Singapore?

He Gu was stunned for a moment: "Mr. Gu, are you going to Singapore?" He had been to Singapore on a business trip with his boss. He had a good impression of the place, clean and peaceful, with a high level of civilization, and most of the people could speak Chinese.

GuQingPei nodded: "I want to change the environment, Wang Jin still has an estate in Singapore, I can go and help him take care of it, you shouldn't have anything to miss here, right? Would you like to go with me? The treatment will definitely satisfy you. ."

He Gu rubbed his hands silently.

"You can think about it, think about it, and contact me at any time."

"When does Mr. Gu plan to go?"

GuQingPei took a sip of wine, his expression was filled with some sadness and frustration, "Come soon."

He Gu guessed that GuQingPei gave up the foundation of ten years of hard work in Beijing, it must have something to do with Yuan Lijiang. He suddenly remembered what GuQingPei had said to him on the phone on the day of the accident, which probably meant that he should not experience emotional crisis at this age.

But this kind of thing has nothing to do with age, where is it up to people to choose.

Now GuQingPei's changes, combined with what he said at the beginning, make people feel embarrassed.

This topic made the atmosphere too heavy, GuQingPei lightly changed the topic, talked about He Ge's trip to Europe, and joked, "It's so open abroad, you've been playing for so long, have you had an affair?"

This was just an unintentional joke, but He Gu was stunned.

GuQingPei raised his eyebrows: "Is there really?"

He Gu smiled: "I met a nice boy." Zhou Heyi's warm smile appeared in his mind.

"That's right, why, you made me admire you, which country are you from?"

"Dutch Chinese."

"Do you have a photo?"

He Gu hesitated for a while, turned on his phone, pulled out Zhou Heyi's photo, and handed it to GuQingPei.

GuQingPei smiled and said, "Yo, little handsome guy, he looks really cute."

Why nod.

"Will he come to China?"

Why did he shake his head again.

"It's good." GuQingPei twitched the corners of his mouth, "You know why, I think this is the best way. Have fun, get together and break up, everyone is happy, don't talk about feelings, it's all nonsense." He He turned his face away and looked out the window, his handsome profile was covered with a dim light, his curled eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes were deep, as if he was carrying half the world's loneliness.

"Yeah..." He Gu lowered his head and smiled bitterly: "I just figured it out a little late."

Saying goodbye to GuQingPei, He Gu drove slowly home in his car. On the way, he thought a lot, but he still couldn't make up his mind.

If he really wants to leave, his mother will definitely want him to go to Shencheng, and he himself... He doesn't know where he wants to go. He has always been a very decisive person, but he hesitated on this matter.

Back home, he found a familiar car downstairs. He parked the car and walked over calmly.

The car door opened, and Feng Zheng came out.

The two have not seen each other for half a year, and now they stand opposite each other, it really seems like a lifetime.

He Gu nodded: "How did you find it."

"It's not difficult to know where you live. The address of the employee file you filled out with my dad is here." Feng Zheng lowered his head and kicked the stones under his feet with his shiny leather shoes that seemed to be spotless. "It's just that I took the liberty to run here, afraid that you would be angry."

"I won't be angry." He Gu said generously, "Come up and sit down?" With the passage of time, he has been able to face Feng Zheng calmly.

Feng Zheng raised his head, his eyes were full of surprise and joy.

He Gu went upstairs, and Feng Zheng quickly followed.

After entering the room, He Gu said, "Sit down, what can I drink? Tea... oh, it's so late, you won't be able to sleep even if you drink tea or coffee, let me pour you some water."

Feng Zheng was stunned: "You still remember."

"Remember, you're especially sensitive to these."

Feng Zheng followed He Gu's back with deep eyes.

He Gu poured two glasses of water and put it in front of Feng Zheng: "Why did you come to me suddenly?"

"I've been looking for you for a long time, and your phone number was exposed on the Internet... Well, since then, it has been turned off. I wanted to find you at that time, but I thought that you must be in a bad mood, and you should not want to see me. When the news is over, I still can't find you, I just checked and found out that you went abroad..." Feng Zheng frowned and looked at He Gu, "Tell me the truth, are you alright?"

"I'm fine now." He Gu took a sip of water, "Look, the news has passed, and no one will discuss me anymore, everything is business as usual."

"But you left Nanchuang."

"Well, yes, I don't want to embarrass them." He Gu smiled, "Nan Chuang is interesting enough and gave me a large bonus."

"Why, you sacrificed too much for this relationship."

He Ge shrugged, the words that used to sound like acupuncture can now be heard calmly: "So I'm not sober."

"Great." Feng Zheng said with relief, "I knew this day would come."

He Gu nodded: "I know too."

"What's your plan next?"

"I haven't made up my mind yet."

"Come to me." Feng Zheng said seriously.

He Gu laughed: "Everyone thought it was difficult for me to find a job, but I didn't expect that I would be very popular."

Feng Zheng put his elbows against his thighs, slender fingers crossed, and stared at He Gu: "Why, is someone poaching you? No matter how much annual salary he gives you, I will double it."

"It's not about the money. I don't think we're suitable to work together anymore." Putting aside the embarrassment between him and Feng Zheng, if Song Juhan knew about it, he still didn't know what to do, it would be a headache to think about.

Feng Zheng sighed, his expression very lost.

He Gu didn't feel very well: "I don't mean anything else, it's just that too many things happened..."

"I understand." Feng Zheng showed a bleak smile, "Why, I understand, you don't want to see me, and you don't want to be in contact with me anymore, I also want to respect you and make you invisible, but I still can't bear it. Living... I've always wondered what would have happened to us without Song Juhan, we were so in tune with each other back then, we used to be such good friends, would we be very happy without Song Juhan."

He kept his head down and didn't speak.

"This kind of thinking, after coming back to see you, I can't take it anymore, especially seeing that Song Juhan doesn't cherish you at all, I regret not staying by your side at that time, maybe everything will be different."

"Feng Zheng, what happened between me and Song Juhan is not your fault. Although you concealed one of my most important things, which made me unacceptable, I have now let go, and you don't have to blame yourself."

"But I can't let it go." Feng Zheng took a deep breath, with a hidden pain in his eyes, "I always think of you and us, I rarely regret anything in my life, only in you, I have a lot of A lot of regrets."

Why don't know what to say. He also regrets many things, but when he thinks about it carefully, what he thinks has a choice, sometimes there may be no choice, and regret can change anything.

Feng Zheng looked at He Gu affectionately: "I thought about it for a long time. I don't want to regret it for today after a few years, and spend the rest of my life regretting every decision I made or didn't make in the past. So, why." He solemnly said Say, "Give me a chance, I like you and I want to be with you."

Why stayed. He thought that Feng Zheng was out of concern and came to him to reminisce, but he never thought that Feng Zheng would suddenly confess to him.

In his impression, Feng Zheng has always been detached, hot and cold, he can't understand what Feng Zheng is thinking, but he doesn't feel that Feng Zheng likes him, more, it may be the obsession of the year Bar. He pondered for a moment: "Feng Zheng, I don't think you like me, you just don't want to lose to Song Juhan."

Feng Zhengjian frowned: "Why, do you think I'm as naive as Song Juhan? Maybe I had this idea back then, but now, you are just simply attracting me, you are better, better, and more attractive than then I admit that Song Juhan made me very unwilling, but I am not reconciled, not because I lost to him, but because I failed to protect you and have you."

He Gu's body couldn't help but step back until his back reached the back of the sofa, he shook his head, feeling a little confused: "Feng Zheng, I'll be honest, I can't accept you, there are too many between us... I can't forget it. s things."

Feng Zheng smiled bitterly: "Why, you are so cruel, are you not willing to even be euphemistic?"

"Sorry, but I think this kind of thing, the clearer the better."

"You're right, I appreciate even you." Feng Zheng shook his head and smiled, "You haven't changed at all, even Song Juhan hasn't changed you, that's great. "

"You are wrong, Song Juhan has changed me a lot."

"No, you left him now, and 'you' came back."

Why was he stunned, has "he" come back?

"Why, turn the page of Song Juhan, it's time for a new chapter in your life."

"My life has indeed turned the page, but I... I can't love anyone anymore." He Gu smiled lightly, "Feng Zheng, don't waste time on me."

Feng Zheng shook his head and said seriously: "In the end, it's just a relationship, and it's just a lovelorn, do you think it's too serious? Maybe after another year and a half, you really don't care. He is, you are not yet 30 years old, how do you know that you will not fall in love with others."

He Gu laughed, and at the end of the laugh, his voice was a bit bitter: "I have always comforted myself like this, Feng Zheng, we do have some tacit understanding."

He has always wanted himself to believe in these comforts, but he is very clear in his heart that for him, these seven years are not just a relationship, and the result he got is not just a lovelorn. He has been completely hollowed out from the inside to the outside. If a person can still live if his heart is dead, it is probably his current state.

He tried hard to find a little happiness, some work, a kind of existence value, so that he could have a reason to live, but he knew that he had lost interest in everything, didn't care much about anything, and even had no idea about the future. any expectations.

He was just living, trying to avoid suffering as much as possible.

Sometimes think deeply about why he loves Song Juhan so much, so much that he is unwilling to let go of the tormented seven years. Perhaps it is because Song Juhan is the most dazzling and shining path in his bleak and gray life. Bright light, Song Juhan has all the qualities he admires, has a completely different and splendid life, has ideals, talents, and an infinite future.

When he went to school, study, work numbly, and lived a good life step by step, Song Juhan showed him how extraordinary life can be, and also gave his always indifferent heart a strong and surging energy. *. Yes, it was the first time he loved so much, wanted something so much, wanted to be close to it, and looked forward so eagerly to their future together.

It is not an exaggeration to say that Song Juhan has lit up his life, because he likes, desires, and expects, these things are so beautiful, so beautiful that he feels that with these things, he can be regarded as a person with flesh and blood and worth living, so He just couldn't let go.

However, Song Juhan was too bright and too hot. What he was holding was a red-hot soldering iron. The pain was so extreme that he had to let go.

Just at that moment, he also gave up the color of the whole world.

It's not just a relationship, and it's not just a lovelorn.

Fortunately, he can live without color, but it's just boring, at least he doesn't have to experience those pains anymore.

Looking at the loss in his eyes, Feng Zheng felt uneasy: "No matter what, you can't give yourself a death sentence a sentence, a person like Song Juhan is not worth wasting your life. I have done too much to make myself regret it. This time, I won't back down. Why, let me chase you again."

He Gu sighed and shook his head: "Feng Zheng, I don't want to disappoint you, I..."

"Why?" Feng Zheng said firmly, "This is my decision. I chose it myself. Even if you disappoint me, it's not your fault."

"I may leave the capital."

Feng Zheng was stunned for a moment: "Where do you want to go?"

"I haven't decided yet, but I want to live in a different environment and find a new job."

"Are you worried that Song Juhan will pester you?"

He Gu frowned: "How do you know..."

"I know that Song Juhan went to France." Feng Zheng said calmly, "I also know that he must be looking for you."

He Gu turned his face away, and said unhappily, "Why can't he go to work." No one wanted to be investigated, and Song Juhan alone was annoying enough.

"Because he hates you."

Why turned to look at him.

"Did I guess right?" Feng Zheng smiled coldly, "I'm really glad to see Song Juhan also today."

"You think too much, he just..."

"Why?" Feng Zheng interrupted him again, "You have no idea how attractive you are. But you can no longer trust Song Juhan, he will never be single-minded to you, he will only bring you countless benefits. pain of."

"I know." No one knew Song Juhan better than him.

Feng Zheng couldn't help laughing again, his eyes were a little grim, "Song Juhan, I expect him to suffer the consequences."

He Gu shook his head: "He can't last long."

"If you want to leave because you are worried that Song Juhan will entangle you, then leave this matter to me. I will go to Song He and vanessa."

"Song Juhan doesn't listen to anyone, it's useless. And..." He Gu said firmly, "My own business, I will solve it myself."

"Why, don't be so stubborn, I can..."

"Feng Zheng." He Gu looked at him seriously, "My own business, I will solve it myself."

Feng Zheng sighed and smiled bitterly: "Song Juhan didn't cherish a person like you, he will regret it for the rest of his life."