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    Why did you stay in the detention center for six days? He used to think that the New Year is not common in the New Year for ten years, but the New Year in the detention center is even more unique.

    Sun Qing came over to accompany him for a while, brought him some dishes, and promised that he would be able to release him soon.

    Why did you put a dumplings into your mouth and whispered, "Are you wrapped?"

    Sun Qing froze, his eyes turned red all of a sudden: "Do you remember."

    Why did he lowered his head and lowered his head, he didn't expect, he still remembered the taste.

    Sun Qing cried and said, "Mom is sorry for you, mother is sorry for you."

    Why is the organs wet, but he endured his tears: "Mom, let's have a good year."

    Sun Qing wiped out his tears, giving me the dishes, peeling shrimp skin, and doing what mother wanted to do.

    Why not comfort yourself, at least this year is not alone.

    On the second day of the New Year, he was released on bail, but he had to report to the police station every three and five to cooperate with the investigation.

    His top boss, the director of the real estate business told him through his mother, saying that Noshin had to suspend him temporarily, and further dealt with the judicial results.

    Why did you have expected this disposal? If it wasn't for his mother to move in advance, he should be fired directly. A large state -owned enterprise could not tolerate such a stain. The incident was pushed to the cusp of public opinion, and Cadre must make a statement.

    He has worked hard in this company for more than six years. Although he thought of resignation many times, he never thought he might be expelled.

    Worshiping Song Juhan was so unpredictable.

    His mother took him to the hotel. That home, no, Song Juhan's house could no longer go back. The fuck said that he would find someone to move his things out.

    It happened, he didn't want to go back to see a wolf borrowing there. Although the house left the most unbearable memories before he left, he once recorded that he and Song Juhan but the sweetness that he had before. He did not want to see it was dying. It looks like.

    When arrived at the hotel, why did take a shower and lay on the bed, prepare for psychological preparation, and turned on the phone.

    The countless unclear calls, newsletters, WeChat, □□ information explosions have played like the explosion, some care, some inquiries, and some questions.

    Among them, Feng Yan, Zhuang Jieyu, Gu Qingpei and Chen Shan were the most called.

    He gave Zhuang Jieyu, Gu Qingpei and Chen Shan, and said that he was released on bail, and he should be fine. Then he watched Feng Yan's newsletter hesitated for a long time, and he returned one out of politeness.

    Feng Yan's phone call came over first. Why did you press the call button? The voice was weak: "Hey."

    "Why, how are you now?!" Feng Yan's voice was full of anxiety. "I took my dad's lawyer two days ago, but I heard that your mother has found a lawyer."

    "Yes, the bail has been released. As long as you cooperate with the investigation, I have a lot of evidence and evidence to prove my innocence, it's okay." After experiencing such a chaos, why did you have no complaints about Feng Ye? For him, Feng Yan is now just a friend who cares about him.

    "That's good ..." Feng Yan gritted his teeth, "Song Juhan, the stupid-force, why take people to your house."

    "I don't know." He didn't understand why Song Juhan took a lot of people to his house, harming others and himself.

    "How about your company?"

    "Stop."

    "Why, come here here, I will double the treatment of you, don't say everything, we used to cooperate well at work, isn't it?"

    "Feng Yan, I am chaotic now, I can't think about these things." No matter what, he couldn't go to Feng Yan, he was no longer willing to face this person.

    "I wait for you, I have your position at any time here. Even if you don't want to come, what you want to do, I am willing to invest you, not only because you are you, but also because you are a reliable person."

    "……thanks."

    Feng Zheng paused, "Why, I don't know why, I can't let you go, don't ignore me, okay?"

    He Gu opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say. He just wanted to stay away from Feng Zheng, because Feng Zheng's existence would remind him over and over again how bad he was back then, and how sad and ridiculous these wasted six years were.

    Besides going to the police station, He Ge hadn't left the hotel for a few days. His mother was afraid that he would be bored and wanted to take him out for dinner, but he refused to go. Like everyone who has been law-abiding all his life, he is a little ashamed of being in detention, as if the whole world is watching him, even though Song Ha has done his best to block the news, not a single photo of him has leaked out.

    However, there are too many talented people on the Internet, and it has been revealed that he is one of the protagonists of the last Song Juhan fight in the hotel. In addition, this incident happened in his house, and the rumor that Song Juhan was gay, the name "He Ge" It has also become one of the hot spots of the event. He was afraid that when he stepped out of the hotel, someone would recognize him. Although he knew that this was just his own imagination, he still did not want to see anyone.

    On the third day he was released on bail, he saw the news that Song Juhan was also released on bail.

    The gate of the police station was quite lively that day.

    In order to avoid congestion, they deliberately asked Song Juhan to leave at 6:00 in the morning, but this was the case, and they surrounded hundreds of people, including the media, fans, and righteous people holding banners to protest Song Juhan's moral taint as a public figure. Almost out of control.

    Many people say that Song Ju's cold spell is not good, and they have tasted the disappointments, accusations, insults, and setbacks that they have not experienced in the past 26 years. On his Weibo alone, there are more than 100,000 comments, and more than half of them are scolding him.

    Many netizens don't believe Song Juhan's innocence in this incident. They prefer that Song He's energy has affected judicial justice. The whole incident is no longer just entertainment news, but has risen to a more bloody level.

    In the torrent of public opinion, a small voice began to appear, saying that Song Juhan was taking the blame for his colleagues, because the incident happened in the house of the person named "He Why", and it was accompanied by a detailed analysis, as if he Immersive.

    He Gu saw this statement and thought it was extremely ridiculous, but he couldn't laugh.

    On this day, he was sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking down at the endlessly flowing streets from the 30th floor, and suddenly realized that since he entered high school, he hadn't been so leisurely.

    After his father died and his mother left, his life focus was all on his studies, he went to college, and was occupied by all kinds of internships and social practices. After work, he was even more conscientious. He was used to being busy, even keen to be busy, After all, in this world, it seems that only work really needs him.

    But now the job doesn't need him anymore.

    No one is irreplaceable, people are like this, things are like that.

    The doorbell rang, He Gu guessed that GuQingPei and Zhuang Jieyu had arrived, got up and opened the door.

    "Suprise!" Zhuang Jieyu held two large plastic bags in his hands, and at first glance they were full of food, and excitedly raised them in front of He Gu's face.

    Zhuang Jieyu has recently become popular, and he also wears sunglasses when he goes out, but that bright smile can't be stopped by any disguise.

    GuQingPei stood aside with a smile: "We bought a lot of food, and we also brought cards."

    He Gu smiled lightly: "That's great, I'm just getting bored."

    "If you're bored, I'll take you out to play. Although I'm easy to be recognized on the street recently, it's okay to cover it up a bit."

    "I don't want to go out." He Gu took the bag.

    GuQingPei patted He Gu on the shoulder: "He Gu, don't think too much, go out boldly, no one knows you."

    He Gu smiled self-deprecatingly: "That's true."

    "Also, those who really know you know what kind of person you are, so you don't need to take it too seriously."

    "Thank you, Mr. Gu." He Gu said, "It's so fragrant."

    "Hurry up, let's eat, and play cards after dinner." Zhuang Jieyu rubbed his hands, "I haven't eaten meat well recently in order to lose weight, and I'm so greedy."

    They set up a table of miscellaneous food, Zhuang Jieyu also brought a portable bluetooth stereo, played music on his mobile phone, and the three chatted while eating, Zhuang Jieyu was very funny, GuQingPei was funny and funny He Gu smiled, he couldn't remember how long he hadn't laughed so happily.

    After dinner, they played cards for a while, Zhuang Jieyu kept laughing and acting like a spoiled brat, He Gu and GuQingPei both let him, and both envied his vitality, as if the sky was falling and it wasn't worth worrying about.

    In the evening, Zhuang Jieyu had something to do, so he left first.

    GuQingPei told the guest room to pack up, then made two cups of tea himself, sat on the sofa by the floor-to-ceiling window, and said with a smile, "Sit down, let's have an adult conversation."

    He Gu smiled: "How can the little monkey really shout?"

    "Children, I don't know if I'm tired." GuQingPei pushed a cup of tea in front of He Gu, "I was quite worried before I came here, but seeing that you are able to self-regulate, you can feel more at ease."

    "Hey, it means losing my job. I've already thought about it in the past few days." He Gu has a lot of time to think about his future these days. He sorted out his property and counted the house and hands left by his parents. With 700,000 to 800,000 in savings, even if he can't find a job for the time being, it doesn't matter, not to mention that his mother has left him a very wide road, although that road is probably not easy to walk, he is still hesitating whether to go.

    In fact, what made him sad was not the loss of the job itself, but the fact that the hard work and energy he had put into this job were all in vain. He can't say that he likes this job very much, and even feels very tired and unfair from time to time, but after so many years, bit by bit, he has achieved today's slight achievements and status, but because of other people's mistakes, it was almost destroyed. He couldn't help being sad.

    "You can think so, and even if you lose your job, you don't have to feel a pity at all." GuQingPei said confidently, "The most you lose is a copper bowl of rice, come to me, I'll give you gold. We are a private company, we don’t pay much attention to it, the only thing we pay attention to is strength.”

    He Gu nodded: "I have really thought about it these days, but now I'm not in a good state and I'm in a lot of confusion. Please give me more time, Mr. Gu."

    Right now, if Nan Chuang couldn't stay any longer, Gu Qing Pei would be the best choice. Although his social skills have improved a lot over the years, he still feels repulsive from unfamiliar environments and people. He hesitated for so long before resigning. Adapting to an environment and what a colleague will be like, so having acquaintances will make it easier for him to fit in.

    "No problem, I already promised to answer me after the year, I'm not in a hurry."

    He Gu took a sip of tea, and suddenly felt a little panic in his heart, and a sentence came out without thinking: "President Gu, have you ever liked anyone?"

    GuQingPei was stunned for a while, obviously he didn't expect why the always cautious and reserved He would ask such an emotional question, he was a little stunned, as if he had thought of something, but he quickly came back to his senses, "No, I'm 20 years old. In those ten years, I devoted all my energy to my work and missed a few good people. Now I have too many worries and too few impulses, and I can't understand what pure love feels like."

    He Gu looked out the window and said plainly: "It's good, I think people can insist on understanding one thing in their entire life, even if I succeed, but I have been confused for so many years, and I don't understand anything." He suddenly lost his two major focuses for the past six years, thinking about how impermanent life is, it's actually a little... interesting.

    "Why, the so-called self-success has a different standard in everyone's heart. I pursue success and fame, so I gave up feelings and many hobbies, but some people pursue emotional satisfaction or spiritual freedom, and material and fame are for them. It's not so important. Why, you are the latter, although no one may believe it by looking at the appearance, but I know you are the latter, and you must know it yourself. You pursue what you want, and I pursue what I want Is there any essential difference between things? As for whether you want something or not, there are many objective factors that affect it, and you can’t disprove that pursuit is wrong or incorrect because of the difference in results, do you think it is?”

    He Gu pondered for a long time, and his voice trembled slightly: "Then if you find that the pursuit is not worth it in the end."

    Before he knew about the past of Song Juhan and Feng Zheng, he never felt any regret. He even felt that if he looked out of the emotional pattern, pain was just a kind of emotion. Since people can be happy, angry, and helpless, why can't they suffer.

    In order to justify his stupidity, he even radiated such idealistic thinking, but nothing could be changed. In the end, he could only comfort himself and realize the benefits of "liking" itself, such as occasional joy, occasional satisfaction, occasional sweetness, he gave himself countless steps, but in the end he was loved by the people he liked. His best friend closed and slapped hard.

    At that moment, all the steps disappeared, and he fell off the high platform of self-sacrifice he had built up. The fall was bruised, painful and embarrassing. He thought that as long as he insisted on not regretting, he would be able to live up to himself and forgive himself. In fact, he still regretted it in the end.

    There is no more desperate realization than this.

    GuQingPei looked at the pain in He Gu's eyes, he couldn't bear it, he said very seriously, "Then I congratulate you, you are only 28 years old, it's not too late to find out." GuQingPei raised his teacup.

    He Gu gave a wry smile, raised the teacup, and touched him lightly.

    "Just pretend you're drunk and let this cup of tea dissolve."

    Just be drunk and wake up.

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