What Song Juhan hugged, as if holding a life -saving straw, even if he was so sad that he trembled, he didn't let go.

Why did he hold up his strength and pushed him away and ran out of the study.

When he ran to the living room, why did he rush to the door regardless of the prevention of the Indian housekeeper and the moment he opened the door, he froze.

Outside the door is a prosperous garden view, and then to the distance, there is an endless blue sea.

The housekeeper followed up and said in a smooth Chinese: "Mr. He, we are now on a small island in the Mediterranean. This is a private island. No one can leave without the young master."

Why look back and look at him coldly: "Is there a boat on the island?"

The housekeeper said respectfully: "Only small yachts, even if you can get the key, it happens to be opened or navigated, and the fuel is not enough to return to the land."

Why was silent and walked straight out.

"Mr. He."

"Stop following me."

Why did you enter the garden outside the villa? The tropical plants are colorful and gorgeous. They have not been deliberately modified and growing enthusiastic and wild beauty.

His brain was briefly blank, and he saw that he didn't know why he was here. Between him and Song Juhan, how could he fall here.

He changed deeply and worked hard to calm his brain.

Song Juhan brought him to an island, did he plan to settle under house arrest?

Song Juhan, the lunatic, can do everything, it seems that this time it really annoyed him.

Why can you think about how to leave here? He was afraid that Song Juhan would retaliate against Zhou Heyi, and he was afraid of Zhou Heyi, and he was even more afraid that he would be anxious after he found that he would lose contact.

But all sides are surrounded by the sea, where do he go? I'm afraid he really can't go back except Song Juhan's consent ...

There was a footsteps behind him, accompanied by the gently crunching of the branches and leaves.

Why look back at Song Juhan in a vibrant green color.

Song Juhan's circles became red, his expression was fierce and embarrassed, and he stared fiercely.

Why try to say calmly: "When do you plan to let me go back?"

"You vowed not to see that driver again, when you go home with me."

"Song Juhan, are you crazy?" Why did you narrow your eyes, "This kind of thing is that you are willing, can you force me?"

"Don't you like me!" Song Juhan screaming from his throat, "Do you like me, don't you want to be with me! Don't you want to be with me!"

"I don't want to do it anymore now." Why did you look straight at Song Juhan's eyes and said clearly: "I never want to."

Song Juhan's expression seemed to be going to eat people. His lips moved twice, trembling, "Not allowed ... I don't allow you to be with others, you can only like me, you can only like me in your life!"

Why did you frown deeply: "Song Juhan, can you still be more bastard." Obviously it was something that he didn't cherish, and he had to be unwilling to put it in your hand. Why? Why? Just because he is Song Juhan!

"You fucking bastard!" Song Juhan pointed at why he was so angry, "I please please you like that, I want to start with you so! Strangle you."

Why did you say sinking: "Do you want to start with me? Let me watch you get married, give birth to children, and shook the city with a legal wife. Everyone thinks about you first, so you will always only think about yourself first, and I am the same. In those years in the past, I can only do it, but I can’t do it now. I think I like my favorite life. Can you let you go? I?"

"I don't get married!" Song Juhan said urgently, "I don't marry anyone, I swear, I won't touch anyone, as long as you come back, I can ..." Song Juhan pursed his lips, his expression was so painful to the extreme to the extreme Furmented, "I can ignore you and the driver ... as long as you don't see him again, as long as you come back, I will only have you, only you!"

Why did the heart have a pain in the heart and spread to the whole body like a ripple, he closed his eyes: "Why do you want me to go back? Seven years, you haven't taken me in your eyes. Why do you need me now? ? "

Song Juhan's lips trembled, gritted his teeth and said, "I can't do without you, are you satisfied? As soon as you leave, it's wrong ... I don’t know what you do to me, why do you have it? Canbe. Come back, you ... I promise whatever you want, as long as you come back. "

Why did you watch Song Juhan two seconds quietly: "Song Juhan, do you like me?"

"I don't know how to like it, but there is no second person in this world that can make me like this." Song Juhan looked deeply, "Isn't this like it?"

Why do you feel that something in the chest exploded, the sourness and pain made him want to cry. For seven years, he has been fantasizing that Song Juhan would say a similar thing to him one day, and fantasizing that he had sacrificed and loved his feelings, even if he was completely inconsistent, in the end he knew he was just drunk. The idiot saying that dreams are not the most sad. The saddest thing is that he lives in his dream, thinking that he is the first sanctification of the world, and thinks that his love is moving, but finally found that he can only deceive himself.

Now from Song Juhan's ear, he heard such words, and he experienced an indescribable pain. What he hurt was what he once wanted, but the day he did not want. So.

Song Juhan consumed all his trust and hope, and only the remaining lonely, desperate, and dry love. He might love Song Juhan for a lifetime, which has become his instinct, but he is even more The instinct of high -level self -protection makes him never want to be with Song Juhan.

He can imagine the "restart" picture of Song Juhan, just like the extended version of the "get along with each other" in the past, Song Juhan will repeat derailment, deception, persecution, and get married, children, and proud. And he will fall again, constantly compromise, return, and cheap, and finally return to the seven -year model. He will reincarnate in endless pain and despair, and never turn around.

He didn't want to live like that again.

He took a deep breath and said tiredly, "If you don't know yourself, I can't answer you. I can answer only one of you, I won't go back anymore."

"Why ..." Song Juhan was stunned, "Are you ... are you bewildered by that driver? Isn't it!"

"No." Why stared at his eyes, "It's just that I am on you, I don't have any expectations, let's get together."

"Go to fucking good and get gathered!" Song Juhan grabbed his arms, and his handsome and extraordinary face had been distorted. "What do you want, what do you want! Let me ask you? Do you want me to ask you to ask you? ?! "

"I think of my life." Why said quietly, "I consume the best seven years on you, and now I want to live for myself."

Song Juhan gritted his teeth: "What about me? What do I do? You can't make me inseparable from you, you don't want me."

Why did you smile bitterly: "Song Juhan, you said you don't know what you like, then I tell you. I like the eyes to follow you anytime and anywhere, I'm afraid you are cold and afraid of you, I'm afraid that you can eat a meal well, and like your place. Hi and sadness are sad, I laughed at you, and I worked hard for you. I ca n’t think about the tea and rice. Looking at you and others, I ca n’t sleep for a few nights, and I ’m pretending not to care.” Why do you say it? The eyes were red, "I have passed this life for seven years and seven years. You ask me what you do, I do n’t know, I really do n’t know, I don’t want to know, just like you don’t care, and you don’t want to know at all. I How did you spend these seven years? "

Song Juhan looked at the painful expression, and the heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp blade. The blood flowed out was hot, but he couldn't warm his cold body.

Seven years ... Why did it live for seven years?

He never thought about what he remembered, what was good, all kinds of good, as for the sorrow and sadness, he ...

Why did you block your eyes with your hands and let go of your emotions, and the emotions had recovered calm: "Tell you this boring, it's too aggressive, just like what you said, it was my wish. If you don't blame the world, you will never blame you. But now I am reluctant, Song Juhan, if you have a little feelings for me, let me go, don't let me live like that. "

"How can I let you live like that again." Song Juhan hugged why, he was anxious and distressed, and his voice trembled, "Why ... I'm sorry, I ... I ... I will not treat you like that anymore. You are really important to me, I don't want anyone, I just want you, you come back, you come back. "

Why do you say softly, "You can't do it, you are still young, you haven't played enough, people like you will not play enough for a lifetime."

"I can do it! They are nothing to me, only you are the most important." Song Juhan tightened his arms, as if he was relaxing, he would disappear from his eyes. Taking a lot of temper, you believe me, why, do you continue to like me, I won't let you be disappointed. "

Why did you close his eyes and pushed Song Juhan slowly but firmly, he lowered his head and silent for two seconds before making a bland voice: "Can't go back."

"Why!" Song Juhan was in a hurry, "Why are you so stubborn!"

"If I am not stubborn, I won't like you for so many years." Why dumbly say, "I recognize the death, decide what I will look back ...

Song Juhan was so angry that he was giggling. His fist was giggling, his alveolar bite painful, and he jumped out of his teeth from his teeth: "No, can, can."

"you……"

"I also recognize death, what I want must be mine." Song Juhan picked up the chin, "I want you every day for the rest of my life with me."

Why not look at it, full of weakness and helplessness.

Song Juhan took He Gu into his arms, pressed his head against his shoulder, his eyes were deep and firm: "If you want to go on vacation, we will spend it here, everything is here."

He Gu said solemnly, "Are you trying to imprison me on this island?"

"Of course not, I'll take you with me, you can go wherever I go, and I won't let you leave me again." Song Juhan placed a gentle kiss on He Gu's forehead.

Why is there a coldness in his eyes.

There are only seven or eight people on this small island, except for He Yu, all the others serve Song Juhan.

Why can he move freely on the island, no one looks at him, because he has nowhere to run, it is said that every week a helicopter will come to transport things, that is the only way for them to leave, but he knows he can't go unless Song Juhan agree.

In fact, he would not go anywhere. After four days on the island, he never stepped out of the villa except to go to the garden when he woke up.

He ate, slept, and read, except that he didn't like to go out, it was almost like he was on vacation - since Song Juhan let him "vacation".

Song Juhan tried his best to talk to He Gu at first, but after learning his ability to be silent, he also became silent. Sometimes he just stayed by his side for an afternoon, or hugged him strongly and slept darkly.

He Ge didn't play any childish cold war, he just didn't bother to talk to Song Juhan. He knew that Song Juhan couldn't stay on this island forever. Song Juhan was much busier than him. When Song Juhan couldn't bear to leave, it was when he left. Before that, it was useless for him to toss anything, so it's better to save some energy.

Song Juhan hugged He Gu from behind, held He Gu's hand to cut his nails, and hummed softly against his ear.

He Ge felt like he was cutting the dog's nails, but he didn't bother to resist. He never succeeded in resisting Song Juhan, so he just let him go.

Song Juhan had never served anyone in his life. He cut He Ge's flesh all of a sudden, and He Ge shrank in pain. Song Juhan threw his nail clippers and put He Ge's bleeding finger in his mouth.

He Gu withdrew his hand, got up and went to the bathroom to rinse.

Song Juhan dawdled for a while, then came over with a Band-Aid in his hand, and said disappointedly, "I was dazzled just now."

He Gu reached out for the Band-Aid, but Song Juhan didn't give it to him, but grabbed his hand and put it on for him.

He Gu didn't react when he looked at his clumsy appearance.

Song Juhan pinched his fingers and whispered, "I'm sorry... you cut my nails before."

"Nothing." He Gu turned and left the bathroom.

"Why?" Song Juhan chased after him, "I may not be able to do many things, and I don't know how to be nice to others, but I will learn. What you do for me, I am willing to do for you, isn't it okay? ?"

He Gu paused, didn't look back, just said plainly, "Don't waste your energy."

Song Juhan took a breath and clenched his fists secretly, a surging sadness in his heart.

Why did he become like this, it became like this between them.

It's all... it's his fault.