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    Song Juhan stayed at He Gu's house for several days and refused to leave. He Gu could only find time to see Zhuang Jieyu when he was going to deliver meals to his mother.

    After not seeing him for half a year, Zhuang Jieyu looks a little more mature, and his skeleton gradually takes on the appearance of a man.

    However, as soon as he opened his mouth, he immediately returned to his original form: "Uncle He!" He hugged He Gu and slapped his back twice.

    Why was he beaten and coughed twice.

    Zhuang Jieyu laughed and said, "Oh, why are you so weak?"

    "Why am I so weak." He Gu pulled his claws off his body, looked him up and down, and smiled, "It seems to be a little stronger."

    "I work out every day." Zhuang Jieyu touched his chin, "It's popular now to have big breasts-you know, if my tender face is matched with eight-pack abs, tsk tsk." After saying that, he licked it. Licking the corners of the mouth.

    "Well, good fitness."

    Zhuang Jieyu squinted at him: "cough, tell me honestly, what's the matter with you and the man in the photo?"

    "friend."

    "Fuck, I don't believe it, how did you meet?"

    "When I went to play in Europe, I packed his car."

    Zhuang Jieyu's eyes narrowed: "I can't see it, Uncle He, you finally did something like a young and middle-aged gay."

    He Gu said helplessly: "It's not what you think, I just packaged his car at first, and the travel agency arranged it."

    "Oh, 'at the beginning', then what? Huh? Then?"

    Why was he a little embarrassed to ask: "He... is a good person."

    "Hey." Zhuang Jieyu pouted, "Is he 1 or 0? He looks about the same size as you."

    "0." He Ge didn't know why he came to be questioned by Zhuang Jieyu.

    "You can't fuck me!" Zhuang Jieyu suddenly shouted, "Is he better than me! Show me the photo!"

    He Gu sighed: "Don't make trouble."

    Zhuang Jieyu threw himself on top of him and said with feign anger, "Why can't you match him to me? I can't compare to him? Show me the photos, I'm not convinced."

    He Gu grabbed his shoulder and pushed him away, and said seriously, "Jieyu, don't make trouble, you're a friend, it's different."

    Zhuang Jieyu looked at him disappointedly: "I knew you first."

    "Okay, don't you want to eat hot pot, let's go eat hot pot."

    "Wait for me to change. By the way, why can't Mr. Gu's phone get through? Has he changed his number?"

    He Gu said: "He has gone to Singapore." Because he was not in a circle, Zhuang Jieyu didn't know about GuQingPei's photo, and the two had not been in contact for a long time, so he didn't know anything about what happened to GuQingPei in the past six months.

    "Ah? Why did you suddenly go to Singapore?"

    "Transfer." He Gu thought about it and added, "Gao Sheng, if you want to contact him, send him an email."

    "Oh, that's great. Singapore is still close to China. It's good. I want to come back and have a meal with him."

    Why sighed to himself. Before GuQingPei left, he had a phone call with him, but he was busy accompany his mother to the hospital at the time, so he didn't even have a chance to meet each other. He just hoped that GuQingPei could get rid of the dark clouds in the capital and set sail again in the new environment.

    Zhuang Jieyu went into the room and changed into a change of clothes, putting on a hat and sunglasses: "Let's go."

    "You have to be fully armed now when you go out."

    "Hey, red, there's no way." After speaking, he giggled.

    "Then what do you do when you eat and wear sunglasses?"

    "No, the house we're going to is run by a model, most of them are in the circle, and no one will take pictures when we enter the house."

    The place where they eat is a fashionable hot pot restaurant, and the decoration style is a bit like a magic game. He Gu's personality is relatively old-fashioned. When he saw this demonic style, he felt that it was definitely not as delicious as a traditional hot pot restaurant, but he didn't say anything.

    But Zhuang Jieyu saw it: "This restaurant is delicious, I won't come if it's not delicious."

    "Well, as long as you like it."

    The two walked into the store, Zhuang Jieyu took off his sunglasses and greeted the foreman, who obviously knew each other, and the foreman led them to the box.

    When passing the toilet, a young man happened to come out, and the three almost collided.

    "Hey, is that you? Zhou Xiang?" Zhuang Jieyu was a little surprised.

    The man named Zhou Xiang raised his eyes and nodded, "Hello, what a coincidence."

    He Gu looked at him, he was handsome, tall and straight, and his temperament was clean and neat, but there was a melancholy in his eyes that was completely inconsistent with his age.

    "Brother Xiu is here? I'll go say hello."

    Zhou Xiang seemed a little embarrassed: "I came with my colleagues from the crew."

    "Oh, see you then." Zhuang Jieyu lost interest in him immediately.

    The two walked into the box, Zhuang Jieyu threw his hat, picked up the menu, and ordered, while looking at it, he said casually, "Uncle He, what do you think of the man just now?"

    "quite handsome."

    Zhuang Jieyu frowned: "It's okay, that's it, it's far worse than me, right?"

    "Well, what's wrong?"

    "He's from Yan Mingxiu." Zhuang Jieyu checked a lot of dishes and handed the list to He Gu.

    "People from Yan Mingxiu?" He Gu said: "You can order it, I'll do whatever I want."

    "Yeah, you worked with Song Juhan on a movie some time ago, you should know?"

    "I know." The actor had a good-looking face that people would never forget, but his temperament was too indifferent.

    "Hey, I like Yan Mingxiu so much, he's so handsome, but he actually wrapped that man, he's a little model, a Wu Ti." Zhuang Jieyu pursed his lips towards the door, meaning the one just now.

    "Then what happened?"

    "You don't know, Yan Mingxiu's family background is very big. Two years ago, he was suddenly in the entertainment industry. All the dramas were played by big directors. 's advertisement, how many people in the circle want to play guitar, but he only chooses powerful people to cooperate with. Last time we were in the same crew, I hooked up several times, I thought he was not gay, but in a blink of an eye... "Zhuang Jieyu pouted, "I can't compare to that man."

    Why can't agree: "Appearance is not the most important thing, maybe their personalities are more compatible."

    "Pull it down." Zhuang Jieyu sighed, "My stamp register is about to be crossed out again."

    "what?"

    "Philatelic." Zhuang Jieyu said "tsk", "You don't even understand this."

    Why shook his head.

    "That's it..." Zhuang Jieyu said angrily, "Oh, forget it, anyway, you and Yan Mingxiu are both men I want to sleep with, but you are both blind and ignore me, so I will remove you from the list. ,understood?"

    He Gu nodded helplessly. Although he couldn't accept Zhuang Jieyu's way of life, he understood everyone's differences.

    The side dishes came quickly, and the two chatted while eating.

    Zhuang Jieyu asked, "Have you been with your mother recently?"

    "Well, I have to take care of my sister."

    "I'm not used to your workaholic suddenly becoming so homey, so what are your plans in the future?"

    "When my mother's chemotherapy is over, I think..." He Gu wanted to talk about going to Shencheng with them, but suddenly thought of Song Juhan. Song Juhan would not let him go anywhere. Song Juhan had imprisoned his heart in the past, but now he imprisoned his body. After tossing for so long, he returned to the same place.

    "Um?"

    He Gu said perfunctory: "Let's talk about it, it's not important."

    "Then... what about relationships?" Zhuang Jieyu pouted and said, "That man has come to you, are you two going to settle down?"

    He Gu shook his head: "After his summer vacation is over, he will go to the United States to study."

    "Ah?" Zhuang Jieyu raised his eyebrows and deliberately teased, "So I still have hope."

    Why did he smile.

    Zhuang Jieyu also laughed, and his tone became serious: "Brother Gu, to be honest, sincere, I hope you can find someone and fall in love well, you should enjoy the feeling of being liked by others. , rather than sacrificial giving, especially to someone who is totally unworthy."

    He Gu nodded and didn't want to continue the topic: "Let's follow the fate."

    "I know you don't like being unstable like me. I know a lot of good men. Can I introduce you to me?"

    "No, I don't have the heart to think about that right now."

    Zhuang Jieyu put down his chopsticks: "You are not thinking, or you can't forget Song Juhan."

    He Gu said indifferently: "It has nothing to do with him."

    "Song Juhan's behavior in the past six months is very strange. After the accident, his popularity has dropped a lot, but his position in the circle has not been shaken very much, but his whole person has changed. Hooked up again and again. I guessed at the time that the only person who could make him feel relieved could be you. As soon as Ou Taining posted the photo, I confirmed it." Zhuang Jieyu paused, "But, Gu Ge, you Don't trust him."

    He looked at him with no expression on his face.

    Zhuang Jieyu shook his hand firmly: "Listen to me, he is Song Juhan, and countless people liked him since he was born. Even if he is seven or eighty years old and his appearance is no longer there, he will still have young flesh to follow -Send the body up for him to enjoy. You are also a man, you should understand, not to mention that you are a man in such a messy circle and a high-ranking man. In fact, I can guess that the two of you are not broken, otherwise Ou Taining would not take that one The photo takes revenge on Song Juhan, I don't know how he behaves now, but it's all pretence, and he won't last long."

    He Gu smiled self-deprecatingly: "I know."

    "You two are from two different worlds. You are the one who gets hurt. He has everything to lose." Zhuang Jieyu looked at He Gu with a hint of distress in his eyes, "Brother Gu, I want to see you happy, don't trust him again."

    He Gu said indifferently, "I won't trust him anymore."

    When they came home after dinner that day, Song Juhan and Susu were playing a puzzle. When they saw He Gu entered the door, they both raised their heads and their eyes lit up.

    Why do you find it interesting.

    "Brother." Susu rushed over and hugged his waist, hanging her whole body on him, raised her head and said, "Why did you come back so late today?"

    "I went to dinner with friends."

    Song Juhan immediately asked, "Who?"

    "Zhuang Jieyu." He Gu replied without hesitation.

    Song Juhan frowned, but finally held back and said nothing.

    "Didn't you say you wanted to bring him to play with me?"

    "He's too busy and has no time." He Gu straightened her body. "It's so late, it's time for you to go to bed. Tomorrow you'll have a holiday and take you to see your mother."

    "That's great!" Susu exclaimed, "Good night brother Han." After speaking, he ran back to the room.

    Song Juhan stood up: "You came back so late, Susu kept asking."

    "Occasionally." He Gu didn't look at him much, walked straight to the room, put on his clothes and went to the bathroom.

    Song Juhan kept staring at his back until he disappeared.

    He Gu washed off the smell of hot pot and felt a lot more relaxed. When he returned to the bedroom, he saw Song Juhan sitting upright by the bed and looking at him.

    He Gu didn't care, took the book by the bed, and planned to go to the living room to read it for a while.

    "Why?" Song Juhan walked over to him, gently pushed the bedroom door with a big hand, and locked it.

    He Gu heard the sound of Luo Suo, and he was already prepared. He put down the book and looked at Song Juhan calmly.

    In the past two weeks, Song Juhan's injury has been almost healed. Except for work and he needs to go out, he will stay at his house at all other times, and he has to come back at night no matter how late.

    Holding him to sleep every day, he could feel Song Juhan's heat and longing. He took several cold showers in the middle of the night. It was difficult for this person to endure so many days.

    "Why are you and Zhuang Jieyu so good?" Song Juhan said stiffly.

    "He's very funny." Zhuang Jieyu is a very contagious person. It's very interesting to chat with him. It's easy to be with him, probably because his personality is too boring. It's like finding a comedy and always laughing at it easily.

    But Song Juhan didn't buy it, he narrowed his eyes, "Did you sleep with him?"

    He Gu said coldly, "If two gays get close, they must go to bed. That's you, not me."

    Song Juhan's expression changed after swallowing: "Better not, I don't have the heart to let someone who dares to touch you."

    He Gu pushed him away and figured out the bedroom.

    Song Juhan pressed his hand against the door, preventing him from leaving.

    He Gu lowered his head and was silent for a moment, then turned around and waited for Song Juhan to say or do something.

    Song Juhan ripped his hair, and seemed to have made up his mind: "You said... having sex with Zhou Heyi-love is very comfortable, isn't it?"

    He Gu frowned: "You are looking for something, let's go out and solve it, my sister..."

    Song Juhan gritted his teeth and said, "Just answer me, yes or no."

    "Yes." He Gu said.

    Anger flashed in Song Juhan's eyes, he nodded, "Okay, alright." He took something out of his pocket and threw it on the bed.

    He Gu glanced at Song Juhan without any fear.

    Song Juhan also looked directly at him: "Come on me."

    He Ge made all kinds of preparations, but he didn't expect Song Juhan to say these five words, he was stunned.

    Song Juhan's lips trembled slightly, and it seemed that every word he said was very difficult: "Zhou Heyi, Zhuang Jieyu... I know what you are thinking, if you feel fresh and cool in another way, then I can also give it to you, you Don't go to anyone else, just get on me."

    He Gu was a little confused, he froze for a moment, and then said, "Do you think we are like this today because I am new?" He deliberately emphasized the word "I".

    Hearing this, Song Juhan didn't dare to look into He Gu's eyes: "I know you can't accept me now, if you can... accept me, I can."

    "I can't." He Gu said decisively, "Song Juhan, you are not a pure gay, you feel ashamed and inferior to a man, but I don't think that it is also doing-love, up and down has never been a problem for me. , the object is the problem."

    Song Juhan slowly turned his face and stared at him with red eyes: "You... can't? I'll send it to you in front of your fucking eyes, don't you want it?"

    He Gu said blankly, "You said you wouldn't force me."

    Song Juhan's expression was mixed with shock, sadness, humiliation, and anger, and his facial features were distorted beyond description: "...Am I worse than them? I look worse than them? My body is worse than them? What am I not comparable to them!"

    "Two different things." He Gu pushed him away, "Go to sleep."

    Song Juhan wrapped his arms around his waist and pushed him down on the bed.

    After He Gu turned around for a while, only Song Juhan's sad and angry eyes remained in his eyes.

    Song Juhan said in a hoarse voice, "Is it true that what I do, you will always be so indifferent?"

    Why do not know how to answer this question. Because the warm blood he once had was frozen into ice, the taste was really heartbreaking, and he taught him how to dare to thaw it.

    Song Juhan gently kissed He Gu's lips, whether he was telling He Gu to listen, or talking to himself: "What do I have to do before you will come back."

    He Gu felt unspeakable sadness in his heart, but he didn't want to say a word.

    Just when the two were at a stalemate, the doorbell rang suddenly.

    It's so late, who's going to ring the doorbell?

    He Gu was about to avoid Song Juhan, and immediately pushed him away to get up and quickly left the room.

    He glanced through the cat's eyes. There were several people in black suits standing outside. He opened the door and asked through the security door, "Who are you and who are you looking for?"

    "Hello Mr. He, let's take the young master home."

    Song Juhan rushed out and said angrily, "Who the hell asked you to come here, go back."

    "Mr. Song said that he must take you back today."

    Song Juhan said sternly: "When will I go back, it's up to me, let's go now."

    "Master, if you don't leave, we won't either. There are so many people here, and it's not good to make too much noise." The man paused, "Also, Madam is back."

    Song Juhan narrowed his eyes dangerously.

    "Brother, what's the matter?" Susu walked out of the room rubbing her eyes, and she was a little scared when she saw the swords being drawn in and out of the door.

    "It's okay, Susu, go back to sleep."

    Susu bit her lip: "Brother, don't open the door, should I call the police?"

    "No, Susu, you are obedient and go back to sleep."

    Susu shook her head, her eyes were red: "Brother, let's call the police."

    He Gu hurried over and hugged her, and said angrily, "You guys hurry up, you'll make the children cry."

    Song Juhan savagely gouged out the people outside the door: "Why, Susu, I'll go back first, I'll come back another day."

    Susu exclaimed, "Brother Han, are they bad people?"

    "They're not, we're here to pick me up." Song Juhan took a deep look at He Gu, his eyes dark and gloomy, he opened the door and left.

    With a series of footsteps coming downstairs, the room returned to silence.

    Susu hugged He Gu tightly and whispered, "They don't look like good people, what should Brother Han do?"

    "It's okay, he's an adult now, and he can take care of himself." He Gu thought about the look in Song Juhan's eyes when he left, the look in his eyes when he left voluntarily, but seemed to be abandoned...

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