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    After Song Juhan fell asleep, He Gu gently walked into the bathroom, facing the sink. The mirror reflected a pale, dazed face with dried tears in the corners of its eyes.

    That face gradually overlapped with his younger self. He seemed to be able to see through the mirror his confusion and anxiety in the past. Seven years later, he originally thought he had walked a long, far away, but in the end he found that he was just surrounded by A person draws a circle.

    It's ironic that a person like him who can't even say a word of love, has been trapped in love all his life.

    He even thought he had died once.

    He washed his face, tried to adjust his mood, and walked out.

    Song He and Vanessa were both waiting for him downstairs. They were sitting on opposite ends of the sofa. They could touch each other with their arms outstretched, but the distance seemed very far.

    Married couples, but that's it.

    The weakest and most insecure thing in this world is emotion, but there are thousands of bones that build the road, and there are still people who are not afraid of death and yearn for it.

    Hearing footsteps, the two raised their heads at the same time and watched He Gu go downstairs step by step.

    ssa asked softly, "Has he eaten?"

    He Gu shook his head: "Fell asleep, he will eat when he wakes up."

    Ssa breathed a sigh of relief, put her hands on her lips, and said a series of prayers in German.

    Song He's nose fluttered, staring at He Gu coldly.

    He Gu sat opposite Song He and looked straight at him calmly: "I came back this time, not because of your threats, but because of Song Juhan, you don't have to stare at me, if you didn't lie to him that I would go to Singapore and not come back. Now, he won't make such a fuss, how old is your own son's mental age?"

    Song Juhan's shrewdness towards outsiders and his unreasonable vexatiousness towards his own are the two extremes of his personality. Song Juhan is always like a precocious child. No matter how mature he looks, he still doesn't grow up inside. He always likes to be outside. Do enough drama to earn enough face, and then leave your stubborn nature to those closest to you.

    Song He narrowed his eyes: "You dare to educate me?"

    He Gu sneered: "I have no obligation to educate you." In front of vanessa, it was inconvenient for him to say more nasty words, "From now on, I will try not to appear in front of you, and you will also try not to appear in front of me, I'll never forgive you for taking advantage of me, we're out of sight, everyone's comfortable."

    Song He's expression was grim, and he had to say something more and said in a low voice, "Song He, we discussed it just now."

    Song He gritted his teeth, stood up, adjusted his tie, pointed at He Gu and said, "My Song family is only such a son, you can do it yourself." After he finished speaking, he slammed the door and left.

    ssa sighed: "Why, how are you talking?"

    He Gu was silent for a while, and said as plainly as possible: "Vanessa, I decided to try again with him."

    A trace of surprise and joy flashed in ssa's eyes: "Really, really?" Immediately, worry appeared on her face, "You are because he tortured yourself like this..."

    He Gu nodded and shook his head again: "More than that, I really can't watch him go on like this, especially since his injury hasn't healed yet. But I've also thought a lot during this time. Between us, whether it's a bad relationship, it's probably true. There is something that has been involved all the time, and if you want to break it, it will not be clean. If you are tossing with each other, it is better to…”

    ssa couldn't help laughing, her eyes like autumn water flickering: "Great, he has learned a lot, I believe he will cherish it this time."

    He Gu smiled bitterly and did not speak. Will Song Juhan cherish it well? He won't have an answer until the last moment. He just thinks that life is too short to even know when to die, so why bother thinking about when a person will change his mind.

    Take it if you like it, then do your best and obey the destiny.

    ssa gently covered her heart, even with such dramatic movements, she was so graceful, she seemed so happy that she didn't know what to do: "If you're not busy these days, just stay here, okay?"

    He Gu nodded: "It's been hard for you these days."

    ssa smiled: "There is no way, I should bear the consequences if I didn't teach him well."

    He Gu hesitated for a moment: "Then Song He..."

    "You don't need to pay attention to him, I will have a good talk with him. In any case, he cares about Ju Han."

    He Gu thought to himself that Song He really cared about Song Juhan, but the selfishness of the father and son was almost the same.

    He Gu sat on the edge of the bed and quietly looked at Song Juhan's face in his sleep, his already thin cheeks were slightly sunken at this time, and he looked very haggard. heavy man.

    Why did he feel that Song Juhan's heart couldn't take it anymore if he made such a fuss.

    Suddenly, Song Juhan's eyelashes trembled.

    He Gu was startled, hurriedly grabbed the book at hand, flipped a page casually, stared at the book, and out of the corner of his eye was staring at the bed.

    Song Juhan slowly opened his eyes, it only took two seconds from being confused to being awake, and then he instinctively shouted: "Why..."

    He Gu put down the book: "You are awake."

    Song Juhan turned his head to look at him, stretched out his hand and grabbed his arm, his eyes lit up: "You are really there."

    "Of course I'm here." He Gu said, "Are you hungry?"

    Song Juhan stared straight at He Gu, with a desire to swallow him, tremblingly said, "I thought I was dreaming."

    "If you go hungry again, you're going to have hallucinations. Eat something."

    Song Juhan nodded.

    He Ge got up to get food, but Song Juhan didn't let go: "Don't go."

    "I'll go get you something to eat."

    Song Juhan looked at him fixedly: "When are you coming back?"

    "Ten seconds." He Ge pointed to the table, "On the table."

    Song Juhan raised his neck with all his strength, glanced at the thermal insulation cover on the table, and then let go of his hand.

    He Gu opened the insulation cover, and the food was still hot. He brought the tray to the head of the bed and helped Song Juhan up, "Hurry up and eat something."

    Song Juhan showed a weak smile: "You feed me." The moment he grabbed He Gu just now consumed the last of his body's strength.

    He Ge stirred the porridge with a ladle, scooped up a ladle, and brought it to his mouth.

    Song Juhan's eyes were full of joy, and he opened his mouth wide to eat.

    "You haven't eaten for so many days, so you can only drink some porridge first, otherwise your stomach will react."

    Song Juhan doesn't care what he eats at all, he only has why in his eyes and mind, chewing with his mouth open like a robot.

    Why was he a little bit unbearable, put down the ladle, and said helplessly, "Can you eat well?"

    "Why didn't I eat well?" Song Juhan opened his mouth with an "ah".

    He Gu scooped up a big ladle and stuffed it into his mouth.

    After eating a large bowl of porridge, Song Juhan obviously looked a little more energetic. He grabbed He Gu's hand and stared intently at He Gu, smiling from time to time.

    "Enough is enough, don't look at it, you're panicking." He Gu handed him the medicine and boiled water, "Take the medicine, and call the doctor later to give you nutrient solution."

    "Don't yell, I don't want to see anyone now." Song Juhan hugged He Gu's arm, "Just stay with me."

    "Don't make trouble, you are very weak now, and the injury on your arm needs to be reviewed."

    "I really don't want to see anyone." Song Juhan stared at He Gu, "Will you stay with me?"

    "No, you need to see a doctor now." He Gu pulled his hand back and said slightly seriously, "Can you be obedient at this time?"

    Song Juhan immediately sat up straight: "Yes, not only at this time, but also in the future."

    Why can't you laugh or cry.

    He called the doctor and called the doctor. The doctor and nurse checked Song Juhan. After infusion of ssa, he saw that his son was finally "alive". He reprimanded him severely. Although Song Juhan was weak, he kept listening .

    Song Juhan's physical fitness was good, and within a few days he recovered his spirits and was able to walk and dance. The stitches on the head were removed, but the arm was still in a plaster cast, which made it difficult to move, but at this time, it seemed that he only needed to open his legs, and he could follow him.

    Since that day, Song He hasn't appeared again. Vanessa has always stayed to take care of them. Occasionally, he will cook a few Western dishes in person, but the taste is mixed.

    He why read books, feed the fish, accompany Song Juhan every day, and live a very leisurely life. He still seemed to be unable to get along with Song Juhan harmoniously. He always felt that there was something between the two of them. Song Juhan also discovered that the more he wanted to get closer, the more indifferent he acted, which made him always feel very depressed.

    In the evening, He Gu received a fucking phone call. He said with mixed feelings that Qinqing had been investigated. He was happy that the bribes of the father and son of the Li family were found out a few years ago, and he was worried that the shares in her hands would shrink. . But after experiencing why he was kidnapped, she really thought about it a lot. In the past, she tried to persuade him so many times to no avail. On the contrary, it was the crazy actions of the Li family and his son that made her really understand the weight of money.

    He Gu also persuaded: "This is a good thing, if they keep getting away with it, we will always be worried."

    "Yeah." Sun Qing sighed, "I also figured it out, nothing compares to our family being together." She paused, "When you say this, will Song He do it behind the scenes?"

    "It's possible that if you can make a fuss about things a few years ago, if you are willing to work hard and have the ability, probably only Song He is the only one."

    Sun Qing said with some emotion, "I didn't expect to take the power of these two fathers and sons in the end, and I don't know whether to be happy or sad."

    "No matter what, this matter is beneficial to us. Even if the investment company takes the opportunity to lower the price, you should sell it."

    "Well, that's what I thought. The same price, even if I sell it to others, it won't be cheaper for the Li family."

    "By the way, how is Susu these days?"

    "It's okay, she's more sensible than you think, and she doesn't like the Li family. After so many years, no Li family has looked down on her except Li Chengxing. As for her father, I believe she will finally understand."

    "That's good." He Gu was most worried about Susu, but some injuries were unavoidable.

    After hanging up the phone, He Gu turned around and was shocked. Song Juhan was looking at him not far away. He calmed down, "Didn't you take a shower?"

    Song Juhan shook the plaster on his hand, "The nurse has something to do at home, let's go first, I can't wash it by myself."

    He Gu frowned and unceremoniously exposed him: "You want me to wash it for you?"

    Song Juhan pursed his lips and smiled, and said coquettishly, "Will you wash it for me then?"

    "Don't wash it today, it's not dirty." He Gu turned around and was about to leave.

    Song Juhan stretched out his long arms, grabbed his waist, put his lips against his ear and said, "But I just want you to wash me."

    He Gu's body froze, trying to push him away.

    Although Song Juhan was only able to move his right hand, his strength was terrifyingly large. He was imprisoned like iron pincers, and he said a little aggrievedly, "Why are you always avoiding me?"

    He Gu looked up at him: "We meet 24 hours a day, why am I avoiding you?"

    Song Juhan stared at him for two seconds, then suddenly lowered his head and covered his lips, sucking hard.

    He Gu's heart suddenly beat like a drum, and he accepted the kiss stiffly and passively, his heart pounding, but he endured no response.

    The four warm lips slowly parted, and Song Juhan said softly, "You are hiding from me."

    He Gu frowned: "I immediately strip off and sleep with you, so I'm not avoiding you?"

    Song Juhan let go of his arm, and said a little frustratedly: "I didn't mean that, just... Forget it, I know you have a knot in your heart, let's take it slow, I'm willing to wait for you for as long as you want..." Song Juhan stared at He Gu's eyes were firm and gentle, "Really accept me."

    He Gu's eyes flickered, but in the end he didn't say anything.

    He is not a woman, and sex is not a shame for him. If it is consensual, it is even less likely that he will be taken advantage of. He is just afraid that Song Juhan will know his deepest desire. He felt a little ashamed.

    He never thought he was so addicted, but like most men, he really likes to do-love, and the part with Zhou Heyi is of course beautiful, but he still doesn't think it's tasteful enough, this world The person who is most familiar with his body and can give him the most sense of pleasure is right in front of him, aside from everything else, the man's lower body is very honest.

    But Song Ju's cold injury hasn't healed yet, and he's not that hungry yet. As for the little obstacle he couldn't overcome, since he had decided to start over with Song Juhan, it shouldn't be a problem, at least, it was a problem he wanted to solve by himself.

    Song Juhan seemed to sense some of He Gu's thoughts, and gently kissed his hair: "I have a request, you must agree to me."

    "Huh? What?"

    "What are your thoughts, what requirements do you have for me, what are you dissatisfied with, what are you angry about, what you are happy about, what you want, what you don't want, you must, must tell me." Song Juhan said seriously, "How much is between us? Communication mistakes, you should also be aware of it. You always like to keep everything in your heart. I don't know if I do wrong. If I do wrong, you can scold me or hit me, as long as you don't Happy, I will change it, just don't tell me, and then accumulate to a certain level, and I will settle the account with me, I am really afraid of you."

    Why does he know that he has this problem? He is naturally so disdainful of complaining, unwilling to argue, and not good at explaining. What he thinks a man can solve by himself, he digests it internally. As a result, many, many things that he had endured for a while were buried in the bottom of his heart layer by layer, and the accumulation became deeper and heavier. He used temporary "generousness" to constantly lower his bottom line. As a result, the bottom line did not lose its toughness, but rebounded from the bottom, hurting himself and others.

    He Gu nodded: "You are right, we should communicate in time."

    Song Juhan heaved a sigh of relief, smiled, couldn't help but kissed He Gu twice, and then went back to the original topic: "Then can you help me take a bath? Look, I will honestly say what I think. "

    "You are shameless." He Gu said coldly.

    "I'm only shameless towards you." Song Ju held He Gu in a greasy manner, with a gentle smile in his eyes.

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