taboos. Zhou Ziheng recalled the scene at that time, and he was almost lost in the end, completely controlled by desire.

Reaching out his hand, he pulled up the quilt for Xia Xiqing and covered it, the guilt was about to engulf him. He shouldn't have done this, it's not right. But when he recalled what Xia Xiqing had said, and tried to contact those who he didn't even know the name of to do these things on his behalf, his heart ached. He didn't want to be angry either, and he had tried to control himself. But as soon as he met Xia Xiqing, he went crazy.

At the moment when both of them were about to lose their strength, he actually hoped that the world would be destroyed at this moment, at least so that Xia Xiqing would not leave, and he died with himself in the end.

terrible.

He tentatively stretched out his hand, his fingertips held Xia Xiqing's fingers, and the pulp of his thumb gently rubbed against his slender hand.

When he wakes up, he should be angry, what a proud person he is.

Maybe it's over between them.

[Zhou Ziheng, are we related? ]

[We didn't just play at the beginning. ]

[I've had enough of you now. ]

He couldn't figure out what kind of mood Xia Xiqing used to say these words, but he could imagine how Xia Xiqing spurned those who dedicate their hearts to him in the past. They must have heard these words too, perhaps in a harsher and more straightforward way.

Zhou Ziheng stretched out his fingers, lightly touched the small mole on the tip of Xia Xiqing's nose, approached slowly, and placed a kiss on his forehead.

Why is he obsessed with such cruel people.

Xia Xiqing didn't know how long he had slept. When he woke up, he had a terrible headache, and his vision was not as bright as he thought. Consciousness has not fully recovered to this body, but his first reaction was to stretch out his arms to test.

No one else but himself.

Xia Xiqing thought it was ridiculous. He tried his best to ridicule the self who was expecting too much. What was he delusional about? He Zhou Ziheng fell asleep. Is there any other possibility between them besides the physical relationship.

He put on clean pajamas, this bed and this bedroom are not as chaotic as he imagined, but Xia Xiqing felt even more sad, should he be glad that the person who had sex with him last night was Zhou Ziheng, at least his kindness His heart will make him gentle enough and considerate enough not to make himself too embarrassed.

His throat was so thirsty that it was about to catch fire. He tried to stand up, but found that his whole body was sore and his bones were about to fall apart. Looking down at himself, the blue and purple hickeys on his chest formed a large piece. Xia Xiqing hardly dared to recall the absurd things that happened that night, Zhou Ziheng seemed to be a different person.

He kept repeating that sentence.

[You are only me. ]

How is it possible, he can have many, many people as long as he wants.

So many, so many, too many to count.

The headache got worse and he wanted to go home. The bed was full of Zhou Ziheng's smell, making him dizzy. Xia Xiqing's legs were shaking after struggling to sit up.

I couldn't believe that he, Xia Xiqing, actually let a man fuck him, and he was begging to be fucked. His self-esteem was shattered to shreds, and he didn't dare to recall the details of that night. He was a waste of everything.

After sitting for a while, Xia Xiqing went downstairs with the help of the wall when he was relieved. Every step he took was difficult, his legs were shaking so badly, he couldn't help but scold him in his heart.

Mother Zhou Ziheng is too fierce, a 20-year-old young man is really desperate to do it.

He had completely forgotten that it was actually himself who was dying that night, and it was also him who was clinging to it.

He said he didn't expect it, but Xia Xiqing still thought when he went downstairs, what if Zhou Ziheng was downstairs, what if he was sitting on the sofa, he had to cheer up and not be with a little kid who was raped It's like, be tough, just take it for a change of taste.

But Zhou Ziheng wasn't downstairs, Xia Xiqing only saw the clothes he passed on folded on the sofa, and the cold milk.

He is a big star, and he has done his best to this extent. Only a good old man like Zhou Ziheng can do this, so be content.

After a brief wash, he threw the toiletries into the trash can, leaned against the wall and walked out of the bathroom to sit on the sofa. This time, he didn't even have a note. Xia Xiqing can also understand, after all, Zhou Ziheng didn't like men before, maybe he tried it once and still couldn't accept it.

He slowly changed into his clothes, which seemed to have been washed, leaving only the scent of grapefruit-flavored laundry detergent.

His throat was so dry and hoarse, Xia Xiqing hung his pajamas on the armrest of the sofa, took a sip of milk, and got up to go home.

Why do you feel so aggrieved.

Xia Xiqing didn't realize it himself. If it was in the past, the first thing he would do when he woke up would have been to kill that lifeless dog, but now he only has Zhou Ziheng in his mind. to think of him.

His back hurt so much that he couldn't bend down at all, so he could only sit on the steps of the entrance to change his shoes. Looking at the pair of cotton slippers that fit his feet, Xia Xiqing felt even more uncomfortable. He just wanted to leave this place full of traces of Zhou Ziheng's life as soon as possible.

Zhou Ziheng's angry face suddenly appeared in his mind.

Xia Xiqing put his hand on the doorknob with lingering fears. Before he could turn it, the door opened from the outside. He was startled, wasn't the person standing at the door was Zhou Ziheng.

He was wearing a black suit, a black T-shirt, black jeans, a black baseball cap, and a black mask. He also had a long black sleeve over his right arm, like he was wearing it when he was playing basketball. Perhaps because of the tone, his temperament today was cold, with a heavy sullen aura.

Zhou Ziheng was carrying two full shopping bags, obviously not expecting to meet him, seeing Xia Xiqing's neatly dressed eyes bright for a second, then darkened instantly.

Without taking off the mask, Zhou Ziheng lowered his head in a sullen voice and said, "Let's go after dinner, it will be ready soon."

Even though he said that, Zhou Ziheng didn't take the door with him, so he left the door open. If Xia Xiqing wanted to leave, he wouldn't stop him.

Seeing him carry his things in like this, Xia Xiqing was stunned for a while.

Did you go to the supermarket?

Not standing here, nor going in, it seems even more difficult to go straight home. Xia Xiqing stood at the door and heard Zhou Ziheng sorting things out. He lost his mind for some reason and closed the door all of a sudden.

With a bang, Xia Xiqing was startled, and it was too late to regret it. He pretended not to be affected at all, walked slowly back to the living room, and was about to sit down when Zhou Ziheng suddenly came over with something in his hand.

"Why?" It's okay not to speak, but when Xia Xiqing suddenly opened his mouth, he realized that his throat was all fucked up.

Zhou Ziheng went around behind him and pulled out the white shirt that Xia Xiqing had tucked into his suit pants.

"Hey! What are you doing..."

Two pieces of plasters were stuck on his waist, Xia Xiqing turned his head to look, and Zhou Ziheng put down his clothes.

"You drank milk." Zhou Ziheng frowned. He had been out for so long, and the milk must have been cold. According to Xia Xiqing's lazy personality, he must have drank it cold.

However, Xia Xiqing would be wrong, regretting that he should not drink the milk he left behind, so he stubbornly said, "No."

"Really?" Zhou Ziheng stretched out his finger and wiped the milk mark on Xia Xiqing's lips, and walked to the kitchen without saying much. The lie was exposed at once, Xia Xiqing stretched out the back of his hand and wiped his lips repeatedly, his heartbeat quickened.

I don't know why, but always feel that something is wrong with Zhou Ziheng.

The patch worked, and the waist was hot. Xia Xiqing was about to go to the kitchen when the phone suddenly vibrated. When he opened WeChat, he saw that it was a friend request sent by a person. . Xia Xiqing did not know anyone with the character Ke in his name.

When he was away, there were several missed calls on the phone, including Xia Xiuze and Xu Qichen, but they only had one or two calls, and there was an unknown number that had four or five calls.

He checked the number, and then went to WeChat to check the friend request.

It was indeed the same number. Who is this person and why do you keep looking for him?

Xia Xiqing was too lazy to think about it, put the phone back in his pocket, walked into the restaurant, and sat at the small dining table, his eyes fell on the bunch of paper roses again.

They are not real roses, without life, they will never disappear and wither.

Always in his heart, driving beautifully.

He suddenly stood up and said to Zhou Ziheng in the kitchen, "I have no appetite now, so I'm leaving."

Zhou Ziheng came out and stood at the door. The strange thing was that he was still wearing a mask, and his voice was a little colder than before.

"You've been in a coma for two days, and you have to eat something."

What's your business? Xia Xiqing frowned, opened his mouth but didn't say anything. These words are too ugly, and it would be silly to say such words when you are awake. Zhou Ziheng looked like he wouldn't let him go, making Xia Xiqing unable to do anything.

He sat back at the dining table and took out his mobile phone, only to find that he had received a message from Ruan Xiao.

[Ruan Xiao: Xi Qing, are you awake? Is there something wrong? ]

[Ruan Xiao: Your health is fine, right? We are all worried about you. ]

[Ruan Xiao: Well, the boy who rescued you with me that night, he is Zhou Ziheng’s hair boy, he has something to do with you, you can add his WeChat. ]

It turned out to be the one who secretly stared at him that day. Xia Xiqing added a friend, and the other party soon sent a message.

[Zhao Ke: Xia Xiqing, are you awake? Are you OK. ]

[Xia Xiqing: It’s okay, thank you for your help that day. ]

[Zhao Ke: All right, where is Heng Heng? Did you see him? Has he contacted you? ]

Heng Heng? Call it really dear. With the first love and sister in front, and the little friend Zhuma in the back, Zhou Ziheng's childhood was really full.

Xia Xiqing walked leisurely to the kitchen with his phone, leaned against the door frame and took a picture of Zhou Ziheng's back and sent it to him.

Not long after, Zhao Ke, who was anxiously waiting for news at home, received a photo from Xia Xiqing.

[Xia Xiqing: Your family Heng Heng is cooking dinner for me. ]

What kind of dog food attack is this. Zhao Ke frowned, I'm a friendly army! Despite this, he still sent a screenshot of the chat record with Xia Xiqing to Ruan Xiao, CP dogs must eat together if they have candy.

Xia Xiqing felt speechless, since he wanted to find Zhou Ziheng why not find him himself, he had to go through him, it was obviously related to Hengheng. Thinking of this, he was suddenly a little unhappy, and exited from the chat interface, just in time to see Zhou Ziheng's chat box below.

I couldn't help but click on his avatar, which was the little rose made of paper towels.

The unpleasant mood is simply a vicious circle. Xia Xiqing simply closed WeChat, out of sight and out of mind. He sat back at the table, pulled the dark blue tablecloth from under the set of cutlery, and draped it over the bunch of paper roses.

Zhou Ziheng came out with the green sauce pasta, and saw the flowers covered up at a glance. He put Xia Xiqing's share in front of him, sat opposite him, and lifted the tablecloth from the flowers.

Xia Xiqing was about to have a seizure when he saw Zhou Ziheng take out the bunch of flowers and threw them into the trash can beside the dining table without saying a word. He stared blankly at Zhou Ziheng, not expecting him to do this at all.

"Hey...what are you doing..."

Zhou Ziheng returned to the kitchen, brought out the rest of the salad and juice, and sat down.

"If you don't like it, throw it away."

But don't you like it very much? Xia Xiqing couldn't guess Zhou Ziheng's mind at all. Don't these flowers have a special meaning?

"You asked someone to fold these roses, as well as your avatar. Why did you throw them away?" Xia Xiqing got ready to take out the bunch of flowers, but Zhou Ziheng stopped him.

"That's what I did one by one myself. But now I don't think it makes any sense."

Why. Xia Xiqing didn't know why, so he sat back awkwardly. What he didn't know was that Zhou Ziheng remembered everything he said that night, including the sentence "You have to remember who I am. ]

He understood in an instant that Xia Xiqing mistook him for that girl's stand-in. It made him despise, but he had indeed changed his mind. He only had Xia Xiqing in his heart now. Although he didn't have the courage to say these words now, he couldn't let Xia Xiqing misunderstand like this.

"Let's eat, you must be very hungry."

Xia Xiqing looked at him and kept his head down, "Why are you still wearing a mask and hat, don't you panic?" In order to ease the awkward atmosphere, Xia Xiqing even made a joke by himself, "Aren't you supposed to be? Feel embarrassed, hey, is it you who fucked me or I fucked you, I'm not ashamed that you are so embarrassed here."

Zhou Ziheng took off his mask and kept his head down.

"Or do you feel sorry for me?" Xia Xiqing's tone was a little hesitant, there was nothing to be sorry for, although it ran counter to what he had always expected, but no matter what, he personally agreed with Zhou Ziheng to do it.

He laughed a few times and made an open-minded look, "Don't make me look like a little girl who has been treated by you or something, although it was drugged, it is also what you want and I want, and You also want to help me, no matter how scumbag I am, I still make sense."

"Besides, it's all men, and I won't point a gun at you and make you responsible for me."

He rolled up a ball of pasta with a fork, "If you really feel sorry for me, just let me come back later. Isn't that how we are related anyway?"

Yup. That was the relationship. It sounds easier to say.

It's really not his Xia Xiqing's style to be so awkward the last time.

Zhou Ziheng finally raised his head, the eyes under his hat were extremely complicated. He seemed to want to say something, but in the end he didn't.

Only then did Xia Xiqing realize that the corner of his mouth was broken, which was obviously a wound from a fierce fight, "Hey, what's going on on your face?"

Zhou Ziheng didn't answer, he glanced at his watch, lowered his head and said to himself, "You eat first, eat more."

Saying that, he stood up, put the full shopping bag on the chair next to it, and took out one item after another, "This is a medicine for bruising, apply it twice a day. This is an ointment. It is anti-inflammatory and de-swelling, apply it below, I have already used it for you, you can use it yourself in the past two days."

"The medicine that bastard gave you has side effects. You slept for two whole days and didn't eat anything in these two days. You must have a weak foundation. Here are vitamins and nutrients, you can take them back and eat them. I know I told you I may not listen, but I still have to say, you should not eat spicy food, let alone drink and smoke these two days. I am not sure if the medicinal properties have completely subsided, and there may be potential side effects. Don't take your body seriously. "

He babbled a lot, and ordered them in place one by one, as if he was about to go on a long journey. Xia Xiqing couldn't understand the situation, "I slept for two days... I remember that there are still a few days before the actual start of the team. Where are you going now?" His eyes swept over Zhou Ziheng's hand and found that he The festival is also hurt, "And what did you do?"

"It doesn't matter." Zhou Ziheng pushed the pumpkin soup in front of Xia Xiqing and bluntly changed the subject, "By the way, I heard from Director Kun that you have decided to join the group. If your current thinking has not changed, we will See you on set."

"See you in the crew?" Xia Xiqing frowned, "Where are you going these two days?"

"I'm going to be very busy at work these two days. I'm flying around, and I don't think I'll be home." Zhou Ziheng ate a few mouthfuls of noodles indiscriminately, and Xia Xiqing found that the posture of his right hand holding the fork was obviously wrong.

"Really? Then you won't be back these days?"

Zhou Ziheng looked up at him, thinking he didn't believe what he said, he took out the key card from his body and pushed it over, "If you need anything, take it."

"What can I need? It's like I don't have a home of my own." Xia Xiqing smiled and lowered his head to eat noodles. Zhou Ziheng hummed, and took his share to the kitchen without taking a few bites.

Xia Xiqing's cell phone rang, and it was the unfamiliar number again. After connecting, he asked, "Zhao Ke?"

"Yes, I'm Zhao Ke, why didn't you reply to my message, Ziheng is still with you now?"

Xia Xiqing finished his last mouthful of noodles, "To be precise, I am with him."

"Okay, okay, is he okay now? Is he injured?"

"You care about him so much, why don't you call him yourself?" Xia Xiqing leaned on the chair impatiently, his voice hoarse.

On Zhao Ke's side, he was anxious, "If I can get in touch with him, should I look for you? Damn it, I was shocked. I was in class and the group exploded, saying that he went to Wei Min's place by himself. I beat him hard and sent him directly to the hospital. If it wasn't for Zhou Ziheng's brother who took over the matter and helped him settle the gossip, Zhou Ziheng would have been on Weibo's fucking hot search today?"

what……

"Is he the only one?" Xia Xiqing asked dully.

"Yeah, he didn't even call me, I was the last to know. Damn it, I'm so pissed off." Zhao Ke scolded a few words and felt uncomfortable for Zhou Ziheng, "I've been more sensitive recently, he must be afraid of affecting our family. He didn't look for me, he went alone, and the driver and security were knocked down by him, so he pointed at Wei Min and beat him to death. I heard from the buddies who lived in the townhouse with Wei Min that Zhou Ziheng was crazy. , his eyes were red, no matter how Wei Min begged for mercy, he wouldn't stop. He was afraid of dying and ran to stop him."

Xia Xiqing froze at the dining table, unable to say a word.

"He should have told you about these things. I admire this kid. He was injured when he was sent to the hospital. He turned around and went back to cook for you." Zhao Ke sighed, "This matter The rumors in the circle are crazy, his dad is so angry, Zhou Ziheng has never caused a single thing since he was a child, let alone fights, he has never scolded anyone, and now he is so crazy, his dad is really, let him go Even if he apologizes to others, he will not die, nor admit his fault... You don't know how strict his tutor is..."

"So how does he deal with it now..."

"I just called his brother and said that his father was going to lock him up at home for a few days, and his cell phone was taken away, and he was not allowed to go out until he joined the group. However, he told his brother to go back and fetch an important thing. I will go home and receive the punishment myself. I don’t want to take a look at him before he is locked up, and I don’t know if he has any serious injuries…”

Before listening to Zhao Ke's last words, Xia Xiqing hung up the phone and dialed Zhou Ziheng's phone, which turned off as expected.

He left the dining table and walked to the kitchen calmly. Zhou Ziheng was standing on the countertop and was pouring honey into a glass jar full of lemon slices. Hearing Xia Xiqing's footsteps, he closed the glass jar and turned to his side. He explained to him, "Your voice is too hoarse, you need to take good care of it for a few days. This drink is good for your throat, but you have to put it in the refrigerator or it will go bad." Take everything to your house, I'm afraid that I have said so much here and you will end up..."

"Zhou Ziheng, can you do it?" Xia Xiqing's voice was hoarse, with a faint trembling.

"Huh?" Zhou Ziheng didn't understand what he meant. "Oh, are you talking about this? These are all trivial matters, nothing." He lowered his head and took a deep breath, like a child who did something wrong, " sorry."

"you……"

"I regret it. I also received an invitation from that art salon that day. I should go, so that nothing in the future will happen. But what I really want to apologize for is what I did to you later, even though you said no. Responsible, but I know that you are a very strong person, no matter who does this kind of thing to you, you must have a hard time accepting it, and I don't know how to make up for you, you can wait until you join the group..."

"Zhou Ziheng." Xia Xiqing walked up to him, grabbed his right hand, and took off the black wrist guard, which was wrapped in gauze, soaked with blood, "Before you apologize, can you explain these injuries to me?"

The injuries were actually stabbed by shards of the windshield when he smashed the windshield with a baseball bat.

He muffled his voice, "It's not really serious, it looks scary, it'll be fine in two days." He let Xia Xiqing hold his hand, and he was still a little happy, at least Xia Xiqing cared about him.

"I'm sorry," he said in a sincere tone, "I was so angry at the time, I got angry at you, and I said very exaggerated things. I don't really think that way... nor... Anyway, I think about it now that I feel special. Not a thing."

Xia Xiqing recalled the words he said to him in a rage at that time, and subconsciously frowned.

[You only have me, you only have me. ]

"So you mean that what you said at that time wasn't actually what you really thought?"

Zhou Ziheng's eyes widened slightly, he opened his mouth, "I..." How could he say that he really thought that way at the time, really wanted to kill all the people who thought badly about him, and even wanted to kill him Xia Xiqing, who is going to find someone else.

"I……"

An unfamiliar cell phone rang suddenly, interrupting Zhou Ziheng's words, Xia Xiqing took a deep breath, "Go ahead."

Zhou Ziheng took out a mobile phone from his trousers pocket. Xia Xiqing recognized at a glance that it was not the one he often used. The caller on it had the words Zhou Zijing written on it.

The other party's voice was cold and deep, "Underground garage, two minutes, go downstairs."

Zhou Ziheng hummed and hung up the phone. The expression on his face was extremely sad, and he wanted to explain the events of the past few days to Xia Xiqing, but there was no way to explain it. He wanted to say that he ran back like a madman, just because he was afraid that Xia Xiqing had already left. Buying medicine and cooking, even if he knows that there is a high probability that Xia Xiqing has escaped.

But he still caught up, and came back before Xia Xiqing left. There are too many words stuck in throat, don't know where to start, Xia Xiqing's body is much more important than the matter of him and Wei Min.

"I'm going to work." Zhou Ziheng clenched his fists with downcast hands, his tone was low, "You have to take care of yourself. And..." He hesitated, "I can hug..."

The rest of the request was sealed by Xia Xiqing in an intimate kiss. The sweetness was mixed with a trace of blood. His arms tightly hugged Zhou Ziheng's back, ending the kiss. Xia Xiqing put his hand into the pocket of his suit trousers, pressed his forehead against his, and gently rubbed the tip of Zhou Ziheng's nose with his nose, "When time is short..."

From those beautiful pupils, Zhou Ziheng saw only himself.

"Stop talking nonsense and kiss me."