Chapter 263 Wufu 100 Cute

Xing Conglian is like being topped with cold water from scratch.

There were no tears in Lin Chen's deep black pupils, and he seemed calm and hopeless, lifeless.

Xing Conglian's mind was blank for a while, and it took a while for his reason to recover, but the sense of panic still existed.

But he also knew very well that if he was in a mess now, then Lin Chen would be even more helpless.

So he sat up slowly, and pulled Lin Chen to sit up as well. They sat cross-legged on this empty bed face to face, with an arm's distance apart, like adults without a love relationship, talking.

Xing Conglian took a deep breath and said sternly: "Aside from our lover relationship, Consultant Lin, you must know that I am your boss."

"I understand." Lin Chen tried his best to raise his spirits, but Xing Conglian knew that he was in a very reluctant state at the moment.

"At a critical juncture, I must clearly understand your mental state and judge whether you can continue to work."

Lin Chen nodded. He sat cross-legged, showing a pale ankle in the sun: "I understand, Captain Xing."

"Therefore, out of trust in your professionalism, I am now asking you to diagnose your own mental state as a supervisor."

Lin Chen seemed to have guessed that he would make such a request. He turned around slowly, picked up the phone on the bedside table again, opened another page, and handed it over.

Xing Conglian glanced at Lin Chen, lowered his head again, and moved the page information slowly.

Baker Depression Self-Assessment Questionnaire (BDI-21)

Quiz Instructions:

Please carefully read the descriptions of each question according to your actual situation (the last week, including today) and choose the correct answer from the 4 answers after each question...

Exam title:

1. Mood

...

Following the content that Lin Chen checked, Xing Conglian continued to slide down the page, and each line of options brought him closer to Lin Chen's true psychological state.

At the end, he didn't even need to look at the scores to understand why Lin Chen had to do so long before.

number 1

Factor name total gross score

Factor Score 41.00

He put down the phone, and when he looked up again, Lin Chen's thoughts wandered, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"41 points, according to our country's norm, I'd better go to a psychiatrist. But it's a coincidence that I am myself." Lin Chen said, "But it doesn't mean that I suffer from depression, I just evaluated my short-term state."

Xing Conglian thought for a moment, then calmly said: "So, how long will this situation last, whether you need to take medicine, and to what extent it will affect your work status."

"When I woke up, I felt this abnormal feeling, and this state of mental depression continued to worsen over time." Lin Chen's attitude was sharp and professional, but his tone was slow, "Before you came in just now, I found At the moment of the phone, I suddenly thought what am I going to do, we can't win, I feel that life is very dark, and everything has no meaning." He paused for a long time, and then continued, "So, I stopped, I found the SDS scale and did a self-assessment, but the result was very bad." Lin Chen finished speaking, looked up at him, "You should also be able to feel that I have signs of slowness. I was lying with you just now. In this bed, I would love to lie down like this and do nothing until I die."

Lin Chen is very serious in every word, like a subordinate reporting work, more like the cruelest self-analysis: "I am very depressed and depressed now, I really want to experience the happiness of a normal person again, and make my life full of hope, So I want to find Shen Lian."

"I don't agree." Xing Conglian said four words, he paused, and continued: "I will not agree that you want to seek help from Shen Lian because of drug remission. Similarly, if you go to Xiao Zhan for help Isomers of TERN, I would also block."

Lin Chen raised his head suddenly, Xing Conglian became obviously choked up when he saw his lover, this was not the emotional reaction that Lin Chen would have under normal circumstances.

But then, Lin Chen still forcibly calmed down his emotions. If there is such a thing as a soul, the part that belongs to Lin Chen's self must be extremely tough and persistent.

Lin Chen said: "Thank you, but you are also very clear, Captain Xing, you have no other choice. I have to find Shen Lian, although not now."

Xing Conglian said: "It's all based on the premise that you still have the ability to continue."

"I have two reasons to prove that I can and should continue." Lin Chen said clearly and accurately, "First, this is the normal acute withdrawal symptoms during the detoxification period. After taking the drug, Xiao Wu went through a period of time. And I have basically recovered. This case proves that I should also be able to overcome the effects of drugs on me. Second, if I stop working now and wait for the research to advance to alleviate the physical condition, it may be too late for us. ."

Lin Chen explained to him in the form of a formal report. Xing Conglian looked at him and wanted to pull him over and hold him tightly in his arms, but he also knew that Lin Chen didn't need such sympathy.

Therefore, he still maintained his working attitude and asked, "Second point, why is it too late."

"Just when I was talking to you just now, I suddenly realized the people who organized this huge situation. I think, I may know them." Lin Chen's voice sounded buzzing and a little low: "I need to go to the library, Translate that text message to verify that."

After saying this, Lin Chen bowed down, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Xing Conglian felt Lin Chen's forehead touching his shoulder, he looked down and saw Lin Chen's black hair, so he stretched out his palm, tightly clasped the back of Lin Chen's head, and hugged him tightly.

He kissed the top of Lin Chen's hair and abandoned all sense of responsibility as a boss.

"Thank you, Xing Conglian." Lin Chen said.

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Lin Chen is always at the leading level in the world in persuading people.

After the conversation, Lin Chen seemed to recover a little bit, but Xing Conglian was sure that it should be a disguised state to make the dynasty feel at ease when he walked out the door.

Hongjing Library is very close to their home, about ten minutes walk.

Although time is tight now, document retrieval can be completed faster with a computer, but since Lin Chen wants to go to the library, Xing Conglian is more willing to accompany him out for a walk.

Total rough score 41——It is recommended to find someone to talk to or vent properly when you are in a depressed mood, try to recall your previous happy experiences, and do something that can make you happy; you should also find a goal and a plan for your life and work . It is recommended to receive systematic psychological counseling and treatment as soon as possible.

Xing Conglian recited the advice he saw just now, and when he looked up again, Lin Chen had already walked in front of him.

At noon, there were no old men and women wandering around in the alley, and the shopkeepers were not gathering for lunch, but dozing off at the counter.

Xing Conglian took a few quick steps, trying to catch up and walk side by side with Lin Chen.

At this moment, the old man from the nearby souvenir shop came out to see the guest, Lin Chen took a quick step and deliberately kept a less intimate distance from him.

Xing Conglian narrowed his eyes, and many similar situations appeared in his mind. They had traveled this road together many times, and it was the first time he had discovered such details as Lin Chen.

While Lin Chen and the old man nodded to greet him, he rubbed up to Lin Chen's side, took his hand, and held it tightly.

Lin Chen's body was obviously stiff, and the old man didn't seem to see this scene, so he turned around and went back to the store.

"Consultant Lin, why didn't I realize when you were chasing me, your attitude toward the same sex turned out to be so conservative." Of course, he was referring to the moment when Lin Chen pushed him against the wall for the first time to force a kiss. Thinking of this, he endured it. He kept smacking his lips.

Lin Chen didn't break free from him. Instead, he held him and said, "After all, the tolerance level of society has not reached the level that everyone takes for granted, so there is no need to deliberately challenge anything..."

"Consultant Lin, if it is still a feudal society, these are all tenants. In which feudal novel do you read, the host should consider the feelings of the tenants?" Xing Conglian held Lin Chen's hand, with delicate skin and well-proportioned joints. Xing Cong Lian was so satisfied that his tone became natural.

When he said this, Lin Chen finally turned his head and glanced at him.

"I didn't lie to you, I told you the first time I brought you home." Xing Conglian said, "Where can you find an honest man like me."

Hearing this, Lin Chen finally showed a helpless look on his face. But he didn't say anything to refute him, which greatly satisfied Xing Conglian's vanity.

They walked this path together many times, the sun was soft, and the river water in late summer showed a green algal bloom, which made people feel peaceful.

He chose to live here because it was very quiet and looked very high-quality, which was very suitable as a quiet residence after retirement, but now the word retirement has become a terrible curse.

Xing Conglian has thought about it more than once. When Consultant Lin and him pool together money to buy a new house and pay the down payment, they must first look at feng shui or something. And it’s still a good commercial building, there can only be two rooms, the master bedroom and the study room, no matter how many rooms there are, the dynasty will come to live...

But after thinking about these thoughts, they were scattered by the wind blowing. Their palms were close to each other, and the temperature was getting warmer.

Xing Conglian looked beside him, Lin Chen was walking on his right side, his footsteps were gentle, and his body was thin but not losing his strength. The profile of the face is particularly handsome. Since haven't had time to shave recently, the hair has grown a little bit, just to cover the ears, but the outline is vaguely exposed, which makes people feel very itchy and want to pinch.

An activist like him, of course, immediately stretched out his other hand, pushed Lin Chen's black hair away, and gently stroked his ears.

Lin Chen turned around immediately, an incredible look flashed in his pupils, but he didn't resist, he just seemed a little overwhelmed.

Anyway, it looks really cute.

There were no pedestrians around. Xing Conglian took a half step back and leaned under a willow tree by the water. He pulled Lin Chen, held the back of the other person's head, lowered his head and licked Lin Chen's lips, feeling a little dry, but too soft.

Lin Chen still kept his eyes open, looked up at him slightly, the sunlight leaked through the gaps between the leaves, probably because of this reason, Lin Chen's slightly cold eyebrows softened at the moment.

Xing Conglian carefully traced Lin Chen's face, lowered his head again, and kissed him.

The tongue is light and sweet, the mouth is warm, sweet as a dream.

The wind blowing, Lin Chen closed his eyes, and finally hugged him.