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Chapter 19
He Gu felt his eyes burning hot, and his vision suddenly blurred.
Song Juhan smiled and said, "Why, are you serious? You are pure gay anyway. How come you don't understand the rules more than me, a half-way monk?"
"...Rules?" He Gu repeatedly chewed these two words, as if he was swallowing poison-drug.
"We just slept. Am I responsible for you? Or will I marry you?" Song Juhan sneered.
A trace of ferocity flashed in He Gu's eyes, he grabbed Song Juhan's collar and pushed the man against the wall ruthlessly.
Song Juhan was a little surprised. He grabbed He Gu's wrist and said half-threateningly and half-jokingly, "He Gu, you'd better not act impulsively. Fortunately, you can't beat me. It's big."
He Gu's eyeballs were bloodshot, and his chest heaved violently. He had never suffered such humiliation in his life. He felt that something in his body was torn apart, and blood was dripping all over the floor.
The face in front of him made him both familiar and unfamiliar. From the first acquaintance to now, for four years, he silently followed Song Juhan's every move, just because the afternoon spent together in that small classroom, this person brought him Unprecedented heartbeat, for the first time let him know what kind of good mood it is to like.
If they didn't meet again, he would always be just a fan's yearning for an idol for Song Juhan, and he wouldn't be out of control like he is now.
As a result, what does Song Juhan take him for...
Song Juhan looked at He Gu's twisted face, sighed, and gently stroked his hair: "Don't be so serious. If I knew you couldn't afford to play like this, I wouldn't look for you."
Can't afford to play?
Why did he think of what he said to Feng Zheng. He said, "I'm not too frivolous." How cool was he when he was bragging, now? He never thought about playing, how could he afford it if he didn't.
Song Juhan's tone became gentle and seductive: "Aren't we doing this well? Why, I like you a lot, but I'm still young, I don't want to fall in love, you're so young, why take it too seriously. What you want You can get everything from me, what's there to be angry about?"
He Gu was filled with a sense of powerlessness, he slowly loosened Song Juhan's collar, suppressed the surging effort, was silent for a few seconds, nodded, and said surprisingly calmly, "You are right."
Song Juhan, you are right, why take it too seriously.
He didn't lose any meat, and he also fell asleep. If he was just a cannon-friend, Song Juhan's standard was too high, as long as he wasn't serious.
He Gu clenched his fists, suppressing the dull pain in his chest that made it hard for him to breathe, and looked at Song Juhan blankly: "You can play, I'll go first."
Song Juhan frowned: "Why, this matter... I'm sorry I didn't tell you clearly at first, I thought you understood. I'll make it up to you, just say whatever you want."
"You didn't make it clear, which part is it?"
Song Juhan was speechless.
"Does it mean the part that played with me, or the part that came to provoke me just to say goodbye to Feng Zheng?"
Song Juhan's face was a little uncomfortable: "Is this what Feng Zheng told you?"
"if not."
Song Juhan was silent for a while: "Why, come with me, I have always treated people well, you want to open up a little bit, there are a few serious people at our age."
He Gu looked at Song Juhan deeply for half a minute before saying, "Okay."
At that time, he was too young and too stupid. think made a free and easy and mature decision.
This kind of love breakup should be just a small episode in his life, and the pain will be over. Since he is still a little obsessed with Song Juhan, it is not bad to be a companion. He has nothing to lose, and he even thinks in anger. , they are all men, Song Juhan can play, what can't he do?
He could not have predicted at the time that it would be the most costly, irreversible, and wrong mistake of his life. His love for Song Juhan did not die out due to changes in his mentality and time, but became more and more intense. When he suddenly realized that he had gone too far, too deep, and could not turn back.
He opened his eyes and saw the familiar ceiling of his home.
Thinking about the past, he actually fell asleep on the sofa like this. The past was woven into a story and merged into his dream. Six years later, he still remembers all the details so clearly.
Especially remember how Song Juhan was fascinated by him, and how he beat his cheeks with a few words and his heart shattered, and even remember how angry Feng Zheng was at his decision at that time, remember Feng Zheng's impulsiveness. Yu rough and green kiss.
He knew that because of him, Song Juhan went to Feng Zheng, or Feng Zheng went to Song Juhan, and the two had a lot of conflict, but he didn't know what happened, but Feng Zheng went out in a fit of anger. After leaving the country, it is six years apart.
He also remembered how Song Juhan had tied him firmly with a whip and a candy in the past six years.
He really made up his mind to "play" with Song Juhan. He wanted to vent all his fascination with Song Juhan and become addicted, so that he would be able to leave without any regrets. I don't feel like I'm out of line. Unexpectedly, Song Juhan was still the same Song Juhan, but he could no longer retreat.
He never dared to regret it, but occasionally he could not help but think, what would happen if he and Song Juhan broke up at that time? Probably a few years later, when he hears the news of Song Juhan, he will just laugh it off, or laugh and tell his friends that I once slept with this big star.
But how dare he regret it.
He beat his sore back, got up from the sofa, and saw the phone that Song Juhan had thrown out of the battery at a glance.
He used to put the phone on and turn it on, but luckily the phone wasn't broken.
As soon as the phone was turned on, more than a dozen missed calls and text messages popped up, all of which were from Feng Zheng. He called back, and Feng Zheng answered the phone almost instantly, calling nervously, "Why, are you alright?"
He Gu said tiredly: "I'm fine, sorry for letting you see a joke again."
"You really..." Feng Zheng gritted his teeth, "Song Juhan is really a bastard who has been the same for ten years, what has he done to you?"
He Gu laughed at himself: "Actually, it's nothing. He came to accompany me on my birthday, and he was angry when he saw you calling me. After so many years, the two of you have not stopped coming?"
Feng Zheng was silent for a while, and said lightly, avoiding the seriousness: "It's fine if you're fine."
"It's rare that you still remember my birthday, which makes you worried."
"Why don't you remember. Song Juhan is gone, right? Come out and have supper with me."
"It's too late, we have to go to work tomorrow, you should rest early."
Feng Zheng couldn't help but said, "Why, can I persuade you?"
He Gu slowly leaned against the wall: "Feng Zheng, I understand all the things you can think of and can't think of, but I still can't help myself. It's useless for you to persuade me, I do it myself, but I don't want you It's so bad for me."
"Why, you are the only person I know who jumps into the fire pit soberly."
He Ge was amused by his description: "No, maybe I owe him in my last life, and I will pay it back in this life."
Feng Zheng let out a long sigh on the phone.
After GuQingPei went to the new company, he didn't leave the old company's group, so why did he open the group occasionally, and he could still see him jokingly complaining.
Today, He Gu was looking at the document when a pop-up window suddenly popped up on the computer, it was a video invitation from Gu Qing Pei, he opened it with some doubts.
I saw GuQingPei sitting in the boss chair, smiling and waving at him: "Hi, what are you doing."
He Gu couldn't help but want to laugh: "At work, Mr. Gu seems to be in a good mood."
"Hey, I'm trying to force a smile, this company is a mess, and the boss has given me a big problem... Forget it, let's not talk about that, I'll show you my new office." GuQingPei stood up with his phone. Get up and scan the office.
That office is much more luxurious than Nanchuang's executive office. As expected of a private company, you can spend as much money as you want. Why can't help but envy: "This office is really nice."
"Yeah, how is it, do you mind?"
He Gu smiled: "This is the president's office, what's the use of being tempted."
"We are renovating the new office area, I'll move over after it's installed, this office is yours." GuQingPei looked at him with a smile, "As long as you come, I'll have your seat here at any time."
"President Gu, you are really flattering me. I can only do work, and I can't do anything else. I'm really afraid of disappointing your expectations." Although he was very grateful for GuQingPei's appreciation, there was always something wrong in his heart. I felt that a person with such exquisite and shrewd minds like GuQingPei should not despise his stupid brains.
"Hey, I still want you to work like this. As long as you do what you should do well, I will give you other things."
He Gu smiled and said, "President Gu, I'll give you an answer after the year, okay?"
"Yes." GuQingPei sighed lightly, "Why, I think you can imagine my situation, Yuan Lijiang's career is very big, he promised me to list this branch and let me join the board of directors, but I Now that I don't have anyone around me, it's really stumbling."
"I know."
"So I have high hopes for you. I'll wait for you to answer me in the next year."
"Okay, definitely."
"By the way, I'll show you the arowanas I raised. The master said that I kept two in the office, so I could fight the suffocation of a new official. As a result, one died yesterday, and I bought one for 80,000 yuan. It hurts me so much. I haven't slept well all night." GuQingPei curled his lips aggrievedly as he spoke, showing a bit of childishness.
"Then it must have helped you block a wave of evil spirits and died heroically."
"Hey, what you said really makes sense, I feel much more at ease." GuQingPei pointed his phone to the fish tank, why didn't he have time to see that precious pimple, which is more expensive than gold, when suddenly there was a rude door opening. .
GuQingPei's voice was immediately filled with ridicule: "How many times have I told you to knock on the door when you enter the office? You are such a big man, how come you don't even understand the manners of a two-year-old child."
"Don't fucking talk nonsense." A young, clear, angry voice came.
He Gu was sitting up curiously when the video was cut off.
Immediately, the original video frame began to be inserted-an advertisement was inserted, which happened to be Song Juhan's electrical appliance advertisement.
He Gu sighed and closed the video window. He was more unlucky, even if he wanted to forget it, he was flooded with that person every day, and he couldn't hide.
Since his birthday, there has been no contact for half a month. He felt that Song Juhan would be angry for a long time this time, and he still couldn't make up the strength. As the New Year was approaching, the pressure of work was too great, and he had to live on the construction site. Under such high pressure, he was physically and mentally exhausted, and he was too lazy to go to Song Juhan.
That's it, what should come will always come, maybe it will be now, he has been preparing for this day for six years, and he has long since calmed down.