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    Chapter 248 Wufu 85 Darkness

    Xing Conglian was photographed for a moment, and only then did he wake up from his perverted and chaotic memory.

    He bowed his head and heard the doctor say: "The second plan is a large amount of chlorpromazine, but the treatment of this type of mental illness may affect the brain or heart function, and the side effects are also obvious, but it should be the most effective treatment for similar problems. One of the drugs..."

    He couldn't hear the follow-up words again, probably because Lin Chen whispered in the ward again, saying something messy.

    Xing Conglian tried very carefully to distinguish what he was talking about, but the air was too quiet, and the shredded and vague voices filled the entire space like cotton. It was probably "I don't want" or "I beg you." These voices Wet from pain and swelled, upsetting.

    "...Consultant Lin did not reject this plan..."

    The most crucial three words brought him back to his senses again, yes, after they finished saying those words, Lin Chen very clearly requested to go to Tzu Chi Hospital for treatment, and even the selected attending physician was a senior he knew well. .

    Like an outsider, Lin Chen negotiated every treatment plan and details with the doctor very quickly, and chose a room specifically for schizophrenia patients. He was originally an expert in this area.

    But Xing Conglian didn't understand, at such a moment, how could Lin Chen manage everything very clearly like no one else.

    He licked his face, forced himself to stop looking at things in the ward, and excluded Lin Chen's voice, he asked the other party: "You are a doctor, I want to hear your opinion."

    "After all, it is a new type of drug, and there is no documentation at all. Although it is true that you can try according to the predetermined treatment plan, it is also a risk. To be honest, I think it is possible to wait a few days and collect the treatment plans of other cases before making a judgment."

    Xing Conglian interrupted the other party and said, "He wants to wake up quickly, and he must wake up too."

    The look of disappointment on the doctor's face was obvious, but it was very shallow and passed away in a flash. After all, this is a mental hospital, and doctors are used to seeing cruel family members. A boss like him who hopes that his subordinates will wake up and work as soon as possible is just a Ordinary and bad, Xing Conglian thought about it like a self-deprecating laugh.

    But what can be done? Lin Chen has clearly stated that he wants to receive treatment like ordinary people, and that "you have to remember to see me" is in the hope that he can urge the doctor to treat him.

    It was only at this moment that Xing Conglian realized that for any decision Lin Chen made, he had to accept and support him.

    Because Lin Chen is always so clear, correct, excellent, and desperate for life, it is unstoppable.

    A strong sense of loss and annoyance struck again. It was obvious that someone was talking beside him, but Xing Conglian felt like he was standing in a dark and desolate world, and couldn't be more alone.

    He took a deep breath and didn't know what to do. Lin Chen was inside and he was outside. They were obviously very close, but they seemed to be infinitely far away.

    Just then, his phone rang.

    He didn't mute it, so he even felt a sense of relief when the piano tune played.

    When people are dazed and overwhelmed, there will always be something that sticks out an olive branch to save you, like a job.

    Xing Conglian apologized to the doctor, retreated to the dark corner, and answered the phone against the wall.

    Huang Ze's voice sounded: "Xing Conglian, why is Su Fengzi here?"

    He didn't expect Huang Ze's voice to be irritable or even a little frightened. Someone was throwing a cup in the background. In short, a similar "high-level struggle" was actually no different from a child's quarrel, and there would be anger and unreasonable trouble.

    "He wants to come, I can't control it." Xing Conglian replied.

    "Do you know what he's doing!" Huang Ze was very angry, "I have no public office, forcibly intervene in the investigation!"

    Huang Ze, as always, emphasizes procedural justice.

    "Then you can arrest him." Xing Conglian said casually.

    There was a short pause in the breath sounds on the phone, Xing Conglian frowned, and the next moment, a very frivolous and pleasant voice rang from the phone: "Old Xing, is my little junior brother okay?"

    Xing Conglian raised his eyelids and looked at the ward not far away. The doctor was injecting Lin Chen with new medicines. Those busy figures were hazy and illusory, as if they were covered with a black veil.

    "It's stable for now," he replied.

    Su Fengzi didn't ask any more questions, but changed the topic: "Since this is the case, Zhou Rui has something very interesting here, do you want to come together?"

    Xing Conglian instinctively wanted to reject Su Fengzi.

    He thought that he should sit outside the ward and go through this difficult time with Lin Chen, as Lin Chen said, as every thoughtful lover would do.

    But rationally and clearly tell him that you are torturing yourself by staying here. After all, the time you have been in love with each other is too short, and this torture will continue to kill the love between you.

    The night outside the hospital was silent, Xing Conglian hung up the phone, took out the car keys, and walked out.

    ...

    The windows were lowered very low, and night fell upon us.

    Xing Conglian was on the steering wheel with one hand and a cigarette in the other.

    Eight or nine o’clock is another peak in the city. There are not many vehicles on the main road, and the neon lights and shadows outside the window are surging like a tide, passing over the car body.

    He turned on the car radio, and the voice was low. The anchor didn't say anything about the case. Most of the radio at night was a song-on-demand emotional program.

    The female anchor's affectionate words flowed out. Because of the rush of traffic outside the window, Xing Conglian couldn't hear what the other end was saying. It was nothing more than that he loved her and she did not love him. something heard.

    At this time, Xing Conglian recalled why he had hardly heard a similar midnight radio station before.

    When there was no Lin Chen, he sneered at these emotional programs. To be honest, deep down, he never thought that he could get a good love, whether he was aloof or withdrawn, people like him were repulsed in his bones. There are too many things in the world, and I think that dying alone must be the most suitable ending for me.

    Looking back now, this kind of self-setting similar to a lone hero is really stupid, because he met Lin Chen.

    After getting to know Lin Chen, the co-pilot's position has been occupied by the other party.

    Lin Chen didn't talk much, they would chat a few times, but it was more peaceful than the mellow jazz in the dark night.

    He remembered a time when they came back from a business trip and stayed up late to drive long distances.

    In the early hours of the morning, there were few trucks on the road even at night, Wang Chao was snoring in the back row, Lin Chen tied his seat belt, and chatted with him in his seat in a sleepy posture.

    They talked about the scenery and scenery of the city they just passed by, the touching details of the meeting, and the broken light bulb at home that needs to be replaced when they go back.

    He couldn't remember the specific details at all. He only remembered that they said a lot, and it was entirely because Lin Chen was afraid that he would get sleepy while driving, so he kept talking.

    Those voices were easy, leisurely, yawning and sleepy, and they kept ringing, both ordinary and thoughtful. Now, with the sudden loss of that voice around him, Xing Conglian felt that the car was terribly empty, so he unbuttoned his shirt collar involuntarily and opened the car window to the lowest level.

    Ye Feng poured into the car, and Xing Conglian's mind resurfaced from that journey.

    Later, he still drove the car into the rest area. He smoked in the parking lot, and Lin Chen went to buy two cups of hot coffee. There are very few freshly ground black coffee at road rest stops, so most of them are instant things.

    There were only a few trucks in the surrounding parking lot, and the stars in the night sky were bright and dazzling. Lin Chen came back with a hot paper cup and handed it to him.

    There was white foam floating on the coffee, the liquid was mellow, and some hot mist drifted away, just like Lin Chen looked at him at that time.

    They took a sip of coffee together and looked at the velvety night sky, probably because they felt warm and peaceful to each other, so neither of them spoke.

    Xing Conglian couldn't help but look at the co-pilot's position, he always felt that he could still see Lin Chen's coffee-stained lower lip, with a sweet scent and sparkling.

    It was also at this moment that Xing Conglian suddenly realized that when he was driving at night, Lin Chen almost never slept. Those words, coffee, hot tea, and his waiting while smoking were the most common and unusual companions. .

    He didn't realize this before, and now he suddenly lost it, only to realize that the habit is a terrifying and terrifying thing.

    Xing Conglian felt panic again. He picked up the phone and started flipping through the address book without any purpose. He wanted to call anyone at random, trying to use his work to wake himself up from his memories.

    But before he could actually find someone to talk to, he took a call from Guanghua Chemical.

    Dynasty’s voice was very excited, because Xiao Zhan had a phased conclusion on drug research.

    The chemical engineer took the call and talked a lot. The technical terms were very long, and he didn't have any intention to listen to them. But in order not to think about Lin Chen, he forced himself to write down the content and repeatedly confirmed whether his understanding was correct. .

    This phone call cost him about seven or eight traffic lights. If it wasn't for Wang Chao's last question, "How is Brother Achen?", he would probably be able to get out of his memory.

    But his efforts clearly failed. Lin Chen is right, there is so much work that he can't finish it all in his life.

    He hung up the phone and turned up the volume on the car radio.

    Lin Chen treats Dynasty very well, and it's not because he has a crush on him or love Wu Jiwu. Xing Conglian is very clear about this. Just like the little fat man who introduced them to him, Lin Chen has a strong desire to protect these innocent creatures.

    When the dynasty was inaudible, they also communicated about the education of the dynasty.

    When facing Lin Chen, he also asked the other person in confusion whether the dynasty was too ignorant of the world, and his mental age seemed too naive.

    As for Lin Chen, Lin Chen raised his eyebrows and thought deeply for a while, but did not answer his question immediately.

    He thought that Lin Chen might be embarrassed to criticize him face to face, but probably in the middle of the night a few hours later, Lin Chen handed him a copy of "Psychology of Abnormal Children".

    The edges of the book are covered with labels of various colors, and many paragraphs inside are specially marked.

    They were sitting by the window, and Lin Chen turned the book page by page, explaining to him a series of issues such as mental age, like a persistent old pedant, but also cute and serious.

    The table lamp was dim, the spring breeze was soft, and the light and shadow of the river fell on Lin Chen's face, Xing Conglian was thinking, at that moment, whether he was already moved by Lin Chen without knowing it at all.

    He kept thinking and thinking about his dry mouth, and then he realized that the cigarettes in his hands had been burnt out at some point, and there was a pile of scattered soot on his trousers.

    He threw the cigarette butt and tried to get another one, when the red light ahead turned green, and he happened to be driving into a small road tucked in a residential area.

    Many shops on both sides have closed, but the supper shop has just opened.

    It's very close to their home, and many times in the morning, he and Lin Chen came here for breakfast side by side.

    The shared memories of him and Lin Chen are as pervasive as the morning mist in the south.

    Lin Chen always knew where the best morning was. Although he liked to sleep in late, every once in a while, Lin Chen would wake him up in the morning without being so considerate.

    They crossed the streets and alleys and came to the lively market, waiting for soy milk or buying noodle soup with old men and women who woke up in the morning.

    For example, this Nanlin Street has the best buns in Hongjing. Lin Chen likes rose bean paste, and he prefers beef curry. They will buy two per person and eat them while walking.

    There are camphor trees with a light fragrance on the roadside, and wooden signs of housing rental shops hang on the trees near the end of the street, all of which appear one by one.

    At the time, he thought it was normal for friends to walk together to find breakfast. Now that he thinks about it, it's just stupid.

    Why does Lin Chen always know in advance where the food is delicious, why is Lin Chen never called Dynasty, why is Lin Chen willing to walk with him instead of taking a car no matter how far the journey is?

    The answers to these questions made Xing Cong's heart throb.

    Because Lin Chen loves him and wants to stay with him for a while, that's all.

    Xing Conglian didn't dare to smoke, and even felt that as long as he moved, the picture in front of him would shatter.

    Lin Chen doesn't like spicy food, but he is willing to accompany him to eat spicy crayfish; Lin Chen hates going to bed late, but he will accompany him to watch football all night; Lin Chen will remind him to fasten his seat belt, and he must unscrew it in advance when Lin Chen hands him water bottle cap...

    The details are too clear and obvious. He enjoys the love and care that goes beyond friendship, but he doesn't know it at all, like a complete idiot.

    Zhou Rui Building was close at hand, Xing Conglian felt that he couldn't think about it any longer, otherwise he would definitely leave everything behind, turn the car and rush back to Lin Chen.

    He pressed out the cigarette butt, stopped at a parking space on the side of the road, and decided to walk.

    The night in the downtown area is also coming to an end.

    The milk tea shop began to close, the bakery put up a 20% discount sign, and the bus platform was crowded with couples.

    He was surrounded by passers-by preparing to go home. The crowd was bustling with each other, and under the flashing neon lights of the store, tiredness and joy were written on every face.

    Xing Conglian put his hands in his pockets and walked forward, passing countless couples.

    The girl hooked the boy and acted coquettishly, the boy hugged the girl and kissed, and the best friends laughed at each other. People were talking about all kinds of topics, clothes, shoes, work, lovers, and the noisy voice filled the whole night, but here, there was no Lin Chen's voice.

    He answered another phone call, and his subordinates were reporting the latest progress of the drug investigation to him. Zhou Rui Pharmaceutical refused to cooperate, and they could not find any breakthrough for the time being.

    Xing Conglian made two perfunctory sentences, telling the other party that he would be there soon.

    But the moment he put down the phone, he looked around and suddenly realized that the whole world had no color, and the loneliness penetrated into the bone marrow, which was terrifying.

    He even felt that no matter how much Lin Chen loved him, he might not be able to bear a similar moment again. It was too dark, too lonely, and too uncomfortable. He was like a patient who suddenly quit addiction and lost the meaning of life.

    He touched his pocket, the cigarettes in the box had been exhausted, and he was forced to walk to a small cigarette stand on the street.

    The old man opened the suitcase under the street lamp, and the dim light of the street lamp scattered.

    He squatted down to choose cigarettes, surrounded by a couple who were choosing jewelry.

    The boy asked the girl why she kept him waiting for so long, and the girl said that she had to wait until her parents went to bed and put on makeup before she dared to sneak out.

    "I like everything you look like," said the boy.

    "You wouldn't like me without beauty contacts and false eyelashes," the girl replied cheerfully.

    Xing Conglian couldn't help but turn his head, the girl beside him was beautifully made up and seemed to glow in the night.

    Probably because he stared for a little longer, the girl pointed at him and said to the boy, "Did you see it?"

    "You don't trust me."

    "It's not a question of trusting you or not, but my own vanity. I want to appear in front of you beautifully every day."

    Xing Conglian retracted his gaze, always feeling that a similar conversation would never happen between him and Lin Chen.

    Lin Chen always tolerated him and cared for him, like a polite stranger, and what happened around him was the conversation that normal couples would have.

    He didn't want to listen any more, picked up the cigarette, asked the price, and started paying.

    The boy was still struggling with makeup, and asked the girl, "Then I can't take care of you even if you're sick, and you're old, what about taking that kind of medicine that makes you crazy?"

    "I'll wear makeup when I'm sick, and I'll die when I'm old. In case I take that kind of medicine and become a madman, you're not allowed to come to see me. If you're uncomfortable, I'm also uncomfortable. The farther you go, the better!"

    The girl stomped her feet angrily like a cat whose tail was stomped on.

    Xing Cong's hand that connected the change to change stopped, he looked at the old man's dry fingers, and his whole body froze.

    "You are not allowed to come to see me", the girl beside him said so, what about Lin Chen, what did Lin Chen say?

    Xing Conglian's hands began to tremble.

    He has always been very clear that Lin Chen loves him, that Lin Chen loved him when he kissed him, that Lin Chen was in love with him when he was dying of illness, and even when Lin Chen chose to inject Shenlian's medicine, he still loved him .

    But the depth of love is too difficult to measure. Before, he thought it was deep love, and he could not repay it.

    And at this moment, under this ordinary street lamp, he listened to the story of the most ordinary couple in the world, and then he suddenly felt how deep Lin Chen's love for him was, like white waves surging into the sky, empowering him.

    For a while, he felt tinnitus, and Lin Chen's voice kept ringing in his ears.

    Lin Chen said, "You have to walk with me." He said, "You have to work hard and solve the problem." He also said, "You have to remember to come and see me."

    It's not "you are not allowed to see me" as the girl said, but "you have to remember to see me"...

    Xing Conglian finally understood what was wrong with this sentence.

    If he himself becomes crazy and dehumanized, the first thing he will do is to drive Lin Chen away and refuse to appear in front of his lover with such an ugly face.

    As for Lin Chen, Lin Chen cares about him too much, even at such a moment, Lin Chen has to restrain the fear of revealing his ugliness instinctively, and think carefully about what to do to be better for him. Not to push him away, but to do everything possible to mentally support him through the difficulties in the only time left.

    Lin Chen wanted him to feel better and wanted to give him hope, so he acted extremely strong, he chose a treatment plan, and just wanted him not to be so sad, Lin Chen was even willing to fully expose his ugliness in front of him, even with dignity. become completely irrelevant.

    All this is just because in Lin Chen's mind, his feelings are more important.

    But how is this possible, that is Lin Chen, how can dignity not be important?

    Lin Chen, who is so smart, rational, caring for him, and even trying his best to be strong for him when he is most vulnerable, is simply unstoppable. Xing Conglian stood under the street lamp and began to rush towards his car like a madman.

    At that time, Lin Chen's eyes were too tender and nostalgic, softer than the fading red glow in the sky. He didn't see the fear, unease and unresolved love inside, but only felt that Lin Chen was too rational and too clear. , he felt abandoned and he felt too lonely, so he ignored this light and ordinary remark.

    His ignorance was normal, because Lin Chen had always loved him so much, Lin Chen tried to do his best, but he just immersed himself in it and enjoyed it for granted.

    How can there be so many natural things in the world?

    He went against the flow of people and drove away many people. His hands were shaking for the first time in history, and he even tried several times before inserting the car key.

    He turned off the phone and stepped on the gas like crazy, wishing he hadn't left the door of the ward.

    The night was so dark that he had become an irrational trapped beast. Everything about Lin Chen filled the space around him, and he had no way out except running wildly.

    The vehicle galloped down the street, he ran in the corridor, and time and space were compressed infinitely.

    He locked the door, turned off the lights, pulled the blinds, everything was completely dark, and he looked angrily at the people on the hospital bed.

    Lin Chen's sanity was not clear at all, and his eyes were full of madness. The rope restrained his mouth so that he could not speak, but he was still shaking and struggling, saliva flowing.

    "Why are you doing this to me?"

    Xing Conglian's heart hurt to the extreme, the pain made him climb onto the bed without hesitation, he bit Lin Chen's neck, and with the other hand untied the straps that bound Lin Chen.

    The man on the bed quickly struggled, as if he was going to beat him and kill him, but Xing Conglian would rather Lin Chen kill him, and it would be a better relief for them to die together.

    He forcibly pulled Lin Chen's hands over his head and tied it tightly to the iron frame at the head of the bed.

    Lin Chen's upper body bent into a painful arc, Xing Conglian felt that this was not enough, he forcibly pulled down Lin Chen's hospital clothes pants, and then his underwear. He untied Lin Chen's shackles one after another, and Lin Chen's instinct made him struggle more violently.

    Xing Conglian pulled Lin Chen's underwear to his leg and held Lin Chen's ankle. He knew that there was no meaning to the lunatic except for pure force suppression.

    The space was filled with Lin Chen's whimper, Xing Conglian finally untied the rope that bound Lin Chen, tore off Lin Chen's shirt, and kissed it hard.

    Lin Chen's teeth were biting indiscriminately, their teeth collided, and the pain was unbearable, it was so confusing that it didn't look like a kiss at all.

    "Go away...go away!"

    Lin Chen's body became hot under him.

    "Who are you letting go." He held Lin Chen's head, took off his trousers, put it close to Lin Chen's ear, increased the volume, and asked again, "Who am I, and who are you letting go?"

    "Go! Go!" Lin Chen could only utter indistinct syllables.

    Xing Conglian also felt like he had become a total lunatic, trying to find the exact answer in an irrational world: "Who am I, why did you let me go?"

    He licked two hands of his genitals and pressed them tightly against Lin Chen's, they were both hot and hard.

    Lin Chen trembled all over, and said in a mechanical tone or a tone buried deep in his mind that he did not dare to forget: "Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian..."

    A very clear voice came out of Lin Chen's mouth, which made Xing Conglian choked up. He didn't understand the mental brain, he didn't understand the human mind, he didn't know how important he was to Lin Chen, and he could make Lin Chen fall into the spirit again. When he was in the chaotic abyss, he did not dare to forget his name.

    He touched the cream for treating Lin Chen's bound and bruised body from the head of the bed, squeezed it out randomly, took the cream with his fingers, and forcibly inserted it into Lin Chen's back acupoint.

    Lin Chen locked his body in pain, his head kept shaking, his lips brushed across his face, he heard Lin Chen say, "Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian, get out..."

    Xing Conglian knew that he couldn't leave now. He had questions that he had to ask clearly. The answers were too sad, but he had to get this answer.

    He didn't even dare to look into Lin Chen's eyes, so he had to pull out his fingers, forcibly hold Lin Chen down again, and leaned in front of Lin Chen, and said in the coldest and most ruthless tone: "With me, you can be willful, selfish, and unreasonable. Even if you don't want me to die, I will accompany you to death, I only want you to answer my questions, as long as you tell me the truth." He said, he couldn't hold on any longer, and his tone choked up, "Please, yes be honest."

    It seems that his pleading worked, or the tears that fell on Lin Chen's face really made people sober.

    Lin Chen's movements stopped and looked at him blankly.

    "What do you think of me?" He asked with his genitals against Lin Chen's acupoint.

    "Don't look at me." At that moment of stillness, Lin Chen's eyes were heartbreaking.

    "Who doesn't want to see you?" he asked again.

    "Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian don't look at me... Xing Conglian don't see me like this!" Lin Chen whimpered, like a child who made a mistake, extremely irritable and crazy, "Xing Conglian doesn't like me , Xing Conglian can't help but like me..."

    Every syllable Lin Chen uttered was like a knife into his heart, yes, it really is.

    All of Xing Conglian's aggression stopped, and even his heart seemed to stop beating. Lin Chen was completely stripped by him. They were naked opposite each other, and the surroundings were a mess, but he lost all ability to act.

    About half a minute, or an infinite amount of time, Xing Conglian felt the blood slowly flowing back to his limbs, and he didn't understand what he was doing.

    He propped up his elbows, kissed Lin Chen's cheek, loosened the rope at the head of the bed, and climbed up from Lin Chen. At that moment, Lin Chen grabbed him violently, using clear, clear, vague, painful, to take the human Instinct thirst for love and sexuality, said to him: "Come in... on..."

    Lin Chen's voice was full of fear, but his eyes were full of crazy love.

    Xing Conglian was heartbroken again, he hugged Lin Chen hard, obeyed the instructions reverently, and pushed hard into Lin Chen's body.

    It was an extremely painful and tight world. Just like Lin Chen's heart, there was no other way than to bleed and forcibly break it open.

    Lin Chen gasped in pain, his whole body twisted out of shape, moaning, roaring, and constantly repeating "go away" and "please".

    Xing Conglian could not experience any pleasure in sex, but he felt that such a painful combination was too suitable for a lunatic like them. He kept inserting his genitals into Lin Chen's body, going deeper and deeper.

    "Ah... um..." Lin Chen's voice has long since become hoarse, unable to organize complete sentences, love you... I...

    Xing Conglian kissed his neck vigorously, feeling that if Lin Chen was torn into his belly, they would no longer have to be so difficult.

    He didn't understand Lin Chen. From the moment Lin Chen appeared at his door, he never really understood Lin Chen.

    "Tell me the truth, tell me what you're thinking!" He suddenly pulled out his genitals, grabbed Lin Chen's hair by the roots, and asked Lin Chen fiercely.

    "I, it hurts... it hurts..." Lin Chen's eyes filled with tears, "Xing Conglian..."

    "Tell me!" he growled.

    Lin Chen shouted almost sadly: "I love you, I don't want to be your friend or colleague, I want to be with you."

    "Continue!" He inserted his genitals into Lin Chen's body again.

    "Why don't you like me, why don't you know that I like you? My life is so bad, and I meet so many bad people, I will die anytime, anywhere, you will fall in love with me, if you are not careful about me I won't be able to wait for that day." Lin Chen was completely in pain, could not feel any erotic pleasure, and his words were messy and illogical, "I will die, I will die soon... If you die, you won't know. I loved you...well...it's good..."

    Xing Conglian is very clear, but when Lin Chen is awake, he will never hear these words in his life, and because of this, he is so distressed that he can only insert the complete genital into Lin Chen's body, and he can't find anything else. Any vent pipes.

    "I love you, you can't know, but Song Shengsheng is dead, he will die if he is so good, I can't help it, I really can't help it... I want to try, I really want to try... I shouldn't be like that Yes, but I really can't help it, I love you!" Lin Chen bit his shoulder in pain.

    Xing Conglian's mouth was full of blood and tears: "I'm sorry...I don't know...I really don't know..." He hugged Lin Chen tightly, he was more helpless and frightened than Lin Chen, except for constantly saying "I love You" and "I'm sorry," he was too clumsy about what to do.

    "I don't want to do that, I didn't abandon you, Shen Lian can't die... She can't die even if I die, but I can't do it, I really can't think of any way... How can I be so stupid... How can I be so stupid ..." Lin Chen didn't know where to think, and began to beat his head desperately with his hands, "Don't be sad, you can't be sad, I'm too stupid, too stupid."

    "I know... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... You tried your best, I know..." Xing Conglian took Lin Chen's hand, and felt ashamed at the thought of breaking up at that moment, "but I really don't know what to do. Do, what's good about me, I'm not good at all, I've killed a lot of people, I'm stupid and selfish, thank you... I really thank you..." This is too difficult, obviously he should hold Lin Chen in the back In the palm of his hand, if Zhenbao loves him so much, but no matter what he does, it can't always match Lin Chen's love for him.

    He stopped all movements and kissed Lin Chen's eyelashes carefully. He tried to slow down his movements, but felt that only pain could solve everything.

    Lin Chen wrapped his legs around him and put his arms around him. Every time Lin Chen said "I love you", his movements became more crazy.

    They intertwined, kissed, had sex, and were like beasts. Human beings are beasts, and reason has long since ceased to function.

    "Xing Conglian, I'm sorry for you!"

    At the end, Lin Chen shouted with the only strength he had left, his voice was hoarse and his heart was hurt.

    At that moment, Xing Conglian discovered that he had already thrown away his armor and armor against Lin Chen, and was completely defeated.

    Apart from staying with Lin Chen for life and death, he has no other way to go.

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