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Chapter 46
After dinner, Zhou He immediately took the luggage in the hotel. After getting in the car, he lowered his voice, and said to He mysteriously, "Mr. He, no one found us."
Why a little funny: "I'm not a agent, you relax."
Zhou Heyi made an OK gesture: "Where do we go now?"
Why did you think about it: "Do you have friends you know in Germany?"
"Yes, I have."
"Let your friends open a hotel with his certificate first."
"Okay." Zhou He frowned, "What can I do when we go to Eastern Europe?"
"There is a way if you have money."
"By the way, I know a website that you can find the people where your own room is for tourists. Every city has it. The requirements for the documents are not strict. Some conditions are good and more expensive than hotels."
"Yes, you can contact it."
Zhou Heyi seemed a little excited, probably in the play. He drove and called Berlin's friends. The friend was very enthusiastic and helped them start the hotel. They took the room card and went directly to the building.
Why sit in a quiet room and stare at the T -shirt that Zhou He was thrown on the bed, the words "Song Juhan" on it were faintly visible.
He just wanted to come out and play well, can you not bother him ...
After a while, Zhou He was wearing big shorts and red-naked upper body. He was not higher than that of Europeans, about 178, but his body was very good. It is straight and long, with the face that is always smiling and full of vitality. It is very flattering, always reminding people of the sun, sea water and beach.
Why can't can't help but look at it.
"Mr. He, go to take a shower. I have wiped all the water sprinkled on the ground, but when you go in, you should be careful. The floor is a bit slippery."
"Okay, thank you." Why did you take the clothes to the bathroom and rushed into the bathroom and rushed comfortably.
When came out, saw Zhou Heyi's legs on the hand armrest and played with mobile phone. When heard the movement, Zhou He turned his head to look at why, his eyes were embarrassing and weird.
Why did he guess what, crooked his head and looked at him, waiting for him to speak.
Zhou He blinked: "Mr. He, I know why you were avoided Song Juhan, I ... I checked the Internet, you ..."
Why did I rub my hair with a towel and calmly said, "I didn't hide from him, I just didn't want to be disturbed by him."
Zhou He said with unwillingly, "You won't be angry with me? I'm just a little curious."
"It's okay, it's okay to know more anyway."
"Mr. He, you can rest assured that your lifestyle and choice are your freedom, and you can't change my respect for you."
Why laugh: "Thank you."
"I don't like him anymore now." Zhou Heyi's chin lifted in the direction of the trash can, and the T -shirt was thrown inside. "I don't believe in the media, I believe you are a good person."
Why so solemn again: "Thank you." You can hear such a sentence, even if you have known a few days, it is a little comfort for him.
"Hmm ... that, Song Juhan's face was injured." Zhou He scored a bit, "It must be beaten, would you be happy when you hear this?"
Why helplessly: "I don't hear anything related to him, I will be happy."
As soon as Zhou He nodded, he watched the long calf exposed by the bathrobe, his eyes shiny.
Song Juhan waited at ten o'clock in the hotel. He has always been irritable. In his life, he never waited for anyone for so long. When he sat in the end, he couldn't help pulling out his mobile phone. He rose an ominous hunch in his heart. He walked to the front desk and wanted to confirm whether he would return when he went to the toilet.
I checked it at the front desk and said why it was out of the room.
"Retreat, room?!" Song Juhan's expression instantly became fierce.
The lady at the front desk was frightened and looked at him in horror.
Song Juhan gritted his teeth: "When? When did you retreat!"
"At about eight in the evening."
At eight o'clock ... Song Juhan recalled, isn't it the second time when the Chinese youth who signed him returned to the hotel for the second time? He did go to the front desk at that time, holding two luggage in his hand.
Why is it with that person?
Song Juhan yelled angrily and turned away. He returned to the car and called back to the country: "Immediately send me the photos of the driver with the driver."
After waiting for three minutes, the mobile phone received a photo of a certificate.
Song Juhan was angry and anxious, and wanted to kill.
Why do you follow this young little handsome guy to visit Europe? Two people still live in a room? Intersection And he and why he lost his arms because of this person!
Song Juhan felt that he was going crazy. His hands holding the phone trembled straight, and the cold voice said: "Investigate all the information of this driver clearly."
After hanging up the phone, Song Juhan closed his eyes. He felt something heavier squeezed in his chest. His throat seemed to be caught by one hand, and he needed great strength every time he breathed.
Why not avoid him, not only do not say goodbye, but also avoid him.
That has been he liked him for so many years, holding him to coax him, what did he say, and where did he go? Why can't he keep like that?
Why do you actually hide from him, do you just don't want to see him ...
He regretted that he couldn't detect why he was strange earlier, but he had always been unsatisfactory. He was thinking, neither said, and it was difficult to see that when he ran away, it was really in line with the personality.
For so many years, he doesn't seem to know what to understand. He wants to understand. He wants to understand this man with the next time. Maybe he will understand how he has been in the past seven years. ca n’t worry about why, and it ’s hard to give up step by step. Why do men who do n’t even say such a good words do n’t say such a good medicine!
When woke up, saw that the bed next to him was empty. He got the rules of rest and got up early every day. didn't expect Zhou Heyi to go out? He yawned and got up to wash.
As soon as he packed himself, Zhou He came back. He was wearing a sportswear, and the headset cable hanged around his neck. His hair was slightly wet. He showed a bite of white teeth: "Mr. He, I see you can't get used to western breakfast, I went to Chinatown to buy you Xiaolongbao and porridge."
Why was it stunned and moved: "Thank you, in fact, I am very casual, and I still trouble you so early."
"It's okay, I just want to eat it too." Zhou He opened the bag and sniffed, "Well, it's so fragrant, come and eat."
Why do you really eat things like bread and cheese, you always feel that you ca n’t eat, or the traditional Chinese breakfast is the most appetizing.
"Mr. He, we will go to Cologne today and take you to see the Cologne Cathedral."
"OK."
"The last stop of our German is Munich. The beer in Munich is great. If you like football, I can also take you to watch the game."
"Okay, come to arrange."
Zhou He smiled: "Mr. He, you are the best guest I have ever seen."
Why did you laugh: "Really."
"Really, polite, good talk, and generous." Zhou He pursed his lips, "looks handsome."
"Thank you, you are also a good driver and guide."
"If I go to China in the future, can I find you to play?"
"Of course, you are welcome to come."
The two got on the car and drove to Cologne.
On the way, why found that in Zhou Heyi's car music, a song of Song Juhan was gone. Along the way, the careful thoughtfulness of this young man had made him feel very happy. Good feelings.
When Zhou He saw it, he was particularly silent today, and he changed his tricks to find the topic: "Mr. He, Mr. He."
"Um?"
"Germany's high -speed unlimited speed, now there are so few cars, do you want to experience the feeling of a speed speed?"
"Okay, how fast can this car drive?"
"Two hundred and two are not a problem."
"Come." Why dragged the seat belt and was firm.
Zhou He changed to a strong metal rock, "yo play", the accelerator urged to the end, and the Buick business car flew out.
Why was it frightened? He hadn't done such a fast car in his life, and his heart was somewhat nervous. Even after the processing of decelerating glass, the visual effect in front of him was still shocked. The scenery outside was flying backwards, and the body seemed to be fluttering.
Why did you hold his fist? The pores of the whole body exploded, nervous and nervous, and fear of returning to fear, but the stimulus was unprecedented, and he couldn't help laughing.
Zhou Heyi also laughed: "Hahahahahahahal!"
"It's cool!"
The pointer of the instrument panel exceeded 200, and the two flew along the empty highway for two minutes. The nervous sense of compression made ordinary people unable to persist for too long. Essence
Why do you feel that your back is sweaty.
"Huh, enjoy it." Zhou He's breath, showing a big smile at the reason, "Are you fun?"
"Fun."
"There are many fun things in the world. What is unhappy? When the garbage is thrown away. The Chinese do n’t say it. It’ s one day. Can you solve the problem? "
Why did he laugh twice? He was educated by a boy who was a few years younger than himself, which was a little embarrassed. But Zhou Heyi said that he was reasonable, and he started to regret it. It spent so much money and ran to such a far and so strange place. What can he get? Now he thinks he is worth this time. There are so many new and interesting things waiting for him to experience. Why should he always hang his eyes on a person? He obviously can try to get joy, enrichment and satisfaction from other places.
By the time of Cologne, they visited one day, went to Chinatown to buy a lot of snacks, cooked food, instant noodles, and then went to Zhou Heyi's house.
The guest rooms are a pair of Italian couples working in Germany. The company rented a large house for them. They rented the free rooms to tourists to make pocket money.
On this day, the three rooms were full. In addition to him and Zhou Heichi, there was a Japanese couple who came to travel.
Coincidentally, today is the daughter of the homeowner and the daughter of the couple, and a bunch of friends of all sizes are coming. The homeowner invited them to participate in the party.
Why did you drink some wine that day and said a few words to the foreigners. In fact, he was very good in English, but it was easy to be nervous. After talking for a while, the psychological burden was a lot lighter, and he could speak smoothly.
Zhou He said in surprise: "Mr. He, it turns out that you are so good in English. I thought you didn't say much."
"I haven't said it for a long time." Why did you smile at this warm and happy party and felt very relaxed. When he was in Beijing, he always felt that the air was depressed and his breathing was not smooth, but when he arrived here, he no longer felt like that.
After the end, why drank a little bit, but people were still awake.
Zhou Heyi held his waist: "Mr. He, let me send you back to the room."
"It's okay, I didn't drink too much, I can go."
"It's not safe to go up the stairs, I still help you."
"All right."
This house is very large, but the staircase is very narrow. Zhou Heyi helped him upstairs. The two people's bodies bumped around. It is difficult to refuse.
After finally getting to the room, why did you fall on the quilt with lavender aroma and stretched his body vigorously.
"Mr. He, are you uncomfortable? There are hangover medicines in the car."
"It's okay, don't drink much." Why did you look at Zhou Heyi, look at his eyes, and asked at will: "He Yi, how old are you?"
"21." Zhou He stared at him with a eyes, and his throat rolled gently.
"Really young ... why not go to college?"
"I don't like reading." Zhou He said with a smile. "I like surfing. I have to work for a while, and I will go to the surfing holy place around the world to challenge enough money.
Why laughed: "It's good."
Zhou Heyi unconsciously sat down by the bed: "Mr. He, how about you? Do you have any dreams?"
"Dream ..." What these two words are somewhat ironic.
The dream he understands is what he wants, or the goal he wants to achieve. The only thing he wanted in his life was Song Juhan, but he only remembered what he wanted Song Juhan. What he wants is Song Juhan's dedication, loyalty, and accompanying life, not just that he thinks he can satisfy his occasional companionship, it is just the "will be" that he has passed step by step in seven years. He didn't even dare to think about his original desire.
Because Song Juhan is just a person who can never be loyal in the relationship. Song Juhan is a selfish and greedy aspiration. He never minds it, but he can't change what he wants to belong to Song Juhan. don't want anything.
In the past seven years, he could watch Song Juhan's flowers evenly, because he was not qualified to manage, but in the end Song Juhan promised him that it was an invisible rope for him, but it was just a sentence for Song Juhan for Song Juhan. In the fart, Song Juhan even wanted to upgrade him from the cannon-friend to "love-woman". He was sober at the despair of not seeing the head at that glance.
He soberly knew that he would never get what he wanted from Song Juhan. If he stayed in this quagmire, he would be twisted and crazy because of Song Juhan's endless derailment, and eventually destroyed two people.
So even if he stopped the nightmare.
When Zhou He didn't speak, he said with some emotion: "They say that the older the age, the more I will forget my dreams. I don't know if I will forget it in the future."
"If you forget, it may be that there are more important things in your life to do."
Zhou He smiled: "Yes." He looked down at He, and his eyes focused, "Mr. He, you said so much to me for the first time."
"Really, don't we chat every day."
"That's all I was saying, you occasionally answered two words. In the first few days, I was still a little afraid of you."
Why laughed: "I'm afraid of what I will do."
"You're so serious." Zhou He lay on the bed, and looked at him. "Later, I found that you are just less words, people are very good, and silence is also a man's charm."
Why turned his head and looked at him with a slightly smiling smile.
Zhou Heyi's heart jumped sharply. He couldn't help swallowing, and his eyes stared a little dodging.
Why was he froze and suddenly realized something and sat up.
Zhou Heyi also hurriedly sat up, blushing slightly: "Mr. He, then you can rest well, and you have to play tomorrow."
"OK, good night."
Before going to bed, He Gu opened his mailbox, and everyone who knew the email address wrote him an email.
His mother sent information about the summer study tour program Susu participated in, GuQingPei told him that everything was fine now, and Zhuang Jieyu said that Song Juhan was looking for him everywhere.
He Ge returned the emails separately. In the email to Zhuang Jieyu, he only wrote a few words: Let him find it.
Song Juhan tracked down Zhou Heyi's mailbox and found the homestay they booked. When he was about to kill him, he was found by his father's bodyguard.
He didn't expect his father to be so cruel this time, and sent someone to Germany to arrest him.
Seven or eight people blocked him in the hotel, armed with electric shocks, and rushed up.
As soon as Song Juhan brought down three of them, he felt a pain in his body and fell heavily to the ground. When he opened his eyes, he was already on his dad's private jet, flying back home.
When he got home, he was locked up again. This time it is a real pass, and people are sent to watch it 24 hours a day.
Song Juhan lived through perhaps the most difficult time in his life, a hundred times worse than when he was locked up in the detention center.
What was in his mind.
Every day I wonder why, where and what I am doing, whether the driver is gay, and what if the two of them get along well. He has been with He Gu for too long, and sometimes he even forgets He Gu's charm, but the men around He Gu, Feng Zheng, Zhuang Jieyu, Gu Qing Pei, who are not eyes above the top, is enough to prove that He Gu recruits more people.
He was increasingly unable to sleep and eat, and spent most of his waking hours in anxiety. He didn't know what was wrong with him, he seemed to be crazy, like a man who has been hungry for ten days craving food, why did he crave.
He wants to see why, wants to see why, wants to see why.
He wanted to ask why He Gu dared to do this to him, he wanted to arrest He Gu and lock him up, so that no one could see or touch him, he wanted to tell He Gu, he could not marry or have children, as long as the He Gu he liked can come back.
The cognition of "why might I not like him anymore", even thinking about it, made him irritable.
After he tried to escape twice and broke a bodyguard's rib, Song He finally realized that something was serious and called the unknowing Vanessa back from abroad.
After quarreling with her husband, ssa walked into Song Juhan's bedroom and frowned deeply when she saw her son's dejected appearance.
Song Juhan looked up at her and said weakly, "You're back."
Ssa squatted gracefully in front of him, his slender fingers raised his chin: "Baby, how can you make yourself look like this, you are 27 years old, not 17 years old, how can you be so naive."
"Mom, why do I want to see you?" Song Juhan said hoarsely.
"Why do I want to see you?"
Song Juhan was stunned, pursed his lips, and shook his head.
"In that case, why are you forcing him?"
"I want to see him." Song Juhan said stubbornly, "I can find out where he is. As long as I can go out, I will find him immediately."
"And after finding him?"
"Bring him back." Song Juhan stared at Vanessa, "Mom, why do you like me, he said it himself, I know, he liked me for many years, he couldn't bear me, he was just mad at me, not really ignoring I."
ssa looked at his son sadly, and said softly: "He likes you, everyone knows it, maybe you are the only one who can't see it. I reminded you several times that you have to be good to him. Are you good to him?"
"Of course I treat him..." When the words came to his lips, Song Juhan was suddenly speechless.
Why is he good?
He gave He Gu a house, a car, and countless gifts, but He Gu didn't care at all. When he is in a bad mood, he always gets angry at He Gu, because he knows why He will let him, and sometimes he deliberately mentions others in front of He Gu, just to see if this serious man will be jealous. Why did he lose his job, his personal information was exposed online, and he was harassed and abused by countless people. Finally, he plans to marry someone else...
Why is he good?
This question, he suddenly dare not answer.
However, he never thought about separating from him. No matter how many beautiful women come and go, when he is tired and tired, he just wants to stay with him. After Feng Zheng appeared, he said in a fit of anger that he would let him go, but he knew why he would not leave him. He will definitely come to him, but why did he really not come later, it doesn't matter, he went to look for why.
For seven years, this person has occupied the best seven years of his life. He has shared with him his joys, achievements, disappointments and setbacks. No matter what happens, as long as he turns his head, He Ge must be waiting there silently. He, as long as he needs, he can do whatever he wants, and get what he wants from him.
He never thought about why he would leave him one day, he couldn't imagine what life would be like without a reason.
Now he realized it, and his life was in total chaos.
He wasn't afraid when he was handcuffed, he wasn't afraid when faced with accusations from the media and abuse from netizens, and he wasn't afraid when his career plummeted.
The feeling of powerlessness that no matter how hard he tried to clench, but the sand was flowing faster and faster, made him taste an unprecedented fear.
In fact, it's not that he hasn't thought about why he should be so persistent because he likes him, but he doesn't bother to think and prove it, he's still young, he hasn't had enough fun, and he doesn't want to respond to troublesome feelings, even if he doesn't respond , Why isn't it also in his hand, what's the difference.
Why are you so smart, do you know everything? Would he know what he was thinking in his heart, if, if he knew why, how sad it would be...
Song Juhan hugged his head, only to feel a dull pain coming from his heart.
Why did he stay by his side for seven years?
Song Juhan didn't dare to think about it anymore. During the few days under house arrest, he thought about it too much. The more he thought about it, the more frightened he became.
ssa sighed and stroked his son's hair: "Baby, my marriage with your father is free and unrestricted, but it's just a special form of marriage. Most people's feelings require loyalty and Shannon, I'm sorry your father and I didn't teach you this."
Song Juhan shook his head, his voice hoarse: "Mom, I want to see why, he likes me, he will come back."
"He may not come back." Vanessa stroked his arm gently, "Why is he a person who does everything to the extreme, his feelings for you have reached the extreme, and now that he is leaving you, he will also …”
"Impossible!" Song Juhan raised his head abruptly, his eyes were bloodshot, and he said fiercely, "He likes me, he will come back, as long as I see him, I will coax him well."
ssa sighed: "I'm going to communicate with your father, you want to leave, yes, but you have to promise me three conditions, first, don't do things that hurt others and yourself, you know how many you hurt Are you a bodyguard? Second, you can't be willful. Your career has finally improved. You can't disappear at this time. Third, you have to promise me that you won't force him to do things he doesn't want to do. ."
Song Juhan nodded and grabbed Vanessa's hand tightly.
Ssa touched his flawless face and said sadly: "Maybe I didn't set you up with the correct view of love, but I taught you humility, sincerity and kindness. Why do you become so arrogant, selfish, and kind when you grow up? Bo Qing, are you influenced by your father, or is this circle bringing you bad."
Song Juhan lowered his head, speechless.
"Even if you go to him, it may not change anything. You think about what you did to He Ge, and if He Ge did this to you in reverse, you will understand that he will not come back."
Song Juhan's body trembled, he clenched his fists, his eyes were a little blurry, he gritted his teeth and said, "He will come back, he will definitely come back."