GuQingPei frowned and looked at He Gu: "Is something wrong? Song Juhan?"

He Gu's Adam's apple rolled and said calmly, "What's wrong."

The man glanced at GuQingPei, obviously unwilling to say: "You will find out when you go back and have a look."

"I'm on vacation." He Gu pursed his lips, "Don't bother me if there's nothing important. By the way, you, Mr. Song, should also hope that I go as far as possible."

The man's face sank: "Mr. He, President Song asks you to return to China immediately, if you don't cooperate..."

"I don't cooperate, are you going to tie me back?" He Gu suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and said viciously, "Song He let me go, let me go, and let me go back, what is he? If he wants something from me now, let him, in person, call me." He Gu pushed him away and dragged Gu Qing Pei into the hotel.

Back in the room, He Gu couldn't hold it anymore, and said tremblingly, "Give me the phone."

GuQingPei put his hands in his pockets and looked at him calmly: "You were so domineering just now, so handsome."

He Gu smiled bitterly: "President Gu, give me your phone."

GuQingPei took out the phone from his pocket and threw it to him: "What is Song Juhan doing again?"

"He's injured." He Gu's hand trembled a little, and pressed the power button hard.

"Injured?" GuQingPei asked in surprise, "How did you get injured, is it serious?"

"It's not light." He Gu stared at the screen of the mobile phone, but waited for a long time with his breath, but there was nothing.

In the few days that he shut down, there was no news from Song Juhan.

This made him feel extremely uneasy, because it was not in line with Song Juhan's usual style, he gritted his teeth and called Song Juhan's phone back, but the phone was turned off.

Could it be... Could it be that Song Juhan's injury really got worse? Otherwise, how could Song He want him to go back to China and send his assistant to look for him?

He Gu patted his forehead hard, his expression a little distorted.

GuQingPei looked at him worriedly, but could only be silent.

He Gu was anxious and annoyed, grabbed the phone and strode out, and when he passed GuQingPei, he threw the sentence "I'll go out for a while".

What kind of anger he made with an assistant just now, why didn't he ask the matter clearly, Song He wouldn't make fun of his son no matter how bad it was!

He just walked to the lobby when the phone rang. He nervously put it in front of him and saw that it was an unfamiliar number. He quickly answered it. The other end of the phone was silent for two seconds, and Song He's voice came, which sounded annoyed. Tired: "Why, you appeared in front of me today, otherwise you won't have a good life in the future!"

Why didn't bother to pay attention to his threat: "What happened to Song Juhan?"

"Come back and see for yourself!" Song He gritted his teeth, "I really want to kill you!"

What did He Gu want to ask? Song He had already hung up the phone. As soon as he looked up, the assistant was standing not far from him, looking straight at him.

He Gu took a deep breath and lowered his head.

GuQingPei chased after him: "Why, what's wrong?"

He Gu turned around and looked at him: "President Gu, I'm going back to China now, sorry for being so hasty."

GuQingPei had obviously guessed it: "Go, you can come anytime when you're done."

"Thank you for your hospitality for the past two weeks." He Gu's mind was about to explode.

"You're welcome." GuQingPei smiled and whispered in his ear, "If you really like it, go back and take him down, what are you afraid of."

What to be afraid of.

He Gu kept echoing three words in his mind.

He has always been afraid. He used to be afraid that Song Juhan would be tired of twisting him. Later, he was afraid that Song Juhan was a whim. Now he was afraid that Song Juhan would change his mind one day. Those seven years of humble and self-sufficient feelings made him lose the slightest confidence in himself and in Song Juhan. Trust, he is afraid of too many things, but emotionally, he can't be brave.

GuQingPei patted his back hard: "Go back."

He Gu went back to the room to pack some simple luggage, followed the assistant to the airport, and the assistant put him on the plane. It turned out that the man was the manager of the company in Singapore, who was indeed Song He's assistant.

Back in the capital, the sky was still light, and when he got off the plane, someone from Song He picked him up and took him straight to the villa in Xiangshan.

He Gu couldn't help but ask the driver on the road what happened to Song Juhan, but the driver didn't know, his heart sank all the way.

When we got there, it was already dark. This area was full of holiday villas, and no one would live there. So in that villa area, the only one with lights on must be Song Juhan's.

He recalled the weekend he and Song Juhan spent here last summer. It was a rare sweet and happy weekend. Song Juhan's occasional gentleness, like charging energy, was enough to support him to keep himself in the cold night. .

That time seems to have passed for a long, long time.

He took the luggage from the driver and walked inside.

Before his hand touched the door, the door was opened from the inside ssa's beautiful but haggard face appeared in his sight, before he could say a word ssa hugged him, choked and said, "You Finally home."

"What's wrong?" Vanessa's eyes were red, and she looked very bad. He Gu's body began to tremble. What happened to Song Juhan? He was already afraid to know the truth.

Ssa pulled him in: "Can you go see Ju Han, he... He refused to treat, eat, or sleep. It's been a long time."

He Gu had a buzzing sound in his head, and after a long time, he put down his luggage and hurried upstairs.

What is Song Juhan doing? ! What else does he want to do!

He slammed open Song Juhan's door. Song Juhan was sitting beside the bed and turned his head to look out the window. He didn't look back when he heard the sound, but said calmly, "I saw you by the window."

The voice was low and weak, and it lost the lazy magnetism of the past, but it was as low as sandpaper.

He Gu said sharply: "What are you fooling around for?! Do you want to lose your arm!"

"It's not broken again, why are you nervous?" Song Juhan raised his chin, leaned his neck back, and messily curled his hair behind his head.

He Gu clearly saw his bulging collarbone and thin cheeks, Song Juhan lost a lot of weight.

"Do you still want to play musical instruments, have you done rehabilitation? What's the matter if you don't eat or sleep?"

Song Juhan sneered, turned to look at He Gu, his eyes were blood red: "Why do you pretend to care about me so much, do you care about how I am?"

"What the hell are you crazy about!" He Gu looked at the cold food on the table, "Eat it."

"It's my mother who asked you to come back to see me. You are very tolerant of others, but you hate me the most." Song Juhan laughed softly, as if he had no strength, and suddenly Taking a breath, he grabbed the quilt with his five fingers, and the veins on the back of his hands protruded.

Why do you think Song Juhan is so abnormal, is it because he hasn't responded to messages for a few days?

He Gu took a bowl of porridge, walked to Song Juhan, and said sternly, "Hurry up and feed me!"

Song Juhan raised his head, his eyes were blue and black, and at first glance, he was not resting normally, his whole body was morbidly pale, and he said slowly, "I'm not hungry."

He Gu pinched his chin: "Song Juhan, what's wrong with you!"

Song Juhan knocked over the bowl in his hand, and then panted hard: "Let's go, lest I haunt you and you will be scared and run abroad." He said, and laughed again in a low voice When he got up, his laughter was still filled with tears, "Did I make you so annoying, you want to hide from me all over the world? I am willing to save you, I didn't want to use this to blackmail you, I dare not force it any more. You're half past one, why...why I just want to be by your side, you can't stand it?"

He Gu watched Song Juhan's tears start to fall, his heart ached, his mind went blank, he felt as if he had done something very bad to make this person so sad, but what did he do? Why, after so many years, Song Juhan almost smashed his heart to pieces, but now he is wronged?

Song Juhan pushed him away abruptly, laughing and crying: "Let's go, why, let's go, if I have the strength, I may tie you up again, so I can't eat, as long as I have the strength, I will tie you up again. Go, go, go to a place where I can't see you, touch you, or bother you, as long as you're happy, don't come back to care about me in a sham."

He Gu held back his tears, his clenched fist wanted to hit Song Juhan's face, but he felt that Song Juhan was so weak that the wind was blowing, and this fist was finally replaced by a slap in the face: "Fuck you think you are now Don't you think you're not blackmailing me now?"

Song Juhan shook his head, his face turned ashen: "I am giving you what you have always wanted, look, I am not pestering you now. You should wish that I starve to death, so that no one will pester you anymore. "

"Fuck you! I'm just going abroad for a vacation. Are you going to live or die!"

"Vacation?" Song Ju laughed coldly, "Do you think I didn't know you were looking for GuQingPei, you even went to work abroad in order to avoid me."

"Who said I was going to work abroad, who?" A person flashed in He Gu's mind, "Song He? Did Song He say that?!"

Song Juhan looked at him blankly: "You... are you really going on vacation?"

"Of course I'm on vacation!"

"Then why didn't you reply to my message, why did you turn off the phone?!" Song Juhan dared not recall the feeling that he guarded his mobile phone every day expecting even a single word of response, but in the end he was disappointed. Just when he was injured, why He was a little gentle to him and let him see a glimmer of hope, why He used indifference and evasion again, giving him the heaviest and heaviest blow, which shattered him.

"I'm happy!" He Gu roared, "I'm in a mess, I want to be quiet for a few days, are you an idiot, do you believe what Song He says!"

"You don't look at me at a glance, don't reply to a message, just turn off the phone when you go out..." Song Juhan's expression was a bit hideous, and there was a crack in his heart, "What do you want me to think, you are not just to hide me."

He Gu closed his eyes, he didn't dare to look at Song Juhan's eyes again, he rubbed his forehead irritably: "I... I'm just out of my mind, I'm just going on vacation, I don't plan to work there."

Song Juhan was silent for a while: "My mother asked you to say that. My dad finally told me that you are not going to work, you are just going on vacation. You are all lying to me."

"What did I lie to you for? You, Song Juhan, are the only ones who lie to me in this life. I don't give a fuck about lying to you." He Gu waved his fist in hatred, "No!"

Song Juhan stared at him, his lips trembling, "Then you...will you stay in the capital?"

"I'm not sure, maybe I'll go to Shencheng." He Gu said solemnly, "But I won't hide from you anymore."

Song Juhan was silent for a moment, chuckled lightly, fell back in the chair, and giggled: "You're just on vacation, just on vacation." He wiped away the liquid from the corner of his eyes, but the more he wiped, the more he could not cry.

He Gu couldn't take it anymore, he rubbed Song Juhan's soft curly hair and said softly, "Enough is enough, don't cry, it's not ashamed."

Song Juhan slowly hugged his waist, the usually strong iron wall was so soft that it made people sad, but he still held He Ge with all his strength, like a life-saving straw, and said in a hoarse voice, "I am very sorry. Scared, really... scared."

He Gu took a deep breath, his eyes still squinting. Why didn't he find out before that Song Juhan was so capable of grinding people?

"Don't leave me, why, please don't leave me." Song Juhan's voice was heartbreaking, "I seem to be obsessed...I think of you all the time, don't leave me..."

Why did he feel that something in his body shattered, fell into the dust and mud, and melted into the ground. It was probably his cage that sealed him.

Take it if you like it, what are you afraid of.

Such a simple truth, but he dared not look directly at it.

He was afraid of so many things that he would rather choose to guard himself layer by layer and isolate all hope, rather than give himself the slightest chance. He endured the pain of a broken heart, and strangled that little budding expectation with his own hands, just because he was afraid, he was afraid that the suffering would come over again, and he was afraid that he would be unbearable.

But what's the big deal? A person's life is nothing but a death. He used to be willing to give everything in exchange for Song Juhan's love, but now Song Juhan finally likes him, why doesn't he dare to gamble with everything.

If he wins, he wins, and if he loses, he loses... If he loses, he loses. That's what he said, but it's nothing but death. Song Juhan once said that he couldn't afford to play, but he was not convinced at that time, and now he is also not convinced, he could afford it, he risked his life, and planned to play with Song Juhan again. The chips were pressed in once, all the happiness and joy in his life, and his life.

So, He Gu listened to his roar from the depths of his soul, that exhausting roar, when it reached his lips, it was just a dull word: "Okay, I won't leave."

Even these five understated words had already overdrawn He Gu's entire body, and even pierced Song Juhan's heart in an instant.

Song Juhan suddenly raised his head: "What did you say?"

He Gu looked down at him, his eyes so complicated that it was unpredictable: "I won't leave."

Song Juhan's eyes widened.

For a long time, he has done everything, but he can't get a word for any reason, even if it is a promise to deceive him, he will never lie to him, because the promise of why is worth more than ten million yuan. Reverse.

"You said...you said you wouldn't leave me." Song Juhan hugged He Gu's waist tightly, "You said you wouldn't leave me."

He Ge nodded slightly.

Song Juhan stood up abruptly, and he didn't know where the strength came from, and grabbed He Gu's shoulder tightly: "What does this mean? He Gu, please explain clearly, what does this mean?!"

He Gu's body is already overturned, but his face is calm like a lake: "That's what you think. The reason why I go on vacation is to give myself a quiet environment and think hard. Now that I have finished thinking, I will give it to you. Answered."

Song Juhan was trembling with his breath, he smiled, and his face was full of fear: "Why, am I hallucinating?"

"No." He Gu forced himself to remain calm, "I'll give you a chance to start over, we can get to know each other again, reconnect with each other, and then maybe we can re-establish our relationship. Song Juhan, let me see you this time. With a bit of sincerity, let me see what kind of person you are and see if you are worthy of my trust."

Song Juhan was ecstatic, he suddenly hugged He Ge, overwhelmed with excitement: "Why, why, why!"

After saying these words, He Gu felt that the stagnation in his chest dissipated. During the half month in Singapore, everything about Song Juhan that had repeatedly tormented him and entangled him had made his tea and rice taste fragrant and sleepless at night. The more than a year of tossing with Song Juhan seems to be longer than the past twenty-nine years, but after clearing the heavy fog and opening the knot in Duoduo's heart, what finally appeared in front of him was the one who loved Song Juhan. The heart, the heart that was wrapped up by him with pain, inferiority, resentment, and rationality, and hidden in the deepest part of the soul, still exudes a weak but persistent light in the most difficult days and nights.

He doesn't know how much energy it takes to love someone. When he thought he had used up all his energy, he found that it might be an endless stream of water. When it is nourished, it is like a surging ocean. The trickle, but never dried up, the strongest desire from life, never dried up.

Song Juhan hugged He Gu like crazy and refused to let go, and finally fell asleep in He Gu's arms because of severe physical exhaustion.

He Gu looked at the wet tears on Song Juhan's face and showed a bitter smile.

To love someone is to transcend tribulation.