Chapter 51

Xia Xiai was stunned, her eyes slowly shifted from the buckle to Jiang Liu's affectionate eyes, her mouth just moved—

"Chum rub", the door of the lounge suddenly opened. He was startled suddenly, turned his head immediately, and took his hand away.

Depend on! Almost! The river flowed deeply.

The staff did not realize that they had destroyed other people's good deeds, and respectfully said: "Everyone, please go to the live broadcast room, the others have already finished their make-up and went straight over."

Zheng Wenbin responded, turned his head and asked, "Let's go too, shall we?"

"Okay." Jiang Liushen was helpless, looking at Xia Xiai who was silent again beside him, and had to put this matter on hold for the time being.

The live broadcast started on time at 3:00 p.m., plus the director, a total of six guests sat side by side. The host's opening remarks were filled with enthusiasm: "Hello, audience and friends! This is the live broadcast site of director He An's new film "Good Show", wow , the number of people watching the live broadcast has exceeded 8 million at the beginning! Let the creators come to say hello to the audience!"

Several people greeted in unison, and the barrage on the big screen on the side swiped frantically:

[Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah it's true! ! ! ! Brother Shen really participated! ! ! ! ! I am dead! ! ! ]

[In my lifetime, I can actually see my little angel act in a movie ah ah ah ah ah! ! ! ]

[The Shen Ai girl kowtowed to the two fathers! ! ! ! Dads, don't pity us, even if we send sugar! ! ! ]

[The deep love group is really too sweet and too sweet, and the movie will also act together woo woo woo! I've been in a trance every day ever since I've been in the deep love group! ]

[I am a fan of Zheng Yunbin, but I am suddenly envious of the Shenai girl... There is really no one who is fond of this kind of sweet fan...]

The bullet screen was brushed too fast and densely, and the faces could not be seen clearly, so the staff had to temporarily close the bullet screen. As usual, the host asked the director first: "Director He, you used to announce the main creator in the form of a press conference. How did you come to live broadcast this time?"

He An said cheerfully: "The times are changing. My granddaughter loves watching live broadcasts. She said, 'This is the trend of young people now, you don't understand.' Young people's tastes."

The host asked a few more questions, and then brought the topic to the actors, and the male protagonist Jiang Liushen was the first to bear the brunt: "Brother Shen, you have really made your fans wait for a long time, so don't hurry up and talk about it. How to compensate?"

Jiang Liu smiled deeply: "Sorry, it's really been a long time, but I feel that after more than a year of precipitation and study, my state is better than before, and I will definitely repay everyone's waiting with better works."

"Then we'll wait and see." The host glanced at the question card and asked: "By the way, why did you suddenly decide to take a year off to study? Fans are very curious."

Xia Xiai's heart moved when she heard the words. The questions of the live broadcast are confirmed by the guests, and those that cannot be asked will be deleted. In other words, Jiang Liushen is willing to answer this question... What is he going to say?

"This question was also asked in a previous interview. I didn't say it seriously at the time, and asked the program director to cut it." Jiang Liushen maintained an official smile, but his expression was more serious.

"But now, I think I can answer seriously."

Xia Xiai turned her head in surprise, and even He An looked at him.

"Since I stepped into this industry at the age of twelve, I consider myself a dedicated and motivated actor. I devote myself to my career and strive to break through myself, but sometimes too much focus on the present may not be a good thing." Jiang Liu said slowly, " When I was complacent about the success of my challenge again, I turned around and found that I was missing something important."

"I was hit hard at the time, and I was confused about whether I should continue acting. So I chose to take a break from acting, and went abroad to study while adjusting my mentality. Now I'm fine." Jiang Liushen looked sideways at Xia Xiai and smiled: "Xiai has also helped me a lot during this time, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to recover so quickly."

The barrage was full of "I feel bad for my brother!!!" "Sia is really a little angel!!!" "They are too sweet!!!"

But Xia Xiai felt bitter in her heart.

Missing something important...and he's just a helper.

The host and Jiang Liushen were waiting for him to answer, but his mind was empty, his voice choked in his throat, and he couldn't say a word.

Seeing that it was about to become a live broadcast accident, the host quickly broke the silence: "I didn't expect it to be like this! It seems that being an actor has a lot of ups and downs that we can't understand. I heard that you sometimes have stomach pains, brother Shen. After finishing a scene, it's really very dedicated!"

"Every line of work has its own difficulties. This trivial matter is nothing. Besides, people around me take good care of me." Jiang Liushen answered the host's question, but his eyes were still fixed on Xia Xi'ai, and the topic was thrown away again: "When I recorded "All the Way West", I had a stomach ache one night, and Xi Ai massaged it for me, right?"

Everyone's eyes focused on Xia Xiai again. Zhou Yuxuan suddenly thought of something and joked, "Brother Shen just told me that he has his own masseuse, so it's not just you Xiai, haha."

When she asked such a question, Xia Xiai couldn't answer. As far as he knew, Jiang Liushen didn't have any masseurs, but if he answered "yes" truthfully, the tens of millions of fans who were watching the live broadcast would be blown away.

With this hesitation, he missed the best time to answer, and the atmosphere suddenly fell into embarrassment.

Fortunately, the host was smart enough to quickly make a round of it, and it was a near miss.

However, in the subsequent question and answer, Jiang Liushen never gave him the topic again.

Xia Xiai lowered her head slightly, pursed her lips, and secretly glanced at the person beside her from the corner of her eye while others were being interviewed.

Jiang Liushen's expression can't be described as cold, but sitting there with his arms crossed his chest, there is a faint gloomy low pressure, and this low pressure seems to be applied to him in a direction, like a slowly falling boulder, pressing down on his chest.

It made Jiang Liushen angry again... Xia Xiai curled up her fingers uneasily, digging at the fabric on the sofa surface.

That's for sure. He has not only avoided each other for the past few days, but also caused so much trouble in today's live broadcast. Even if Jiang Liushen takes care of him again, he will definitely feel impatient.

But what could he do.

That night, he sat at the door of the bedroom thinking for a whole night, gave up on himself several times, and even wanted to pack up and leave immediately, going to a place where Jiang Liushen could not find it, regardless of the Huaqu Awards in the entertainment industry. Anyway, he just likes to sing. When he was a child, he could sing by a simple rural stream, when he was a teenager, he could sing in a bar full of fish and dragons, and when he was an adult, he could sing in a dirty underground passage.

In the future, you can also sing in places where there is no deep river.

However, he was not reconciled.

Unwilling to be a substitute for others, unwilling to be full of heartfelt wrong pay without fruit, not willing to give up without doing anything, like a deserter who surrenders before the battle.

Maybe you can work harder to become a better and more powerful person, and become a person who can be worthy of Jiang Liushen. In that case, Jiang Liushen may re-examine him and be really tempted by him, not like he is now. Make up for past regrets by being nice to him.

In the end, he still couldn't give up.

This impure and unequal relationship can be terminated here, but his feelings for Jiang Liushen are impossible to turn back.

If that's the case, then change direction and start over.

It's easy to make up your mind, but to actually do it... He didn't even know where to start, and he didn't know how much time it would take.

Even the results may be in vain.

But no matter how bad it is, at least with this resemblance to the old man, Jiang Liushen will not abandon him, nor will he not want him.

Such a thought made him feel sad and despicable, and it was difficult to face Jiang Liu's deeply concerned gaze. Therefore, he has been avoiding him for the past few days, hiding if he can, for fear that he will reveal clues, and also that Jiang Liushen's deep concern will remind him again and again that he is just a dove occupying a magpie's nest.

After questioning the main actors, the host suddenly changed the topic and cued Xia Xiai who was in a trance: "Xiai, I heard from your fans that you haven't appeared for several days, what are you busy with? Are you working on a new movie theme song?"

Xia Xiai was stunned when she heard her name, and then she returned to her senses, and quickly replied: "Well, movie music is part of the work, and there are many other things to do. I will be very busy these days, so I want to apologize to everyone first."

"Wow, you work so hard in your career at a young age, no wonder everyone praises you for your diligence and progress." After the host finished blowing, he winked, "But don't forget your love life while working hard for your career, you can start at this age. La."

These words instantly led to a dense barrage:

[Mom doesn't allow it! ! ! ! ! My baby is still young! ! ! ! ! ]

[Ahhh baby, don't worry! Wait for my unborn daughter! ! ! ]

[Ai Ai, give me focus on my career! Listen to mom and don't fall in love! If you want to talk, you can only talk to the person next to you! He is the richest! ]

[Brother Shen's 40-meter big knife has been drawn out, the host should have a good meal. ]

...

The host just wanted to mobilize the atmosphere and enthusiasm, and did not expect to hear the answer. He glanced at the question and answer card, and was about to continue to ask questions, when he suddenly heard Xia Xiai speak.

"Emotions are of course important, but I... don't want to focus on that right now."

He stared straight at the camera in front of him, and he seemed very firm, but he was just afraid that if he caught Jiang Liushen's eyes, he quickly threw off his armor and removed his armor, and could no longer say such decisive words.

"My career has just started, and there is still a lot of room for improvement. Only when I become good enough can I be qualified to pursue relationships..."

"Heh." Jiang Liu, who was beside him, let out a cold sneer, "Who said that?"

Xia Xiai was stunned for a moment, her original courage was quickly lost, and her voice lowered a bit: "...I think so."

"Okay, if you think your career is more important than your relationship, then do your best." Jiang Liushen left those words and stopped talking, and he didn't know what he meant.

During the intermission of the live broadcast, everyone went back to the backstage to touch up their makeup.

Xia Xiai closed her eyes and let the makeup artist swipe the setting powder, her thin eyelids trembled slightly, and her hands unconsciously clenched the corners of her clothes.

He could feel that Jiang Liushen next to him was looking at him through the mirror. The sight was sharp and cold, making him panic.

Jiang Liushen seems to be even more angry... Did he say something wrong during the live broadcast just now?

The atmosphere in the dressing room was extremely tense, and the rest of the people noticed that the situation between the two of them was not right.

The stiff atmosphere lasted for several minutes, or several years, until Jiang Liu stood up and coldly dropped a sentence: "Come out with me."

Xia Xiai's heart sank, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she was shocked by the loud door slamming, and her heart trembled.

Under the worried and inquiring gazes of the others, he silently got up slowly, walked out, stood in front of the half-opened lounge door, took a deep breath, prepared to be scolded, and pushed Open the door and enter the lounge.

Jiang Liushen was leaning on the edge of the sofa chair, with his pockets in his pockets, his face without a smile was a little indifferent, and when he heard the sound, he gave him a sideways glance.

"If you want to prioritize your career, then I have nothing to say, but before that, answer the question I just asked you."

Jiang Liushen, who pursed his lips but did not smile, is completely two people in normal times. Just one glance can make people feel cold from head to foot.

"What's the problem?" Xia Xiai tried her best to straighten her back, not wanting to look too nervous.

"The name engraved on the back of your watchband—" Jiang Liushen approached step by step, standing in front of him, staring at him with deep eyes.

"Does it match you?"

Xia Xiai did not expect this to be the problem, and the emotions that had been suppressed for many days surged up in an instant.

"Not fit."

If they match, they won't be so sad.

Jiang Liushen silently examined the expression on the face of the person in front of him, the temperature in his eyes gradually dropped until it condensed into frost.

"...Really." He finally laughed, but it was a mocking sneer, and then he spread his hand towards Xia Xiai.

"Since it's not worthy, don't wear it and give it back to me."