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P. 65
"What do you eat in your team?" He Dingxi took the lead in breaking the weird silence: "How can you let you fall off the stage?"
"Accidents are always inevitable." Ning Yan stared at the ceiling and said lightly: "This time, luck is good. If he falls a little bit, you may have to enjoy retirement in advance."
When he heard Ning Yan said so, He Dingxi moved in his heart, and Ning Yan's family trophy appeared in his mind. He involuntarily took the hand in Ning Yan's quilt and looked at the moonlight.
Ning Yan froze for a moment, and his eyes fell on his own hands.
It was a clear and long -bone festival. The disadvantage is a scar on the hand.
He Dingxi asked: "You retired so early that year, is it because of this?"
Ning Yan didn't answer, he looked at the scar, but his eyes didn't know where.
After a while, Ning Yan said, "There is a part of the reason."
He Dingxi's fingers were unconsciously rubbing the scar on Ning's hand, as if to flatten it.
"How did this come?" He Dingxi asked.
"Car accident." Ning Yan paused, and then said in a normal tone: "At that time, I was not injured. After lying in the hospital for half a year, I left sequelae after recovery."
He Dingxi remembered that Ning Yan mentioned his father's affairs a year ago, so he asked, "Then your dad ..."
Ning Yan said calmly: "I died in that car accident."
At the age of nineteen years old, his father took him to climb. When the car was on the way, the father and son tripped a few words because of the mistake in the previous game.
The mist on the mountainside is very large, and the visibility is less than 50 meters. Just as the father and son were busy fighting, a large rebel truck suddenly appeared at the corner.
Ning Yan couldn't dodge and drove directly into the mountain wall. The truck driver saw that the big event was not good, and he escaped without driving back.
Ning Yan looked at his father who was full of blood and reported the police in a panic. He stepped on the accelerator and found that the car could still move, so he planned to send his father down the mountain with his last breath, but finally fainted because of his injuries.
When he woke up again, Ning Yan was lying in the ICU, and his father was dying on the spot to protect him.
Ning Yan said calmly about the past, but these words turned into a needle, pierced into He Dingxi's heart, and painted him to breathe.
He Ding's west side passed the body and reached out to hold Ning Yan. It wasn't until he buried his face on Ning Yan's shoulders that the sourness in his heart calmed down.
For a while, he didn't know if this hug was soothing Ning Ye or comforting himself. He even regretted that he met him too late with Ning Ye, so that he faced such day and night alone.
Ning Yan didn't move, and let He Dingxi hold him in his arms.
"Your dad is a great racer." He Dingxi said softly.
"Do you recognize him?" Ning Yan heard He Dingxi said so, and turned to face him, the two of them were on their forehead.
In the bright moonlight, the two were opposite each other, and they saw their own figure from each other's eyes.
"I didn't recognize it. I saw his photos at your concert that day and remembered it. I didn't expect your dad to be Ning Zhiyuan." He said with a gently: "After all, every boy was young There is a car dream in my heart. "
This time it was Ning Yan a little surprised: "Are you going on the day of the concert?"
Ning Yan asked He Dingxi to give Xiao Keran the day that he did not want to borrow the Buddha. He just knew that He Dingxi had no interest in his concert. If he did not move out of Xiao Keran, He Dingxi would never come here.
"I didn't mean that day." Perhaps He Dingxi tonight was too confusing. Ning Ye said something in his heart without paying attention: "I sincerely invite you and leave you the best position. "
"I know." He Dingxi couldn't help but hold the people in his arms tighter. He looked at Ning Yan's eyes and said sincerely: "You behaved very well that day, and your dad will be proud of you. "
Hearing He Dingxi's name of his father, Ning Yan's eyes appeared for a while. But he quickly returned to God, facing He Dingxi's gaze, whispered: "He was rare that day, and he didn't want to go out. I had to go to the mountain and quarreled with him ... "
"If he didn't grab my steering wheel in the end, it should be me who hit the mountain wall ..."
"If I can persist for a while, drive him down the mountain, maybe he won't ..."
"I killed him ..."
These words have been repeatedly spoken in Ning Yan's heart. When the dream returns at midnight, when he finds it alone. Today is the first time that he has said in front of others, and the words and sentences have blood tears.
"do not talk."
He Dingxi interrupted Ning Yan's words, and Ning Yan suddenly realized that he seemed to say too much tonight.
"I'm sorry, Mr. He, tell you about the rotten things of Chen Sesame ..."
As soon as Ning Yan's words fell, He Dingxi kissed his lips gently, and couldn't help but intercept the mixed lips in his mouth.
Ning Yan froze slightly, and subconsciously clenched his teeth.
However, this is a kiss that is touched, without any desire, and there is no skill.
He Dingxi looked at Ning Yan deeply: "It's not your fault."
It's not your fault -this is the first time Ning Yan heard someone saying these five words in real life. After the incident, the mother could not forgive him to choose to go far away, and soon married a wealthy businessman in the United States. Essence Grandpa and grandma could not accept the departure of his father, and since then he has been avoided. The father's teammates and fans even felt that Ning Yan was the culprit, and so far he still talks about him on the Internet.
Even for a long time, even Ning Ye failed to forgive himself.