When He Gu left the next day, Song Juhan was still awake.

He was in a hurry to go to Tang City for a business trip, and he had to come back in the afternoon. The time was tight, and he didn't want to wake Song Juhan, so he walked in a hurry. When he arrived at the high-speed rail station, he found that he had left his mobile phone.

He was standing in the ticket hall where people came and went, and he was simply out of breath. He has a cautious personality and rarely makes such low-level mistakes. His ticket purchase information and the people he wants to contact when he arrives in Tang City are all on his mobile phone.

He hesitated for a while, so he had to drive back to pick it up. Fortunately, Song Juhan's house was not far from the high-speed rail station, so he rushed back and took a ride, and he could still be there before lunch.

He rushed back in a hurry, he rang the doorbell anxiously, and after a while, the door was opened, why did he think he would see Song Juhan with sleepy eyes and an unhappy face, but unexpectedly, Song Juhan looked very awake, just staring Frighteningly cold.

Why didn't he have time to think about it, he collapsed in one step and went in: "Wake you up? I left my phone here." He went into the bedroom to look for it, but couldn't find it, and then returned to the living room, only to see Song Juhan leaning against the wall with his chest in his arms, holding On his cell phone, a biting cold light shot out from those deep eyes, glaring fiercely at him.

He Gu was stunned, not knowing what happened for a while.

"Are you looking for this?" Song Juhan shook his phone, "Aren't you on a business trip? You came back to get it because you were worried that you wouldn't be able to get in touch with that bitch, Zhuang Jieyu."

Why was his mind stunned, Song Juhan looked at his phone?

Song Juhan gritted his teeth, and a savage aura surrounded his body, as if it could form a tangible blade, piercing He Gu's body in an instant, "When did you get it? When I didn't know it, you were already so affectionate? He turned on the phone, "Little monkey? Uncle He? Fuck, it's so fucking disgusting!" He slammed the phone out, and the fragile machine hit the wall and was torn apart!

"Song Juhan!" He Gu said angrily, "I have something very important in my phone, can you listen to someone explain it first!"

"Explain." Song Juhan narrowed his eyes dangerously, staring at He Gu, "Last time I drank too much and didn't explain it to you, it was my fault, now I'll give you a chance to explain, how did you meet and how did you get in touch? Yes, how's it going, you've become more and more indifferent to me during this time, is it because of this bitch-man!"

"No!" He Gu shouted not to be outdone, "We met by accident. We have a mutual friend who likes to joke with me, that's all!"

"Fuck you! Do you think I'm a fool to believe this kind of nonsense! Just kidding or flirtingI can't see it? Zhuang Jieyu seduced you first? You are also very interested in him, right? Did you sleep with him?"

He Gu took a deep breath and barely suppressed his turbulent emotions, he said solemnly: "No, nothing."

"No?" Song Ju coldly laughed, "You know he's a zero, right? 'No', because you don't know how to use that thing? Also, you've been fucked by me for so many years, you know how to fuck Anyone else?"

Why did he turn a deaf ear to his sarcasm, he looked at Song Juhan coldly, and his words escaped without his brain processing: "Ju Han, first of all, whether it is Feng Zheng, Gu Qing Pei, or Zhuang Jieyu, there is a relationship between me and them. It's all innocent, I want to ask you now, from the root of this matter, what right do you have to control who I make friends with and who I sleep with?!" The words fell to the ground, no matter how sharp they were. His body, no matter how cold his coat was, would eventually change to a tragic end. He felt a severe pain in his heart, and the pain almost made him unable to straighten his back. His hands were shaking, his brain was dizzy, and his vision was a little blurred.

He said it, he really said it, how many times he wanted to rush out this sentence in his heart, but he held it back? He knew it was unfair, but he didn't dare to refute it, because if he said it, his relationship with Song Juhan would probably come to an end.

But he really said it, maybe he regretted it the moment he said it, but he had no way out.

Song Juhan narrowed his eyes: "What the hell did you say? Say it again?"

He Ge really didn't have the courage to say it again, so he could only purse his lips and wait for Song Juhan's sentence.

"I don't have the right to control you?" Song Juhan was like a ferocious beast that was in a hurry, he took two steps in the direction of He Ge, He Gu instinctively took two steps back, he stopped again, and turned around in the same place. Circle, and circle, as if the whole person was about to explode, his fists clenched, and finally, he picked up the chair and threw it towards the row of Bogu racks against the wall!

There was a loud bang, and the things above fell to the ground, and the scene suddenly became a mess.

"I don't have the right to control you?!" Song Juhan pointed at He Gu and roared, "Who the hell do you get sick? Do you know how many people Zhuang Jieyu has slept with? Why can't you be so lonely, is it me? Should be fucked every time - so you can't get out of bed!"

"Enough!" He Gu's eyes were red and his voice trembled, "Then how many people have you slept with?!"

"Am I the same as you! How many people have you met? Just hook up with you and you'll bite the hook immediately. You haven't even worn a fucking condom in your life."

"Song Juhan, don't go too far!"

"What if I'm too much? You're against the sky and dare to take care of me!" Song Juhan was really annoyed, and his anger was unforgivable.

"You can take care of me, but I can't take care of you!" He Gu snapped.

"Yes!" Song Juhan's extremely beautiful face was terrifyingly distorted at this time, "Yes, that's it, if you are not satisfied, just fuck me, I have been so nice to who? You fucking shame on your face! I won't get tired of seeing your face even if you laugh, and I'm tired of you after all these years, so get out of here!"

He Gu was trembling all over, his legs were so weak that he could hardly stand still, he barely held his last dignity, walked to the wall step by step, picked up the tattered mobile phone, and then walked to the door step by step. .

When passing by Song Juhan, Song Juhan suddenly had a fierce look in his eyes, grabbed him by the collar, pressed the man against the wall, and said in a cold voice, "Remember to tell your 'little monkey', he will not If there is any chance to play again, go back to your hometown and do whatever you want."

He Gu grabbed his hand and gritted his teeth, "Don't do this."

Zhuang Jieyu, a 19-year-old child, was alone in the huge capital. How hard and difficult it was. Needless to say, he knew that Song Juhan could block all his roads with just one sentence.

"Are you distressed?" Song Juhan was so angry that he wanted to eat He Ge, "I warned him and warned him not to touch you. If he dares to go against me, he should bear the consequences." .

He Gu clenched his fist, knowing that he was powerless, he couldn't even protect himself, he could only rush out the door before he shattered into pieces.

At the moment when the door was closed, He Gu heard the sound of demolishing the house coming from the house, irritable and full of hostility.

Why did he hold on to the wall to stand firmly.

finished?

finished?

Is it really over?

He kept asking himself in his heart, but a small voice was refuting it.

No, for more than six years, the relationship between two people has formed inertia, as if they should be like this, as if they will be like this forever... So, how can it end all of a sudden?

No way...

What if he went in now and apologized? What if he explained it clearly? if……

He Gu raised his hand and gave himself a slap in the face.

Let's go, why, get out of here and end this.

But his footsteps were difficult to move, as if walking out of here would kill him.

Song Juhan, he wants to leave Song Juhan, what he wants to leave is Song Juhan! The man who occupied the most weight of his life.

Can't touch it again from now on? Can't hug him, kiss him, stare at him again? Will there be no Song Juhan in my life again?

No... can he do it? Can he live without Song Juhan?

He Ge felt a severe pain in his heart and slowly slid down against the wall.

The sound in the room stopped, He Gu put his ear against the wall, as if he could hear Song Juhan's breathing and feel his presence.

Maybe this was the closest time he was to Song Juhan in his life, and he didn't have the courage to leave.

But he must leave.

He simply took a few big breaths with all his strength, and then barely propped up his body and moved away from Song Juhan step by step...

The steps are as difficult as every step he has taken over the past six years.

Why did he go home directly. He was in such a poor condition that he couldn't work. He put the card on his spare mobile phone. He called his boss to say that he was ill, and went to someone else temporarily.

Then he curled up in bed, replaying in his head what had happened this morning.

The more he thought about it, the more painful it became, the more he couldn't figure it out. He couldn't figure it out. He liked such a beautiful thing in a person, why can it bring so much despair to people at the same time.

Why can't love keep only the good part, instead of honey mixed with blood.

Maybe it's because his love doesn't deserve to be called love at all, he's just wishful thinking.

He fell asleep in a daze, why did he have a particularly murderous dream, in which he kept running away, he was more tired than waking up.

In a trance, he heard the sound of knocking on the door, he woke up from the dream, his brain hadn't reacted, his body had stumbled out of bed, and ran to open the door.

It was Zhuang Jieyu outside the door.

He Gu stared blankly at Zhuang Jieyu with red eyes, feeling numb in his heart.

Zhuang Jieyu's mouth was flat, his face full of grievances.

He Gu sighed, a little overwhelmed.

Zhuang Jieyu took his hand and put it on his head, He Gu understood it and touched it.

Zhuang Jieyu came up and hugged him, He Gu patted his back, and said softly, "Don't be fooled."

Zhuang Jieyu said bitterly, "You really don't understand the style."

Why let him in.

"I'm hungry." Zhuang Jieyu sat on the sofa and wailed twice, "I'm so miserable, I offended the big guys in the entertainment industry, I can't go on anymore, I'm going to die ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah- "

"Keep your voice down." He Gu rubbed his temples and had a headache.

"I'm hungry." Zhuang Jieyu made a bird-like sound.

He Gu really didn't have the strength to cook, so he boiled a pot of water and got him a bowl of instant noodles.

Zhuang Jieyu picked it with his chopsticks in disgust: "This one has a lot of calories." After speaking, he started to eat.

He Gu has recovered his calmness, or numbness. He looked at Zhuang Jieyu and said in a deep voice, "He warned you not to approach me, why are you approaching me?"

Zhuang Jieyu snorted: "I thought he wouldn't know, besides, I don't think it's a big deal, is he so stingy? I'm not bad, if I really put you to sleep, it's fine. I haven't slept yet!"

Why do you know that a child of this age does things without considering the consequences, and it is all based on a momentary brainstorm, and Zhuang Jieyu is right, what a big deal this is.

Zhuang Jieyu blew his nose and forced a mouthful of noodles, "I don't know what to do anymore, I'm so wronged." Zhuang Jieyu pitifully picked the chopsticks with his fingers, "I owe tens of thousands of dollars on my credit card. Woolen cloth……"

"What are you going to do?" He Gu said without emotion.

"I don't know..." Zhuang Jieyu scratched his hair, "Actually, my family is quite rich, but my dad typed me out because I was gay, so I just wanted to make a name for him and let him see it. I regret going..." Speaking of the sad place, Zhuang Jieyu began to flirt with him again, "I will never go home, even if I go to sell, I will not beg him."

He Gu sighed: "You might as well find a job in a down-to-earth way."

"What can I do, I'll be good-looking and can act." Zhuang Jieyu bit the noodles again, "Forget it, it's fine if you want to open it up, I'll go ask the boss sometime, Song Juhan doesn't cover the sky with one hand, either. I should be able to eat and eat. Hey? Why don't I just open a Taobao store, I can be a model myself, but where do I go to buy..."

He Gu looked at Zhuang Jieyu who didn't know how to worry, and felt envious in his heart. He was young enough not to be afraid of making mistakes.

Zhuang Jieyu wiped his mouth after eating and said that he was too tired to rest, why was he helpless, there was only one bedroom at home, he saw that Zhuang Jieyu was so pitiful, and he was embarrassed to drive him away.

Zhuang Jieyu took off his clothes and got into the quilt, revealing his long legs, and looked at He Gu pitifully: "Uncle, you have to be gentle with others."

Why turn around and leave.

"I - □□ is so shameless! Do you have any sympathy!" Zhuang Jieyu was so angry that he grabbed the pillow and threw it at He Ge, but he missed.

He Gu returned to the living room, sank his body into the sofa, looked ahead, his eyes were blank, and he had no strength at all.

Until now, he still couldn't believe that he and Song Juhan were over.

Song Juhan didn't say it was over...

Maybe, maybe there's a leeway?

He closed his eyes tightly and had a splitting headache.

He deliberately distanced himself from Song Juhan, just so that when he left one day, he would be free and less painful, but when that day really came, he just wanted to escape.

How can people be so contradictory and so cheap?

Song Juhan's eyes and every word he said stabbed at his heart like a knife, and he no longer knew what to do.

Zhuang Jieyu, who just slept through the night like this, still wanted to stay here for the night, saying that he was banned by Song Juhan once he didn't sleep. Sit real, was kicked away by He Gu.

He doesn't have the energy to deal with anyone or anything now, he feels like he's useless.

He passed like this for three days, and it was Komatsu's phone call that brought him back to reality.

When he saw the caller ID, his hands trembled, and the call was like a trial, and he would know what the outcome would be.

He mustered up all his courage, answered the phone, and said in a hoarse voice, "Hello?"

"Brother He Gu." Komatsu asked cautiously, "Are you okay?"

He never showed any cowardice in front of people, but said softly, "Not good."

"I knew... Hey, why did you mix with Zhuang Jieyu? He's heartless and can't be serious about you."

"I have nothing with him." He closed his eyes, he tried his best to isolate his senses, just to make his hearing more sensitive, he was afraid to miss every word Komatsu said, the tone of that word, and the possible meaning behind it.

"I believe in you, you and him, I really don't think we can make do with each other, but brother Han is so jealous, it's like eating gunpowder these days, even his own father dares to spray it, scaring people to death. ." Komatsu said with lingering fears.

He Gu said wearily: "What did he... say?"

"I didn't say anything, but about your business, as long as I ask, he will basically tell me. In fact, Brother Han didn't want to break up with you. Really, I know that Brother Han has a lot of feelings for you."

"Really?" He Gu didn't feel any ups and downs in his heart.

"Really, you two, you're grinding to death."

"Xiao Song, you have always comforted me and said as if he cared about me. In fact, all you see are appearances. Do you know how many years I have been with him? It's been almost seven years, and I may know him better than his parents. "

"Brother, sometimes if you think you know a person well, it's easier to fall into preconceived misunderstandings, and you can't see clearly."

"……yes."

"Hey, do you remember your birthday last time? We all forgot it at first. Later, after you called me, I suddenly remembered and told Brother Han that we had an important reality show that afternoon. 80,000, liquidated damages of 1 million, Brother Han is a very dedicated person, if he doesn't want to go, he won't go, he said that he promised to accompany you on your birthday first."

He Gu opened his eyes, and his heart finally had some ups and downs: "Really..."

"Really, Mr. Song is so angry about this, Brother Han won't let me tell you, and last time I went to Saipan, Brother Han forced me to call you, he always thinks of you Well. Actually, Brother Han... Although Brother Han is a bit romantic, he is definitely the best for you. Let me tell you the truth, don't scold me. Privately... we all think that you are the right man."

He Gu gave a wry smile and felt his face tighten: "Xiao Song, you are scolding me when you say this."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Brother He Gu, I really don't mean anything else. I just think that I know Brother Han quite well. He is usually mature in all kinds of things, but as long as he encounters something related to you, his IQ will plummet. You Believe me, Brother Han doesn't want to break up with you at all, he is just angry. Today is my birthday, if you give a face to play, Brother Han will come too. Let's explain the misunderstanding and it'll be fine, okay? "

Why was it silent. If he went, I am afraid he would bring shame on himself. If he does not go, I am afraid he will regret it for the rest of his life.

"Brother, come on, please, just give me face, and pity me for my hard work and hard work. It's not easy to please my wife. Really brother, as long as your relationship is harmonious, Brother Han will serve you well, and the work will be smooth, as long as you work together. It's awkward, brother Han is a walking powder keg, I know I'm a jerk, don't have the same knowledge as me, I beg you, please, please, come on, come on, come on."

He Gu took a deep breath: "Okay, I'll go."

Just give yourself the last chance, see Song Juhan for the last time, and put an end to her ten-year-futile secret love.

He knew that he and Song Juhan had gone too far, and it was impossible to go back. He didn't expect to be reconciled with Song Juhan at all. He just wanted to see Song Juhan, just to meet him. .

Why did he pack up and go out.

At the door of the hotel, he called Komatsu and asked which box he was in, and Komatsu said he came out to pick him up.

After a while, Komatsu ran out and grabbed He Gu's arm, as if looking at the savior, and almost burst into tears: "Brother, thank you for coming."

"It's nothing, don't thank me."

Afraid of his repentance, Xiaosong grabbed him and walked in: "Brother Han hasn't arrived yet, I have to greet others and ask my girlfriend to accompany you, she's so funny."

"Um."

The two walked in side by side, but they didn't want to meet unexpected people - Peng Fang and Yuan Yang.

"Hey, why is this with Xiaosong? I said the capital is small, you can run into acquaintances wherever you go." Peng Fang bumped YuanYang with his elbow, "Remember, we had a drink together last time."

Yuan Yang obviously didn't remember, so he nodded and smiled at He Gu, as a greeting, it seems that this young master is in a good mood today.

"Mr. Peng, it's a coincidence, come to eat." Xiao Song said and handed a cigarette, "So you and He Gu also know each other."

"No, my father is very well-connected."

"Mr. Peng, hello." He Gu shook hands with him.

"Why are you here today?"

"Komatsu's birthday."

"Yo, it's your kid's birthday." Peng Fang pinched Xiaosong's neck, "Happy birthday, next time you come to my winery, I'll give you a free order."

"Thank you, Mr. Peng." Xiaosong said with a smile, "Then you should talk first, I have to greet others, He Gu, Box 203."

"Okay, you go first."

After Xiaosong left, Peng Fang asked curiously, "How come you still know Song Juhan's assistant?"

"Oh, Song Juhan and I are alumni."

"No wonder, then, does Feng Zheng know that you know Song Juhan?"

"I know."

"Tsk tsk." Peng Fang showed a playful smile, he glanced at Yuan Yang, "It's interesting."

YuanYang rolled his eyes at him: "Just you gossip."

He Gu vaguely smelled something: "What's wrong? Is there any problem?"

Peng Fang blinked mysteriously: "Don't you know? Let me tell you a little gossip. Song Juhan and Feng Zheng were better before."

He Gu narrowed his eyes, a buzzing sound in his mind, and suddenly went blank.