Chapter 48

Fan Xing uncomfortably staggered away from the man's eager and surprised eyes, and continued softly, "Although my brother always likes to tease me, I know that my brother is very kind to me. So I have always been very fortunate that I met him. The person is my brother. Not long ago, when my brother went abroad to work for half a month, I found that I didn’t even want to go back home. Later, I always thought about the day when my brother came back. It seemed special... I hope to see you soon to my brother."

He Qingmo felt that the joy in his heart could no longer be suppressed. He grabbed Fan Xing's hand and gently pulled the person over. He wanted to hug him, but Fan Xing's hand was on his chest and he said, "Later, a brother I didn't come back at night. When I called, I heard my brother was with Zhou Haoran. I know you guys are fine, but I'm still very... uncomfortable. I accompany Brother Lu Chi to drink at the bar, and Brother Lu Chi is very sad. ...Actually, I was very sad at the time, and I really wanted to get drunk like Senior Brother Lu Chi, so I didn't have to think about anything. However, I have to operate on a patient in the future, so I can't drink."

Listening to Fan Xing's soft-spoken recollections, He Qingmo's mood was a bit complicated, and his happiness was mixed with regret and pity, but Fan Xing's last sentence made him laugh and cry, "So at that time, you were still there. Thinking of such a thing?"

Fan Xing nodded with a serious expression, "Of course, I am responsible for the patient's life!"

In fact, the hospital's requirement for doctors is only that they can't drink during work hours, but Fan Xing has his own principles, and he has already found a good direction for his future.

And he is the kind of person who will definitely be strict with himself when he has set a goal, so no matter how sad he was at the time, he did not lose his mind and forget his principles.

He Qingmo lightly fiddled with his hair, with faint pride in his tone, "Little Fan Xing will definitely become the best cardiac surgeon in the future."

Suddenly being praised, Fan Xing felt a little embarrassed. He pursed his lips and smiled, revealing a shallow pear vortex at the corner of his mouth, but he heard the man ask again, "What happened later?"

Fan Xing was slightly stunned, and brought the topic back again, "Later, when I sent Brother Lu Chi back, the day after tomorrow, I was walking on the road by myself... I didn't want to go home. I was thinking that if I came back, What should I do if my brother hasn't come back yet, does that mean that my brother and Zhou Haoran stayed with Zhou Haoran all night, when I think about this, I feel... very uncomfortable."

Fan Xing stopped here, He Qingmo didn't interrupt, just waited silently for Fan Xing to adjust his mood.

After a while, Fan Xing said softly again, "I never understood why my brother was only away for half a month, so I would be so anxious to see you. Until that day, I found out that I saw my brother with someone else, and he didn't like it. When I was sad like Senior Brother Lu Chi, I realized...I like my brother. That's why I see you when you are with others, so sad, I'm just jealous, I know."

When Fan Xing stood at an empty intersection that morning, counting the traffic lights, he knew that he was in love with He Qingmo.

Maybe this feeling came too quickly. After all, he and He Qingmo had only known each other for a few months, but after He Qingmo went abroad, it was not fake that he counted the days and waited for him to come back. When they were together, his unpleasant heartache was not fake.

These facts are in front of him, if he doesn't like it, how should he explain it?

He Qingmo couldn't help hugging him tightly at this time. Although he could see Fan Xing's feelings for him, it was not as happy as what he said from Fan Xing's mouth. More than that, it is more distressed and regretful.

Although it was an accident that he didn't go home that night, and even this accident made Fan Xing see his feelings for him clearly, but when he thought that the child had gone through such a painful struggle, he understood, and after he understood, he didn't dare to speak, so he couldn't do anything about it. No regrets, he would rather spend more time to let Fan Xing understand slowly, and he doesn't want him to come to an epiphany in sadness and pain.

He hugged Fan Xing tightly and apologized softly, "I'm sorry, Fan Xing, I'm sorry, this kind of thing will never happen again, I'm sorry."

Fan Xing smiled lightly and comforted him, "It's alright, I know now, and it's not my brother's fault. I just wanted to tell my brother that I like him too."

Such a sweet and considerate child made a confession online. Even if He Qingmo felt guilty and distressed, it was really hard to control.

As a result, the sweet little boy leaned back with all his strength, his hands still resting on the man's chest, and the man was not allowed to lean over, "Wait, I haven't finished yet."

The man had no choice but to press the throbbing in his heart and wait patiently.

Fan Xing saw that his eyes were full of anxiety, but he could only hold back his appearance. He wanted to laugh, but suddenly remembered what he was going to say, and the smile gradually dissipated, "I told my brother just now that I used to like a person, that's the one. ...a very special friend."

Fan Xing lowered his head and paused for a while, before briefly explaining the matter between him and Eric, "I had imagined that when we went to college together, I would find a chance to confess to him, maybe he would agree. , and then... we can be together... But, my grandmother was ill, and I had no money, and it happened that something happened to my mother's house, so I went back to China..."

At that time, Fan Xing agreed without hesitation when faced with the conditions proposed by Fan Meixi, because his grandmother was the most important person to him, so he gave up the best university in the world and went with a man he didn't know. Getting married and going to bed, he is fine.

But in my heart, why not be sad?

What saddened him the most was the feeling that he had never spoken out about, and was afraid that he would never be able to speak out.

But what if you say it out? Maybe his confession will also be rejected, Eric may not like him at all, and after he confesses, they may not even be friends.

After all, before yesterday, he had absolutely no idea of ​​Eric's feelings for him, and he had no confidence.

So he gradually felt that, even if he didn't say it, it was just a dream he had, a dream that was hidden in his heart and could not be known to others.

Who hasn't secretly liked someone at this age? But how many people really will be with that person?

It was just a period of life. It was a long year later that even if couldn't be together, felt a good memory.

"But brother, he told me yesterday that he liked me. From the first time I saw me, I liked me. I always wanted to wait for us to go to college with me. I confessed to me. I found out that ... it turned out that it was not me People are dreaming. I ... "

Thinking of Eric's appearance yesterday, Fan Xing felt uncomfortable.

He didn't expect that it wasn't his dream alone. When that holiday, they were waiting for school with expectations to confess to each other.

Fan Xing almost collapsed when he heard Eric's words.

Just on the same day he found that he liked He Qingmo, the teenager who had been in his heart that he had dared to dream of told him that he always liked him.

At that moment, Fan Xing felt that God really played a big joke with him.

Even if he knew his mind clearly, he still couldn't regret it with Eric.

He didn't know how to face Eric, he was afraid to see Eric's injury.

"Brother, I know that I am married, and I am going to get married. I shouldn't think of others. But I really feel uncomfortable. I don’t know how I face him. I even blame myself. Why do you like it so soon? Brother up, am I so different? I ... "

"Non -nonsense!" The man who had been silent finally couldn't help but speak, and interrupted him softly. "You will like me so quickly, you can only show that I am the right person."

"But……"

"Nothing is good, but Fan Xing, this is not your fault." The man stroked his face gently and comforted: "You just think you are impossible with him, so you have given up the relationship in the subconscious. Besides, you don't know his thoughts about you. In this case, you don't like others at all. Don't take any mistakes to yourself, okay? "

"but……"

"I understand that you don't want to hurt his mood, but Fan Xing, this kind of thing is not as dragging, it is better to tell the truth. Tell him the truth, he will make choices himself." He Qingmo.

Fan Xing bit his lips and whispered: "I know, but ... brother ... I ..."

I can't open it!

How could he not know that this kind of thing had to be cut off, but it was Eric.

How much he used to like that boy, and now he can't bear to hurt him.

Seeing his embarrassment, He Qingmo was distressed, holding a person to comfort the back gently, "Don't worry, you can think about it, maybe you can find a better way. Rest assured, I don’t interfere with , Will it not be bored with vinegar? "

Fan Xing leaned in the man's arms and didn't speak. After a while, he nodded gently, "Well, thank you brother. I will deal with it."

In fact, he told all this that He Qingmo was not to let He Qingmo help him. This was his own business. He should deal with it himself.

He said it was to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings.

He did not fall in love with He Qingmo, but Eric is different from others after all. Even if he understands his heart about He Qingmo, he can't ignore Eric's feelings after all.

He didn't want He Qingmo to misunderstand him because he didn't understand the truth.

Now it seems that He Qingmo understands what he means, so he can rest assured.

Because the matter was opened, Fan Xing's confused mood finally became clear last night. He took He Qingmo and talked about what happened in school in the past and six months. When the school flower voted, when he was at the top of the list, he wrinkled his nose. "I really didn't understand why I dressed up a woman's clothing or acting, and I would be pulled over to choose this kind of thing. Why don't they choose Brother Lu Chi? Brother Lu Chi than me ... hey? "

He said halfway up, and suddenly thought of something. He asked He Qingmo and asked, "Brother, you said yesterday that you have never made a boyfriend before.

He Qingmo nodded, "Yes, and basically only seen it once."

Fan Xing tilted his head, and his bright eyebrows frowned. "But, Brother Lu Chi said that you are together for three months, you are particularly good to him, and he takes care of him all night when he is sick. He, can he have fakes for three months? And I don't feel that it is a false words, because he said very carefully, and even drunk the night before and night. He said it again, which was the same as before. Can anyone be drunk and remember the story of their own editing? It must have really happened. "

Fan Xing said that he was not questioning He Qingmo, but he really felt strange.

Because neither of them lie, it means that there must be misunderstandings in the middle.

He Qingmo was also a little confused. Last time Fan Xing asked him if he had taken care of Lu Chi, he was a little strange. He felt that Lu Chi might be deliberately saying those words that made Fan Xing misunderstand, so Song Yang later investigated Lu Chi.

But didn't find anything. At most because of special hobbies, was laughed at since childhood. have a strange personality, but there is nothing big.

Song Yang later noticed him for a while, and did not find any provocative behavior of him.

So He Qingmo didn't care about it anymore, after all, he was very busy.

But now it seems that there is indeed a problem with this.

"He was sure to tell you, is it me?" He Qingmo asked.

Fan Xing nodded, "Yes, because I know that it is brother, my brother is so good to him, but after three months, he will be unwilling to change. When searching, he also said that you may be a person in your heart, and he treats him and Zhou Haoran as a stand -in. Brother, do you not find that Zhou Haoran and Brother Lu Chi look like Brother Lu Chi? "

He Qingmo frowned and recalled the appearance of Zhou Haoran and Lu Chi seriously. He didn't pay attention before. Now after Fan Xing said, he found that it was really the case, and ...

He Qingmo immediately understood what was going on, picked up the phone and dialed Xiao Yu's phone. The moment he connected, he didn't give the other party a chance to speak. He lost the sentence, "Come to my house in half an hour!" The phone was hung up.

Fan Xing looked at him a little confused, and his bright eyes blinked, "What did my brother know?"

He Qingmo pressed down the annoyance of his heart and squeezed his little face. "Wait a minute, you will know in a while."

Half an hour later, Xiao Yuhuo came in a hurry, and when he entered the door, he scolded He Qingmo with his throat.

Snapped!

He didn't finish his words. He Qingmo had already grabbed the cup and smashed the cup.

Xiao Yu was smashed and jumped, but he still asked Fan Xing, "What is his situation? Desire ..."

"Don't talk nonsense! Let's say, what's going on with Lu Chi?" He Qingmo interrupted him coldly, and the eyes of ink color were cold.

Fan Xing was more surprised than Xiao Yu. He looked at He Qingmo in surprise and went to see Xiao Yu. He saw the other person's face changed, and then hippie came over with a hippie face. That women's big guy, right, after sleeping for a few months, what happened? "

Fan Xing almost fell to the ground, "You ... follow ... Brother Lu Chi?"

Xiao Yu smiled, "What is the little sister -in -law so surprised? Do you think your husband sleeps? No, I testify, your husband's neuropathy that requires physical and mental integration is now not much, so you ..."

"Say the topic!" He Qingmo interrupted him again, "Why pretend to be me?"

ah?

Fan Xing's mouth is even greater, so what is the situation? Fan Xing felt that he seemed to understand, but he didn't seem to know it at all.

Xiao Yu leaned on the sofa, overlapping his legs, his posture was very leisurely, and his tone was, "Why is it? It's not that Lu Chi is dead, I like you. In a few months, how much to follow, he either pretend to be stupid or turning his face with me. I just want to sleep with him, what can I do? Anyway, I think about your urine, and next time I will come out with others several times Month, so during that time I pretended to communicate with him and coax people into bed. "

Fan Xing looked at him unbelievable, and after a while, he recovered his voice, "You ... you mean, Brother Lu Chi thought the three months with his brother, actually you? Month, and you, you are not ... "

Xiao Yu laughed, his face "You are so simple", "Little sister -in -law, you don't know. I have never seen him with him to go to bed in that three months. No one can see anyone. I just changed the name of WeChat and told him that I was He Qingmo, who was thinking about it, and then gave a two nonsense to him, and he hooked it. "

Fan Xing's hand could not be whitening, but she still had a hint of expectations in her heart, and whispered: "But Brother Lu Chi said, you have a good birthday to him, take him to the playground for a date, he is sick. Then you take care of him all night. "

Xiao Yu shrugged, "So the current child is really cheating. When I was on the bed, I put a small gadget bought from the roadside on the bedside. The birthday. The date is spending some waliles, and then arranged a little surprise. It was all a routine. I did n’t show up the whole process. I do n’t know why he can play so happy. As for taking care of him ""

Xiao Yu seriously remembered for a long while, "Oh, I remembered, that time, I did it too hard and burned him.Let's talk about something really wrong, wouldn't I play with it next time? So I left before he receded. This is also considered to take care of him overnight? "