The two stared at each other silently for a few seconds.

Song Juhan's pitch-black eyes were like a bottomless pool of water, and his thick and intertwined eyelashes were like raging nets, binding something from the depths of his soul, making it hard to breathe.

He Gu's eyelids blinked and he lowered his head unconsciously.

Song Juhan held his chin, and wiped the tomato juice from his forehead with a big hand, like blood.

He Gu turned his face away, but Song Juhan wiped it one after another, from his cheeks to his hair, then to his neck. In the end, his eyes were red, and he couldn't help holding He Gu in his arms, his voice trembling uncontrollably: "sorry."

He had so much, so much sorry for this person that he had tons of apologies and didn't know where to start.

He Gu gently pushed him away and whispered, "If they photograph Susu's face..."

"They dare not post, including your photos." Song Juhan said quickly.

"Brother Han, hurry up and get in the car, let's get out of here first." Komatsu stepped into the driver's seat from the back seat and looked around nervously, lest the reporters follow.

Song Juhan got into the car, and after closing the door, the car was so quiet that he could hear each other's heartbeats.

He Gu looked at the time: "I have to take Susu to Shencheng."

Song Juhan said softly, "I will arrange for you to go there tomorrow, so let's avoid it today."

He Ge nodded tiredly.

Song Juhan touched Susu's head and said softly, "Susu, I'm sorry, are you scared?"

Susu stared and shook her head: "I'm not afraid of them."

Komatsu said angrily: "Those fans are really crazy, there are children throwing things, what stuff."

Song Juhan was so uncomfortable that he couldn't raise his head. He kept peeking at He Gu, but He Gu didn't want to look at him, and kept wiping Susu's hair with his head down.

Song Juhan opened his mouth several times, and finally swallowed his words.

Silent all the way.

Xiaosong went to a nearby hotel, led them into the suite, and said, "Brother Han, I'm going to buy you clothes, you should take a shower first."

He Gu said, "Susu, go take a bath."

Susu glanced at the two of them and dawdled into the bathroom.

There were only two people left in the room. Why did he look in the mirror to see how embarrassed he was. He had not recovered from the panic of being surrounded by hundreds of people, and he didn't even have the strength to get angry.

"...Why?" Song Juhan called out cautiously.

He Ge unbuttoned the button, took off the wet, sticky and smelly shirt, and threw it into the trash can. He turned his back to Song Juhan and said, "When you were doing so much at the concert, didn't you expect such a thing to happen? "

Song Juhan looked at He Guguanga naked back and a thin waist, with a tight throat, he swallowed, and then said solemnly, "I thought about it, but if I don't do it that way, my dad will use a more vicious one. To deal with you by means, I will cut off the retreat once, so that he can't remedy it, and he will give up."

He Gu turned his head to look at him: "Do you have to involve someone else in the matter between your father and son?"

Song Juhan was speechless.

He Gu took out his mobile phone from his pocket and sent a text message to Sun Qing, saying that there was a delay, and he would go back tomorrow. He knew that his mother would see the news sooner or later, so he could hide for a while.

"That song...is it good?" Song Juhan whispered.

He Gu was stunned, his back was obviously stiff. He paused: "I forgot."

"you are lying."

He Gu didn't even dare to turn around. He was afraid to see Song Juhan's eyes. Those eyes, separated by a distance of more than ten kilometers, separated by TV screens, and separated thousands of people, conveyed the strongest affection.

Song Juhan walked over, hugged He Gu from behind with both arms, and pressed his cheeks against He Gu's neck: "In that song, every sentence is what I want to say to you, if you say you can't believe me, I will retreat. Go behind the scenes, so that there will not be so many messy people around me, I will write songs at home quietly, as long as you stay with me, I will only sing for you."

He Ge's heart trembled, Song Juhan's voice was so good that his bones were numb.

He really couldn't imagine how Song Juhan would do that. Song Juhan is a person who doesn't care about everything except music, but he gave up the stage for himself.

Until then, why did he believe that Song Juhan really liked him. A miracle he had been praying for during those seven humble, sore years had really happened.

He couldn't help being shocked.

It's just that he once thought he would cry with joy the moment he saw the miracle, but now, only indescribable sadness and irony emerged in his heart.

After he saw all the badness of Song Juhan and experienced all the injuries, can they go back again? He had been tortured to the point of being full of anger and exhaustion. Before that, he would never have believed that one day when he faced Song Juhan, he would not feel joy, but only anger, helplessness and pain.

They have been broken down to this point, can they go back?

Song Juhan, who has retreated behind the scenes, is still Song Juhan, who has wealth, beauty and status. What he wants, he still comes with a wave of his hand. Does this guarantee that he will not have two hearts? Does this guarantee that he won't be rude again?

Who will guarantee him a lifetime.

He Ge is already scared now, he is afraid that he will be bewitched by Song Juhan again. If he repeats the same mistakes, one day he will fall even harder and heavier than he is now, and he may not be able to get up. After all, Song Juhan gave him too many things that he didn't dare to ask for in the past. After having these things, can he afford to lose them?

Song Juhan hugged He Gu's obviously stiff body tightly, and said hoarsely, "Say something, say something."

He Gu's eyes were empty: "You are always so willful and reckless, because you are not afraid of anything, but I..."

"Who said I'm not afraid!" Song Juhan said anxiously, "I'm afraid you don't want me."

He Gu broke away from his embrace and finally summoned up the courage to look directly at him: "That song is very nice."

Song Juhan was overjoyed.

"But, I'm not the one who can be moved by just singing a song."

Song Juhan's expression collapsed almost instantly.

"There used to be such a He Ge. Seven years ago, you sang a song to me that day, and I was so moved. You fucked me until I bleed, and I was in so much pain that I didn't say a word." He Gu couldn't help it. He smiled, "I'm as fascinated by you as when I'm drunk, and when I'm drunk, it lasts for seven years."

"But I woke up and found that you're not that good, at least it's not worth me being so cheap and stupid, and putting myself in for a lifetime." He Gu's eyes were as calm as water, but under the stagnant water, there was still a surging undercurrent. , "After I woke up, I saw you, me, and us more clearly. I made the decision to separate from you very clearly. I think it's the best for me. As for you , I used to think only about you, now I want to think only about myself. You sang that song to me, I was a little touched, but that's it, I don't care about your decision to quit the stage or anything that happens after that Responsible."

"I didn't..." Song Juhan's breath was trembling, his voice choked, "I didn't make you responsible, I chose it myself, I chose you, whether you forgive me or not, I don't regret it, If you feel that you can't believe me for a year and a half, I will always be by your side, with you for the rest of your life, I Song Juhan only loved you one, one is enough, one has already made me want to die. Why, I just I want to tell you, I am willing to do anything for you, I can give up the stage for you, I can turn my face for you and my dad, I can come out for you, I tell the world that the person I love is you, can't you Believe me, I'll be wholeheartedly with you!"

He Gu felt that it was a little difficult to breathe, Song Juhan's words seemed to cry blood, he lowered his head as if overwhelmed, he knew that he was shaken, from the moment he made up his mind to leave Song Juhan, no matter how much Song Juhan did, good or bad. Yes, he has never been shaken, but at this moment, he knew that he was shaken.

Has Song Juhan changed? Could he change? The person who kept saying that he would never hurt him again, force him, and treat him well, but blocked him in a hotel to humiliate him, and threatened him with his mother, wasn't Song Juhan also? !

Song Juhan is a bastard. He knew it seven years ago. Will such a person change?

How could he be shaken by such a man? !

He pushed Song Juhan away: "Enough, let me stay by myself for a while."

"Why..."

"Get out!" He Gu roared uncontrollably.

Song Juhan's eyes were full of pain, but in the end he didn't say anything and left the room quietly.

He Gu felt that his legs were weak, he slowly sat on the bed, his heart was numb.

After a while, Su Su finished washing, and he couldn't wait to lock himself into the bathroom and forcefully flush the unpleasant and embarrassing smell from his body.

These were also given by Song Juhan.

Song Juhan said that he loved him, but what he brought to him was often pain, embarrassment and shame.

After taking a shower, Komatsu had already brought his clothes. Why did he put on clean clothes and shrunk into the quilt. He felt that the pores on his body finally opened up. He was finally relieved from the nightmare at the airport. The entanglement with Song Juhan has implicated Susu, which makes him extremely angry.

Susu seemed to be able to read what he was thinking, and looked at him without blinking: "Brother, I'm fine, I'm not afraid."

He Gu patted her head: "You are really amazing, much stronger than when I was a child."

"Really?"

"real."

Susu said angrily: "Those people are so disgusting, they will be punished sooner or later."

"Don't think about those people, they're not worth remembering." He Gu touched her head, "Go to sleep, sleep, I'll take you home tomorrow."

Susu obediently closed her eyes, He Gu looked at her tender face, and when she looked at it, her eyes lost focus, and Song Juhan's face appeared again in front of her eyes.