He Gu looked at Song Juhan's domineering look of "if you don't promise, it's not over today", a burst of tiredness hit his heart.

Suddenly he figured it out.

He had what he had always wanted at his fingertips, so why reject it? Why not try it, see if it is as good as imagined, see how Song Juhan can pretend for a few months, and how long he can endure him.

He guessed no more than three months.

Song Juhan was born without the concept of single-mindedness. His background and family did not teach him this. After he grew up, he faced so many temptations. Anyone who talked about "single-mindedness" with him would definitely scoff at him. The promise of "not with other people" is just to temporarily meet their own conditions.

As for what Song Juhan said about "being together seriously", it was very pleasant, but he couldn't take it to heart. Because once he really believes in his heart that they are together, his possessiveness will completely devour both of them, dragging himself into doom.

He Gu stretched out his finger, rubbed Song Juhan's chin lightly, and said lightly, "Okay."

Song Juhan suddenly smiled. He knew, he knew why he couldn't bear him, why he had always been too calm and steady, and occasionally making troubles like this, it could be considered unkindinteresting. He likes to see a different side of He Gu, so he likes to bully He Gu in bed, just to make this man show an expression that others can't see.

"But... since you promised me, you have to keep your promise." He Gu's dark pupils are like a bottomless lake, "If you sleep with someone else, we will be over."

Song Juhan said arrogantly, "I promised you, and I will do it naturally." He pressed He Gu's dipper on the back of his head, pressed his head down, and gently covered the lips.

He Gu blinked, feeling that the kiss was a bit bitter.

This scene seems to be similar, yes, it wasn't like that six years ago.

It's just that at that time, he pretended to be "playing" in order to stay by Song Juhan's side. This time, he was serious... seriously planning to "play".

Because Song Juhan must be the one who broke the agreement first. As long as he accompanies him to finish the last ride, Song Juhan will have no reason to force him to keep him. It is counted at the last moment, but his wish for many years has been fulfilled.

In the end, Song Juhan didn't go back, and forced him to sleep until dawn, before sneaking away. Fortunately, Sun Qing returned to Shencheng to deal with official business that day, otherwise, he would definitely collide.

With the end of spring break, the heat of the news finally began to dissipate, and the fans and reporters surrounding the hotel door disappeared.

Why did he stay at home for almost three weeks, and one day he finally gathered up the courage and decided to go out for a walk.

He put on his coat and sunglasses, and when he went downstairs, he encountered a guest who was taking the elevator with him, and he felt an unstoppable guilty conscience.

Walking slowly along the street, he found that no one paid special attention to him, and he tried to take off his sunglasses to see the scenery of early spring more clearly. This is the most beautiful time of the year in Beijing. The chill has not yet subsided and the vitality is emerging. It would be a pity not to see it.

There are many people passing by, but there is absolutely no picture of being pointed at by people for any reason. turn off the computer and TV, as if the whole world is clean, no one knows him, no one pays attention to him, no one will take too much. put his mind on an outdated topic.

Why couldn't help laughing at himself, he was really mediocre.

He went to dinner, watched a movie, and then went to a cafe to read a book. At the same time, he called his immediate boss and wanted to talk to him about his resignation alone.

That afternoon, he had a meal with his boss. He was open-minded and calm, and ended his nearly seven-year career in Nanchuang without a few words.

Even though he was mentally prepared, he still felt sad. The youth and sweat he swayed in Nanchuang reluctantly ended at this moment, how could he not be sad.

The boss said that the company would give him double the year-end bonus, plus three more months of salary, whether it was because of his goddamn face, or because of his recognition of his hard work over the years, or because he walked so neatly, In short, the company did not treat him badly.

Why did he ask Chen Shan to help him clean up the office, go through the resignation procedures, and hand over the work to the person who succeeded him alone. It is impossible for him to go back.

He suddenly remembered GuQingPei, when GuQingPei left, he had eaten countless meals, so high-spirited and so promising. And he couldn't even say goodbye to his former colleagues, and he didn't even have the guts to go back to the company to take a look, so he left in a dreadful manner.

This is all thanks to Song Juhan.

After finishing the resignation, He Gu called GuQingPei and wanted to make an appointment to talk.

GuQingPei, who had been actively trying to dig him, was in a bad state at this time, saying that something had happened in the company, and apologized to him one after another. Obviously, everything is now unknown.

He Gu was a little worried and asked Gu Qing Pei what was wrong, but Gu Qing Pei refused to say anything.

With GuQingPei's character, it must be no small matter to be able to make things like this, and he couldn't hide it, so why didn't ask any more questions, but comforted him a bit. Although he planned to go to GuQingPei's place, he didn't want to join the job right away, so he could take a break for a while and then wait and see.

He Gu contacted the decoration company and officially began to decorate his old house. The house was small, and the construction period was expected to be no more than two months. He was very relieved to the foreman who had worked with him many times. He handed over the house to him, bought a plane ticket and went to Shencheng.

He got off the plane, and just turned on his phone, he jumped out a row of missed calls, all of which were from Song Juhan, and he replied with a text message: What's the matter?

Song Juhan's phone quickly chased after him: "Where have you been? Why are you turning off the phone?"

"By plane, I'll come to Shencheng to see my mother."

Song Juhan seemed relieved: "When are you coming back?"

"Not sure, in two days."

"My dad finally stopped looking for someone to watch me. Come back with me early."

"it is good."

"When is 'ok' back?"

"I'm not so sure."

"Two days."

He Gu said: "I'm really not sure."

Song Juhan snorted on the phone, "Forget it." After that, he hung up the phone.

He Ge didn't care, it would be scary if Song Juhan would suddenly change his sex.

He Gu got into the car, went to the hotel where he stayed last time, and had dinner with his mother and Susu in the evening.

Although Susu is usually naughty and speaks carelessly, but this time, she is unexpectedly sensible. She doesn't mention the news that made a lot of noise some time ago, as if nothing happened, she sits in He Gu's arms and gives him Watch videos of yourself singing and dancing, photos of skiing in Switzerland.

It wasn't until Sun Qing went out to answer the phone that Susu whispered, "Brother, is Song Juhan really your boyfriend?"

He Gu touched her head: "No."

Susu looked at him with bright eyes, obviously not believing it. After all, he had lied about Song Juhan's affairs. In this matter, he probably had no credibility.

He Gu said helplessly: "It's not really." The word boyfriend, when placed between them, always seemed funny.

"Then do you like him?" Susu said yearningly, "I like him too, he is so handsome and handsome."

"Well." He Gu smiled, "but he doesn't like me."

Susu was startled, then frowned, and said angrily, "He must have a bad eye."

Why was she amused.

"Brother, will you come to Shencheng after you resign?"

"I still do not know."

"You come."

Why did he think of GuQingPei, he hesitated at this moment, if GuQingPei really can't go there, does he really want to come here? At least there are relatives here...

He Gu shook his head: "I want to rest for a while and then make plans."

Back at the hotel in the evening, He Gu took a shower and was about to go to bed when the doorbell rang.

He cried, "Who is it?"

"Room."

He Gu was stunned for a while, this sound, it couldn't be... He jumped out of bed and opened the door.

Song Juhan had a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, so he looked at him calmly.

"You, how are you..."

"It's not easy to check the hotel you're staying in." Song Juhan hugged him, "Who told you to run so far, I have to come to you."

Why was he afraid of being seen, so he hurriedly returned to the room and closed the door: "Why do you dare to take a plane now, and you haven't been recognized?"

"That's why I didn't take the plane. I took the high-speed train. My back hurt to death." Song Juhan stretched his slender torso. "I covered my face. If I could recognize it, it would definitely open my eyes."

He Gu looked at Song Ju's cold and dusty appearance, and couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. The moment he saw Song Juhan, he did feel a little surprised.

"I'm going to take a shower." Song Juhan bowed his head and kissed him, and said vaguely, "Wait for me."

He Gumu didn't react at all, until Song Juhan entered the bathroom, he let out a sigh of relief. He originally planned to live in Shencheng for ten days and a half months to see if he could adapt to the climate and environment here, but now it seems that he will not be able to live for a few days.

Song Juhan took a quick shower, then threw himself on the bed, pressed He Gu under him, and kissed affectionately: "Did you just finish taking a shower, it smells so good."

"Um."

"It was prepared for me." Song Juhan chuckled twice, teasing He Ge.

He Ge hadn't done it for a long time, and his body suddenly became a little restlessmoving, and now he really wanted to enjoy sex to the fullest.

Song Juhan very patiently mobilized He Ge's desires and desires today. No one knows He Ge's body better than him, and can control this person's ups and downs better.

The two did it all night, and it was like the flames that had been extinguished were rekindled again, with a menacing and a prairie fire. Why is it in desire - sinking into the sea infinitely, and finally almost lost myself...

When he woke up the next day, he was so tired that he could barely move his body. He hadn't indulged in this way for a long time—after a long time, the sequelae were quite obvious.

Song Juhan also woke up, hugged him and kissed: "Are you hungry?"

He Gu's eyes were too swollen to open, and he nodded slowly.

Song Juhan picked up the microphone on the bedside and asked the hotel to deliver two breakfasts.

He Gu struggled to remember, but as soon as he moved, he gasped in pain.

Song Juhan chuckled twice: "I'm tired of you... Have you neglected to exercise? The physical strength was better than this before."

Why didn't want to answer, he wanted to take a bath.

"Okay, I wiped it for you yesterday, lie down." Song Juhan pulled him back into his arms and stroked his smooth back, "We won't be going out today."

"No." He Gu opened his mouth and his throat was hoarse. He remembered everything last night, and his ears suddenly turned red, "My mother..."

"Aren't you going to stay for a few days, just say you went to see your friends today, how can you see your mother like this?"

He Ge bumped his swollen head against the pillow, indeed, how could he meet people like this, I'm afraid he won't be able to walk easily.

Song Juhan rubbed his temples: "Is it uncomfortable? I'll give you a massage."

Why is the body stiff.

Why had Song Juhan ever been so tender to him? This is simply embarrassing.

"I often think about..." Song Juhan said while rubbing, "What were you thinking during the few days in the detention center, and what were you thinking when you promised to take the blame for me."

Why are you silent.

"Why, do you think I'm nice to you?"

He Gu said numbly: "Okay."

"Stop pretending, I know you have resentment in your heart. That's how you are. What you think, you'd rather vomit blood than say it. If you don't say it, how will I know you're sad and what you want."

He Gu lightly bit his trembling lips.

Song Juhan buried his face in his neck, his voice was lazy and soft, almost acting like a spoiled child, "I have met so many people over the years, but you are the only one who is sincere to me, and you are the only one who doesn't want me. This time Let's be together well. I didn't give you anything before, but now I'll make it up to you. So your heart and your eyes can only be placed on me."

Why did he want to defend himself, but he didn't know what to say. After realizing many times that he and Song Juhan had huge differences in personality and three views, and Song Juhan was only interested in having sex with him, He gave up communication.

Now even if want to communicate, don't know where to start.

Communication is not a one-time thing, just like a congested pipeline, it is impossible to unblock it all at once. He talks too little and thinks too much. It is not just a matter of personality, but even if he said it in the past, Song Juhan didn't bother to listen.

Now... Song Juhan says what he says, right or wrong, doesn't matter at all.

The hotel waiter brought two breakfasts, Song Juhan dragged He Gu up and pinched his nose with a smile, "Baby, do you want me to feed you?"

"No." He Gu's cheeks were a little hot, and when Song Juhan wanted to be nice to people, he was so brilliant that he couldn't ignore it at all.

Song Juhan put breakfast on the table and walked to the bed to hug He Gu, but He Gu quickly stood up, but his legs became weak and his body slid down abruptly.

Song Juhan wrapped his arms around his waist and smiled ambiguously: "It's not my fault." He leaned close to He Gu's ear and whispered, "It's your fault that you kept biting me."

He Gu let out a light cough, barely stood still, pushed Song Juhan away, and walked to the table step by step.

That pain and soreness was embarrassing.

Song Juhan was in a very good mood, and even served He Gu some food. He Gu was really hungry, so he buried his head to eat.

Halfway through eating, Song Juhan's cell phone rang. He looked at the screen, frowned, and reluctantly answered the phone: "Hello?"

He Ge couldn't hear what was being said on the phone, but he could hear Song He's voice.

"Are you going to keep me chained at home? What's wrong with me coming out to relax?" Song Juhan said very aggressively.

"What are you doing at home? There is no announcement. I am more free than a dog now."

"How can you recognize me, can you eat me!" Song Juhan hung up the phone, turned off the phone, and threw it aside.

Why look at him.

Song Juhan took a deep breath: "Eat."

He Gu thought about it and asked, "How is it over there?"

"What can I do, all work has been stopped and a lot of money has been lost."

Song Juhan didn't care about it, but the kind of frustration from the height is definitely difficult, especially for people like Song Juhan's peaceful life.

"Have you been blocked?"

Song Juhan picked his hair irritated: "It's also a big deal, after all, things are quite big, and the country is now grasping typical, we just hit the muzzle. My name is not on red head files, but Ashheng is all of them. My person, my parents asked me to avoid the limelight, there will be no public activities in these months. "

"Did they judge?"

"It's almost half a year, it is basically abandoned when it comes out. After the reaches, my dad doesn't want to use him anymore. I said he didn't touch the thing several times. He didn't listen. Now he was pitted by his wife. There are so many people, so fucking. "Song Juhan Yue was getting angry, and his fist was tight.

Why did you know how to comfort Song Juhan because he was also a victim, but it was useless to blame Han Sheng, and the law would punish him.

When Song Juhan looked at, he whispered, "I shouldn't take them to you."

Why sigh: "I really can't figure it out, why did you take them to me at the time?"

Song Juhan lowered his head and said with some guilty conscience: "Whoever ignores you during that time, I think, I will bring so many people, you will always give me face."

Why can't cry and laugh?

What Song Juhan remembered: "That house, why are you not a household?"

Why was silent: "No need."

"What is not necessary?"

"Always live anyway."

Song Juhan is not very happy: "I can't live there. I will give you a set of jump in the city center, and now I am a bit softened, after I go back ..."

"No need." Why did you look up at him and look clear. "I have resigned from CCP, and I plan to move back to my parents' house to live."

Song Juhan frowned: "How many years old houses? Older than you are older than you."

"I renovated again."

"I used to go there to find you once before? It's small and broken, the surrounding area is full of residential areas, and the fish and dragons are mixed. Why do you go to that kind of place to live? If you don't like to live in the city, I buy you in the suburbs villa."

"Juhan." Why did you look at him seriously? " I was afraid you were unhappy before, so I didn't say it. "

Song Juhan revealed an incomprehensible expression, "Why, you are almost thirty, as for what pure -love, let's not matter what these. This matter can be seen too heavy. "

Why said calmly: "I am also a man, let alone who I don't need to feed, can you understand that is, I will not live in your house anymore."

"Why are you so stubborn!"

Why do you continue to say: "I will drive first, anyway, I ca n’t sell a few money anyway.

Song Juhan was annoyed: "Who cares about a car, why do you know so clearly with me!" Although he reconciled with him, he always felt that something was missing between the two. thing. Why is it silent and dumb than before, except in bed -, I did n’t take a look at him in the same way, but he did n’t know what to do. , Action and other ways of expression, tell him "nothing."

nothing? It's nothing to go to fucking!

What he wants is not that, but the previous one. That only he is from, considerate and gentle, but the more he wants, the more difficult it seems to be grasped. However, he still felt that he was away from him, but he was firmly away from him.

The sense of weakness made him deeply angry.

Why did you bow his head and drank a soup and said lightly: "It's better to be clear."

Song Juhan fell into chopsticks: "What do you mean? Do you want to draw the boundaries with me?"

Why was silent: "You said you have to be together seriously, right?"

"Of course."

"Then we start equally."

Song Juhan mocked: "Why is it unequal to let you live a better place? Your thoughts are terrible."

"Maybe." Why not annoyed.

Song Juhan also realized the feeling of the fist hitting on the cotton, which was completely effortless, making people blocked. He gritted his teeth and looked at him, and really wanted to bite people.

He's the way: "Eat, the dishes should be cold."

Song Juhan rolled his eyes: "Don't eat it." After speaking, he played with mobile games in the sofa.

Why did you look at Song Juhan's back, hesitated, still walked over, and stroked his back: "Come and eat."

Song Juhan looked up at him, and his eyes were angry and grieving: "I'm for hello, why don't you know it so much."

"I know."

"You know a fart, you just do your intention to do it with me."

"I don't mean this, eat it."

Song Juhan hesitated and returned to the table.

Why look at Song Juhan's childishness and want to laugh.

Song Juhan was so annoyed: "What are you laughing? You feed me."

Why did he pinch a fried egg and send it to his mouth.

Song Juhan opened his mouth and entered.

After feeding a few mouthfuls, Song Juhan's mood was much better.

Song Juhan is such a personality, and his temper is fast, anxious, and ruthless, but he goes fast.

Why do you often feel that Song Juhan is a child who has not grown inside. He has a child unique and innocent cruelty. Even if he hurts others, he does not know, cares about it, and does not avoid it.

When the two stayed in Shencheng for five days, why did they accompany his mother and sister, Song Juhan was living in the hotel, and sent a message to urge him to come back.

The time of those days is really warm and sweet. Song Juhan simply expressed his tenderness and romance hard. Why did you know? In addition to not being interested, Song Juhan was very powerful. When the two met each other, Song Juhan could not get him to sleep in a few words in a few words. Is it not conscious? After many years, he once again realized the popular charm of Song Juhan.

But this time he no longer dizzy, he was awakened, enjoying Song Juhan's goodness. He felt so pleasant. He looked forward to what he longed for so long, and it was really good.

Although he was not so desperate.