☆、Chapter 31

Xia Zichen was not used to keeping the laptop's battery in the bedroom and at home, so when the power was unplugged, the computer screen dimmed instantly. Maybe he can choose to quit the game, or shut down by other methods, but at that moment, he just wants to get out of that state quickly, and unplugging the power becomes his instinctive choice.

He didn't know what attitude he should use to treat this game and the people in the game. These were real and a little illusory to him, so he couldn't grasp the source and just felt at a loss.

When he was chatting with Baicao Zhe before, he also vaguely felt the meaning of Can Mo Wuhen, so he used an excuse to alienate him. But when the previous defensive guess was broken by the real frankness, the impact was still too strong for Xia Zichen, and his previous attitude of alienation did not even play any buffering role, and the residual ink was like this. He broke in directly and told him an idea, an attitude, or a fact with his actions.

When he felt that he needed to be alienated, Xia Zichen could still pretend to be stupid about the relationship between the two. He also comforted himself that he thought too much, maybe he was just being affectionate, after all, the other party has never made it clear, everything may just be a misunderstanding caused by his being too careful.

But now, Can Mo Wuhen has clearly expressed his intentions, and Xia Zichen has nowhere to hide, so he can only face it. And an invisible pressure also followed. It seems that on this emotional road, he has already seen the gray at the end...

In the game, Xia Zichen has never revealed his gender. This is his biggest disguise in the game and also his biggest deception. If Can Mo Wuhen knew that he was a man, he probably wouldn't be able to play this game, and it would be fine if he didn't scold him.

After Can Mo Wuhen interrupted his intention to reveal his gender last time, Xia Zichen also guessed whether the other party had realized that he was a man, but from today's incident, Can Mo Wuhen seems to have no idea at all. Knowing that he is a shemale, otherwise it would not be so high-profile.

There are not too many homosexual relationships in the game, but almost everyone is very low-key. Even if they want to put off such fireworks for confession, they will not choose to be in such public eyes. After all, homosexuality is still a niche and borderline. love.

Naturally, they saw An Jing's confession on the announcement, and then saw Xia Zichen's abnormal behavior of directly unplugging the power supply, and the excitement brought by the original pk matches in their hearts also dissipated.

Xia Zichen has always been a person with ideas, but the behavior just now is obviously not what he usually does, and now he can only say that he is concerned about this matter, or that he is concerned about Can Mo Wuhen. This made An Jing start to worry about him, because he also said that he didn't know whether this was good or bad for Xia Zichen...

Shen Yicheng came over, took the power cord from Xia Zichen's hand, and closed his computer, "Don't think about it, rest early."

Xia Zichen didn't speak, he wasn't sleepy, it was still early, but he felt a little tired.

An Jing opened his mouth and wanted to comfort Xia Zichen, but he didn't know what to say. Wei Wei sighed, turned her attention back to the computer, and saw a system message pop up in the lower right corner of yy, click it, and it was actually a friend request from Canmo Wuhen.

He had added a hundred grass folds to his yy before, so it was not too surprising for An Jing that Can Mo Wuhen could find him.

Through the friend application, Can Mo Wuhen quickly sent a message, "If it is convenient, please give me Shenxi's mobile phone number."

An Jing frowned slightly, but did not immediately agree, "Let me ask." After all, this is Xia Zichen's privacy.

"Well." Residual Mo Wuhen didn't force it.

After a light cough, An Jing said to Xia Zichen, "Little Chenchen, Can Mo Wuhen asked me for your mobile phone number."

"No." Before Xia Zichen could say anything, Shen Yicheng refused first, "Anyway, he should tell Zichen about this first. Now that it's like this, how will it end?"

Tang Hui, who had been silent all the time, said, "It's up to you if you give your phone number to Zi Chen. Before Can Mo Wuhen didn't know that Zi Chen was a man, we were wrong when it came to this. If we didn't deliberately hide it from Zi Chen. , and it won't make everyone think that Shen Xi is a woman."

The reason why Shen Xi's gender was concealed for so long was not only Xia Zichen himself, but also because the three of them deliberately concealed it. To be fair, I don't want Xia Zichen to play games because of the shemale issue. After all, there are still some people in the game who hate shemale accounts. But it is selfish to say that it is not good. When Xia Zichen played the female account, none of them objected, and they also considered that if they encounter troubles in love in the future, they can also pull Shenxi to file. This is also one of the reasons why they have not been entangled in love for so long, but this balance was broken by Shen Yicheng after Concubine Lian appeared.

Xia Zichen, who gradually calmed down, also came back to his senses when he heard An Jing mentioned Canmo Wuhen. Although he wanted to run away, but he went offline so suddenly, which refuted Can Mo Wuhen's face, and maybe there were still people waiting to see Can Mo Wuhen's joke. Shen Xi's departure can also be seen as a sign of rejection.

"He's still in the game?" Xia Zichen asked.

"No." An Jing replied, "As soon as you got off, he went offline. If you hadn't unplugged the power, I would have thought that the two of you had agreed to chat privately."

Xia Zichen sighed slightly, at least not too embarrassing for Can Mo Wuhen.

"What are you going to do?" An Jing asked after being silent for a while.

Xia Zichen didn't speak, got up and scooped out his coat from the closet, and walked out with his wallet and keys.

"Where are you going?" Shen Yicheng reached out and grabbed his arm.

"Go get a coffee." He never told anyone about his hot cocoa habit, so every time he said go get a coffee.

"I'll buy it for you, you stay in the dormitory." Shen Yicheng frowned, ready to turn around to scoop up his coat.

"No, I'll drop by." Ignoring Shen Yicheng, Xia Zichen changed his shoes and went out.

At night, the weather in March is still very cold, and there is no meaning of rejuvenation. Xia Zichen put his hands in his coat pockets and walked towards the coffee shop on the corner.

After nine o'clock, there were very few people on the road, only a few couples hurried past, and Xia Zichen seemed a little awkward walking on the road.

Walking into the coffee shop, the heating drove away the cold air on the surface, Xia Zichen ordered hot cocoa, and then went into a daze from the position by the window. Because there were no customers in the store, hot cocoa was quickly brought up, and then the small space returned to a comfortable and comfortable place.

Fingertips touch the warm frosted mug, which insulates the cocoa well. He hasn't sat here drinking for a long time. He remembered the last time Gu Xu exchanged hot cocoa for him.

At this moment, Xia Zichen suddenly wanted to see Gu Xu, maybe chatting with him would make him feel more relaxed. Although Gu Xu told him before that he should have the courage to try things that make him shrink back, it is much harder to actually do it than to say it. This is something that two people need to have a common understanding of. He didn't want to get himself into it, but Can Mo Wuhen pulled out. He didn't know how to face the situation at that time.

He couldn't say that he didn't feel at all about Can Mo Wuhen, and if he really didn't, he wouldn't be so entangled. But even if he accepts Can Mo Wuhen now, he still has no confidence in this relationship, and he always feels that it will break up in the end, and there will be no good results.

His father's love is the best lesson for him. No matter how serious his commitment is, he can overcome the pressure of reality and the trivialities of life. In the face of this invisible pressure, there is always one person who will choose to quit. As long as he remembered ignorantly, the memory of his father's relationship remained in endless quarrels.

That kind of quarrel is not about emphasizing one's own point of view in order to solve the problem, but completely using the most indifferent words to cut each other's hearts, divide each other's world, and tear off the love that once touched each other... After that kind of quarrel , does not need any retention, and does not have any nostalgia, just expel the other party out of his own life like this, is the final outcome of this love...

Injury, pain, indifference, despair... Although Xia Zichen was young at the time, he deeply felt these feelings that were too complicated for him. Let Xia Zichen grow up thinking all the time, if it is destined to be like this, why did you love each other in the first place?

At that time, the little Xia Zichen was always very afraid, afraid that his father would abandon him, so what should he do?

Fortunately, in the end, his father did not abandon him, but started a new life with him. Although it was very hard, his father never complained or wronged him. Xia Zichen's feelings for his father are not only family affection, but also respect and gratitude. It is a complex emotion that he can't even express himself. I only hope that he will be able in the future and be filial to his father, so that he can live easily in the future. Some.

It's not that Xia Zichen doesn't believe in love, it's just that love is so precious to him that he can't find it. He didn't think he would be so lucky. There is very little true love between the opposite sex, let alone the same sex?

In his heart, he only hopes to have a stable and peaceful life, that's enough...

A burst of cell phone ringing called back Xia Zichen's attention, and glanced at the incoming call, it was actually Xia Yuze.

Xia Zichen answered the phone immediately, "Hello? Dad."

"What are you doing?" Xia Yuze's voice was smiling, with a tenderness that belonged to his father.

"Drinking outside." Xia Zichen replied, looking at the deserted street outside the window.

"I'm in a bad mood? Why is your voice so low?" After all, he was a child raised by himself, and Xia Zichen had changed a little, so naturally he couldn't escape Xia Yuze's ears.

"No big deal." He didn't know how to tell Xia Yuze about this kind of thing.

"That's good. You are too old, and you have to learn to solve many things yourself." Xia Yuze's tone became a little more serious, "Dad is not you, and some things can't be answered for you."

"I know." Xia Zichen didn't want his father to worry about his affairs.

"Chenchen, you're not a father either. You don't necessarily know what your father has experienced, so don't back down when you haven't experienced it." His son never let him worry about anything, Xia Zichen always He is also a person with ideas. The only thing that can make Xia Zichen feel low and unwilling to talk to him is about feelings.

"Dad..." Xia Zichen said, and stopped again.

"No matter what it is, it has to be solved in the end. It may be easier to treat the things that make you depressed with a problem-solving attitude."

"I see." After all, he couldn't stay away like this forever. Rather than dwelling on the outcome of this matter, consider whether it is necessary to start this matter.

"Yeah. I'm going on a business trip next Wednesday, and I won't be back until Sunday night. Let me tell you, lest you go home and I'm not here." Xia Yuze turned the topic back to the purpose of the call.

"Okay, then I won't go back next weekend." Xia Zichen replied.

The father and son chatted for a while, Xia Zichen saw that it was almost time for the bedroom to close, so he hung up the phone and got up and left the coffee shop. The mood is also much lighter than before...

After a day off, Xia Zichen went to QQ on Monday night.Shen Yicheng went out and hasn't come back. An Jing and Tang Hui have evening classes and can't go back to bed until nine o'clock.

As expected, Remnant Mo Wuhen was online and sent a message soon.

"coming?"

Xia Zichen pursed his lips and sent a voice invitation directly.

Can Mo Wuhen paused for a few seconds before accepting the invitation.

Soon the voice was connected, and the headset was quiet.

Xia Zichen exhaled slightly and said, "I'm a man..."

Can Mo Wuhen was silent for a while, and then a low chuckle came from his ear, "I know."

It was the same low voice that couldn't tell the essence. While surprised by the other party's understated answer, it also let Xia Zichen's heart hang down...

It seems that things are not as bad as he thought...