Why didn't he sleep well all night, the heating in the room was too full, and Song Juhan was naturally hot, so he had to be close to him all the time, he woke up twice in the middle of the night, but he didn't want to wake Song Juhan, he would rather Song Juhan just fall asleep like this , It's better than the embarrassment of the two facing each other soberly.

He couldn't sleep until after six o'clock in the morning, so he went downstairs for a walk and bought breakfast on the way.

Morning jogging is really helpful to wake up the brain. He has woken up from the indescribably bad and depressed state yesterday. He thinks it is very funny. What was he doing wrong yesterday? He and Song Juhan had that kind of relationship, and Song Juhan was just that kind of person. Did he only know about it on the first day?

Think calmly, the recent deviance between the two of them is due to Feng Zheng's sudden return to China. Maybe this is an opportunity to make him independent from Song Juhan's shadow. He has become more and more able to adapt to gradually alienating Song Juhan. , maybe, maybe one day, he can leave first.

After breakfast, He Gu put on his clothes, found the suitcase, and began to pack his luggage. He booked a flight to Shencheng tomorrow morning.

At this time, Song Juhan rubbed his eyes and came out of the bedroom. He woke up when he saw why he was packing his luggage: "What are you doing?"

He Gu didn't lift his head: "On a business trip." He passed Song Juhan into the bedroom to get his clothes, "Your breakfast is on the table."

"When are you traveling?"

"tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?" Song Juhan frowned, "I rented a private jet, and I plan to take the whole team to Saipan for a vacation. You should go too."

"I'm going on a business trip." He Gu picked out two changes of clothes and put them in the box.

Song Juhan looked at He Gu without raising his eyes, a fire rose in his heart early in the morning, he strode over, grabbed his arm and dragged him straight from the ground, He Gu was startled, and was Forced to look at Song Juhan.

Song Juhan narrowed his eyes: "Why, are you avoiding me?"

"Hide... no."

"You don't even look at me directly, and you said you didn't hide from me?"

He Gu sighed: "I'm really going on a business trip, you go and have breakfast."

"How many days are you traveling for?"

"Not sure."

"We go to Saipan to play for ten days. You can come here after your business trip."

He Gu's eyes dodged a little: "I...I'm really not sure when I'll be finished."

"How dare you say you didn't hide from me?!" Song Juhan was so angry that he pulled at the front of his shirt, "What happened to you during this time? Is it because of Feng Zheng? Is it because of yesterday?"

He Gu grabbed Song Juhan's hand, slowly pulled out his collar, and said softly, "You think too much, I'm just busy with work."

Why is the attitude of being salty and indifferent, Song Juhan has a sense of frustration of hitting cotton with his fist, he is literally furious: "You are still angry about that day, right? I was fucking muddled that day, and I regret it too. Now, if you hadn't lied to me first, and I drank again, I would never have treated you like that. We have been so many years, have I hurt you? I said you can hit me, what compensation do you want, just say it, you What's the use of holding back your anger like that?!"

He Gu sighed: "It won't make me happy to hit you."

"Then how can it make you happy?"

"Why do you care whether I am happy or not?" He Gu asked rhetorically.

Song Juhan was at a loss for words for a while, and He Gu's clear and clean eyes made him unable to look directly, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.

"You apologized, I accept it, now you can go eat." He Gu continued to crouch down and pack up.

Song Juhan looked down at He Gu's hair swirl from a height, and an unspeakable emotion rose in his heart. This person was clearly in front of him, but he seemed to be walking further and further away.

He Gu was tidying up, but his eyes were secretly aiming at Song Juhan's feet. Seeing that he hadn't left for a long time, he could feel a line of sight that would penetrate people from above. It was really uncomfortable. Nodding: "Aren't you going to eat?"

"You accompany me to eat." Song Juhan said stiffly.

"I have already eaten."

"I'll sit there and watch me eat."

He Gu stood up: "Come on."

The two sat down facing each other, Song Juhan hesitated for a while before eating. Why was he really looking at him like that.

Sometimes when I look at Song Juhan like this, why does it often feel incredible, how can I go through so many years with this person? How did the self many years ago fall in love with him like a demon? Maybe it's because I never really got it, so I have an obsession in my heart that I can't let go.

Song Juhan took two bites and looked up at He Gu: "I'll come over after my business trip, you know."

"There were so many things a year ago. I really didn't have a vacation. The boss couldn't allow me to take a vacation."

Song Juhan frowned and said mockingly, "You didn't come here yourself, so I'll have to take someone else."

He Gu lowered his eyebrows and said, "Hmm".

Song Juhan slammed down his chopsticks, folded his arms around his chest, and raised his chin to look at He Gu: "The one in the lounge yesterday is a model who has become very popular recently, and her figure is very good. You should work out more diligently, but you don't have enough waist lately. tight."

He Ge nodded and said nothing.

Probably because the heart is full of knives, and there is no place to start this kind of petty trouble.

"Who do you think I should take? Should I take someone with a good figure, a nice voice, or someone who is gentle and takes care of people? I want to take a girl, or I will be troubled by being photographed." Song Juhan said, While watching He Why's reaction.

Why nodded again.

Song Ju snorted coldly and continued to eat with his head down.

He Gu still watched silently, he thought, there would come a day when he could only look at Song Juhan, and he didn't even have such a good distance.

Song Juhan left after eating. As soon as he left, He Gu felt like his body was drained, and he couldn't recover from sitting on the sofa for a long time.

He Ge could actually feel Song Juhan's anxiety and dissatisfaction, because he was accustomed to controlling him, and suddenly found that his control was a little loose, so he felt unaccustomed and annoyed that he had violated his authority. If he continues to be so "ignorant", the two of them will really be over.

He was in an extremely painful contradiction. On the one hand, when he thought of breaking up with Song Juhan, he didn't know how he would feel when he woke up the next day. , he wanted to be happy, a fatal blow, rather than eroding like this. The wounds on his body could not heal repeatedly. For more than six years, he was really tired.

The next morning, He Gu took the simple luggage, got on the plane, and went straight to Shencheng.

After all, Shencheng is in the south, and it is much warmer than the capital city. When got off the plane, felt a surge of moisture, and even breathing became much smoother.

He took a taxi to a hotel, then texted his mother and made an appointment for lunch.

He put down his luggage, trimmed it, grabbed the black pearl necklace he bought at the airport, and took a taxi to the hotel.

He and his mother seem to have not seen each other for four or five years. Before meeting, he was a little nervous.

Knocking on the door of the box, a woman wearing a beige suit and jewels stood up, looking a little excited.

He Gu was stunned for a while, there was a □□-year-old girl in the room.

"Why?" Sun Qing strode over, grabbed his arm at a loss, and looked up at her son.

"Mom." He Gu patted her on the back, his voice subconsciously softer.

She is richer than the impression, but also older than the impression. Time is really a good medicine to heal wounds. Facing his mother, he found that he had no longer complained.

Sun Qing's eyes were red, her hands were stiff, she tentatively wanted to hug why, but she didn't seem to dare to rush in.

He Gu took the initiative to bend over and hug her. This short woman has intelligence and strength that is diametrically opposite to her stature, but when she is a mother, she is not much different from other mothers.

Sun Qing hugged He Gu tightly, and carefully touched He Gu's head with her fingers, forcing herself not to cry.

The little girl looked at them curiously.

Sun Qing let go of him and said embarrassedly, "I haven't introduced it yet. This is my and your Uncle Li's daughter. She is nine years old this year. Her name is Susu. Susu, come here."

Susu came over.

"Susu, this is what your brother and mother told you."

Susu looked up at He Gu, and said in the tone of a little adult, "My brother is quite handsome, just like me."

Sun Qing and He Gu couldn't help but laugh. Sun Qing touched her head: "Nonsense, if you want to be like your brother."

Susu blinked: "You are so old, let me call you uncle." After speaking, she laughed.

"Don't be big or small."

He Gu smiled lightly: "I didn't expect that I have a younger sister." He rubbed Susu's face with his fingers, and Susu bit her lip shyly.

Sun Qing was a little embarrassed: "I forgot, I didn't mention it to you."

He Gu of course knew that she didn't forget, but he didn't dare to mention it, but he didn't care. If he did, he wouldn't take the initiative to come and see it today.

"Come on, sit down."

The three of them were seated, and He Gu looked carefully at his mother, who he hadn't seen for many years: "Mom, you have lost a lot of weight." Sun Qing is not only thin, even with makeup on, she can see that her complexion is not good, and the whole person seems to be very tired. .

"Hey, work is too busy." Sun Qing gave He Gu a piece of meat, "You too, why are you darker than before, eat more."

"Running to the construction site all day long and getting sunburned."

"How are you doing in Nanchuang?"

"Not bad, enough to eat and drink." He Gu remembered something and took out the necklace, "A present for you."

Sun Qing happily opened it: "It's beautiful, thank you son." She picked up the necklace and couldn't put it down. In fact, the jade on her neck was more valuable than the pearl, but she immediately took off the jade and asked He Ge to put the pearl on her.

Susu leaned over and said, "Mom, isn't this expensive?"

"Yeah, my brother has studied well since he was a child, and now his job is good, he must study like a brother, you know?"

"Oh." The child turned his head as soon as he heard the study.

During the meal, Sun Qing kept adding vegetables to He Gu, asking him how he was doing, and finally asked an important question: "Do you have a girlfriend?"

He Gu shook his head: "I'm busy with work, so I don't have time to talk."

"You're not too young, how lonely you are."

"Let's see fate." He Gu perfunctory.

After eating, Sun Qing said to Susu, "Susu, don't you want to go to the lobby to see the big turtles? Go and see. Mom and brother talk."

"Okay." Susu ran away impatiently.

Why did he know that his mother had something to say, and his intuition was related to Susu, otherwise why did he never mention it before, but brought it so abruptly this time?

Sun Qing looked at the direction where Susu disappeared and sighed: "Susu is only nine years old..."

He Gu frowned: "Mom, what's wrong?"

Sun Qing turned to look at He Gu and said sadly: "He Gu, I am really very happy that you can come to see me today, in fact, I have always wanted to see you, but I dare not, I know that you have never really forgiven you in your heart. I."

"Mom, it's all over, don't talk about it." He Gu actually understood very well. A few years ago, Sun Qing really didn't want to see him. What she couldn't face was not this son, but that she once looked down on someone she looked down on. The fact that many men have given birth to children and wasted their youth.

But time will change everything in the end, just like he forgave the past, Sun Qing also feels the love of mother and son.

"I've been thinking about seeing you for a long time. I originally wanted to celebrate the New Year this year. Anyway, I want to reunite with you. I didn't expect you to take the initiative to come. I really..." The gratitude in Sun Qing's eyes was not falsified. "Son, mother these I'm really sorry for you."

He Gu felt very uncomfortable, he said hoarsely, "Mom, it's over." If he didn't come today, he probably wouldn't realize that besides Song Juhan, there are people in this world who can touch his heart, maybe he It is the subconscious refusal of such concern, so he simply does not see it. With such a character, he would rather not have it because he is worried about losing it.

Sun Qing sighed: "Why, mother told you something, don't be too uncomfortable, you have to know it sooner or later."

He Gu was nervous: "What's wrong?"

"I have breast cancer."

Why did he sit up straight: "Is it serious? Can it be cured?"

"It's still in the mid-term, and it can be cured, but the effect of the treatment is hard to say." Sun Qing held He Gu's hand, "I have a good career now, and I have realized my dream when I was young. I thought I would be satisfied, but my marriage is useless, I Now that I don't even have health, that's probably my punishment."

Why didn't expect to hear such a story, he always thought his mother was doing well, and he also bought the stock of his mother's company, which has always been a good stock. At this moment, he really regretted coming. If he didn't come, at least his mother had always been good in his impression.

When Sun Qing said this, she was very calm: "Actually, it's nothing. When people get old, how can they be free from illness and disaster? I'm very calm. The only concern in my heart is Susu."

"Isn't Susu very good?"

Sun Qing shook her head, and her eyes suddenly revealed a bit of shrewdness and strength: "Old Li has two sons, both of whom are your age. Although Old Li also loves Susu, he and his parents both prefer sons to daughters. My son is not a fuel-efficient lamp, if I leave early, Susu may only be able to get a dowry, which I absolutely cannot allow."

"It's too early to think about this. Your illness is still very promising, and Susu is still young."

"Son, you can follow me on this point. We mother and son are both prepared for a rainy day, not to mention this is about my daughter." Sun Qing looked at He Gu eagerly, "If I don't get sick, I'm not afraid of anything, but I am now I'm really worried that if I fall, Susu will not be well, son, my mother doesn't know who to rely on now, can you help my mother?"

He Gu was surprised: "Mom, how can I help you?"

"I owe you for so many years, and I want to give you money, but you don't want it. I don't have any feelings for Lao Li anymore, only the property is not easy to divide, so I have been dealing with it all the time. I want to give you the shares in my hand, When Susu becomes an adult, you only need to give half of it back to her."

"Mom..." He Gu couldn't help but step back, his mind couldn't keep up with the rhythm, he didn't come to have a meal, why did he make so many things?

Sun Qing grabbed his hand and prevented him from retreating: "Son, mother believes in you. You have not valued money since you were a child. Besides you, who else can I trust."

He Gu took a deep breath: "Mom, you let me digest..."

Sun Qing held his hand tightly, her eyes full of hope.

He Gu closed his eyes, opened them again, and calmed down: "Mom, isn't it too reckless for you to do this, there should be other ways to avoid it being so extreme, you didn't completely fall out with Uncle Li like this. already."

"I don't care anymore, he's not the person he used to be, and neither am I." Sun Qing's eyes were a little red, "When we started a business together, it was very difficult, but we are very happy and have a good relationship. Now everything is fine. It has changed, Susu is so young, if I let go, Lao Li will be her only guardian, then my things will not be at the mercy of their father and son. You are my own son, and I will give you most of the inheritance , there is absolutely no problem with love and law.”

He Gu was still a little confused, he sighed: "Mom, this is not a trivial matter, it can't be explained clearly in a meal."

"I understand, I didn't let you decide now, but it's not a bad thing, right?" Sun Qing said softly, "Mom's only hope is that you can take care of your sister for me, even if you don't want to live with her. It's okay, just take care of her and make sure she gets what she deserves in the future."

"I, I'll think about it." He Gu has ten thousand unwillingness to agree. He is a person who is very afraid of trouble. His desire for money has always been indifferent. Especially too much money is just a number to him. It doesn't make much sense. In comparison, the various troubles that may be incurred because of a large sum of money completely deter him. If it was someone else, he would definitely refuse.

But this is his mother's care for the orphan. How does he refuse?

He regretted coming this time very much, but in fact he had to face it sooner or later.

After dinner that day, Sun Qing took him back to the hotel, and the two chatted in the guest room for a long time, mostly to get to know each other's life over the years. , said to take him for a walk tomorrow.

After Sun Qing left, He Gu carefully recalled what happened on that day, but felt dumbfounded.

Someone rushed to give him money, but he didn't want it and couldn't refuse.

His mother is right. After all, having money is not a bad thing. Since you can't refuse, you should think in a good direction and try your best to solve the trouble.

After living in Shencheng for two days, Sun Qing did her best to receive them. She wished she could fill the vacancy for many years. He Ge and Susu also became familiar with each other. Although this little girl is a bit naughty, she is also smart and kind. likable.

Before leaving, Sun Qing grabbed his hand and told him to think about it carefully, and communicate with her at any time if there is any problem.

As soon as He Gu returned to the capital, it was as if he had a sense of induction. The phone calls at work came one after another. He was supposed to go to work tomorrow, and he ran to the company ahead of time.

When I got to the office, a few female colleagues were chatting gossip, and the eldest executive who was keen to introduce people was still very loud: "Oh, these stars, it's a mess, a group of men and women are playing around in swimsuits, aren't they too open? already."

"People are at the beach, so what if you don't wear a swimsuit." The big fan girl of Song Juhan in the office defended.

When Chen Shan saw He Yu, she was startled and stood up nervously: "President He, why are you here?"

"If something happens, I'll come early." He Gu glanced at them and said seriously, "Gossip during work hours, eh?"

A few people left in a hurry.

When He Gu passed Chen Shan's desk, he saw the newspaper on her desk. It was a candid picture of Song Juhan and his team having a party in Saipan. He used some very exaggerated and deliberately eye-catching vocabulary. In fact, He Ge saw at a glance that many people brought wives, men and girlfriends. It is impossible to play too much, but the media is afraid that the world will not be chaotic. But Song Juhan was really close to a woman.

Chen Shan was afraid that he would be angry, so she whispered, "Mr. He, let's rest for a while, and we didn't chat for long."

He Gu smiled lightly: "I'm kidding you, it's okay, you can call Xiao Chen and the others and bring the latest information on the Sixth Ring Road project. I'll have a meeting."

"Hey." Chen Shan thought for a while, "President He, do you also like Song Juhan?"

He Gu's expression froze: "What?"

"Last time at Song Juhan's concert, I saw you on TV. Do you have a friend who is an insider? You're actually standing next to the stage."

He Gu coughed lightly: "Well, my friend is working in the gym, so I just went to see it that day."

"Wow, I really envy Mr. He. Have you met Song Juhan up close? Do you want an autograph?" Chen Shan looked at He Ge with bright eyes. Since Chen Shan discovered his sexuality, it seems that he has a secret friendship with him, the relationship is much closer, and his speech is not as restrained as before.

"No, there are too many people."

"Oh, then you are so close, is Song Juhan's skin good? Is his height really 188? Did you say it?"

He Gu said: "Okay, really, why don't you inform Xiao Chen?"

Chen Shan shook her shoulders and woke up like a dream: "Mr. He, I was wrong."

"Go quickly."

He Gu glanced at Song Juhan's lightly smiling Xiaoyao appearance on the newspaper again, and a deep pain filled his heart.