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Chapter 56
☆、56
GuQingPei postponed the meeting until half past ten.
He went up to the top floor of the company and blew the cold wind for a long time, and his mind was sober, and the manic depression in his body also dissipated.
Yuan Yang's naivety and ignorance are often unbearable, he thought, the reason why the communication between him and Yuan Yang became more and more blocked, maybe because of this, he really couldn't understand the brain circuit of a boy in his early twenties , and don't want to understand that way of doing things without thinking.
Thinking about it calmly, Yuan Yang may never be a suitable partner, no matter if it is him, Gu Qing Pei, or someone else.
GuQingPei held the railing in his hand and looked at the office buildings standing in front of him. His mood was like the sky covered by a concrete jungle. The openness was completely gone, only a narrow gap remained. , it will be congested and blocked.
The trouble YuanYang has caused him has far exceeded a difficult project or a difficult work object. He cannot overcome it with experience, knowledge or even common sense. Yang was moved.
Yuan Yang's existence made him contradict, deeply contradict.
GuQingPei went downstairs when it was almost time.
All the people in the meeting had already arrived, Yuan Yang was still sitting in the last row, from the time Gu Qing Pei came in, his eyes followed until Gu Qing Pei landed on the main seat.
GuQingPei didn't look at him from the beginning to the end.
Yuan Yang lowered his head in despair.
Thinking of what just happened, his fingertips trembled with anger. He didn't expect GuQingPei's reaction to be so big, and he was completely irritated, which made him somewhat regret it. He had no plans to deal with women at first, but seeing them hugging together made him really angry, and the identity of Zhao Yuan's ex-wife made him a little flustered.
That woman may be the only one other than him who has ever lived with GuQingPei, and even she and GuQingPei used to be a legal husband and wife, this alone is something he will never be able to do in his life.
He was jealous of that Zhao Yuan.
Will there be a day when GuQingPei will protect him like this and treat him with such a gentle attitude? Yuan Yang's eyes turned red with jealousy.
After the meeting, it was time for lunch.
GuQingPei lost his appetite and was locked in the office to watch the news.
After a while, Yuan Yang pushed the door and came in, scooping a tray in his hand.
GuQingPei glanced at him lightly, then put his eyes back on the computer screen.
YuanYang bravely walked over, put the tray on the table, and said in a low voice, "Eat."
GuQingPei didn't say a word, and his expression didn't even fluctuate.
It was the first time that Yuan Yang saw Gu Qing Pei's attitude so cold and hard, he was angry and anxious, he tapped on the table, "Eat quickly."
GuQingPei finally raised his head, "Not hungry, scoop out."
Yuan Yanghuo said: "You are angry until now because of such a little thing, can you act like a man?"
GuQingPei was unmoved, he tapped his chin in the direction of the tray, "Scoop out."
Yuan Yang slammed down the table with his fist.
GuQingPei raised his head and looked at him coldly.
Under the contempt of those eyes, Yuan Yang held a stalemate for a few seconds, and finally gave in. He lowered his head and said awkwardly: "I won't speak ill of her in the future, you can eat."
GuQingPei looked at him in surprise.
He had known YuanYang for so long, YuanYang had never been soft once, even if YuanYang didn't say it clearly, he could hear the compromise in YuanYang's tone.
Yuan Yang's cheeks were hot when he saw him, "Hurry up and eat, it will be cold in a while, aren't you going to play ball with President Wang in the afternoon? What are you going to play if you don't eat?"
The gloom in GuQingPei's heart was swept away, he couldn't help but want to laugh, he asked YuanYang, "You know what's wrong?"
Yuan Yang's face flushed, "Fart, I just let you eat."
"Yuan Yang, your apology is really hard to accept, but forget it, it's already a progress that you can apologize, I reluctantly accept it."
Yuan Yang gasped heavily, his expression twisted, he gritted his teeth and said, "Hurry up and eat!"
GuQingPei picked up the tray and walked to the sofa, put the tray on the coffee table, and patted the seat next to him, "YuanYang, come and sit."
YuanYang hesitated for a while, and sat next to him, looking uninspired.
GuQingPei Fangfo saw a little wolf dog sitting beside him with drooping ears and drooping head, but he had to stare wide-eyed and look arrogant.
GuQingPei said to himself three times in his heart: The child needs education, so he slowly said: "YuanYang, you see me doing well now, you know, when Zhao Yuan married me, I didn't have a car. I didn’t have a house, and I couldn’t even afford the down payment. There were a lot of people who liked her at that time, and her parents didn’t approve of our marriage, but she still married me. Even so, I still failed her.”
YuanYang was a little stunned, this was the first time GuQingPei told him about his past. Those were GuQingPei's past that he couldn't participate in, he listened intently.
GuQingPei sighed, "I told you before that when I was a child, I was relatively introverted, I studied petroleum refining in college, and I didn't have much contact with women. After I got married, I didn't even realize that I was gay until I realized it. At that time, Zhao Yuan and I had been married for more than a year, and nothing could be undone. Zhao Yuan really liked me, but I married her hastily, and I couldn’t give her a carefree life. The biggest failure in my life. A divorced woman over 30 years old, even if she is smart and beautiful, the chance of finding a suitable partner is much smaller than others. I owe her, really It's not clear for a lifetime. You only see me caring more for her, have you ever thought about why? Have you ever imagined what it's like to owe someone forever?"
Yuan Yang lowered his head, like a sting in his throat.
"Why do I say I can't chat with you? You are not only impulsive, arrogant and unreasonable, but you never even consider other people's feelings, and you only act on your own likes and dislikes, which is completely opposite to me, so I can't stand your own way, you can't stand my hypocrisy and smoothness. We either change one side, or we will always be tit for tat. And I will not change, Yuan Yang, I will never change my behavior , if you want us to maintain such a relationship peacefully, you can only change it. Or it should not be called change, but growth. If you don't grow, we will never be in conflict, and I will never get used to you."
YuanYang looked at him quietly, his dark pupils were like a deep pool, and there were countless thoughts hidden in them.
GuQingPei turned his face away, "I've just said that much, and I'll just say that, if you can understand it, you can understand it. If you can't, forget it." He lowered his head and started eating.
After a long time, Yuan Yang said in a low voice, "If I change it, what will be the benefit."
GuQingPei took out a tissue and wiped his mouth, "What do you think?"
"I let you speak."
GuQingPei said: "When you become mature, it is the greatest benefit to yourself. Your parents will also follow you to save your worries."
YuanYang pinched his chin and said solemnly, "Not enough, I want you to just look at me. You can ignore Wang Jin and Zhao Yuan."
GuQingPei smiled lightly, "If you really have this charm."
YuanYang snorted coldly and said, "Wait, what is Wang Jin, you don't need to serve him like an uncle, I will surpass him."
GuQingPei shook his head, "Don't talk big all the time, just do something real." He continued to bend down and bury his head to eat.
Yuan Yang was silent for a while, then tilted his head on his arched back, and whispered, "Aren't you angry anymore?"
"Um."
"'Hmm' shit, angry or not."
GuQingPei didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I'm too lazy to be angry with you, it's a waste of time."
"If you're angry, beat me up, if you're not, just... don't say a word to me like a mute."
GuQingPei took a sip of water and looked at him, "Don't be angry for now, let's see how you behave in the future."
As soon as he finished speaking, Yuan Yang pressed the back of his head and kissed his lips.
GuQingPei was thrown onto the sofa by him. The soft lips rubbed against each other, and they exchanged breaths with each other. In the slippery mouth, the two tongues were entangled like a snake, and the transparent body fluid flowed down the corner of GuQingPei's mouth.
YuanYang's hand also went into GuQingPei's clothes honestly.
GuQingPei grabbed his hand and said breathlessly, "I have something to do in the afternoon, don't make trouble."
YuanYang licked his lips still, and unconsciously acted coquettishly, "It's okay if you don't do it, but you want to take a nap with me. We haven't had a nap for several days."
GuQingPei thought to himself, he should just coax the child.
"Okay, just take a nap."
Yuan Yang was slightly excited and directly lifted Gu Qing Pei from the sofa, and entered the lunch break in three steps.
GuQingPei was embarrassed, "Okay, let me down, I want to change clothes."
Yuan Yang pushed him down on the bed, kissing him casually, while reaching out to pull his clothes, "I'll change it for you."
The movements on his hands became more and more erotic, obviously not just wanting to change clothes.
GuQingPei is both envious and jealous of YuanYang's physical strength. He just did a frenzy last night, and he hasn't slowed down yet. YuanYang is already alive and well, and the age gap is really cruel.
GuQingPei couldn't bear to do it again, otherwise he wouldn't have to do anything today, he pushed YuanYang a few times without pushing, so he patted his head with moderate force, "What did you just say? Just sleep."
Yuan Yang hesitated for a long time, and finally crawled off him reluctantly.
GuQingPei changed into his pajamas, lay on the bed again, and took the initiative to get close to YuanYang, "Sleep, rest, there are a lot of things to do in the afternoon."
YuanYang hugged him, as usual, buried his face in the crevice of his neck, as if he didn't need to breathe.
GuQingPei sighed. YuanYang is a complex of contradictions, sometimes cute, sometimes hateful, that's why he hesitated when facing YuanYang.
Not only can he not see through Yuan Yang now, he can't even see through his own heart.