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Lucifer looked at the candy for a long time, stretched out his hand, but just touched the little angel's head: "You can eat it, the candy is for the little angel."
He is not a child, but an Archangel who leads by example. He asks God to change the "fasting" rule for the angels, but thinks that he still has to follow God's original intention.
The little angel tilted his head and looked at the candy in his hand. He only felt that His Royal Highness Lucifer was really powerful and could resist the temptation of the candy.
Lucifer sneered at that time: duplicity, obviously want to eat.
It's a pity that he is just a faint ray of darkness, and he can't control his body and grab candy with his children.
Later, in hell, in the newly built amusement park, the little devils surrounded Lucifer with lollipops, and Lucifer accepted it unceremoniously.
He also eats candy every day, and Lucifer is about to get tired of it.
Lucifer was so sweet that he complained softly, "Are you a child? You love candy so much."
Lucifer replied casually, "It's for you little angel."
Lucifer was quiet for a moment, and justified his name: "I am a Seraph."
He was born as a seraph, with expectations and responsibilities, and there are many things he should not do.
"Oh." Lucifer took another bite of the lollipop viciously, as if retaliating to make Lucifer panic, "Want to eat lemon-flavored candy, little angel?"
Lucifer: "..." Lucifer is obviously tired of eating, so what's the point of this kind of behavior of hurting the enemy a thousand and a thousand.
"If it weren't for you being overly depressed, I wouldn't be so overly venting." Lucifer seemed to punish, as if to remind, "My little angel."
...
Lucifer cannot be said to be perfect.
It should be said that he was too perfect in disguise, deceived angels, deceived God, and deceived himself.
But in the end, he couldn't deceive the other self.
That's the half-body that knows him best.
Lucifer has been bound by the word "perfect" all his life. God praised him so, angels thought him so, and human believers regarded him so. When he himself feels that he is not perfect is a mistake, a sin, it is a cocoon.
No one can pull him out of the cocoon, and high expectations will only make the cocoon thicker and thicker.
Lucifer wanted him to break out of the cocoon into a butterfly.
Lucifer was not stupid, but fell into an extreme thinking. As long as he can accept his imperfection, he can take a good breath and no longer need to live so tired and depressing. He was born bound by this word, so it was difficult for him to realize his cognitive error, and he could be freed as long as someone else pulled him.
But no one reminded him. Whether it is God, angels, humans or any other race, they all think that Lucifer should be perfect.
No one could save him, not even God.
He himself acquitted himself.
It doesn't have to be someone else's help. He can figure it out for himself.
This is a rescue.
Lucifer's eyes fell on his own snow-white wings.
He admitted that Lucifer knew him very well, and he couldn't hide anything from Lucifer, and even his self-loathing emotions would be detected.
Knowing that Lucifer existed was devastating to him - it meant he knew he was imperfect, and he felt guilty.
The seven deadly sins were carried by Lucifer, but the sense of guilt could not be transferred.
But he was still a little bit happy.
There is another existence in this world who can see through his disguise, so he doesn't have to endure so hard and feel so tired. It is actually a very scary thing to be completely seen through by other creatures and have nothing to hide, but he doesn't need to be too careful, and he can rest assured to give his back to that existence.
Because this confidant is himself.
But it is different, with a different consciousness. They cuddle with each other, they keep each other warm, they know and trust each other best, and everything is self-sufficient.
He can comfort himself and gain spiritual liberation.
You can also remove the two words in the middle to obtain physical satisfaction.
Just now, when Lucifer declared his innocence, let him regain his pride and self-esteem, and shine brightly, Lucifer felt lighthearted, and something he had been pressing seemed to have left.
It was like a heavy burden that was released along with the body.
Then, his light couldn't be suppressed.
Lucifer said with satisfaction: "Pretty."
I don't know if it's because of Lucifer getting out of his heart, or because of Lucifer's current appearance.
Lucifer was recalled to God by this sound, and quickly blushed: "Change your body back..."
He simply couldn't face the way he was now. Especially Lucifer also put a mirror in front of the bed.
Lucifer chuckled: "No."
"..." Lucifer wanted to cover his body with his wings, but was suddenly stunned.
The feathers turned black again.
In the mirror, he returned to the black-haired, red-eyed demon again.
As if the blonde angel just now was just an illusion.
Lucifer had expected it for a long time: "The bright territory in the sea of ββββknowledge has expanded a lot. You fight for some gas, and hurry up and grab my territory."
Lucifer was slightly startled, and lowered his eyes: "Forget it..."
"It's not impossible to give you the land." Lucifer said softly, "I don't hate you. You are very good to me, and I like you very much."
Lucifer asked coldly, "I like it until your soul disappears?"
Lucifer hesitated for a moment and replied, "As long as you promise me that you won't do bad things after I disappear, that's fine."
Lucifer said nothing.
A psychological counseling could not bring Lucifer back to the peak state, but at the moment when he suddenly figured out, Lucifer put down the burden, and the light was equal to the darkness at that moment.
After calming down, Lucifer was still very unconfident. He may have realized that he was pushing himself too hard in the past, and that some things cannot be regarded as sins, but he still has not found the meaning of his existence.