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During the dinner, GuQingPei's parents kept inquiring about YuanYang's background, how old is he, where is he from, how many people are in the family, what kind of work does he do, although it is not exhaustive, but with reference to the standard of his son bringing his girlfriend back, They asked what they should.

GuQingPei wanted to stop him at first, but later found that he couldn't talk at all, so he simply stopped talking, just ate in silence, watching YuanYang chat with his parents.

It's as if they were family in the first place.

GuQingPei looked at this picture and felt very sad.

After eating, GuQingPei finally had the opportunity to spend alone with YuanYang while his parents were cleaning up the dishes. He lowered his eyes and said softly, "Let's go out for a walk."

Yuan Yang was still sitting at the table, raised his head to look at him, and complained in his eyes, "I'm out, will you let me in this door again?"

"My parents' house, you shouldn't have come."

"Why shouldn't I come. Zhao Yuan has come before? Why can she come and I can't."

GuQingPei sighed, "Get up, let's go out and talk."

The blue veins on Yuan Yang's forehead were stirring, as if he was trying his best to restrain some kind of emotion that was about to explode, he stood up stiffly.

Mother Gu just came out of the kitchen with the fruit, "What's the matter? Are you going?"

YuanYang didn't speak, GuQingPei said: "Mom, we have something to discuss, I'll be back later."

"Why did you just leave after eating, sit for a while." Mother Gu put down the fruit plate reluctantly and looked at Yuan Yang again and again, "I still have nothing to say."

GuQingPei's face was expressionless, but his tone was a little tough, "Mom, let's go another day."

Mother Gu lowered her head in disappointment, "You put on the sweater I knitted for you."

GuQingPei put on his clothes and coat and led YuanYang out.

He originally wanted to take YuanYang down for a walk, but today the weather is warm and the time is not too late, there are people everywhere downstairs, there is no suitable place to talk, he is afraid that YuanYang will get angry.

So he simply took Yuan Yang to the rooftop on the top floor.

There was a gust of cold wind above, and only the moonlight provided a thin light, but no one was there.

GuQingPei wrapped his coat tightly and stared blankly at the lights in the distance, "I really didn't expect you to come to my house."

"You left this kind of thing and ran away, do you think I will wait for you in Beijing to go back?" Yuan Yang threw the note onto Gu Qing Pei, his breath was a little unsteady.

"Yuan Yang, what I wrote above is exactly what I wanted to say. We are indeed not suitable, our personalities, experiences, and concepts are all very different. You are still young, and sooner or later you will know that with your passion, It won't last long."

YuanYang grabbed his collar and said, "I don't want to hear your nonsense. I have never had a crush on anyone in my life, YuanYang, so I'll take care of you. I don't allow you to back down at this time. The house has been sold, a real estate project that my friend and I have cooperated with in Tianjin has raised funds, and it will be launched next month. I will work hard. You say I am naive, I will change it, I will change it, but you... ..." YuanYang pinched his chin, his fierce eyes showed embarrassment, "You can't tell me. Don't tell me any more inappropriate bullshit, why didn't you say no when you orgasm under Lao Tzu? Suitable? You obviously like me, do you dare to admit it? Even your parents can accept me, why can't you? Why can't you!"

GuQingPei's face was ashen, he gritted his teeth and said, "Why? My parents are honest and simple people, they have been upright and upright all their lives, and they are most afraid of being stabbed in the spine and making them accept that their son is gay, do you know how difficult it is? They have no choice but to accept it, but this does not mean that they can face the eyes of all relatives and friends calmly. I am with you, will your parents let me go? Will my parents be in peace? I no longer plan to stay I am in Beijing, because there will soon be no place for me there. I have struggled in that place for fifteen years, and now I have to give up everything. Do you know how I feel? It's nothing, I'll find a place at home. Work is enough to support my parents, but I can only tolerate so much." GuQingPei said in a trembling voice, "YuanYang, your own life is too good, so you can't see other people's difficulties, those things you think I can't let go of. It's too mundane, that's because you don't need to put in any effort, you can get it at your fingertips, I'm not like you, Yuan Yang, we're too different. We should have ended a long time ago, it should be said that this relationship is not at all. It's time to develop, let's end here, we can both be relieved."

"Fuck you!" YuanYang yelled, his eyes were red, "Save your heart? You can save your heart by kicking me? GuQingPei, you're so fucking cruel, we've been together for so long, right? It doesn't count for you? I'm not good to you, if you dare to say no, don't." YuanYang pressed GuQingPei's shoulder tightly, his eyes were full of anger and sadness, his expression was twisted, as if he wanted to pounce on GuQing to death Pei.

GuQingPei lowered his head and repeated as if he had lost his soul, "We are not suitable, we are really not suitable." A young boy who is eleven years younger than him, conceited, domineering, self-contained, young and arrogant, doing things He will only go on a rampage, depending on his likes and dislikes, and he has almost nothing in common with him. No matter how you look at it, it is not a good relationship. He should have known about this long ago, but he was still blindly indulging in the passion and pleasure with YuanYang. He made many wrong decisions about YuanYang. The worst thing was that he should not treat such an unrealistic object. tempted.

Now the reality forced him to wake up and make a wise decision. What he has lost now is the accumulation of many years in the capital. If he continues to entangle with Yuan Yang, he still doesn't know what to lose.

He is GuQingPei, how could he act impulsive for unrealistic feelings?

It wasn't him at all.

Yuan Yang only felt that his heart was being drenched by basin after basin of ice water. He had never experienced such a setback in his life. Almost all the grievances, sadness, and shame he had tasted were given to him by Gu Qing Pei. of.

Only this man can make him so embarrassed. But he was so old, but he was only attracted to such a person, he couldn't imagine Gu Qing Pei being with another person after he left him, he had already recognized that Gu Qing Pei belonged to him.

Yuan Yang was extremely angry, but he had nothing to do with Gu Qing Pei. He unconsciously tightened the fingers holding Gu Qing Pei's chin. Seeing that Gu Qing Pei's face turned white from the pain, but he didn't say a word, there was a twisted pleasure in his heart. .

He looked at GuQingPei viciously, his voice hoarse, "If you don't go back to Beijing, I'll stay here with you, I'm just fucking mean, just like you, I will never part with you!"

GuQingPei stared at him blankly, under YuanYang's frank and persistent gaze, he actually felt at a loss.

YuanYang will always live more real than him, more than himself, even when he is ten years younger, he will not have these things.

Now……

Yuan Yang loosened his chin, stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly, and whispered: "I miss you, I haven't seen you for a day or two, and I miss you, what do you think I should do? You dare to stay like that. The paper ran away. When I went to see you at your house, I really wanted to kill you... GuQingPei, do you think I'm not normal? I'm just like this, I warned you earlier, don't provoke me, now It's too late, it's too late for you and me. I can't be separated from you. I have a headache when I see you and Wang Jin standing together, not to mention making you and others better. You are my original Yang person, from that night The beginning is. I will work hard and earn money. I will eliminate your concerns. I will correct my faults that you don’t like. Whoever told me that the fuck just likes you. Don’t tell me to separate, don’t What else is inappropriate, if you dare to say it again, I can't guarantee that I can still hold my breath."

GuQingPei closed his eyes and sighed, "YuanYang, don't force me like that."

"If I don't force you, you will just leave, and you don't want to go anywhere."

GuQingPei looked at the flames beating in his eyes, if he refused, he couldn't say it. He understands Yuan Yang's temper, and he has long understood that he can't fight against Yuan Yang, otherwise he will be the one who suffers when he encounters such unreasonable people. If he really speaks out, he doesn't know what Yuan Yang will do. .

He really didn't know what to do.

No matter how he flinched, Yuan Yang would take a bigger step and follow him closely.

Maybe Yuan Lijiang is right, only when he goes abroad and completely separates from Yuan Yang, they can break it up, but he can't go abroad, how can he leave his elderly parents and go abroad? He wouldn't see them a few times a year, and he wouldn't come back for two years. It's not realistic at all.

He was caught in an unprecedented dilemma.

YuanYang is forcing him, Yuan Lijiang is also forcing him, he and YuanYang can't break up, and they can't live comfortably. don't know what kind of torture, which can make him more painful than the current predicament.

Yuan Yang's cell phone suddenly rang, Yuan Yang took out his cell phone and looked at it, his face sank.

GuQingPei glanced at it and saw that Yuan Lijiang was calling, he took the opportunity to push YuanYang away, turned around and wanted to go downstairs.

YuanYang grabbed his wrist and twisted it with a backhand, twisting his wrist behind his back, YuanYang clasped his wrist and pushed him into his arms, forcing GuQingPei's chest close to him chest. Yuan Yang's strength is so great that Gu Qing Pei, an adult man of about 1.8 meters tall, can't even move after earning a few times.

YuanYang controlled GuQingPei with one hand and answered the phone with the other, "Dad."

"where did you go?"

The two were close to each other, and Gu Qing Pei could hear the voice on the other end of the phone clearly.

"Where I'm going, you must know very well, why ask."

Yuan Lijiang snorted coldly, "You went to GuQingPei."

"Yes, I was at his house and met his parents."

"Have you met his parents?" Yuan Lijiang took a few breaths and said sternly, "Why didn't you kick you out?"

Yuan Yang said calmly, "Dad, his parents are much more enlightened than you."

"Yes, because they don't have the surname Yuan!" Yuanli Jiang Han said, "You go back to Beijing now, GuQingPei's attitude has already been made clear, you are still entangled, don't you think it's ashamed?"

GuQingPei desperately wanted to push YuanYang away, but he didn't dare to make a move.

"Dad, I'm not afraid of shame," Yuan Yang looked at Gu Qing Pei and sarcastically said, "I don't live for shame."

"You're not ashamed, I'm also ashamed, Yuan Yang, did you lose your mind and drive you crazy? GuQingPei, a man ten years older than you, how on earth made you so fascinated?"

"I don't know, Dad, why did you hand me over to him then?"

Yuan Lijiang said angrily, "I asked you to learn management and business from him, not to ask you to engage in homosexuality with him."

YuanYang smiled bitterly, "It's too late, Dad, if he doesn't plan to go back to Beijing, I'll stay too. I never planned to separate from him, no matter how much you object."

Yuan Lijiang was silent, and finally said coldly: "You don't regret it." After that, he hung up the phone calmly.

YuanYang pinched the phone and looked at GuQingPei, with a mocking smile, "My dad shouldn't want me anymore, if you don't want me either, where am I going?"

GuQingPei's heart throbbed, YuanYang's dedication towards him made him unable to avoid it, he has been courted by many people since he was a child, but no one has ever brought him such a shock like YuanYang. Yuan Yang is like the most ferocious but also the purest beast. When he first met him, he showed his fangs, but now he only shows him his soft belly. He faces him with all his true sides without reservation, and dares to love him. Dare to hate, Gu Qing Pei looked at Yuan Yang's frown, his heart ached uncontrollably.

He didn't want to see Yuan Yang's expression at all.

GuQingPei turned his head and said hoarsely, "You won't do any good by doing this, let me go first."

Yuan Yang lowered his head and bit his neck fiercely, "Benefits? Will you measure everything with your interests? Yecheng, let me tell you, the only thing I think of is you, and getting you is my greatest benefit."

GuQingPei said in a trembling voice, "You stupid boy... I really can't do anything about you, you really..."

YuanYang still held GuQingPei tightly in his arms, staring into the distance with deep eyes, his eyes were very determined, "You heard, I have no way out, neither do you, so don't say anything about separation from me. I'll bring you tomorrow. You go to Tianjin, and we will go to investigate the project together. China is so big, and you can’t do business anywhere. You don’t have to be in Beijing. It's okay to see you every day. I don't believe we can still starve to death."

GuQingPei sighed: "Do you think doing business is so easy, do you think that as long as you invest, you will definitely generate money?"

"So I'll take you to see the project. Don't you want to teach me a lot of things, I have to learn all of them, I'll make you a lot of money and make you beautiful wherever you go." Yuan Yang kissed his neck, "I It will be even more powerful than that Wang Jin, so that you will only look at me when the time comes."

GuQingPei showed an expression like crying and laughing, his heart was full of grief, "Can you let go of your hand, my arm is about to break."

Yuan Yang let go of his hand, he looked at Gu Qing Pei, the corners of his eyes drooped slightly, "I'm going to sleep at your house tonight."

"Don't fool around."

"I'm going, your parents really like me, I can see that."

"They just want me to find someone to settle down soon. How can you tell they like you."

"I feel." Yuan Yang held on to his arm, "Just take me down to have a look. It's not that you can't live in your house, I see a lot of rooms."

GuQingPei didn't want his parents to have too much contact with YuanYang, he was afraid that such a happy family atmosphere would make him lose his judgment.

Yuan Yang, however, was reluctant and insisted on going home with him.

GuQingPei couldn't drive him away, he had no choice but to take him back.

Mother Gu was very surprised, and asked simply, "Are you reconciled?"

GuQingPei was a little embarrassed, "Mom, it's hard to find a hotel so late, you clean up the room, YuanYang will stay here for one night."

"Oh that's fine."

Father Gu squinted his eyes and smiled, and said to Yuan Yang, "Xiao Yuan, can you play chess, Go?"

"meeting."

"Come on, you come with me for two sets, Qing Pei has been with me for the past two days, and I can't beat him." The old man wiped his hands, looking very excited.

GuQingPei moved a chair and sat next to the two of them, quietly watching the two of them play chess.

Mother Gu came over with ginger tea, put it on the coffee table next to them, put her hand on GuQingPei's shoulder, and gently followed his hair while watching someone playing chess, and made a few gestures from time to time.

GuQingPei quietly looked at YuanYang's attentive profile, looking at the peaceful smiles of his father and mother, a warm current flowed in his heart.

At that moment, GuQingPei realized clearly that this was what he wanted.

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