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    Why count the time, he has lived on the island for a week, if he doesn't contact the butler in Paris, the butler may inform his mother. So he found Song Juhan and said to use the phone.

    Song Juhan was sitting on the desk with his legs crossed, he shook the phone between his long fingers, and said slyly, "Kiss me."

    He Gu said blankly, "I'm not joking with you, do you want my mother to call the police?"

    "I'm not kidding, you kiss me and I'll give it to you." Song Juhan stared at him without blinking.

    He Gu walked over without hesitation, kissed him on the forehead, and reached for the phone at the same time.

    However, Song Juhan wrapped his arms around his waist and fixed the back of his head with the other, kissed his lips hard, and sucked greedily.

    This is the taste of He Ji, this is the taste of He Ji, and he can't describe how much he misses this taste.

    He Gu frowned deeply, pushed it but didn't push it away, and took a bite at the soft lips.

    Song Juhan's lips trembled in pain, and he had to let go. He rubbed the corner of his broken mouth with his fingertips, looking at the blood of Yin Hong on his fingertips, his face was unacceptable: "You...bite me?"

    He Gu took out a piece of paper from the tissue box by the table and handed it to Song Juhan.

    Song Juhan glared at him, hesitating to get it, while He Gu shoved the paper into his palm, took the opportunity to take the phone, walked to the window, and dialed the familiar number.

    Song Juhan's roar came from behind: "Why!"

    He Ge called his mother and said that he was going to find a colleague to play with. He is not in Paris now, so don't worry about him. His mother sounded very busy. Obviously, there was a lot of things to do before admission. The two said a few words in a hurry just hang up.

    As soon as he turned around, Song Juhan glared angrily from behind.

    He threw the phone to him and wanted to leave.

    Song Juhan grabbed his arm and said unwillingly, "Can't I even kiss you? You sleep with that driver, can't I even kiss you?!"

    "We have broken up, and some intimacy is inappropriate." He Gu looked at him calmly, "Why, I said 'no', do you want to be stronger again?"

    Song Juhan was so angry that his head was smoking, and he said angrily, "I... my lips are broken! You really can't talk!"

    "It'll be fine in two days, don't be so squeamish." He Gu wanted to withdraw his arm, but Song Juhan dragged him.

    Song Juhan gritted his teeth: "Why, why haven't I strangled you yet."

    "Murder is against the law." Seeing Song Juhan's violent rage, He Gu also felt sad in his heart.

    For Song Juhan's "headache", he went to learn massage when he was too busy. How much love did he have to generate so much enthusiasm and strength? Maybe everyone is limited in what they can give to love. Some people love for a long time, and they can love for a lifetime. Some people, like him, open the floodgates in seven years, and spend uncontrollably. So the ability to love is exhausted in advance.

    He doesn't want to do anything for Song Juhan anymore.

    People get hot, people get cold.

    Song Juhan glared at him viciously, as if he really wanted to pounce on him and strangle him, but he just held onto his arm and was completely helpless.

    He Ge shook his head: "What's the point of this? I can't treat you like I did before, and you can't see the benefits of me that I used to, and the benefits you wanted are gone. You want this now. What's the use of me."

    "What's the use of it, did I come to you for those benefits!"

    "Isn't it?" He Gu looked at him quietly, "You said that you can't live without me, it's just that I used to be very good to you, and I was obedient to you, but now I don't have it anymore, and I will never have it again. ,what are you going to do."

    "I want you!" Song Juhan's eyes were sharp, "There are many people who are good to me and obey me, but there is no one why I want you. You said you would never treat me again. Okay, okay, this time it's my turn to be nice to you."

    He Gu was shocked by the firmness in Song Juhan's eyes, he hesitated for a moment, and said, "You should think rationally, what you do is completely meaningless."

    "Think about it." Song Juhan took He Gu into his arms and said in a sullen voice, "It doesn't matter if you're not nice to me, as long as you're by my side, it's enough." When you're by my side, I won't be afraid or uneasy , feel complete.

    Why sighed helplessly.

    In the afternoon of the same day, Song Juhan started messing around again. He mysteriously dragged He Gu to the dining room and pressed the person on the chair: "Sit still and don't move."

    He Gu frowned at him.

    Song Juhan turned around and entered the kitchen. After a while, he came out with a tray and placed it in front of He Gu.

    On the tray was a stew pot with a splattered soup around the edge, a slightly burnt fried egg, and a plate of fried okra, not sure if it was cooked or not, but the rice looked good.

    Song Juhan pulled over a chair, sat upside down, put his elbows on the back of the chair, and raised his chin expectantly, "Try it."

    Why point to those things: "What did you do?"

    Song Juhan nodded and said proudly, "This is the first time in my life that I cook, and I think it looks pretty good." He introduced them one by one, "radish chicken soup, fried egg, fried okra, chicken oil rice."

    "Who did you learn from?"

    "hari."

    Hari is the Indian butler, and his Chinese food is delicious.

    He Gu was relieved, picked up the ladle, and took a sip of the chicken soup. It was a little hot, but the taste was okay.

    Song Juhan's eyes lit up: "How is it? Is it delicious?"

    "Have you never tasted it yourself?"

    "I think it's delicious, how do you know if you're picky or not."

    "You have such a picky mouth that it tastes delicious, what can I have a problem with." He Gu ate another okra, um, it really wasn't cooked, he grabbed the tissue and spit it out.

    Song Juhan's expression changed: "What's wrong?"

    "Half life."

    "I'm going to fry again."

    "Forget it, I don't eat much at night." He Gu started eating a slightly burnt omelette.

    Song Juhan rested his chin on his elbow and looked at him without blinking. His eyes were deep and bright, as beautiful as diamonds with the highest clarity.

    He Gu took a few bites and couldn't stand Song Juhan's gaze: "Aren't you going to eat?"

    "I just did yours."

    "why?"

    "I forgot, I'm tired of cooking, and I don't want to eat it."

    He Gu nodded and continued to eat.

    "There is still a lot of soup. You eat more meat and gain weight."

    "I don't want to gain weight." He Gu paused, "Don't you say it's ugly to be fat."

    "If you were a little fatter, no one would seduce you." The more Song Juhan said, the lower the air pressure.

    Why don't you ignore him.

    "You..." Song Juhan hesitated for a long time, then swallowed, "Who's down there?"

    He Gu paused and said nothing.

    Song Juhan's sharp eyes wished that He Gu could stare two holes in his body. He couldn't sleep for several nights, wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, for fear of hearing answers he didn't want to hear. Seeing why there was no response, his heart sank: "Speak."

    "Is there a difference?" He Gu finished the soup and put down his chopsticks.

    "Of course there is, whether it's above or below." Song Juhan's hand was tightly gripping the armrest, and the blue veins on the back of his hand protruded.

    "What's the difference?"

    "If you fall in love with him, I'll treat you as if you went out to steal something. I don't care. If he dares..." Song Juhan's eyes were a little red, and his lips were shaking slightly, "I absolutely can't spare him."

    "Do you think of me as a woman?"

    Song Juhan said seriously: "If you were a woman, I would marry you."

    He Gu couldn't help but let out a sarcastic laugh, he remembered the "main room" of Song Juhan who had come to the door.

    Song Juhan probably remembered the same thing, and pouted: "You answer my question."

    He Gu said generously: "I fell on him, he is gentler than you, more considerate than you, more focused than you, I feel very good."

    "Shut up!" Song Juhan didn't know if he should be happy. "It's as if you've never had a good time with me. After so many years, is there anyone who knows you better than me?"

    "You're right, but everyone loves freshness." He Gu smiled lightly, "It's no wonder you are always changing people around you, no wonder you said that I'm tired of being crooked. It's been seven years, and it's really time to be tired of being crooked."

    Song Juhan's face was extremely ugly: "I was angry, I have never been tired of it."

    "Really." He Gu turned around and faced him, "Since you brought up this topic, it's fine for us to chat casually. I know that my bed skills are not very good, and I won't please you, others are naturally better than me. Young, beautiful and powerful, what time are you wasting on me?"

    "I-I didn't say I wanted to discuss this with you." Song Juhan stood up, "You have another bowl of chicken soup."

    "you……"

    Song Juhan went into the kitchen, and after a while, he brought back two bowls, one for He Gu, he drank the other by himself, took two sips, and said savagely, "It's so fucking cheap for him, with a kidney deficiency on his face, how dare he seduce you."

    He Gu frowned: "He doesn't have kidney deficiency."

    Song Juhan put down the bowl, looked directly into He Gu's eyes, his eyes were cold: "He Gu, listen carefully, I am serious about what I said below, if you see him again and have anything to do with him, I am reluctant to do anything to you. But I will never let him go."

    He Gu slammed on the table: "Song Juhan, do you have any morals!"

    "In this matter, no." Song Juhan tapped his heart with his finger, "The fact that you slept with him is enough for me to remember for the rest of my life. You can only have me in your heart, if you don't have me, then There can be no one else."

    Why was he so angry, but he thought that getting angry with such a person was pointless and could not solve the problem, he took a deep breath: "If you dare to do anything to him, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life." Actually Since he came here, he has no plans to contact Zhou Heyi anymore. He knows Song Juhan too well, and he is not surprised that he would do such a series of things. It was just a kick that day. It won't be so easy next time.

    He can't involve innocent people in their disputes, especially, he really cares about Zhou Heyi.

    "As long as you don't see him again, I will treat him as dead." Song Juhan squeezed his chin, "I will do what I say, and you must do it too."

    He Gu said solemnly, "I know."

    Song Juhan looked in a very bad mood and pushed the soup bowl: "Drink it."

    He Gu got up and left without saying a word.

    Song Juhan clenched his fists and followed He Gu all the way back to the bedroom.

    He Gu said coldly: "You go out, I want to be alone for a while."

    A trace of sadness flashed in Song Juhan's eyes, and he said firmly, "I won't go out."

    He Gu got into bed, lifted the quilt and covered his head, trying to isolate himself from the world with Song Juhan.

    Song Juhan stood beside the bed for a while, and then climbed onto the bed. As soon as the others got up, He Gu suddenly lifted the quilt to get out of bed. Song Juhan was in a hurry. He hugged He Gu's waist and dragged the person back, tightly. Hug in his arms.

    He Gu shouted angrily, "Song Juhan, let me go!" The anger he had been holding back for a long time finally broke out uncontrollably. Kidnapped, placed under house arrest, threatened, this person who has done everything to harm him, but still keeps saying that he wants to be good to him and that he wants to be with him forever? !

    Simply a great irony. He Song Juhan didn't even know how to write the word "respect"!

    Why did I ask myself countless times why I fell in love with such a person, but the answer is forever incomprehensible.

    "Don't let it go." Song Juhan pressed his forehead against his back and muttered, "Absolutely don't let it go."

    "You bastard."

    "You can scold me. It's better if you scold me than you ignore me." Song Juhan closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "You can't seem to see me every day, and you haven't smiled at me since we met." The more he talked, the more uncomfortable his voice became, "Why, you tell me how to make you smile at me, and what you want to do...forgive me."

    He Gu took a deep breath: "I forgive you, I don't blame you at all, as long as you let me go."

    "Only this I can't do, I can't let you go. Why, you know me best, you can't avoid me, you and I go back, can't we start anew? I'll be nice to you Very good, I will make up for all your losses in the past seven years, I will have only you, and I will treat you as my wife." Song Juhan tightened his arms, as if he could get closer to He Ge's heart and warm his heart. The heart that was gradually getting colder, "Why, come back to me, and you trust me again."

    He Gu was silent for a moment, then said softly, "I want to sleep."

    Song Juhan bit his lip but did not let go.

    He Gu secretly struggled for a while, but he didn't break free, so he didn't bother to waste any more effort.

    Song Juhan gently covered his ear and whispered, "I think of you every day."

    He Gu felt very relieved that he would never be distracted by Song Juhan's words again.

    After living on the island for half a month, He Gu obviously felt that Song Juhan's phone calls were increasing. He knew that someone was urging Song Juhan to go back, most likely Song He.

    He estimated that he was right. He was the only one who was idle, and the first person who couldn't stay there must be Song Juhan.

    On this day, Song Juhan came to him with a livid face, and said reluctantly, "Let's go back to China."

    "Um."

    "After you go back, don't run around." Song Juhan said, "Your certificate is in my hands."

    "You..." He Gu didn't even have the strength to get angry. He didn't have the strength to resist in front of Song Juhan, and he didn't have the character to ask anyone to help him, not to mention, who could help him, how could he have the face to say All kinds of things between him and Song Juhan were revealed.

    "Where do you want to go, I will accompany you, if you want to stay at home, I will accompany you too, I will always accompany you, and you will always accompany me. I will no longer have scandals, and I will not get married, Will you be at ease with me?"

    He Gu said solemnly, "I don't care anymore, I just want my freedom now."

    Song Juhan didn't reply directly, but said, "The helicopter will pick us up in the afternoon. Prepare yourself."

    "Song Juhan." He Gu stopped Song Juhan who had walked to the door.

    Song Juhan turned around, looking at He Gu's resolute expression, an ominous premonition rose in his heart, and he realized that he didn't want to hear the next words at all.

    And He Gu said calmly: "In those seven years, I was willing to do so, I never hated you; you teased me for Feng Zheng, and I sent myself up in a hurry, and I didn't hate you either; I went to the detention center, my career was completely ruined, and my personal information was exposed. I held back and didn't hate you because of my past relationship; Talking about marriage, let her come to humiliate me, at that time, I was too lazy to hate you." He paused, the air in his chest seemed to be emptied, and his body was shaking, "Now, don't force me to hate you. you."

    Song Juhan punched a punch on the door of the solid wood. He looked deeply and painful: "You hate me, at least you still have me in your heart."

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