Chapter 249 Five Floating 86 Yes

Lin Chen was lying on the hospital bed, as if he was already asleep, or fell into a semi-conscious state.

Xing Conglian was lying on his side wrapped in a thin quilt, one hand wrapped around Lin Chen's armpit, the other hand clasped Lin Chen's waist, delicate sweat covered Lin Chen's entire skin from neck to shoulders, They were clinging to each other, sticky and slippery to the touch, warm and unreal.

Equally true, and the smell of sweat and blood in the air.

He pushed Lin Chen's black hair aside, hunched over, put his chin on Lin Chen's neck, and kissed Lin Chen's side face again and again, from behind his ears to his temples, from his neck to the top of his hair. Honestly, none of them had a bath today, so it didn't smell good, but this mess of imperfections and imperfections felt real.

Xing Conglian was inexplicable, thinking of the heartbreak he cried for the first time in his memory.

He couldn't remember the specific reason for the outbreak, but the reason was because his parents felt that he had to be separated from the stuffed duck toy he had held since he was a child.

Because the duck was very dirty and old, with exposed cotton wool, it was stitched many times.

But he felt that he could feel safe only by sleeping with the dirty and broken duck in his arms.

To this end, the parents read many books on child attachment, tried many methods mentioned in the books, and even took him to see a psychiatrist, but there was no way to solve his attachment to a broken duck. .

As time went on, one day, it was because he beat up his classmates again or went to the house, and his father finally couldn't help but make him have to throw the duck.

Of course it's irrelevant, but for the furious parent, find the most crucial thing to punish the son

It was a very dark evening. His father took him directly to the edge of the lake, and his mother was there. They rowed to the middle of the lake, his mother held him, and his father smashed the duck into the lake.

It was a heart-wrenching picture for him, the cold wind in autumn and winter, the blue and gloomy lake water, and his beloved things submerged a little bit, and he still remembers every ripple at that time.

Losing safety is extremely painful for every child, especially the most beloved toy. At that time, he could not wait to jump into the river together. If it wasn't for his mother, he would probably have died there.

What's more, when they got back to shore, his father slapped him and told him something like—

"You will have a lot of things in your life that you love and people you love, but one day they will all leave!"

"Even parents will die, so you have to learn to take responsibility for your mistakes!"

"Don't depend on anything but yourself!"

My father said a lot of similar random splicing and forced education. For six or seven-year-old children, this is a huge philosophical problem. For a long time after that, he was immersed in this pain.

The recovery was very slow, but it finally recovered. The father later apologized to him for his rage at the time, and the mother said she had wanted to do it for a long time.

He later told Lin Chen about this matter. At that time, he and Lin Chen were not in a relationship yet. Of course, he wanted to hear consultant Lin solve the knot for him, or give him a correct psychological analysis of the matter.

However, Lin Chen was silent for a long time, and finally said that there is not so much truth in the world, but for the human mind, there is no growth that does not appear as painful.

This is Lin Chen's consistent theory, sweetness makes people numb, and pain only feels real.

In fact, Xing Conglian has long felt that he no longer needs to grow up. After all, he is a retiree, and the society should not demand too much from the elderly.

But just now, he remembered Lin Chen's words again, and couldn't help but hug him tighter.

Just now, after enjoying a long, sweet and happy love, he finally experienced the unbearable pain of ordinary people.

Parting is painful, understanding is painful, and even epiphany is painful.

But all the unbearable, are also constantly expanding the boundaries of the mind, this matter is meaningless, but full of meaning. Xing Conglian thought that if Lin Chen was sober and they chatted, Consultant Lin would definitely educate him. Boring, pedantic, and so clear-headed that you can't help wanting to kiss him.

Xing Cong even kissed Lin Chen's chapped and bloody lips, got up, and started dressing the other person.

Lin Chen was obedient like a dummy, Xing Conglian hugged him, and then couldn't help but laugh at himself, in fact, there are so many fallacies, all chicken soup for the soul is for people in despair. hope.

It's hard to hold on, but you have to hold on.

...

Taxi driver Xiao Zhang received a strange order at the door of Tzu Chi Hospital late at night.

The other party stopped the car on the side of the road, and only after getting in the car did he say that he was going to the seaside of a neighboring province.

For any driver, the first feeling of hearing this kind of work is happiness, and the second reaction is that he can't pick up.

Long distance means high income, but at the gate of a mental hospital, it is very abnormal to encounter a man holding another person.

But he carelessly asked the other party to get in the car first, and then asked for the address. The time difference gave the other party an opportunity to make an offer, and he could not refuse the advance deposit alone.

In short, he is well-informed and knowledgeable in the rental business, and he is not brave enough to run the night road. Xiao Zhang accepted the money and determined that if the other party pointed out some remote trails, he would definitely not go.

But along the way, the people in the back seat didn't cause any trouble. Except for reporting the address, the shaved gentleman seemed to be immersed in his own world, dark and withdrawn, except for the occasional bowing his head and kissing the person in his arms, he was nothing. Looking out of the window aimlessly, there is worry, uncertainty and an inexplicable calmness in his eyes.

The road is getting darker and darker at night, and there are fewer and fewer vehicles.

Xiao Zhang even suspected for a moment that the gentleman was holding a corpse in his arms, because the humanoid wrapped in the sheet was almost motionless.

But he could clearly hear the subtle and painful moaning from the back seat. He couldn't tell the difference between male and female, but he was as desperate as the alternative music that was sometimes played on the midnight radio. Whenever the person in Mr. Yuan's arms began to struggle, he would Always hugging each other, almost helplessly comforting with kisses, other than that, like nothing can be done.

The strange situation in the back seat continued all the way.

When getting off the expressway to Louhai City, Xiao Zhang also thought about whether it would be better to take the taxi and park at the gate of the police station. The police badge lights up.

At the moment of seeing the police badge, Xiao Zhang finally let go of the heart that he raised along the way. The police always give people a sense of security and can explain all the strange phenomena that are silent.

He even couldn't help but talk to the other party first, and asked why he had to travel in the middle of the night and didn't use official vehicles?

"Nothing to do with you."

That's what the gentleman replied, and it's pretty cool.

Xiao Zhang lowered the car window. One side of the window was the dark sea, and the other side was all kinds of dazzling resort hotels. He blew the sea breeze and whistled.

But suddenly I heard a low voice from the back seat: "Please close the window."

He glanced at the rearview mirror subconsciously, only to find that the sheets in the back seat were flying flying by the night wind. Taking this opportunity, he finally saw that the man the police officer had been holding was a man.

Xiao Zhang just wanted to whistle again. After three and a half hours of driving, he actually drove a couple of gay lovers across hundreds of kilometers to the beach from the gate of mental illness. The night shift driver has a lot of experience, and maybe he can even hit a cliff. In the bloody stories like sacrifice for love, will he save or not?

Xiao Zhang thought boredly, followed the navigation instructions, he turned around, and finally arrived at an area where there were no street lights. The wind was getting louder and louder, covering the waves. Except for the first line of road in front of the lights, he could hardly see anything. arrive.

But according to his presupposition, this place must not be considered a remote path, because there is almost no road here.

Xiao Zhang couldn't help but turn his head: "Customer, this road is too lopsided, are you sure you want to go further, I'm afraid I'm going to run out of gas?"

The other party seemed to see through what he was thinking in an instant, and only said: "Don't worry, you can cheer up wherever you go."

Who knows which gas company has a website in this wilderness! But it was too cowardly to go back, he had to bite the bullet and continue...

After driving not far, Xiao Zhang suddenly realized that his mobile phone had not rang for a long time.

He was horrified and looked down. There was no signal in the upper right corner of the phone, and he secretly complained.

Xiao Zhang broke into a cold sweat and said, "Sir, there are seniors and juniors, what can't you figure out..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted.

"There is a nursing home in front." The gentleman in the back seat said, "It is quite special and has a corresponding security level, so the mobile phone signal in this area will be masked."

Xiao Zhang was stunned: "This...it must be at the level of a big leader!" After he finished speaking, he felt that it was wrong. No one would shake out the secret location as soon as he came up. He always felt that it was not in line with the TV show, so he changed his mind. Think, be careful to try, "Then can I still go home, will I be..."

The gentleman in the back seat frowned, and Xiao Zhang also felt that his question was a bit nonsensical, but the other party was still well-mannered and answered him patiently: "No, no."

Although there are only two words, the solemn tone really makes people feel a lot more relaxed. The strings that had been tensing in Xiao Zhang's mind loosened, and the taxi driver's innate skills were held back all the way. He stepped on the accelerator, found a cigarette, held it, and put another one behind his ear, fearing that the back seat would be dissatisfied, So I didn't dare to light a cigarette: "You scared me at night. Are you taking your lover to seek medical treatment? What's the matter? There is a national doctor in that place, right? It's the kind in the novel?"

He looked in the rearview mirror, and the gentleman in the back seat shook his head, denying his speculation. Then he naturally reached out to him. He subconsciously handed out the one behind his ear before he was afraid that the other party would dislike it.

But the other party didn't care, just took out the cigarette and lit it.

The sparks were on and off, and the man's profile was silhouetted by the firelight, making him look extremely lonely. Xiao Zhang noticed that his other hand had been tightly clasped on the sheet, his fingertips were white and even trembling.

"Then why are you going there?" Xiao Zhang repeated the question just now.

"Because I can go."