He Ge felt that where Song Juhan was there, the air began to thin, making it difficult to breathe. He forced himself to calm down and said solemnly, "How did you come in?"

"It's like being a thief who got someone to bring it in." Song Juhan's tone was not very good, and his whole person was a little gloomy, as if there was something hidden in his body, and he was eager to explode.

Why is it understandable that a person like Song Juhan, who wants to have everything from the moment of his birth and is loved by thousands of people, must have never experienced such a setback, so he is particularly angry.

But in the whole thing, isn't the person who has the most reason to be angry? On the contrary, facing Song Juhan, he couldn't get angry, he only felt helpless, deeply helpless, because even if he was angry, Song Juhan would never admit his mistake, anger is meaningless.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Song Juhan walked over and stretched out his hand naturally.

Why did you look away: "What are you doing here?"

Song Juhan looked at his hands that were frozen in midair, and his expression flashed a hint of displeasure: "What are you doing here? Of course, I'm here to see you! I came out of the detention center and went to another prison—prison, and my dad locked me up. I got up. To see you today, I exchanged it for the apology conference."

He Gu looked at him: "You see it now, go back."

"He, so. Song Juhan gritted his teeth, "I have never seen a person with a temper more difficult than yours in my life. "

Why are you silent.

Song Juhan stared at He Gu's eyes: "Why did you agree to take the blame for me? Are you stupid? Do you want to go to prison?"

He Gu's lips trembled and his fists clenched secretly behind his back. He wanted to give a reason that didn't sound very humble, but he couldn't think of it for a while.

Why? Why are you ready to sacrifice everything you have to agree to such a request, even at the risk of committing a crime? How should he answer this? In the end, he had to say, "No why."

That's right, not why, because even if he was given thousands of chances, his choice would be the same.

Because it is Song Juhan, so no reason.

"Fuck you 'no why'!" Song Juhan grabbed He Gu's arm with all his strength, his deep eyes seemed to contain the energy of the entire starry sky, capable of penetrating people from inside to place, "He Gu, tell the truth, why."

He Ge struggled twice, but couldn't get rid of Song Juhan's restraint. He pushed Song Juhan hard, and shouted in anger, "Let go!"

Song Juhan pinched his shoulders, pushed him against the wall, and said each word clearly, "Tell me, why, what, what!"

"Why?" He Gu's eyes were bloodshot, he clenched his back molars, and looked at Song Juhan without flinching.

The two stared at each other tensely for a few seconds, then He Gu suddenly laughed, and the laughter was also mixed with sad choking.

Song Juhan looked at him without saying a word.

"Why? Hahahaha, why?" He Gu's eyes were blurred, "My name is 'Why', it seems that I am destined to have a lot of unsolvable problems in my life, such as, why should I meet you, why should I sleep with you After six years, why should I involve myself in your bad things? Song Juhan, I also want to ask you these three words, why do you say? Don't you really know?!"

Song Juhan's breathing was a little short, and his eyes were bright and burning: "You like me, don't you? You haven't answered me that day's question. Do you like me?"

Why did he bite his lip hard, trying to numb himself with pain to prevent himself from shedding tears again, that's too embarrassing.

He thought that as long as he didn't say it and Song Juhan didn't say it, he could take this secret to the grave after saying goodbye to Song Juhan, but in fact he always doubted in his heart, doesn't Song Juhan really know?

Song Juhan knocked his teeth apart with his thumb, stroked his soft lips, and then couldn't help kissing him, and said softly, "Why didn't you say it? It's been so many years, why didn't you say it?"

He Gu only felt that every word Song Juhan said stabbed into his heart like a sharp knife, he trembled: "Say? Do you remember, when I questioned you six years ago, you laughed and said I was not playing. rise."

Song Juhan frowned: "I was... I was young at the time, and I didn't expect you to be real..."

"You didn't expect that the person who can hook up with you by singing a song after meeting two or three times will really like you, right?" He Gu realized that in this world, no one can reveal his own scars better than him, He remembered every word and detail of that year clearly. He understood his own insecurities and Song Juhan's scorn. He understood everything, but he couldn't get out.

That's right, Song Juhan was only 19 years old at that time, an age when even cruelty could not be tactfully concealed.

Song Juhan was silent for a while: "In the beginning, my purpose of approaching you was indeed impure, but over the years, you have become more and more important to me, and I am really not used to it without you."

This is the first time Song Juhan has spoken softly, but why can't he feel the slightest joy, only his cheeks seem to be swollen from being beaten. After so many years of company, it finally played a role, that is habit. Yes, Song Juhan was used to him being on call, obedient and patientfuck, and he was so used to this kind of life that he couldn't even tell the difference. When he left Song Juhan, the most painful thing was losing his love or breaking up Habit.

He Gu said hoarsely, "You'll get used to it sooner or later, let me go now."

"Aren't we as bad as before? Am I being bad to you?" Song Juhan was a little anxious, and was rejected by He Ge over and over again. He had turned from anger to panic, and he never thought about why He would really want to leave him.

There is no more reason around? How does that work? ! He couldn't imagine.

He Gu's heart ached and tremblingly said, "Song Juhan, do you know what you like?"

Song Juhan was stunned and said nothing.

"Like is... I don't know what liking is, but it's definitely not that I can watch you sleep with others and still be unresponsive. You let us be the same as before?" Knowing me... I like you, and let me watch you hug and hug you like before?" He might have been able to do it before, but now he can't, since he knew that Song Juhan was playing with him for Feng Zheng's sake, he Not really anymore.

He thought that he thought that Song Juhan would be somewhat touched by knowing his "like", but as expected, his "like" was worthless to Song Juhan, and could not even stir up a few waves, and disappeared in the vast in the water.

"You want me to stop sleeping with other people?" Song Juhan looked at He Gu steadily, "This is love?"

He Gu only felt that the blood was surging in his chest, and he could hardly breathe. He finally choked out uncontrollably and said, "Song Juhan, do you have any heart at all?"

Song Juhan looked at He Gu's sadness and grievance to the extreme, and his heart was slightly blocked.

He was really moved when he heard why He was willing to risk jail time for him to take such a scapegoat. There are too many people coming and going around him, but no one has ever treated him like this, saying nothing but willing to do everything for him, and no one like He Ge, just watching, hugging Or even just beside him, can give him peace of mind.

Why is it a place where he can go back when he is tired and tired, and even his family can't give him such a sense of belonging. He couldn't let any reason leave him, even if he just imagined, why would he be close to other people, and put the good for him on others, he wanted to kill.

When he first met, he really didn't take this person to heart, but he didn't know when it started, he felt that this person was born to him and only belonged to him. He paused and said clearly: "I promise you, why, I promise you will never touch anyone else. Stay with me, this time it's real, not for fun."

He Ge looked at Song Juhan in disbelief.

Song Juhan hugged his waist tightly, pressed his forehead against his forehead, and said softly, "I promise you, I promise you, so don't make trouble with me, I really miss you."

He Ge's body was as stiff as iron, and his brain was too slow to think.

What did Song Juhan promise him?

Song Juhan lightly kissed his lips: "Don't you like me? Keep liking me, I will be nice to you, I won't find anyone else, let's be together."

He Gu came back to his senses, stared straight at him, and pushed Song Juhan away.

Song Juhan was still warm one second ago, he took several steps back unprepared, and almost sat on the ground. He was annoyed, feeling that his enthusiasm was being poured into cold water, plus the countless abuses and sarcasm he had suffered during this period of time. , just adding fuel to the fire, he clenched his fists and stared at He Ge angrily.

Why did he stand against the wall, the only way to keep his legs from getting weak, he stared at Song Juhan for a long time before he said tremblingly, "Song Juhan, do you know what you are talking about."

Song Juhan said angrily, "Of course I know. Don't you like me? Don't you want to be with me?"

There is not a day when don't want to.

In the past more than 2,000 days and nights, He Gu had imagined countless times that Song Juhan would fall in love with him for a long time, and it would be him. To what he once wanted to hear most, in this day, he was too tired to go on.

He thought he would be ecstatic, he thought he would cry bitterly, but there was nothing, he just felt dazed. He looked at Song Juhan, feeling both familiar and unfamiliar.

Song Juhan took a deep breath and said patiently, "Why, I know you are good to me. I once said that as long as you open your mouth, I will give it to you. You hope I don't find anyone else, I promise you, so you Stop making trouble, okay?"

He Gu showed a wry smile: "Do you think I'm arguing with you? I look hypocritical?"

"Then what are you trying to do?" Song Juhan's breath was unsteady. "You said you wanted to separate from me, and then you promised to take the blame for me. If I didn't agree with my dad, you might have gone in!"

"Then do I have to thank you?" He Gu said softly, "You brought people to my house, ruined my reputation, got stripped and thrown on the Internet, and then I should thank you for not agreeing to let me take the blame for you, right? ?"

Song Juhan's expression changed: "I didn't ask you to thank me." He paused, "Everyone approaching me has a purpose, only you are so good to me, why, I really care about you, let's start over. , I'm serious this time."

Why's brain can't think anymore.

Song Juhan's proposal was very tempting, but he felt no joy. What he had been pursuing for so many years, when he no longer thought about it, suddenly landed in front of him, so perfunctory, so contemptuous.

He had been stabbed with blood all over his body, and he didn't dare to reach out, but he felt that he would not be willing to take him. He has been asking for something for almost seven years, and he can get it right in front of his eyes. If he doesn't take it, will he be worthy of the time he mispaid?

"Care about you", "start over", "seriously", these words that he thought about for almost a century, really came out of Song Juhan's mouth, he didn't know what to do.

Why should he throw out the fruit with a fatal temptation temptation when he has already decided to give up?

Song Juhan took He Gu into his arms while he was stunned, buried his cheeks in his warm neck, and muttered, "I really miss you, only you."

He Ge felt Song Juhan's fragility and sadness at that moment. Everything he experienced during this period must have been a heavy blow to Song Juhan, but he was very proud of himself and would not easily reveal the slightest in front of others.

Therefore, Song Juhan needs him now. And only if you need him, will you want to reconcile with him in such a condescending manner.

After thinking about this, all Song Juhan's anomalies were explained, and He Gu suddenly felt relieved. Originally, it was impossible for Song Juhan to suddenly fall in love with him, but he was moved by the sacrifices he wanted to make and remembered for his various sacrifices. At this rare low point in Song Juhan's life, his value of existence was highlighted.

Nothing more than that.

"I will compensate you." Song Juhan continued, "I will compensate you for what you lost. You don't have a lot of money for your work, so you don't have to do it. The news is over, and soon no one will remember you. You don't need to. Scared. I'll be nice to you, I'll let you have whatever you want."

He Gu's gaze went over Song Juhan's shoulder, staring blankly at the wall, unable to tell what he was feeling. He was silent for a moment, then slowly pushed Song Juhan away: "...Let me think about it, you'd better go back." He was almost unable to think.

Song Juhan frowned: "I finally came out, so you're going to drive me back?"

"My mother will come when it's dawn."

"So what if you come, can't your mother guess what happened to us?" Song Juhan kissed He Gu's hair, "He Gu, I really miss you, I want to listen to you, listen to you comfort me, think..."

He Ge turned his head and said solemnly: "My mother can guess, but she doesn't like you, so you should go."

Song Juhan was a little dissatisfied: "I'm not leaving."

He Gu fixedly looked at Song Juhan, and after a while, he said blankly, "Do you want to do-love?"

Song Juhan didn't speak, but his eyes were already ripping off He Gu's clothes.

He Gu couldn't help laughing: "Have you been suffocated during this period of time? You have been in the detention center for more than a week, and you have been locked at home for more than a week. It is not safe to see anyone, and it is inconvenient to see anyone. It's the most convenient for me, isn't it?" He forgot that Song Juhan really "needs" him. It's also hard for a big star who has stunning beauties all day long to fall into his arms, but now he has to secretly find someone who has been tired and crooked for a long time.

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Song Juhan's desire was instantly beaten, and he said sharply, "I didn't come to you to fuck you, I was really worried about you!"

"Really, I'm fine, you can go back with confidence."

"I won't leave!" Song Juhan said angrily, "I lost such a big person just to see you, and you still chase me?!"

He Gu said indifferently: "Is it my fault that you lost such a big person, then I lost such a big person, who should I rely on?"

"You..." Song Juhan was at a loss for words, he gritted his teeth and said, "How on earth are you willing to reconcile with me? Don't you like me? You fucking like it!"

Listening to Song Juhan's secrets that he had hidden for six years and so easily put on his lips, why did he have the illusion of being slapped in public, as if he had shaken off some of the most shameful secrets, and the other party was still joking nonchalantly.

He was full of powerlessness and sat down on the sofa: "I'm in a mess now, I beg you to go."

"I won't leave unless you promise me." Song Juhan came over and squatted in front of him, looking at him with dark eyes without blinking, showing a bit of innocence, "Why, I seem to like it too. You, let's start over, okay?"

Why look at him deeply, and the heart is stinging in the heart. He couldn't describe his mood now, as if he was going to cherish and pursue what he was in treasure, and was given to him by Song Juhan casually, just like sending him a car, a house so casually, so didn't care about it, so didn't care about it. And if he does not accept it, wouldn't it be affectionate, after all, it was what he wanted.

However, he originally thought that "like" is equally precious for Song Juhan. He must keep it for better people, so he can't give him. As a result, "Like" is just the same ordinary mood. It is neither rare nor grand. For the first time, he knew that not everyone attached importance to pure "like". It turned out that he had paid youthful and painful feelings for many years, which was cheap for Song Juhan.

How did he tell Song Juhan, what he was hurting, what he was hating, and what he was refusing.

Song Juhan will never understand. Even if he has turned everything he said in his life, he has turned into countless sentences "like" and "love".

It turns out that the most far away between them is not the external things, abilities, and status, but the heart.

Why do you realize the desperate power.

Why did he see "like" so heavy? Why did he ask others like others? Just like someone loves money, he doesn't look down on, why can't anyone care about the ridiculous "like" at all?

Song Juhan was not wrong. He just gained too much "like" in his life, so he never felt precious.

In this case, what else is he tangled? He wanted to monopolize Song Juhan, and Song Juhan sent it to his mouth. Why did he push out? Why should he be arrogant?

He dug the empty thought "like", and do you want to be? How is the result? Song Juhan gave him easily.

The same goes.

It was just a big joke that he was going all the way, and he did not give up to ask for a "like" that Song Juhan didn't care at all.