Chapter 90 Concept (2)

Gu Yan didn't expect that he would suddenly ask this, so he stopped and glanced at the pot of Chang Qingzhu who lost his life, "Change the subject, or do you want to settle the old account?"

Yan Suizhi let out a "tsk", thinking that last night's classmate Gu was very lovable, but he was restrained but a little bit annoying. He was afraid that the infection would urge him to go upstairs and go to bed early, but he leaned against the door with his arms folded and his eyes darkened. send him.

Even this morning when he went downstairs and sneezed for the first time, showing signs of a cold, Gu Yan's reaction was very interesting - he turned over the medicine box for half a minute with a steady face, and then silently covered his forehead Start self-reflection.

Yan Suizhi couldn't help laughing beside him.

Although he was used to being a big-tailed wolf, when he opened his eyes in the morning, he was actually a little uncomfortable. However, Lawyer Gu's series of reactions rescued him, so that his discomfort only existed for less than half an hour, and after a moment of meaning, it disappeared.

After that, until he came to the law firm, he was keen on a very interesting thing - teasing Gu Yan.

In fact, he was very proficient in this matter as early as ten years ago, but he did not expect it to become even worse ten years later.

The only difference is that Gu is no longer angry.

He wanted to say to Gu Yan without smiling: "Why did you change your face when you saw the sun, and you doubted my motives? I'm just curious about your thoughts."

Yan Suizhi paused for a moment, then smiled calmly: "Actually, I am curious about many things about you."

Such an idea was probably the first time in history for him.

In fact, he has never been easy to get close to, always walking away from everyone's safe distance, not giving others a chance to enter his life, and never getting too involved in other people's lives.

"You don't need to explain what kind of ideas you have, because people's ideas are always divided. As long as you think it's worth it and you won't regret it later, you can try it..." This is what he used to say.

Gu Yan was also one of the listeners.

But now it's different. It's like he has entered a territory with a gate reserved for him. After getting used to it, he finally begins to take the initiative to get close to people.

This is probably a different kind of special treatment, and of course Gu Yan will not refuse it.

"I did have the idea of ​​disagreement..." He repeated in a low voice, pondering for a moment: "For me at that time, it was not a particularly pleasant experience, so... I don't know where to start. ."

"I remember one year at a cocktail party. When I was watching the night view from the balcony, you came to ask me a question about... Keeping the original intention?" Yan Suizhi tried to recall it for a while, then chuckled again, "I can't remember well. . Was it that time?"

"You actually remember?" Gu Yan was a little surprised.

Yan Suizhi: "I may remember a lot more than you think."

Gu Yan looked at him for a moment, then nodded and said, "That's right, but that's actually just a fuse..."

"Is this still a chain reaction?" Yan Suizhi raised his eyebrows.

Gu Yan: "..."

In fact, it's not a chain reaction. It's not so much that Gu Yan suddenly found out that he did not agree with Yan Suizhi's philosophy, but rather that he suddenly realized that the original intentions he had always held did not seem to be fully reflected. in reality.

He hadn't explained much yet, but Yan Suizhi had already keenly caught the source.

In other words, although Dean Yan is not close to people, he actually understands the struggles and changes that students may experience in those years.

He asked Gu Yan a seemingly endless sentence: "If I remember correctly, your nationality is Helan Star? Your parents are... soldiers?"

Metz University respects the tradition of Decama, and never pays too much attention to the origin and background of students. This is not a topic that teachers, students or classmates often talk about. However, Yan Suizhi at that time still learned some simple information from Gu Yan's words.

But that's all.

Others may know that Helan Star is limited, but Yan Suizhi is different. He knew clearly that Herlan Star had a conflict with interstellar pirates less than thirty years ago. It was the largest conflict for hundreds of years, and there were countless soldiers. Of course, there are more interstellar pirates.

After that conflict, Helan Star received a commitment to the pirate head for three hundred years, and there were hundreds of thousands of orphans, all of which were descendants of soldiers.

Therefore, he has always defaulted this sensitive topic. In terms of teachers and students between universities, it is not suitable for asking more.

Gu Yan nodded and answered his guess: "Well, all soldiers, but they have passed away."

Yan Suizhi looked at him, and suddenly understood the reason why he would struggle with ideas -the character of the Herlan Star soldiers was absolute loyalty, absolute justice, and absolute self -dedication.

If his parents are all soldiers and the soldiers who are just fighting for the mother star, then the belief they insist on will often dissolve in the blood of future generations in a deep -rooted way.

He has seen many descendants in the welfare home of Helan Star, almost no exception.

Gu Yan saw Yan Suizhi's expression.

It is strange that after going through everything last night, now without the other party's opening, he can clearly know what the other person is thinking, and even the steps of guessing are avoided. Perhaps the response of Yan Suizhi's response last night gave him sufficient confidence.

He added: "But I am not an orphan. After my parents died, I always lived with my grandfather. He was a judge."

A very serious and positive judge.

Therefore, Gu Yan's bones were filled with extremely distinctive and almost stubborn concepts -the loyalty, justice, self -dedication of the soldiers, and the fairness and rigor from the judge.

Even when he entered the university and planned to do a lawyer early, this concept has never changed.

He did not know nothing about this industry. The opposite was because his grandfather's relationship, his understanding of lawyers earlier than many people.

But people are always like this, especially young people, with a little harmless pride in the wind. When doing scene assumptions, they always subconscious Do what to achieve.

Gu Yan in the student days is more stable than many people, but the pride that young people will have a little pride or even more, and the things he insist on is more serious than many people.

This is the beginning of contradiction.

"In high school, I heard your lecture." Gu Yan said, "You said at the time that the lawyer was dealing with various lies every day, and some of them were often lying. Many people knew that their parties were Crime, but in the end, they always forget this, as if their parties are more innocent than anyone else. Over time, they will never think about "who is worthwhile, who is justice '. It's hard to enjoy victory happily "

He was not talking tightly, and he said as he said.

Yan Suizhi was surprised that he remembered this clearly that the content of the words was very different. In his impression, the student who was sitting in the front row was cold -like, and he had not taken notes all the time.

"——The you said to the student who asked about questions at the time, hoping that she could remember this problem, and occasionally thought, because this represents the simple original intention of the student days, and I hope everyone can keep it longer." Gu Yan finished After a few seconds, I said again, "I was actually surprised at that time."

Yan Suizhi raised his eyebrows, but still couldn't hold back for a while. He said, "I just remember that lecture, and ... just remember you. I think you are to pass the time to mix the credits. Can't see you surprise. "

Gu Yan: "..."

However, due to the interruption of Professor Yan Da's half -joking, Gu Yan's unconscious eyebrows were loosened because of his memories, and his expression was helpless.

Yan Suizhi raised his chin: "Continue, you have no expression, in fact, especially surprise, then?"

For a moment, Gu Yan seemed to want to engrave or do something to block someone's mouth, but he finally continued to say. "I thought I had encountered a person who had a completely concept of concept at that time, and before that, I before that, I before that, I before that, I before that, I before that, I before that, I before. I just have some cognition for you, so I am very happy. But then, when I think of this passage, I find that you actually avoided the contradiction. "

Because Yan Suizhi said to the suggestions of young students, in fact, he still did not really answer the question of that girl, and he had not talked about his own thoughts.

Yan Suizhi thought about it, and said, "That question is actually very difficult. Some people have avoided answers from the beginning to avoid looking for troubles. Some people have been entangled in it for decades, and there is no answer. At that age, what I said, it is easy to become a kind of guidance. The answer I give is likely to be your thinking restrictions in your next decades. "

"Um."

Gu Yan nodded.

Of course he knew this kind of consideration, even if Yan Suizhi didn't say it.

But at that time, he didn't think about it, only subconsciously felt that Yan Suizhi's words touched him.

Until he came across that old case.

The suspect, the vice president of a once-famous hospital, was involved in a medical homicide. Speaking of which, the situation at that time was a bit similar to this Shaking Weng case. The suspect's attitude was disgusting, and public opinion was almost one-sided.

However, Yan Suizhi's original defense also proved that there were indeed loopholes in the prosecution's evidence.

If everyone's experience and intuition, including the existing evidence, even the suspect's reaction can show that he is really guilty, the most satisfying way is to let him face the crime, but there are still some gaps.

What should do?

When he first came into contact with that old case, what caused Gu Yan's attitude to change and fell into silence was not simply a disagreement of ideas. It was the contradictions and conflicts within his own inherent ideas that made him a little overwhelmed.

The character left to him by his military parents was the most simple and pure morality and justice. If he followed this, he hoped that the suspect would be thrown into prison without any wiggle room.

But the justice of the court, taught by the judge's grandfather by words and deeds, made him very concerned about the perfection of the evidence chain.

There is also the presumption of innocence, which must never be discarded.

...

"During that time, it was not so much an analysis of an old case... I was constantly assuming and arguing that if I received that case, would I make the same choice as you, and that choice could convince myself, It fits all my inherent concepts." Gu Yan said.

In fact, he spent a lot of energy during that time, and the analysis he finally made was almost able to convince himself, and even in the process of analyzing that case, he himself had undergone unprecedented tempering changes.

As a result, at the closing stage, happened to meet Yan Suizhi's birthday party.

He asked Yan Suizhi that question, but he just wanted to confirm it again. But Yan Suizhi said that he would not think about the original intention at all.

"I happened to be stuck in a bottleneck at that time, or... a little bit of a bull's-eye?" Gu Yan said, "I heard your answer at that time, and I felt that I was stupid after spending time analyzing and tossing."

Look, you've been trying to explain and argue for so long, but the other party didn't even think about it at all.

At that time, he just realized that he had some absurd thoughts about Yan Suizhi, and he took every word of him very seriously.

Yan Suizhi thought of Gu Yan's previous answer, nodded clearly, and his expression changed slightly: "So after graduation, you have some not-so-serious thoughts, and you are completely mad at me, and there is no news? "

Gu Yan: "..."

"But..." Yan Suizhi suddenly smiled again, "I'm very happy."

"Why are you happy?" Gu Yan looked at him.

"Because you are definitely not the kind of person who distorts ideas to blindly meet reality for the sake of peace of mind." Yan Suizhi said, "My student, I still know this."

In fact, in the next ten years, Gu Yan, who has been polished to become more and more calm and mature, is actually grateful for the old case. If it weren't for the argument and analysis that was almost self-torture, he would probably have spent more It will take a long time to give yourself an answer.

Yan Suizhi looked at Gu Yan with a bright smile in his eyes.

This is a student he once admired very much. After so many years of hard work, he is still strong in heart and pure in integrity.

It's normal to be likable.

But Professor Yan Da was a rude man. After listening to this, he couldn't help teasing Gu Yan, "What about now?"

Gu Yan: "Huh?"

"Do you think my philosophy is compatible with me now?" Yan Suizhi asked calmly, "Answer carefully."

"..."

What is a good answer?

"What if it doesn't fit?" Gu Yan's eyes moved, and he asked back.

Professor Yan Da said with a smile: "That's not good, I might water the flowers and plants in your courtyard to death first, and then go and see if anyone else wants to develop a close relationship with me, after all, disagreement is a big deal. ."

"..."

Ten years ago, when some people were so half-truthful, Gu Yan would slam the door and run away.

But now it's different, this is his office, he doesn't have to run. He couldn't bear to drive some people out.

The only way is to seal it up.

So five minutes later, when Miss Fitz knocked on the door with the newly arrived entrusted payment, Professor Yan Da, who owed her money, was being pushed against the door, and there was no room for a response.

He placed his thumb against Gu Yan's handsome jaw, separated it slightly, squinted and whispered, "Tell me, if it is seen later, how will you explain it? Huh? The office is for you to do it. When it comes to business, you should clean up the activities that disrespect the teacher."