Chapter 190 Wufu 27 I think

Duanyang turned off most of the lights in the laboratory, turned on a desk lamp, and sat down beside Lin Chen.

He was afraid that Lin Chen would suddenly be unable to survive in the middle of the night, so he could only use the most primitive method to disinfect Lin Chen's wound regularly. Fortunately, there was enough anhydrous alcohol in the laboratory. Although it was of little use, he still cut a lab coat, dipped it in alcohol, and let Lin Chen put it under his armpit and put it on his forehead to cool down.

Surprisingly, Lin Chen showed his cooperation.

There was a faint smell of alcohol in the air, and Duanyang felt that he was almost drunk, so looking at Lin Chen's haggard face lying beside him, he asked subconsciously, "Consultant Lin, what kind of person is the person you love. "

Duanyang felt remorse after the words were spoken. He would definitely be scolded by Lin Chen for asking such a question.

"A very handsome man."

What Duanyang didn't expect was that Lin Chen actually answered him.

"Hey, actually handsome, I thought you would have some other adjective."

"Is it too vulgar?"

"No, no." Duanyang thought, Lin Chen's tastes are indeed different, and he actually likes handsome girls.

"Then... Does he know that you love him?" Duanyang was a little confused, but he still tried to ask.

"Yes, I confessed."

As if seeing his thoughts, Lin Chen opened his eyes slightly and squinted at him: "Do you want to ask: Consultant Lin, how did you confess?"

"I'm just... asking." Duanyang hesitated.

"At that time... it was basically an accident. I forcibly kissed him." Lin Chen said calmly.

Duanyang was shocked again: "Isn't that girl scared by you?"

"What girl, it's a man."

Hearing this, Duanyang almost bit his tongue: "what... what do you like men?"

"As long as you have a crush on your teacher Duan, I'm not allowed to like men?"

"That's not what I meant." Duanyang hurriedly waved his hand, "but is the person you like also a police officer?"

"Yeah, it's a superior."

Lin Chen was already sick, but he was still talking to him in a very crisp and decisive tone, as if his physical illness could not affect his will at all.

Duanyang asked again: "Will there be any problems, such as disagreement with your leaders and gossip among colleagues?"

"A lot of people talk nonsense every day. Do I have to listen to every word they say and keep it firmly in my heart?"

"You really..." Duanyang couldn't help leaning under the experimental bench, his legs stretched out, "Amazing."

"What kind of evaluation is that?"

"To be honest, Consultant Lin, I really want to be someone like you..."

Lin Chen said, "Isn't the following half sentence: If I were like you, I might be with the teacher now."

"Impossible... It's impossible for the teacher to be with me." Duanyang interrupted him.

"Just say what you want, I won't ask why."

Duanyang lowered his head, looked at Lin Chen's dark and peaceful eyes, and said, "Because, I did something too much to the teacher."

Lin Chen frowned and looked stern: "What did you do?"

"That day, we had a big project in our laboratory. Everyone stayed up for many days and nights. It was summer vacation. The teacher also came that day. Something went wrong with the experiment. The teacher stayed late and said that he would sleep in the lounge. If you have any questions, you can call him at any time. Originally, there were not enough beds in the lounge, so I made a floor beside the teacher's bed, but the teacher asked me to go to bed. Don't catch a cold, so I went up. I... I slept with the teacher in the same bed. ."

"Um...then what?"

"Then, we fell asleep. I really liked the teacher, and the teacher slept next to me. I couldn't help hugging him and kissing him. The teacher must have known. After that, the teacher seemed to be in a bad mood. After the experiment, he never came back that summer vacation. Later, we received news that he resigned to participate in the medical aid operation. He must have left because he hated me, but he didn't want to affect me..." Duanyang stopped I came down, took a deep breath, and continued, "In the beginning, I kept calling him every day, and sent countless text messages, I wanted to apologize to him, I wanted to say sorry, but his calls were always Shut down the phone, and the text message has never been returned. Later, I heard about him from the senior who followed in his footsteps. I asked the senior to ask the teacher tentatively. The teacher made it clear that I should not go to Dana and stay well. In China." Duanyang rubbed his eyes, "I think about it now, I'm not brave enough, I just found out when I got here, it's just such a short distance, I should have bought a plane ticket to come here, I can always see the teacher and apologize to him in person. It's my fault, I'm sorry...I'm really sorry..." Duanyang's mood became more and more depressed, thinking of so many emails that were sent out without any news, he was suddenly too sad to speak.

"Come here." Lin Chen suddenly said.

Duanyang looked at him with red eyes.

"Keep your head down a little."

Following Lin Chen's instructions, he lowered his head for unknown reasons, and the next moment, a thin palm gently rubbed his hair.

"Why are you so stupid? If it's because he hates your kisses and hugs, he can probably come up with 10,000 ways to fix you. Why should he leave by himself?"

Duanyang heard him say so.

...

When Duan Wanshan began to tell the story, Xing Conglian already regretted it.

Because Duan Wanshan was about to die, no matter how sweet the story he told, it was a tragedy. Although the tragedy was thought-provoking, it always sounded in a bad mood.

"Actually, I'm not that great. I gave up my high-paying medical school job in Dana to aid medical care because I fell in love with my students."

Xing Conglian's cigarette had just finished burning, almost burning his fingers. He looked at the doctor sitting against the wall on the haystack and asked, "It's so exciting, teacher-student love?"

"Yeah, still a boy." Duan Wanshan said calmly.

Xing Conglian stared at Duan Wanshan and opened his eyes wide.

Probably seeing his reaction, Duan Wanshan said, "At that time, I felt that I liked a man who was still a student, like a bolt from the blue. Such a young boy, who is taller than you, surrounds you every day and calls you teacher, teacher, wholeheartedly. Respect and adore you, but you think about things that go far beyond the friendship between teachers and students, and feel that you are particularly immoral. Anyway, love is like drug use, it stimulates the endocrine of dopamine in the brain, I am happy when I see him, and I like it very much , anyway, there is no reason to like him. So compared to others, I take special care of him. He thought I was targeting him, so he always looked at me with the eyes of a fawn, and ran around every day, just to make me feel good to him. click."

When Duan Wanshan talked about this incident, his tone was very indifferent, he didn't even have the slightest pain, and he seemed very happy.

"From when you like someone to when you make up your mind to leave someone, something must have happened, right?"

"Of course. At first, I couldn't think of it myself. Although I liked it, I didn't dare to fight for it. Of course, I also thought about confessing to the students, but I didn't feel ashamed, so I dragged it on anyway. Until one day, I heard about him Talking about a girlfriend, I watched the girl hooked his hand into the school, he reached out and rubbed the girl's head, the picture was beautiful... I realized that I can finally let go. "

"You don't call it letting go."

Duan Wanshan had just put the wine bottle on the ground, but this time he touched the ground for a long time without touching it. Xing Conglian looked at him out of focus, probably because the toxin brought by sepsis invaded his optic nerve, so that his vision gradually faded. He reached out, picked up the bottle of Niulanshan Erguotou, and handed it to Duan Wanshan.

"Yeah, it's not called letting go, I've never owned it, how can it be called letting go?" Duan Wanshan took a sip of wine and said, "I happened to see the introduction of the Dana area and the recruitment announcement of MSF, so I went to participate. When I think about it now, I should have watched him talk about his girlfriend, so I was angry, but there was no reason to get angry, so I could only abuse myself. Now that I put my life here, I really regret it in retrospect. ."

"It's really stupid." Xing Conglian commented.

In a trance, Xing Conglian seemed to see Duan Wanshan pointing his middle finger at him. This kind of action was done by a man who looked like an old peasant and was full of a suave scholar in his bones. It was so discordant that he didn't have time to react at all, so he listened to Duan Wanshan continue.

"Stop talking and don't have backache. When encountering emotional problems, not everyone can have the determination, perseverance and even full ability to pursue what they love like you, and many people don't even know what they are. Feelings, let go of true love in hesitation..."

"Of course I don't have back pain, because I met someone who has the determination, perseverance and even the courage to pursue the one I love." Xing Conglian said.

Duan Wanshan almost spit out the wine he swallowed, his face flushed, he turned his head and said angrily, "Don't you think it's too much to show affection to a dying person?"

Xing Conglian spread his hands: "I'm just telling the truth."

"I envy you very much." Duan Wanshan raised the wine bottle and gave him a distant respect.

"I am also very envious of myself." Xing Conglian said seriously.

That night, Duan Wanshan probably really regarded him as a confidant and said a lot to him.

Why do hope he can help bring some news out, let the colleagues of the Dana General Hospital temporarily act as the president, and manage the hospital affairs and so on. When talking about this, Duan Wanshan also mentioned by the way that the hospital has recently been short of funds, and it would be best if someone could invest more.

Xing Conglian always felt that the other party took the opportunity to rob the rich and help the poor, but Duan Wanshan's wish before his death was so simple. He also asked him if he knew any big money, hoping that someone could invest more money to facilitate the Dana Rainforest Virus Observation Outpost establishment. Duan Wanshan said that if there were such observation sites at that time, AIDS may not have the chance to spread out of the African rainforest and kill tens of millions of people worldwide, so it is quite important.

Duan Wanshan really talked too much, and in the end, Xing Conglian couldn't help it and asked, "Don't you think it's too much to make so many demands on someone you just met?"

"Then what can I do? I'm dying, and there are so many things to do. Tell people what's wrong?" Duan Wanshan said.

Probably because he was so righteous, Xing Conglian couldn't find anything to refute: "Why don't you talk about you and your meta student, what do you need me to bring to him?"

Duan Wanshan shook his head: "It was too deliberate to let him know that I was dead, and to bring him my relics."

"Then what do you want?"

"I think he can be a good doctor."

...

Xing Conglian walked out of the room and closed the door gently.

Many of the Gao Meng people in the factory were instantly awake, looking at him with a vigilant but questioning look.

Without words, Xing Conglian glanced at the door and nodded to everyone, indicating that Doctor Duan was still alive, but this life was only temporary.

Dynasty was operating the computer in the corner, Xing Conglian walked over and said to the young man, "Find out the video at home, I want to see him."