After He Gu finished asking this sentence, he waited for four or five seconds of silence. Then, he heard Feng Zheng gasp, his voice choked: "What do you want me to say?"

Why was he worried for a while, and he was speechless for a while.

Yeah, how to say it.

"I knew what kind of person Song Juhan was back then. I didn't want you to get hurt, but you were so infatuated with him that I couldn't tell. I thought that even if I didn't say anything, you would be separated soon. Thinking of when I returned to China after more than six years, you were still together, and you still liked him so much, I regretted countless times that I should have told you back then..." Feng Zheng trembled, "Now I can't say it anymore. "

Why didn't know whether to blame Feng Zheng or not, what was the point of blaming him or not, he took a deep breath and said hoarsely, "I see."

"Why, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I don't regret it for a day. I should have told you back then that a single thought made you more miserable." Feng Zheng's voice was full of guilt and sadness.

"Don't apologize, you have no obligation to tell me."

"Why...you are separated now, right? You forget about Song Juhan, forget him, and start your life again."

He Gu stared blankly ahead and said mechanically, "I used to think that Song Juhan would not like anyone, so he didn't like me, and of course, now it seems that I was wrong from the beginning." He didn't even feel it. For Feng Zheng's jealousy, he knew that he made himself like this, and it was all his own fault.

"You're right, he doesn't like anyone, and he never likes me." Feng Zheng said solemnly, "We were very young back then, and we had a vague affection for each other. At that age, we were ashamed to express our interest in the opposite sex. On the contrary, I was curious about the same sex, so we got together with a playful attitude. But you know our two personalities. It's okay to be friends, and we can talk about feelings. In the end, resentment grew."

"I don't want to know about that."

"No, listen to me and finish. Since I've already said it, let me finish it once...and let you give up completely."

He Gu closed his eyes, clenched his fists, and acquiesced.

Feng Zheng breathed a sigh of relief: "Our two families are long-term friends. After we separated, we still met frequently. It was barely okay in face, but the mentality had changed. Whoever I approached, he would deliberately sabotage him. What does he have? I wanted to fight too. At that time, I was holding back a lot of energy and wanted to set the other side's limelight. Later, he went abroad. After returning to China, we have all grown up... I thought he had grown up, but when I When I saw the way he looked at you, I started to worry.

Why showed a wry smile.

"After I found out about you, I went to him and we had a fight." Feng Zheng gritted his teeth and said, "I asked him why he was such a jerk, and he said he just wanted to see, a person like me can see Who, he said you..." Feng Zheng was ruthless, "he said you were nothing more than that."

He didn't know how he could hold on to listening to this, probably because his hard work had been drained, and there was nothing left to lose.

Thinking about it from Song Juhan's point of view, he really "is just that".

His eyes were filled with admiration and longing at all times, because Song Juhan could blush with a smile and a word, and his heart would blush and his thoughts would go on and on, and he didn't even need to spend much effort, just hooking up a few times and getting started. Back then, he literally wrote on his face "" Please fuck me."

How Song Juhan looked at him with contempt and contempt, and how he mocked Feng Zheng's taste and prided himself on his own charm, as long as he thought about it, he felt chills all over his body.

He didn't take himself so seriously, how could Song Juhan take him seriously.

The whole thing was so disgusting that he even despised himself.

Ten years of secret love and six years of companionship have given such a person who teased and despised him. He's downright pathetic.

This one hit the ground running, really well played.

Feng Zheng persuaded sincerely: "Why, Song Juhan is not a thing, you are still young, it is also a good thing to see him clearly now, let's live your own life from now on."

He Gu made a "hmm" in a trance.

Feng Zheng hesitated and said, "Why, you... can you forgive me?"

He Gu was silent for a while, "You didn't do anything wrong, but I used to regard you as a friend, so I can't." He hung up the phone silently.

Should he know, he already knew that he was finally forced to peel off the embarrassing relationship between himself and Song Juhan, and let it dry in the sun, so that everyone could see his bloody heart. He could no longer find excuses, find steps for himself, cover up, whitewash, and find reasons to forgive himself for the six-year-old sin.

It's great, it's really great.

Maybe you have to put it to death before you can live again.

He Gu really went to the company the next day. When he entered the office, everyone looked at him in unison.

He Gu said plainly: "What's the matter, do I look ugly?"

The administrative elder sister was silent for a while: "It's ugly, Mr. He, the body is the capital of the revolution."

"Well, thanks, I'll pay attention."

"Hey, Mr. He." The administrative elder sister hesitated.

Chen Shan winked at her desperately, but she acted like she didn't see it, but she couldn't hold back her curiosity, "Mr. He, Song Juhan has been in the news recently because of a fight. Let's look at the photo, and there is a man with a profile that looks like you."

He Gu's face has no flaws at all: "Really, how similar."

The eldest sister quickly took out the newspaper, and He Gu glanced at it: "Well, it's a bit like."

A colleague breathed a sigh of relief: "Sister Chen, I said it couldn't be Mr. He. How could Mr. He know Song Juhan and Zhuang Jieyu?"

Chen Shan took a peek at He Gu, but others didn't know, but she had met Zhuang Jieyu at He Gu's house with her own eyes.

He Gu said with a blank face: "Go back to work quickly. Next time you chat during office hours, I will really punish you."

Everyone shrank back.

"Chen Shan, come in." He Gu walked into the office.

Chen Shan then followed in, closed the door, and said in a low voice, "Mr. He, are you alright?"

"It's much better." He Gu said while turning on the computer, rubbing his temples, "I'm not very good at using my brain recently. You can report to me the main points of the project and the progress of the past few days, and be more careful."

"No, Mr. He, I mean..." Chen Shan said cautiously, "Are you... all right?"

Mr. He paused and looked at Chen Shan: "Yes, it was me who fought with Song Juhan that day. Thank you for keeping the secret for me. You are a reliable colleague and friend."

Chen Shan nodded vigorously: "President He, don't worry, I will absolutely keep your secrets for you. Although I don't know how you met or what happened to the conflict, I believe that Mr. He's character must be Song Juhan's problem. It's not that I'm biased, people in the entertainment industry must have few good things, he has been rumored a lot, but fortunately your relationship with Zhuang Jieyu has not been affected."

He Gu didn't bother to explain: "Well, this incident has nothing to do with my work, so you can pretend it never happened in the future."

"Yes, definitely."

Chen Shan reported what happened in the past few days when he was away. Why did he remember while listening? For the first time, he knew that a bad mood would affect his IQ.

Chen Shan went out after reporting.

Suddenly, his cell phone rang, he picked it up and saw that it was GuQingPei.

He expected that GuQingPei must have read the news. Although the photo was blurry, people who knew him would be suspicious. Besides, GuQingPei knew about his relationship with Song Juhan, so he wanted to avoid it, but he finally answered the phone: "Hey, Mr. Gu."

"Why, are you alright?"

"I'm fine." In order to avoid unnecessary nonsense, He Gu said bluntly, "Song Juhan and I have separated."

GuQingPei sighed, "Is it because of Zhuang Jieyu?"

"……Um."

"Then what happened to Feng Zheng?"

He Gu was stunned: "How do you know Feng Zheng?"

"Yuan Yang told me."

"Yuan Yang?"

"Cough, he's my assistant and driver now."

"Oh." He Gu suddenly remembered that during the video with GuQingPei that day, wasn't that "driver" who suddenly broke in was YuanYang's voice, what happened to these two people? It seemed that day, but the relationship was incompatible, is it reconciled now?

GuQingPei didn't want to say anything when he saw why, and didn't ask any further, he just said, "Why, if you need someone to talk to, I'm always here."

"After a while, I'm thinking now... get the job done and take a long vacation."

"Okay, you do need a long vacation, if you need any help, just let me know." GuQingPei paused, "Why, I know you're uncomfortable, but you believe me, one day you will look back and find that this is A good thing, it's never too late to leave a wrong person and correct a wrong path."

He Gu sighed, "Thank you."

After hanging up the phone, He Gu waited for a long time before refocusing on his work. He needed work so that he would stop thinking about Song Juhan all the time.

When he got home in the evening, he found that Zhuang Jieyu and Xiaosong were both waiting at his door. The atmosphere between the two was not right, and there was some tension between them.

He Gu frowned: "What are you doing here?"

"Of course I'm here to take care of you." Zhuang Jieyu said of course.

Xiao Song said: "He Gu Ge, I'm here to see you, I'm afraid..."

"Xiao Song." He Gu interrupted him, "I know what you are here for, but I don't want to hear it, you go back."

"Brother, it's not..." Komatsu cried and grimaced.

"I really don't want to hear, whatever you want to say."

Zhuang Jieyu glared at him: "Did you hear it? He doesn't want to hear it. He is not in good health. Can you stop bothering him?"

Komatsu said angrily, "What are you involved in the matter between Brother He Gu and Brother Han?"

"Yo, then what are you mixing in?"

Xiaosong blushed with anger, and he said anxiously to He Gu: "Brother He Gu, you may not believe it, but I'm not here to persuade you to make up, I'm really worried about you, I want to see how you are... Brother Han The state has been very poor these few days. It was all my bad idea, and it made me feel very uncomfortable for you to meet that day..."

"It has nothing to do with you." He Gu opened the door without looking at him, "Go back." He was about to close the door.

Xiaosong shouted anxiously: "Brother He Gu! You believe what I said, Brother Han cares about you, Brother Han cares about you very much, but even if you don't get along with Brother Han, you are still my brother, so hurry up and get better yourself!"

He Gu's heart throbbed, he didn't speak, he just wanted to quickly isolate everything related to Song Juhan outside the door and out of sight.

"Hey, hey." Zhuang Jieyu pressed his foot against the door, he just got in, then gave Komatsu a demonstrative eye knife, and slammed the door in front of him.

He Gu put down his briefcase and glanced at Zhuang Jieyu: "Are you going to stay at my house all the time? Why don't you have anything else to do?"

"Isn't it okay, I'm so cute and humorous, it's great to make you happy." Zhuang Jieyu said with a smile, hoping to use his emotions to infect He Ge, He Ji's walking corpse-like appearance is really worrying.

"Didn't your agency embarrass you?" He Gu said while taking off his jacket.

Zhuang Jieyu was stunned, his eyes darkened, "What's wrong with love, I'm too lazy to care, anyway, because of this, I'm quite popular, if the Song family and their sons don't pursue it, the company will take the opportunity to support me, If we pursue it, we will hide it in the snow." He shrugged, "I also think about it, and I won't starve to death. Let's take a step by step."

"Well, you can learn more when you have time. You can't eat for the rest of your life by relying on your face."

"I hate learning, I have a bad mind, and my nutrition has a long face." Zhuang Jieyu pulled He's arm and shook, and said coquettishly: "Uncle He teach me to learn."

He's the way: "You go to college."

Zhuang Jieyu seemed to see the ghost: "I won't go."

"Then what can you do."

"I ... I still open a Taobao shop."

Why shook his head.

"I'll cook for you!" Zhuang Jieyu rolled up his sleeves, "You should go, let you see how wise me."

Why did you change his clothes and sit on the sofa and rest. In fact, your body is not tired, but his mind is stunned. There is no spirit.

He picked up the remote control, turned on the TV, and wanted to watch the news. didn't expect the TV to stay on the last entertainment channel. At one point, Song Juhan was suspected to be jealous because of the jealousy of the hotel. It seems that the matter has spread too quickly. Song He is also limited, and he cannot control it all.

He stared at Song Juhan on the TV for a long time, and then silently changed the current political platform.

It is almost impossible to erase the trace of the person from his life, because he is everywhere.

He could not remove his memory.