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    He Gu went upstairs and found that the door of the house was not closed. He entered the house and saw that Su Su was about to come down from the balcony.

    "Susu." He Gu called out.

    Susu shook her hands in shock and fell directly from above.

    He Gu hurried over and picked her up: "What are you doing, climbing the balcony..." He realized what Susu was doing.

    Su Su rubbed her numb elbows and knees. She usually took the opportunity to act like a spoiled child. At this time, she didn't dare to complain because of her guilty conscience.

    He Gu glanced at her reproachfully: "What do you look like? Girls should be more ladylike."

    Susu made an "oh", ran away, ran to the door of the bedroom, turned around suddenly, and whispered, "Brother, you promised me that I could watch live TV, right?"

    Why reluctantly nodded.

    The negotiation between Sun Qing and the Li family did not go well. She thought the telephone communication was too inefficient and planned to go back to Shencheng. Why did she want to go with her, but she refused.

    Why can't understand: "You have been tossing like this right after you were discharged from the hospital. Anyway, I can take care of you by my side."

    Sun Qing fiddled with her wig in front of the mirror: "No, it's my territory, someone will take care of it, you can just watch Susu here."

    "You and Li Chengxing quarreled last time, and you were angry when you went back. If you have anything to talk about, why don't I talk about it."

    Sun Qing turned to look at him and smiled slightly: "They have prejudice against you, if you go, things will only get worse. Recently, Li Chengxing has been soft with me. I won't take Susu back and let him use Susu. Su plays the warmth card, but I can't take you back to stimulate them, so I'll just go by myself. Whether it succeeds or not, let me do my best. "

    He Gu shook his head: "Mom, you are so stubborn."

    "You still talked about me." Sun Qing patted him on the back, "I hope I can bring you back good news."

    After Sun Qing left, He Gu talked to her on the phone every day, but she could feel that she didn't want to mention the progress of the negotiation, and always avoided the important points, which made He Ge more worried.

    In the blink of an eye, the hot summer vacation is coming to an end, and Song Juhan's concert will be held one day in the late summer.

    Susu bought a lot of snacks, and was more excited than the festival. Why did he really hope his mother would be at home at this time, so that he wouldn't have to turn off the TV by pretending to be a red face, but unfortunately he had already agreed to Susu.

    "Have you finished your sketchbook?"

    Susu said loudly, "It's done."

    "You must go to bed after ten o'clock."

    "The concert will end at 9:30." Susu jumped on the sofa a few times, staring at the TV, excited like a bird.

    Some footage from before the concert is playing on the TV. The scene was crowded, and because there were too many cars and people congested in front of the gymnasium, many traffic police were diverting traffic.

    In the past six months, in order to save his image, Song Juhan has mostly performed charity performances. He has not released a new song, and has not made any major moves. However, at this concert, three new songs will be released, and the fans are enthusiastic and ready to welcome their prosperous world. return. And the media who used to sneer at him when he had an accident in the past have also poured in again.

    He Gu instructed: "Don't be too noisy, it will affect the neighbors."

    "Got it!" Susu saw that he was leaving, "Brother, aren't you watching?"

    "I want to read." He Gu closed the bedroom door.

    He leaned against the head of the bed, took out the astrophysics popular science book he bought recently and read it, but he tried to read a few lines, but found that he couldn't read it at all.

    He heard the sound from the TV outside and knew that the concert had started, and Susu was shouting happily.

    It didn't take long for the music to start. Although he couldn't make out what was being sung, the tune was familiar. It was a song he had heard repeatedly before, and that song had topped the Chinese music chart for six consecutive weeks.

    Song Juhan was right, he won all the awards he deserved, and almost all the goals he should have achieved.

    At his age, he has obtained everything that others have spent their entire lives pursuing, no wonder he is so proud.

    Why did he take out the earphones and put them in his ears, but the sound of the outside world still penetrated into the eardrum, making him unable to calm down. Thinking about it, all the songs on his phone were from Song Juhan. Somewhat irritably, he casually searched for an English album on the Internet and put it up.

    The world is finally quiet.

    The book became more and more boring, and the words were difficult, which made him extremely bored, and his mind was full of chaos, as if there was a world that was collapsing outside. He blocked everything with headphones, but it was only blocked, no means nothing happened.

    He understood why he could face Song Juhan indifferently, but couldn't calm down because Song Juhan sang. He always had an obsession with Song Juhan's songs that was hard to let go. That afternoon seven years ago, a seed was deeply planted in his heart and could never be removed. Because no matter what time, he could not forget the beauty of that afternoon.

    He sighed, put down the book, leaned back on the head of the bed, stared blankly at the white wall, his thoughts gradually became chaotic, and his eyelids became heavier and heavier, and finally, he leaned on the bed and fell asleep accidentally.

    I don't know how long it took, a loud noise woke him up from his sleep, he opened his eyes suddenly, and his whole body bounced, only to see Susu rushing in in a panic, shouting: "Brother, come quickly. !"

    Why is a little annoyed: "What the hell are you called, I didn't say..."

    Susu jumped up and grabbed his arm: "Brother, come quickly!"

    "What are you doing?"

    Susu didn't know where the strength came from, so she dragged him out of bed and dragged him to the living room.

    He Gu just wanted to reprimand her when Song Juhan's flawless face on the large TV in the living room bumped into his eyes without warning, and he was suddenly a little dazed.

    Song Juhan's face was covered with fine sweat, and the reflection of his skin was extraordinarily smooth. He looked a little tired, but his breathing had calmed down. He said, "Please listen to the last song, "Love He Gu."

    Susu shook He Gu's arm desperately, and said excitedly, "He said there was a song that was not in the plan, and he wanted to give it to someone! It's you, brother, he wants to give it to you!"

    Why has been completely stupid.

    Is Song Juhan crazy? Such an obvious... homonym, and the media and fans will explode right away. No, it's his self-love, this song may not be written for him.

    But he immediately remembered what Song Juhan said when they met for the last time.

    Everyone in Song Juhan's team went down. He was sitting on a high chair with his long legs touching the ground and holding a guitar in his arms. In front of him was Limai. The super-large LED screen in the background of the stage was off. The cool lighting effects were all gone, only a circular white light hit him. On the huge dark stage, he looked lonely and small, as if he was the only one left in the world.

    The entire 10,000-person stadium was quiet.

    He Gu and Susu also quieted down, not even daring to take a breath.

    Song Juhan fiddled with the guitar and opened his mouth behind his ears. His lazy and sexy voice was the same as before, but it was infused with an indescribable sadness.

    "Love He Gu"

    They say love is hard to move

    They say that getting into the play is too deep to avoid tragedy

    I've heard a lot of great truths about love

    I sang too many songs full of love

    And I never knew what love was

    Countless souls in the floating world roam in pain

    There are thousands of broken hearts

    I used to scoff at those impulses

    I thought they were just talking

    And I still don't know what love is

    love He Gu

    When I miss the hope in your eyes

    Missing the joys and sorrows of your world

    i miss love

    miss myself

    love He Gu

    When I squander your ability to love

    I always thought you wouldn't leave

    i miss love

    miss you

    love He Gu

    lingering like honey

    bloodthirsty

    You said wrong and paid affectionately, leaving a cold back

    I heard the fall of the spring flowers because of missing

    Can not be turned into heart-blooded words and phrases

    Love can't cut the love

    Maybe I still don't know what love is

    When you first met, your eyes were as bright as a star

    How many nights I tossed and remembered in my dreams

    If time goes back, bring the old things back

    Thousands of sails have always tried their best

    Maybe I can read what love is

    love He Gu

    When I miss the hope in your eyes

    Missing the joys and sorrows of your world

    i miss love

    miss myself

    love He Gu

    When I squander your ability to love

    I always thought you wouldn't leave

    i miss love

    miss you

    love He Gu

    lingering like honey

    bloodthirsty

    I love He Gu

    I already know what love is

    but where are you

    It was a sad and heartbreaking song. It was different from Song Juhan's previous style, but it sang with a depth of emotion that he had never been able to reach before.

    When the song ended, the stadium was still as quiet as ever.

    Song Juhan smiled lightly, adjusted the microphone, and said softly, "Does it sound good?"

    Only the sparse voice screaming is good, and most people are still in shock, because anyone who has paid attention to the big news of Song Juhan will have infinite reverie about the title of this song.

    Song Juhan lowered his head, was silent for a few seconds, and then raised his head, with a firm gleam in his eyes: "I fell in love with someone."

    There was an uproar.

    "This song was written for him, and even though he wasn't there, I knew someone would tell him."

    He Gu stood stiffly, his eyes fixed on the TV.

    "This year has been the biggest change in my life. I have experienced a lot of things, good, bad, and mostly bad." He smiled to himself.

    There was also laughter from the audience.

    "The worst thing is that I lost someone I loved so much, and I've only woken up now." Song Juhan leaned the guitar against the chair and stood up, "I've done a lot of wrong and stupid things, thinking about it. I feel like a jerk, but I can't change the past, but at least I can change the future."

    Susu looked up at the stunned He Gu, and quietly held He Gu's hand with her small hand.

    "I took a long break this year. Since my debut, I haven't had such a long free time, which allows me to settle down and think. I have sung songs for too many years, for various purposes, for money, for awards, For the sake of competition and public welfare, I sing for so many purposes that I forgot that at first I sang, but I wanted to sing and wanted others to listen to it, but I couldn't find it for a long time, and I strongly wanted to sing. The desire to be heard by others - hope."

    "Fortunately, I have found that person now. Every song of mine, I want him to listen and share with him, as long as I can convey my song to the right person, ten thousand people will listen to it, and one person will listen to it. , what's the difference?"

    Song Juhan ignored the commotion under the stage and seemed to be immersed in his own world, his eyes were blank but gentle: "In my life, there are three things that are most important, parents, music, and him, but I only let him down, only Make him hurt. I think I should also taste the taste of not being loved, just like he has tasted it, so..." He took a deep breath, "Today's concert is my farewell concert. ."

    The audience was silent for half a second, and then, there was a mad scream, trying to break through the sky.

    Song Juhan was silent for a moment, waiting for the wave to pass before continuing: "From today onwards, I will bid farewell to the stage I love and turn to the backstage. I will only sing to him until he is willing to listen, until he is willing to forgive me. I'm sorry to you guys, but I gave too much time to music, to you guys, and now I just want to give it to him, I hope you can understand my decision."

    Cries and pleadings came one after another in the stadium, and the scene was chaotic.

    Susu sucked in a breath of cold air, her eyes were red: "Brother..."

    Why did he feel like he was punched in the chest, and his whole body went numb.

    Song Juhan...what are you doing? What is he saying?

    Does he stop singing? !

    Even if he is as arrogant as Song Juhan, that Song Juhan who doesn't seem to care about anything, there is one thing that everyone knows that he regards as life, and that is music.

    He loves the stage, and everyone goes crazy for his singing. He can sleep and eat to write songs, and he can sleep all the time to rehearse. Such a person, should he turn to the backstage? !

    He Gu's cell phone rang, and he recovered from the shock, but his thoughts could not be removed from the TV. The camera zoomed in on Song Juhan's face. Song Juhan looked at the camera, and his deep eyes were full of melancholy and affection. He Gu felt that he was looking at him, even though they were more than ten kilometers apart.

    Song Juhan stared at the camera for a moment, then bowed deeply to the audience, threw down the screams of wild wolves, and left the stage without hesitation.

    He Gu's cell phone was still ringing persistently, Susu took it over to take a look, sniffed and said, "Brother, it's Zhuang Jieyu, do you want to pick it up?"

    He Gu turned his head and rushed back to the room, slamming the door hard.

    Crazy, crazy, Song Juhan is crazy.

    Song Juhan is equivalent to coming out of the closet in front of the whole country, and then immediately announcing his withdrawal from the music scene. He can't imagine how exciting the news tomorrow will be. He has always known that Song Juhan is a daring person, but he didn't expect him to be so reckless. consequences.

    I personally ruin my future, say goodbye to my favorite stage, just for... him?

    Such a huge crazy "effect", he didn't want to be that "cause" at all!

    He Gu remembered what Song Juhan said, "I should also taste the taste of love, just like he tasted it."

    Is this Song Juhan's purpose? Does he think that the two of them can be even?

    This selfish, savage bastard.

    Susu knocked on the door worriedly: "Brother, are you alright?"

    He Gu wiped his face hard and gradually calmed down. When he opened the door, he had returned to his usual appearance, and he took the phone in Susu's hand: "I'm fine, it's almost ten o'clock, you should go to bed. "

    Susu was dumbfounded, motionless.

    "Huh? Go to sleep."

    "Brother, you...are you not responding? Brother Han confessed to you on TV."

    "Don't talk nonsense, he just..."

    "I'm only young, and I'm not stupid!" Susu shouted, "He's just confessing to you, the song is called "Love He Gu", the homonym is..."

    "Okay." He Gu held her head down and said solemnly, "That's his business, it has nothing to do with us, now you go to bed."

    "How can it be irrelevant!" Su Su was about to cry.

    He Gu frowned: "Go to bed, don't you listen to your brother?"

    Susu opened his hand, turned angrily and ran away.

    He Gu turned around and leaned against the wall, heaving a long sigh, the whole person was still shaking uncontrollably.

    Love He Gu?

    bastard, come on...

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