Chapter 97 You are my first love ten years late (11) [End of the full text]

After the signing ceremony, Xu Qichen's Weibo was occupied by the CP Party, but this time it was special. The fans below were no longer discussing the character in his book, but himself.

After writing a novel for too long, Xu Qichen's eyes were a little sore, so he asked 0901 to read these messages for him. These lovely messages were read by the serious voice of 0901 and became extremely funny.

[Listening to the wind is rain: The xipi sense of this photo really breaks through the sky! ! The little brother in black is really aggressive when he presses the table! ]

[West Asia, My Marry: The confession of this little brother in black is really cool! ]

[Mr. Lin married me today: I was surprised to find that I could directly bring my little brother into Teacher Lin Ran! The height, temperament and voice are similar! ]

[my meow: I think it’s more like Mu Yao~~ Meow Jun also likes to wear black clothes! ]

[Dr. Su embraced me for the first time: I feel very similar to Dr. Su when I was in uniform! ]

[Sesame Tangyuan Jun: You are bullying me Song Yuanyan is not in the same era hahaha]

[Mengze is my goose: according to what you said, all the attacks in the book of Xi'an have a face since then~]

...

How did they relate to the characters in the text? What kind of magical ability is this...

A woman's intuition is indeed a terrifying metaphysical force.

"Forget it," 0901's lifeless voice was so funny, "I'll watch it myself, and help me cast it on TV." Xu Qichen lay on the sofa with a lollipop that Xia Zhixu used to quit smoking in his mouth. Seeing that Xia Zhixu eats it every day, he also tasted one, and he thought it was super delicious. Xia Zhixu even complained that he even had the tools to quit smoking.

The brains of these readers and fans are too big, Xu Qichen thought while looking at the comments.

Shouldn't they find something out? After all, the eyes of these little girls on the Internet are similar to microscopes. Looking at the comments at the back, Xu Qichen found that his worries were not unnecessary at all.

[Momo: I didn’t believe it at first. After watching the video shared by fans, I really felt that the two people’s CP feeling is too powerful, and their masks are the same! Exactly the same! I don't believe this is a coincidence! ]

[The little detective is me: finally someone said a mask~ I thought I was the only one who found it, and the clothes of Xiada and the little brother in black also match well, and the colors match well, like a couple’s outfit~]

[It's winter melon, not watermelon: would I say that I was standing behind my little brother at the time? The real person is super high and handsome, and the perfume smell is also super good, it is the kind of cool cedar smell. ]

[Silence: Oh my god! The fragrance on Xiada's body is also the back note of cedar! ]

[Little Angel Lu Xuan: Shit, shouldn't it be the same perfume! Damn, I won't get it for real! ]

[The Shiba Inu is the cutest: Could it be just a coincidence...Many male fragrances have similar woody back notes]

[It's winter melon, not watermelon: It shouldn't be a coincidence. I was standing behind and felt that my eyes were very strange when I saw my little brother. , I'm not sure if it is. But there is one thing I think is very suspicious, because Xiada is super gentle to readers, and he is very polite with both hands when picking things up, but when the little brother talks to him, Xiada's tone and actions are very... How to say Well, I feel a little arrogant hhh]

[Xia, my marriage: ah ah ah, after reading the words of the lady upstairs, I really want to enter the CP! so cute! ! Xiada's hidden attributes are too cute! ]

[Sesame dumplings: Xiada's storytelling in the question-and-answer session has a prototype! Will it be...]

[Momo: No way...]

[It's winter melon, not watermelon: ah, ah, don't care, I want to stand on CP! ! ! ]

[Mr. Lin quickly marry me: 1551 I will also attend the signing party next time, and I will also want to see the big and the little brother of Xi'an! ]

...

They are really great.

Xu Qichen was amazed when he read the comments and saw the tsk tsk tsk. The video of the signing scene uploaded by fans has also been forwarded by more than 10,000, and the discussion is getting higher and higher, and there is even a CP topic.

It seems that in the future, Xia Zhixu can't be allowed to appear in public places such as signings, so as not to interfere with his life.

After the first week, Xu Qichen had a real sense of returning to reality. The previous virtual world had brought him too many changes. Just like an ordinary person, loaded with the memories of previous lives, he always feels a little unaccustomed.

But he feels grateful that if he hadn't been in that system, he wouldn't have been brave enough to face his heart. He can only hide in a snail shell that sees no light for the rest of his life, timidly and sensitively cherishing the broken dreams of his youth.

Shu Ying and Zhang Zhengxin's wedding was at the end of April, the weather was just right, spring and Jingming.

Neither of them wanted to make a big deal, so they just rented a small church and invited their closest friends and family to witness this precious moment together. Xu Qichen is the only close relative of the woman, so at the wedding, she needs to take on the responsibility that should have been the father of the bride.

"Are you nervous?" Xia Zhixu stood outside and adjusted his tie. Xu Qichen, who was rarely formally dressed up, looked very handsome, "I'm really nervous, I hope I won't be on the same foot when I wait."

Xia Zhixu touched his head with a smile, saw his aunt being led over by the bridesmaids, and patted his shoulder again, "Go."

Xu Qichen, dressed in a black suit, gently stretched out his arms to the woman who had raised and accompanied him for nearly ten years.

"Am I pretty today?" The aunt smiled and took his arm.

"You are beautiful every day, and today is the same." Xu Qichen replied sincerely, "It is an honor for you to wear this wedding dress."

Shu Ying laughed, a moist light flowing in her light-colored pupils.

"In a blink of an eye, you've become an adult. I'm really a little worried about leaving you to someone else to take care of." She glanced at the end of the guest table and stayed on the tall man for half a second. , and then returned to Xu Qichen, "But...you like it so much, there's always a reason for you."

"I'm going to take him home for dinner during the May Day holiday, remember?"

Xu Qichen lowered his eyes and raised the corners of his mouth.

"Um."

There was a melodious wedding march in the church. Shu Ying held Xu Qichen in his arms and walked slowly down a long road sprinkled with rose petals. She raised her eyes and looked at Zhang Zhengxin who was standing not far away.

His face was filled with uncontrollable joy, but there was also a trace of nervousness and embarrassment on his face.

There are so many moments in life.

The two most important men in her life completed a gentle handover.

"Mr. Zhang," Xu Qichen stopped in front of Zhang Zhengxin and smiled, "my aunt will ask you later."

The indifferent and timid child in the past has now grown into a gentle and humble man, and people can't help feeling the changes of the years.

Zhang Zhengxin took Shu Ying's hand with a smile and said to Xu Qichen, "Don't worry, I will never let go of these hands."

Xu Qichen, who had successfully retreated, walked around to the relatives and friends table and walked to Xia Zhixu's side.

"Well behaved, like an adult alone." Xia Zhixu smiled and leaned back on the bench, looking at the bride and groom not far away.

Xu Qichen didn't speak, and his mood was complicated. He and his aunt had depended on each other for so many years, and now he can finally see her own happiness with confidence.

His eyes were a little wet, thinking of a lot of his childhood past.

Seeing Zhang Zhengxin standing in front of Shu Ying, the two exchanged rings, and the sun hits his face that is no longer young but still elegant.

He smiled and swore.

"I would like to spend my whole life, loving you and being loyal to you, no matter whether we are poor or rich, in adversity or prosperity, sickness or health, I will always guard you by my side, never leave, until death separates us ."

Shu Ying also said, "I am also willing to spend my whole life loving you and being loyal to you. No matter what happens in the future, I will always be by your side until death separates us."

Zhang Zhengxin lifted Shu Ying's veil and lowered his head to kiss her.

Seeing this, Xu Qichen also felt that his mission had been accomplished, and he didn't want to continue to disturb the new couple who had been there for him for many years. He stood up from the auditorium and left the church.

Xia Zhixu followed behind him, and the shadows of the two people overlapped on the ground outside the church, long and short, intimate.

"Do you feel a little sad?" Xia Zhixu asked.

Xu Qichen snorted, "It's really strange, obviously my aunt is getting married, but I actually have a feeling of marrying my daughter." He smiled, "It was probably the ceremony just now, when I held her hand, I really felt that It's like giving up a very important part of my life."

Xia Zhixu took a long leg and took a big step to be side by side with him, "She is a very important part of your life. So, for my aunt, it is also a sad parting of you to give me. "

Xu Qichen breathed a sigh of relief, "But from another perspective, we all have more family members than before."

"You really are not the same as before." Xia Zhixu took his shoulder, "You can observe the world from a more optimistic perspective."

The two walked and walked around from the church to the parking spot. Xu Qichen rarely wanted to drive, although he was a little worried, Xia Zhixu agreed.

"You worked overtime yesterday and didn't sleep for a few hours. Take a rest in the car."

Xia Zhixu nodded, opened the car door and entered the co-pilot, "Where are we going?"

"Nowhere." Xu Qichen started the car, "Go home."

Although Xu Qichen rarely drove, his driving skills were the same as his own, very steady and slow, and Xia Zhixu soon fell asleep. Occasionally at a red light, Xu Qichen would look at his sleeping face, which seemed no different from many years ago.

Childish, calm, bright, warm.

For a person who relies on writing for a living, the most basic skill is to use a few adjectives to summarize the character of the character, and use the most concise words to describe the charm of the character.

But if the other party was Xia Zhixu, Xu Qichen really couldn't describe it in thin words.

It may not be possible to write a book in a lifetime to write all about this person.

Huge project.

The light of the setting sun slanted in from the edge of the car window and shone on Xia Zhixu's eyelids, causing him to move his eyes, and finally opened them in confusion.

"Isn't it here yet..."

It feels like the car has been driving for a long time.

"arrive."

When Xu Qichen parked the car, Xia Zhixu woke up a little, opened the car door, and a wet river wind rushed toward his face.

Xia Zhixu has been to this place countless times, but Xu Qichen has only visited once.

"I stayed here in college, and I never crossed this bridge by myself." Xu Qichen walked in front, walking slowly and slowly, and on the sidewalk at the end of the bridge, the river wind was always strong, blowing his soft hair a little Scattered, against the light background, it was smudged with a light red halo by the setting sun. From the back, it looked like a person in a watercolor painting.

Xia Zhixu reached into his pocket and found a golden-wrapped candy. He tore the package and put it in his mouth. He quickened his pace and walked to his side, "Why are you here, aren't you going home?"

Xu Qichen turned his head and smiled at him, "I lied to you." He looked to the other side again, and there was a dizzy sunset on the river, like a small kumquat that had been soaked in a sugar water jar for a long time. , it looks like it will break when you poke it.

"Time flies so fast, our ten years have gone by in a flash." Xu Qichen stopped and leaned against the railing on the bridge, "Sometimes I think that the reason why I became who I am now is that I didn't become hysterical. , cynical, or become more terrible, probably because of you."

Actually I can.

I have the best reason to be full of bad habits. Even if I become a person who is full of negative energy and vents dark emotions with all words, no one can accuse me of not being. Because my tragic life experience is enough for everyone to understand and sympathize with, and enough for me to choose to give up on myself.

"After the car accident, I thought about it more than once, let's just die, but I saw my aunt running around for me every day, and I couldn't bear it, so I persuaded myself not to leave so soon, at least another year. , At that time, she may feel a little better than now. So at that time, I didn't live for myself at all. But I happened to meet you, so... "

He buried his head low, and continued with a slow sigh, "You are so scary, you will pull me out of the darkness by pulling me out of the darkness, and inexplicably give me a lot of care, regardless of whether I need it or not." Xu Qichen couldn't help but laugh.

Xia Zhixu defended himself: "That's because some people are more reluctant to speak the more they need to care."

Xu Qichen sighed silently, "Anyway, at that time, I thought you were so strange, where did you get so much enthusiasm for a half-dead person like me? You can't hide it. Maybe it's because your sense of existence is too strong, I Then they all forgot about their own death plan."

In fact, I feel that I am fortunate that I did not die in the first place.

to meet such a good you.

The wind was so strong that it blew Xu Qichen's voice away. As soon as he fell to the surface of the river, it melted into the waves and foam.

"Afterwards, when I separated from you, I actually thought about many possibilities, and most of them were quite desperate, but there were also small flukes, and I felt that maybe one day I would meet again. When I think of that scene, I hope that I still It would be better to be the same as before, maybe a little more gentle, at least make you think, ah, this is the person who used to be my friend, and it doesn't seem too bad now." His fingers lightly covered The rusty railing, "It is with this idea that I study hard, live and protect the me who was saved by you in the past."

His words were lighter than the clouds in the sky gradually cooling from the sunset.

Xia Zhixu thought of what Xu Qichen had said to him many years ago when he stood here, saying that he hoped that his heart was a house that could be cleaned, not a root that could only rot.

He felt a little distressed, but also relieved that after so many years, he was no longer who he was.

"Actually, do you know? You are also the one who changed me." Xia Zhixu was lying on the railing, "I have lived in the eyes of others since I was a child, but I don't know what I can do. Xia Xiqing is right. , I'm a fake sun, living a cheerful look according to other people's expectations, in fact, I don't want to shine at all."

After he finished speaking, he smiled, "It wasn't until I met you that I realized that I had so much excess energy. I wish I could be around you 24 hours a day and look at you and make you smile. I really want to be close to you, so I did A lot of stupid things. I never thought that a person's attraction can be so great. So even if I separate, I still imagine the day when I get close again, relying on such a little fantasy, I force myself to grow up quickly , maybe one day, I can rely on my own strength to meet you again."

Two stars separated by tens of thousands of light-years are trying their best to maintain their faint light for the sake of an encounter that may never wait for a lifetime, for a promise without an oath.

Xia Zhixu looked towards the river. The river was filled with a sky dyed with light red light. In a trance, he seemed to see two young boys wearing white shirts standing in front of the railing, with the same school badge on their chests.

Time precipitated them little by little, and stored them at the bottom of the river with their memories.

He said to Xu Qichen, "You know, there is a very interesting research in quantum mechanics called quantum entanglement. To put it simply, it is a very mysterious interaction between two particles."

Xu Qichen looked at his profile, "What do you mean?"

"These two particles are able to exhibit a relationship beyond the realm of mechanics due to this mysterious correlation, even if they are separated by very large distances."

On the flowing river, the thin clouds weaved were blown away and turned into several scattered pieces, floating, swept away by the waves, and disappeared.

"At first I thought this theory was so ridiculous, don't talk about me, even Einstein was skeptical and cynical with terms like 'spooky action at a distance'. But then parted with you, don't know Since which day, I can suddenly understand." After speaking, Xia Zhixu looked at Xu Qichen, "At that time, I felt that quantum entanglement really exists, and I am the particle that entered the entangled state, even if you are not with me. By my side, I'm still being manipulated and influenced by you, but I don't know if you can sense my presence, just a little bit."

The amber pupils flickered.

"me too."

Invisibly controlled by you.

Originally, I thought that in this silent universe so lonely that even sound could not be transmitted, only myself was sending a one-way signal with nothing to do.

Only later did find out that it was just two deaf-mute planets that couldn't tune their signals to the same frequency, and they used each other's light to warm themselves without knowing the other.

At a certain moment, the signal suddenly communicated.

I like you.

Me too.

Xu Qichen kept his fingers in his pockets, a thin layer of sweat on his palms.

Xia Zhixu straightened up and left the railing, "Let's keep walking."

"it is good."

The two walked slowly towards the other end of the bridge. In the familiar scene, there will always be some wonderful coincidences, two girls walking towards them, wearing junior high school uniforms, talking and laughing, holding ice cream in their hands.

"I heard that when two people walk across the Yangtze River Bridge together, they can be together forever."

"Really? Then we'll be good friends for life."

"Um!"

The so-called urban legend of deceiving little girls is enduring year after year.

After hearing what the two girls said, Xia Zhixu couldn't help but tease, "These two little friends would never have imagined that the last couple who walked the bridge as friends would break up not long after."

Xu Qichen suddenly stood still and turned around. Xia Zhixu thought he was angry, and was about to explain, but was robbed by the other party.

"That's because we all lied at the time, so it didn't work."

Obviously no one wants to spend their life as a friend, and they want to make a promise against their hearts.

Don't blame God for punishment.

Against the setting sun, he stretched out his hand from the pocket of his suit trousers.

"So now, we've crossed the bridge with the right lovers. Can't go wrong this time."

A bridge flying from the north to the south, the moat becomes a thoroughfare.

He stretched out his hand towards Xia Zhixu, opened his palm, and on his slightly red palm lay a ring, which was similar to the one on his ring finger, except that the gem on it was not dark blue, it was extremely bright golden.

like a little sun.

He took off the ring on his ring finger and placed it in the palm of his hand with the new ring.

"Whether poor or rich, sick or healthy, adversity or a moment, I will be loyal to you, love you, and protect you." Xu Qichen suddenly began to recite the oath of the previous wedding, his eyes were clear and sincere.

"Until death..." He paused and smiled, "No, not even death can separate us."

Xia Zhixu stood in front of him, smiling slightly, his handsome silhouette reflected in his pupils, "You have a good memory, like I can only say one sentence." He grabbed Xu Qichen's hand, "I do."

Xu Qichen handed the sapphire ring that he had worn for a long time to Xia Zhixu, took the ring that he had secretly customized for a long time, and put it on Xia Zhixu's ring finger. Xia Zhixu also repeated this already completed action once again.

exchange, circle.

"Can the groom kiss the groom now?" Xia Zhixu said.

Xu Qichen was a little worried, with a slightly embarrassed look on his face, "This ceremony is..."

But he still held his face and kissed him regardless.

A piece of hard candy came in with the tip of the tongue, and the fragrant lemon aroma poured in in an instant, with subtle sourness and mild sweetness.

The person who was hiding in the colorful bubbles when they first met, finally stretched out his finger, pierced this beautiful but fragile membrane, and truly accepted this imperfect but beautiful world.

And the sun that was shattered at the first touch, turned on and off, struggled for ten years, and finally returned to the track of true desire, only shining for one person.

After finishing the kiss, Xu Qichen pushed him, holding the candy in his mouth, turned around and got off the bridge by himself.

Xia Zhixu followed behind and pursed his lips and smiled. He remembered something, took off the ring he just put on, and glanced at the smooth inner ring towards the disappearing sunset. As expected, there was a line of small characters engraved in it..

My little sun.

"Speaking of which, how long will the entangled state last?"

"It probably ends when the two particles disappear."

"What if it doesn't disappear?"

"Just... keep entangled."

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