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    As the weather warmed up, Song Juhan gradually returned to the public eye, but at first it was not a job, but to go around charity with vanessa to gain goodwill, and occasionally interspersed with his relationship with the actress named Zhang Xiaoli. News, comes with "candid" photos.

    Song Juhan has only publicly disclosed his relationship once in his life. It was when he was in his teens and was still studying music in the United States. He dated the daughter of the pop music godfather. Such a relationship is not destined to be mature and lasting. Now that the daughter has been divorced and remarried, Song Juhan has always been "single", although his scandals have not ended.

    The media have been speculating whether Song Juhan will open up his relationship with Zhang Xiaoli this time, and fight back and forth against rumors of homosexuality. After all, Zhang Xiaoli is not only beautiful, but also has a prominent family background, so it is suitable to match Song Juhan.

    Every time Song Juhan looked at the report, he sneered: "These photos were all taken by someone who paid for them. After taking the photos, she thought the angle was not good, and she blamed the camera for her short stature."

    Why didn't say anything.

    Song Juhan hugged him and rubbed hard: "It's all fake, she's our company's contract artist, don't you mind?"

    "do not mind."

    Song Juhan kissed him hard, and said coquettishly, "But I want to see you jealous."

    "...you wouldn't think about it."

    After resting for too long, He Gu felt a little uncomfortable, but as he said, it is impossible for him to find a job in the capital in a short period of time. He has considered starting a business, but he feels that there is a problem with his communication skills. I am afraid it will be more difficult. So he planned to chat with GuQingPei and seek some advice.

    Unexpectedly, something happened to GuQingPei at this time.

    After resigning from Nan Chuang, He Gu and Chen Shan have been in contact, and Chen Shan called him mysteriously that day, saying that Gu Qing Pei had an accident, He Gu felt a little scared and asked, "What, what's wrong? "

    "I just found out today that Mr. Gu is also gay, no, everyone knows now."

    "……What's the meaning?"

    "The pornographic photo of Mr. Gu and a man was sent to the corporate mailbox of his new company. There are too many people who know Mr. Gu, and now the industry knows it all... Do you want to see it? I have it here too."

    He Gu was shocked, he took a deep breath, still felt his body trembling, he trembled: "I don't see it." The shame and embarrassment of being stripped of the trial in public, he could not understand.

    "Actually, it's not revealing, only the chest is cut up, but Mr. Gu's face is exposed, and the other person is covered."

    Why is he thinking with his knees, he can also guess the outline of what happened. The one who was covered must be Yuan Yang, so the person who distributed the photos is probably Yuan Lijiang who deliberately took revenge. Yuan Lijiang has a red background and is very conservative, how can he bear such a scandal from his son.

    Chen Shan sighed: "President Gu is so pitiful, he is such a good person, and he wants to save face so much, what should I do now?"

    "Chen Shan, you deleted the email and urged other people in the company to delete it. I will call Sun Dong and ask him to stop these things from circulating in Nanchuang. If you know who continues to circulate these things in the company, let me know. Mr. Gu has made great contributions to the development of Nanchuang, if he lets gossip to slander his private life, where is Nanchuang's corporate dignity?"

    Chen Shan said seriously: "Mr. He, you are right, I will delete them all."

    After hanging up the phone, He Gu's hands were still shaking, he couldn't imagine GuQingPei's mood at the moment, that man who was always high-spirited and full of self-confidence, that man who was always refined and elegant in public, suffered such humiliation...

    After a few breaths, he calmed down and called the chairman of Nanchuang. Sun Dong has always appreciated him, and felt very helpless and regretful about his resignation. At this time, when he heard the content of the call, he was also filled with righteous indignation. .

    Why is it an understatement, saying that he is still resting.

    Sun Dong was silent for a while, and said: "I know you are not looking for a job now. Nanchuang has many branches around the world. I can't let you in for domestic companies. You can choose any one from abroad. But ours The main business is energy, and there may not be positions that match yours, but as long as you want to go, it is not a problem to arrange a position for you.”

    He Gu said gratefully: "Thank you Sun Dong, I will think about it." Although he did not plan to go abroad, he was very moved that the old leader still cared about him.

    After hanging up the phone, He Ge called GuQingPei, and sure enough, it was already turned off.

    He grabbed the keys and coat and drove to GuQingPei's house, but after ringing the doorbell for a long time, no one answered, so he had to go home again in despair.

    After returning home, he suddenly remembered something, called Nanchuang's HR director, asked her for GuQingPei's emergency contact, and finally got a call from GuQingPei's father.

    The call was quickly connected, He Gu said cautiously, "Hello, uncle, I'm a friend of Gu Qing Pei."

    "Oh, Qing Pei's friend, hello, hello, why do you have my phone?"

    "He was turned off on his phone, and I asked him in a hurry, so I asked the company to ask for your phone."

    "What urgent things, nothing happened?"

    "Nothing, work at work." Why was it a little peace of mind, obviously Gu Qingpei's father didn't know anything, "Can you contact him?"

    "He just went home yesterday." The old man sighed. "It must be a problem with work. After he went home, he had no spirit. I haven't seen him like this. Is he doing something wrong? Will he be fired? ?"

    Why do you feel sad for a while: "No, he didn't do anything wrong, can I say a few words to him?"

    "Okay, wait."

    There was a knock on the door of the phone. The old man said softly, "Qing Pei, your friends call, you can answer it."

    For a long while, the old man asked, "What is your name?"

    "Why?"

    After a while, the call of the phone was a matter of thought, and Gu Qingpei's tireless voice appeared on the phone, "Why?"

    Why did you listen to his voice and feel very uncomfortable: "Mr. Gu, are you okay now?"

    Gu Qingpei smiled bitterly: "Obviously not good."

    "May I help you?"

    "Help me call Sun Dong and let him ..."

    "I have already played."

    Gu Qingpei breathed a sigh of relief: "Why, you are always so reliable."

    "This should be, what else can I help you?"

    "Nothing, no one can do it for me, I hope my parents don't know now."

    何故沉默了一下:“顾总,今年年初的时候,我跟你遭遇了差不多的事,当时你安慰我的话,我都还记得,我不太会安慰人,也没有你那样的口才,但我You can repeat it to you one by one, as long as you can cheer up. "

    顾青裴笑了:“我第一次听到这么安慰人的,但是很有效,谢谢你。其实道理我都明白,我只是需要时间调整一下,这段时间我……我状态太差了,但You can rest assured that these setbacks can't be fell to me. "

    "That's good, you are much better than me, I believe you."

    "No, you are stronger than me." Gu Qingpei said softly, "I just like a person for a year, and I can't stand it anymore. For you for seven years, I dare not imagine how it was."

    Why was he froze and suddenly his nose was sour.

    He didn't know what happened. After so much, he couldn't help crying when he knew the past of Song Juhan and Feng Yan. It was painful.

    "I really failed." Gu Qingpei mocked himself. "I am not afraid of being lost and he can cure the emotional setbacks, but at this age, I lost the ground. It is ... fate."

    Why did you breathe a sigh of relief and dumbly said, "It's fate."

    After hanging up the phone, he was in a bad mood. He was full of anger, but he didn't know who the object of anger was. He saw himself a few months ago on Gu Qingpei. At that time, he had no anger, helplessness, frustration, and pain, and he was unwilling to think about it.

    Fortunately, Gu Qingpei, like him, could carry it, and passed.

    It was just the scar in my heart that could not heal for a lifetime.

    He Gu sat for a long time, until the doorbell rang suddenly, he was shocked and came back to his senses. He thought that Song Juhan was here, and went to open the door, but the person standing outside made him stunned.

    It was a woman. She was wearing a pair of huge sunglasses, which almost covered half of her face. Even so, she could see her delicate facial features.

    He Gu vaguely felt that she was a little familiar: "Hello, who are you looking for?"

    She took off her sunglasses, revealing a pure, soft and stunning face, her eyes were as bright as autumn water, and her jet-black hair lined her tender skin, I felt pity.

    Why did he recognize it, it was Zhang Xiaoli, the heroine who was having an affair with Song Juhan.

    Zhang Xiaoli smiled lightly: "Hello, why are you?"

    He Gu's heart was a little tight, and he said blankly, "Yes."

    Zhang Xiaoli tucked her hair behind her ears, looking cute and charming, "Can I go in and chat with you?"

    "It's not right for a girl to go in and out of a strange man's house." He Gu instinctively resisted this man, he knew that she would bring him pain.

    Zhang Xiaoli was stunned for a while, then said with a dry smile, "It's okay, I know you... you won't be interested in me."

    He Gu looked at her for a moment and moved away.

    Zhang Xiaoli smiled slightly, and walked in gracefully without being timid towards the cold-faced He Gu.

    He Gu squeezed the door handle and closed the door gently.

    Zhang Xiaoli sat on the sofa, looked around, and finally settled on He Gu: "Is the house newly renovated? There is still a little smell, which is not good for the body."

    "It's okay to stay for a while."

    Zhang Xiaoli said awkwardly, "I'm not talking about me, I'm worried about you."

    Why didn't answer, and said bluntly, "What's the matter with you?"

    Zhang Xiaoli pursed his lips: "Well, you should know about me and Ju Han, and I also know about you, so you don't have to be nervous."

    He Gu said indifferently, "Miss Zhang, you look nervous."

    Zhang Xiaoli frowned, fell silent for a while, and said, "Actually, I thought about it for a long time before, should I come and see you..."

    "Who gave you my address."

    Zhang Xiaoli hesitantly said, "Uh..."

    "Who gave it to you?" He Gu stared at her with deep eyes.

    Zhang Xiaoli's shoulders shrank: "President Song gave it to me."

    "You, President Song, are really powerful." He Gu sarcastically said.

    Zhang Xiaoli covered up her neatly neat hair: "I know I'm abrupt, and you may not be too happy, but I can't ask you to meet outside, and the fans will recognize it, so I came directly to your house. Well... I think I should still meet you, after all, if I marry Ju Han, I want to know if I can accept you."

    Why was struck by lightning!

    marry? !

    Zhang Xiaoli looked at He Gu's expression and said unexpectedly, "Don't you know?"

    When a sword in the chest, the liver and intestines are broken.

    marry……

    Why did you hold his fist and gritted his teeth and said: "You continue to say."

    Song Juhan, you can always "surprise" me. Whenever I think you have stepped on my bottom line, you can dig a few meters down.

    The heart has long been dug by you, not even a trace of flesh and blood.

    Zhang Xiaoli turned into a blink of an eye, and still smiled elegantly and sweetly: "Ju Han said that we will tell you that we plan to engage at the end of the year, and there are more than half a year, so he may not have time to say it."

    Why do you listen to your empty voice: "Then what do you come to me to do?"

    "Our marriage is special, there are many conditions with it, but I really like him." Zhang Xiaoli smiled. "I know you are very good. I will be with you for so many years, I think ... I can accept you. "

    So why closed his eyes and felt that the air was sticky and could not breathe.

    This little girl was slapped one after another on his face, making him ashamed to disappear.

    It turned out that Xiaosong said that he was the "main room", and it was not the most embarrassing. The most embarrassing was that he was not even the "main room" immediately.

    What this little girl treats him as what Song Juhan thinks of him.

    Song Juhan regarded him as a "mistress".

    If it was not wrong, why really want to laugh.

    It's ridiculous, how can it be so ridiculous. He's whole person, the whole thing, was fucking and disgusting and funny.

    He thought he was cautious this time and put himself in half. He should always take advantage of the wind in this difficult relationship, but Song Juhan still stabbed him fiercely.

    Over the past seven years, the deepest, heavier, and painful knife.

    Zhang Xiaoli observed why, a smile flashed in her eyes. She continued: "I am pretty good, I think we can get together, you can rest assured, I will not ask Juhan to accompany me."

    Why did Muran look at her, but her eyes seemed to penetrate her and looked at the unknown place.

    "Hmm ... are you not very easy to find a job now? If you don't dislike it, I can help, how do you come to be my assistant? Return is opened with you so that you can often see Juhan, so you can often see Juhan, He will not be distracted at work because of you ... "

    Why returned to her, and suddenly smiled stiffly: "Okay, after the annual salary of 60 taxes, the salary of fourteen months plus the year -end award, the weekly working time is forty hours, the overtime salary is settled by three times. Plus a paid holiday for ten days. "

    Zhang Xiaoli listened to the face, the more unsightly, and the stutter: "Star Assistant ... there is no fixed time."

    Why did you say: "In this case, you may not be able to hire me."

    Zhang Xiaoli tightened his skirt and stood up slowly: "In short, I just want to meet you first, I hope to get along well in the future, then I will not bother, I will go back first."

    "Go slowly."

    After Zhang Xiaoli left, why did he fell on the sofa and covered his chest hard and panting hard, so he could barely resist the suffocating pain.

    He trembled and grabbed his mobile phone and sent a message to Song Juhan: Do you come here tonight?

    Song Juhan quickly returned: just a while, the baby waited for me.

    Why did you look at the dazzling "baby" and finally laughed unable to control, the mixed laughing sound echoed in the empty room, and it looked particularly cold.

    When Song Juhan arrived, he had taken a cold bath and wore neatly home clothes. It looked no different.

    Song Juhan put the things in his hand and put it on the table: "The particularly good bird's nest sent by a friend, make up for you, how can you not eat it recently."

    He Gu looked at Song Juhan, carefully and carefully.

    Song Juhan was a little hairy when he looked at him: "What's wrong with you?"

    He Gu said straight to the point: "Zhang Xiaoli came to see me today."

    Song Juhan was stunned, and his eyes narrowed: "Who?"

    "Zhang Xiaoli, your rumored girlfriend, or should I say, your fiancee?"

    Song Juhan's face changed suddenly: "Why did she come here! What nonsense is she talking about!"

    He Gu's expression was like a frozen rock, without any flaws: "She said that you are going to get married at the end of the year, and she wants to get to know me in advance."

    Song Juhan was furious, and said angrily, "It's so fucking stupidFuck, is her brain flooded!"

    "It's the address your dad gave her."

    Song Juhan was so angry that he took out his mobile phone, thought of something, and threw it away again. He walked up to He Gu first, and said irritably, "It's different from what you think, don't think about it, just listen to me."

    He Gu said calmly, "I listen to you."

    Song Juhan ripped his hair and said with a gloomy face: "I have a bad reputation now, my dad hopes to suppress the rumors of homosexuality, so he asked her to stir up the scandal, and the next step is to make an agreement to get married, he hopes that I can have a child Take it easy..."

    "Oh, you are still going to have children." He Gu couldn't feel himself anymore, he was talking to Song Juhan mechanically, but his soul seemed to be outside the body, watching this farce coldly.

    "If you can't accept it, we'll be a test-tube baby, and I won't touch her." Song Juhan said more and more, the more he felt guilty, He Gu's numb expression made him feel flustered, "Why, I haven't touched her, and I don't like her at all. , I will do what I promise you. In fact, it really doesn't matter whether I get married or not, it's just a name."

    Why nod.

    "Then..." Song Juhan was a little nervous, "Then...do you mind?"

    He Gu looked at Song Juhan with a faint smile: "I don't mind."

    It turns out that when heart is dead, can't feel the pain. very nice.

    Song Juhan breathed a sigh of relief: "I knew that you didn't want me to be embarrassed. I promise, whether I get married or not, I have only you."

    "it is good."

    Song Juhan kissed him tenderly, then hugged him tightly: "It's the most at ease with you. You've been with me for so many years, and I can't live without you."

    He Gu smelled the faint fragrance in Song Juhan's hair, and was a little dazed.

    He seemed to have experienced a death, the feeling of losing all his strength and hope, leaving nothing in front of him. The end of his life in his imagination was like this, and he didn't even bother to say a single drastic word.

    That night, they made love madly. Song Juhan was surprised and excited about He Gu's enthusiasm. They pressed him and tossed him all night. After they were exhausted, they fell asleep hugging each other.

    He Ge had a beautiful dream. In the dream, they were back in high school. He glanced at Song Juhan from a distance, and Song Juhan didn't even know him. He secretly jumped for joy to see his idol. It felt so good.

    Bowl.

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