"It's okay..." The light above my head suddenly turned on, and I raised my hand uncomfortably to block my eyes.

There was a rustling sound from Shang Muxiao's side, and after a while, he jumped out of bed, wearing only a pair of jeans, unbuttoned.

I was still a little confused, I just stared at him blankly, forgetting even the rejection.

He carried me to the bed with the quilt, and I sat for a while while he put on the t-shirt.

"It's seven o'clock, are you hungry?" He glanced at his phone and asked.

I shook my head, and after slowing down, the hunger was not obvious, but another physical desire gradually became prominent, with a full sense of existence.

"I'm a little hungry. I'm going to see if the boss has prepared breakfast..."

He turned to leave, and I felt that the desire was getting stronger and stronger. If I held it back, it would probably not look good, so I hurriedly grabbed his hem.

"Can you... take me to the bathroom first?"

I don't have to ask him for anything else, but if I were to rely on myself, I would probably have to pee my pants when I moved to the toilet.

Shang Muxiao didn't respond, and I didn't even go to see him. I was still annoyed at my own disappointment.

I could feel his gaze wandering over me. But just as I can't determine his motives, I can't determine the motives of the sight.

It just felt a little like spider silk suddenly covering his face, invisible, sticky, and very sinister.

After a long while, he suddenly moved: "You want to go to the toilet, tell me earlier." He bent down, picked me up again neatly, and went to the bathroom.

I lowered my face, and my whole person wanted to evaporate on the spot, unable to look at him at all.

When I came to the bathroom, Shang Muxiao put me on the ground, held my arm with one hand, and wrapped my waist with the other, supporting me to stand.

This pose makes me feel bad. But at this time, I can honestly say that I can't get better with any posture.

"Okay, let's pee." Shang Muxiao's voice was close to his ear, with a teasing smile, all his breath fell on my neck, making me goosebumps uncontrollably.

Chapter 11 Are you crying?

Excretion in front of one person is no different to me than excretion in front of a group of people.

Emotionally I want him to let me go and get out right away. But rationality told me to be patient and let go, I couldn't do this alone.

Emotion and reason are entangled and torn, and my brain is messed up.

Those days when I was unable to move in the hospital bed are the most unwilling memories in my life. Now, I seem to be going back again. Back to the time when it was not "human" but "living meat".

Self-esteem and shame are things that "living flesh" does not need, and only "living" is his full value.

I stiffened for a while, and said to Shang Muxiao in a very weak voice, "Don't look..."

Don't look at me in such distress and embarrassment.

Shang Muxiao may also think that I am a little hypocritical, sneered, and turned his head to the side.

"Oh, don't look at it if you don't see it."

It's a really tormenting thing, but it's not as good as short-term pain, and I need to address my physical needs as soon as possible before he gets more impatient.

The injured hand was not very flexible, and it took a few tries to unzip it with difficulty.

When the sound of flowing water in the whole bathroom, my body felt relaxed, and I began to tremble.

I tried to stop it, but it didn't help. Just like a cat with stress, I can't control my body at all.

The hand on the waist was tight, and Shang Muyi didn't look back, but just asked me: "What are you shaking?"

As soon as he spoke, I shook even more, and accidentally dipped a few drops of pale yellow liquid on the toilet ring.

This is really, what is afraid of coming.

I stared at the drops of liquid, feeling that my body seemed to be unrootted in an inch, and the pale soul rose to the air, looking at it all. Looking at the ridiculous man who was struggling to keep the last dignity, but was against his wishes.

I bite my lower lip tightly and wanted to disperse with pain to save myself in dangerous fragile nerves.

Because of the trembling, after the organ that had completed the excretion task was plugged back, pulling the zipper into a big project. It is always unable to close smoothly, like sincerity to do right with me.

I gradually lost my patience and began to pull the disobedient zipper violently, and I couldn't wait to tear it off and hammer into the mud immediately.

The palm of his hand was painful, and it seemed that the wound was cracked again.

"Isn't it good yet?" Shang Muyi had never got my response, and couldn't help but turn around, just to see the scene of me and zipper.

"I ..." I stopped my movement, my eyes were down, my eyes fell on the urine on the toilet ring, and my mouth was calm. "I can't pull the zipper."

Shang Mu was quiet for a moment, and sighed very lightly, and my eyelids trembled.

I am familiar with this sigh, and it is generally the case when people's patience consumes light.

The bitterness spreading in my mouth, I was still trying to try it again. Shang Muyu suddenly hugged me and walked out of the bathroom and put it on the bed outside.

After putting down me, he went back to the bathroom again.

I shrank on the bed, leaning on my two hands, I finally pulled up the zipper that could not be pulled up.

The light on the head was a little dazzling. I do n’t know what Shang Muyi went back to do, and did I see the “crime” I resisned, I just wanted to hide myself.

I regret it. I shouldn't let Shang Mu's closer, nor should I feel that this is just a child who is boring and hurtless.

I should be far away from him, and I should be far away from everyone.

I wrapped myself with a quilt to form a huge cocoon. The dark and closed environment was a little dull, but it could make me calm down slightly.

Unable to avoid or escape. I can only be paralyzed in this way. It is safe to lie to myself, and no one can get in.

The sound of footsteps approached, and Shang Muyu came out of the bathroom.