Lucifer's negative emotions are actually very few, that's all, it's enough to vent them every time. But he never vented, accumulated tens of thousands of years, and finally broke out in the despair of falling to the sky, allowing the darkness to swallow the light.

Those normal negative emotions that needed to be vented were regarded by Lucifer as his own sin and refused to reveal.

As for why Lucifer had lust, Lucifer didn't understand. After thinking about it for a long time, he also felt that he did not have this desire when he was in heaven. He even experienced the pleasure and beauty of lust for the first time today, he had never experienced it before, and he couldn't suppress it.

But he was used to taking the blame on himself. Lucifer is just a character who is responsible for his guilt, and the real culprit must be himself. So Lucifer couldn't help but reflect, did he really have this desire in the past, but he didn't notice it? The ascetic and holy Seraph, in fact, can have sex with anyone, lewd, just like a succubus...

He was so unbearable.

Lucifer can't help but cast aside his despicableness, feeling that such a self is not worthy of being believed and loved. This kind of inferiority disintegrated Lucifer's pride, causing the wounds on his soul to heal, but the light was still weak, completely incomparable to darkness in the sea of ​​consciousness.

Lucifer is desperate to love him.

The more self-loathing Lucifer is, the more narcissistic Lucifer is.

Lucifer can bear negative emotions for Lucifer, but he cannot stop Lucifer from generating negative emotions. Only by fundamentally changing Lucifer's thoughts can he prevent the birth of a steady stream of negative emotions.

The more inferior Lucifer is, the smaller and dim his light will be. Sooner or later, it will be swallowed up by darkness, and the soul of this proud Seraph Archangel will disappear completely.

Lucifer didn't want to devour him. Except that he just entered hell and released the disease of sin and death, Lucifer dare not do any bad things. The worse he is, the more Lucifer's light will dissipate.

Lucifer's soul is black, and his bones are broken, but he wants to be a good devil for Lucifer.

He only wanted Lucifer to continue to shine.

Lucifer knew that just because he didn't do bad things could only temporarily stop Lucifer's self-defeating, but it couldn't make Lucifer's light shine again.

He had to make Lucifer a positive emotion, and he couldn't keep consuming it.

First, he had to make Lucifer realize that violating the seven virtues does not mean that it is a sin.

No one is perfect, this sentence also applies to any race in the world, even gods will have selfishness. Angels are not perfect angels, imperfection is the norm, not a sin.

Pride is not a pejorative, it is the dazzling part of Lucifer. When you are tired from work and want to rest, you need to get paid for hard work, lose your temper, eat a big meal, and envy others who are better than you in a certain way... This is all normal, it is normal, how can this be a crime.

If you want to take off the shackles of virtue that Lucifer has put on himself, he must learn to face them. Lucifer must allow himself to have these normal emotions, instead of throwing them all as negative emotions to Lucifer, so as to maintain his perfection.

Of course, in the current experiment, Lucifer is indeed a little selfish.

Lucifer did not have any lustful thoughts from beginning to end, so Lucifer was not guilty of lust.

But now Lucifer has it.

He had a desire for himself.

All of Lucifer's original sins came from Lucifer, but lust was his own.

Lucifer led him to sin.

For the first experience of lust, Lucifer can be said to have experienced it at the same time as Lucifer. He has no more experience in this area than Lucifer, and it is also the first time, but he is much calmer than Lucifer.

...It's not calm either, the taste of lust really fascinates him, especially since this body also belongs to Lucifer. This cognition made Lucifer short of breath, rapid heartbeat, and relaxed physically and mentally, but it was not obvious on the surface.

Lucifer's reaction was much bigger than his. In the sea of ​​​​knowledge, his ears were red, and he was dying of shame and anger.

The joy they experience is the same, the difference is that Lucifer can accept his desires and enjoy them. Lucifer engraved the word "abstinence" into his bone marrow. While resisting this experience, he honestly felt happy, and at the same time felt ashamed and remorseful for his own happiness. He felt that this desire was sinful, and from it Feeling happy is even more sinful.

Even just toying with yourself is a sin.

Lucifer's demands on himself were to an outrageous level.

The more Lucifer wanted to escape, the more Lucifer wanted to force him to face it.

He wanted Lucifer to be honest about his desires and realize that it was normal.

No need to blame yourself for this.

Lucifer had countless thoughts in his mind, but only one minute passed in reality.

Lucifer actually didn't want to answer, but he could hear that Lucifer was angry.

"Lucifer..." Lucifer said softly, "Can I change the request?"

Just being controlled by Lucifer and passively enjoying in the sea of ​​​​consciousness has already greatly impacted Lucifer's spirit.

Let him do it himself...he can't do it at all.

It is sinful.

Even if you no longer obey God, your deeply ingrained thoughts are difficult to change.

Lucifer can accept that demons are not evil, but he still cannot understand that some emotions are normal rather than negative.

He pushed himself too far, forced himself to remain pure and perfect, but the result was that the light was getting weaker and weaker.

"Do you think this request is difficult for you? Lucifer." Lucifer's voice was very soft and his tone was soft, but what he said made Lucifer unable to refuse, "Because this violates your principles? Do you think I Are you forcing you to be infected with sin?"

"But Lucifer, sin is my nature. You keep telling me not to do evil, but you are also violating my bottom line."