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Chapter 36
Qi Yan listened to Fu Ci's almost rogue words, knowing that he couldn't speak to him, and had no room for resistance, so he could only bite his lower lip, tilted his head and buried his face in Fu Ci's arms, not wanting people to see his self-made picture. An embarrassed look of exhaustion.
In fact, he can stop it, as long as he is more determined.
However, after learning that Fu Ci was not a straight man, the invisible wall between the two had collapsed. Facing Fu Ci's indiscriminate intimacy, he did not resist. It can be said that he loved Fu Ci very much. Actively approach.
He has been secretly in love with the man for so long, and finally took off his straight man's coat, and used his truest self to get along with him, even to please him...
Just thinking about it, he couldn't stop the trembling in his heart.
Fu Ci noticed Qi Yan's silent obedience, lowered his head, his eyes fell on his blushing side face and red earlobes, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Are you comfortable?"
Qi Yan didn't have time to answer him at all, he just buried his face deeper, as if he was extremely ashamed.
Fu Ci's movements were gentler, and he almost greedily looked at the small half of his face that Qi Yan showed. This was the first time he faced Qi Yan's yu/wang. People who were usually cold were all red at this time. He closed his eyes, his eyelashes fluttered, and his full lips were bitten and congested, becoming more and more vivid. Rao tried his best to suppress the voice in his throat, but occasionally a soft and greasy tone leaked out.
Just one or two sentences is enough to make Fuci fascinated.
There was an unparalleled sense of satisfaction in Fu Ci's heart. Qi Yan was like a piece of white paper, which he painted and dyed arbitrarily. Only he can do this, and only he can see such a beautiful scenery.
At a certain moment, Qi Yan's hand holding the pillow suddenly tightened, she raised her head, and let out a long and heavy breath, her eyes were red, she opened her eyes, her beautiful eyes were full of water vapor, as if she had been bullied. .
But he turned his head, and the first sentence was, "Liar."
Didn't catch it at all.
Fu Ci moved his fingers, but did not deny it, "Well, I missed a bit."
"My fault."
He looked at Qi Yan's lazy expression, and the corners of his eyes and brows revealed a sultry confusion. He couldn't help lowering his head and kissed the end of Qi Yan's eyes, all the way down, when it was about to fall on his lips, Qi Yan Yan turned his head away.
"It's not something we can do now." Qi Yu revealed a little tiredness, but he was extremely calm, as if it wasn't him who just lost control in Fu Ci's arms.
In the bottom of Qi Yan's heart, just now it can be said that the two of them went on fire, and they held it for too long, and just knew that Fu Ci was not straight, and he didn't mind giving people a little sweetness.
But not kissing.
Qi Yan took out Fu Ci's hand, wiped it clean for others, and cleaned himself up, then Shi Shiran sat up straight, looked at Fu Ci who was a little dazed behind him, and tapped his fingertips on his lips, " You can redefine our relationship."
Afterwards, the two watched a movie on the big screen in the hotel room. Qi Yan was not unaware that Fu Ci was lost in thought, and looked at his expression of hesitating to speak, but he did not take the initiative to speak out, some things were meant to be Self enlightened.
Fu Ci is not a straight man. He can't get along with people like before. The sexual orientation of the two is not a shortcut for Fu Ci to get closer to him. He needs Fu Ci to fully understand his feelings for himself, and then take the initiative to speak.
He also wouldn't tell Fu Ci about his long-standing secret love, which would only interfere with Fu Ci's judgment. If he did, Fu Ci would most likely be with him in order to care about his feelings.
This is not the result he wants.
At night, Qi Yan was lying on the bed, looking at Fu Ci hesitating beside the bed, it was a little funny, "There is only one bed, you don't sleep?"
Why was Fu Ci so timid after he said to reconsider the relationship?
Fu Ci looked at Qi Yan with complicated eyes, but didn't move.
He didn't watch a word of the movie just now, and the words of prayer were always in his mind. The relationship between the two, what is the relationship?
Don't you want to be friends with him? Did he just go too far?
It seems to be the reason for this, but it seems not.
All kinds of questions lingered in his mind, making him inexplicably a little irritable.
The inherent straight male thinking made him not think about other places at all. After all, he has been a straight male for 21 years, and now it is too awkward to directly overthrow all the previous concepts and also happen to himself.
Action is not at all the same concept as true psychological acceptance.
To be honest, he hadn't fully realized that he was bent.
Qi Yan didn't see his discomfort, just pulled the quilt up and said softly, "Fuci, I'm cold."
Fu Ci's expression froze when he heard the words, he immediately took off his shoes and went to bed and hugged him into his arms, "Where is it cold? Am I not running the air conditioner high enough?"
After he finished speaking, he wanted to reach for the remote control next to him, but someone hugged his arm.
"it's better now."
Fu Ci didn't think much about it, just hugged the person tighter, wanting to completely warm Qi Yan's hands and feet, and buried his head subconsciously between the opponent's neck and took a breath, the tip of his nose smelled fresh and clean, so he couldn't help rubbing To rub and pray for soft skin.
The messy thoughts before were completely put behind him at this time. He just wanted to make Qi Yan more comfortable, and also wanted to hold people together and never separate them again.
But when the corners of his lips curled up unconsciously and his heart was warm, Qi Yan said, "Fu Ci, is it difficult for you to accept that I am gay? Or, you can't accept that you are not straight?"
The words of the prayer made Fu Ji wake up from the town of Wenrou, and he had to bite the bullet and face the question of the prayer, "I don't mind if you are gay, but I can't accept my change at all..."
It feels like the worldview has been turned upside down.
"Well, I understand." Qi Yan nodded understandingly, "but one thing you have to remember, everything you do now is aimed at a homosexual."