Chapter 60 – Let Me Take A Bite, and I’ll Give You The First Place In Our Grade

Jian Songyi pushed Bai Huai away from him. “No. I brought an inhibitor this time.”

“Where is it?”

“In my schoolbag.”

“Didn’t your mother take it away?”

“…..”

“It’s not my fault. It used to happen every beginning of the month, but it didn’t give me any warning this time around.”

Jian Songyi could not believe that he was stressing about this again.

Bai Huai can only coax him with kind words: “You have just been divided and not yet used to it, so you’re not to be blamed. But since you’re experiencing your heat right now, I think it is better to go home first and then scold me later on, okay?”

Jian Songyi decided not to argue with Bai Huai first. 

Meanwhile, Bai Huai was worried about his weak legs: “I’ll carry you down.”

“Oh.” Jian Songyi straightened himself up with a sneer and turned around to walk on his own instead: “ I am afraid that you have forgotten your father’s heroic deeds of singling out three Alpha while in heat.”

He walked pretty neatly, but when he went downstairs, his legs staggered softly.

Bai Huai went up to hold it, but Jian Songyi clapped it with one hand: “Don’t touch me.”

With that, he held unto the stairs railings and took two steps simultaneously to run much quicker.

It seems that Jian Songyi is still angry with Bai Huai.

Bai Huai helplessly followed him: “Slow down. Be careful not to fall.” 

Jian Songyi just gave out a short and powerful “ha.”

While walking downstairs, Jian Songyi did not step back all the way to the art hall’s door. He didn’t even look back to check on Bai Huai or amble.

Jian Songyi is aware of the heat flowing inside his body that he has this undeniable strong attraction towards Bai Huai right now. His legs are too wobbly, and his face is too hot. If he walked by slower, she would want to turn around and push Bai Huai down to do god knows what.

But he is still feeling alive and slightly well due to Bai Huai’s scent, so he can’t just simply turn away the dirty thoughts and feelings that instinctively resurface, so he decides to walk faster. He just wanted to reach home as soon as possible and inject his inhibitor so that he could continue scolding Bai Huai about him leaving again.

However, when he got to the back door, he froze.

The back door of the Art and Sports Museum, which was never locked, was locked today? With a chain lock? Locked like a demon tower?!

Screw this shit.

Jian Songyi reached out and pulled the chain to shake it hard: “Is anyone there?”

There was no response.

He shook it a little bit more.

Still no response from anyone.

And then tried shaking it again.

But Bai Huai held his hand this time and said, “ There must be no one around here. I will call Yang Yue.”

Bai Huai took out his phone and, surprise, surprise… There’s no signal.

Jian Songyi took out his cellphone as well.

It’s out of battery.

……….

“I’ll go somewhere else to see if I can get to contact someone.” Bai Huai said as he took off his coat to place it on the ground. He checked if its soft enough for Jian Songyi to sit upon. When it was not, he went ahead to put his sweater down as well.”

Bai Huai then looked up at Jian Songyi with a calm expression engraved on his face: “Are you afraid of the dark?”

“No,”

“Good. Wait for me here. Don’t move.”

“I’ll go with you.”

“You told me to slow down. If your pheromone is always next to me, I am afraid that I won’t be able to help myself.”

“…..”

Jian Songyi bowed his head with ease and guilt. He always thought that he had good control of his pheromones.

“Well then, go.”

Bai Huai’s figure slowly disappeared at the end of the corridor. 

Without Bai Huai by his side, Jian Songyi’s particular period’s affliction is becoming increasingly apparent.

Jian Songyi leaned his back against the wall and then curled into a ball to tilt his chin against his knees. He tried to slow his breathing and suppress his feelings, but as soon as he closed his eyes, all he was feeling was coldness.

It is gaining more pressure on him.

In the end, all Jian Songyi can do is let himself slide down the wall and hug his legs with his arms. He fully buried his head against his knees and gasped for breath.

Binding heat is so intense and sudden that almost no Omega can resist it, so it is plain common sense for an Omega to carry inhibitors with them. 

After he suffered a loss last time, Jian Songyi remembered to take it with him all the time.

But today, because of the performance, he had to put the inhibitor in his schoolbag first. And as if on cue, this has to happen.

What a total coincidence.

Does God dislike him and insist on playing with him? He lets him be an Omega, not to mention a very awkward one.

Jian Songyi can only smile in despair.

He wanted to be the best Omega, yet he could barely suppress his instincts without losing his temper.

But what else can he do?

It has been engraved through thousands of years of human evolution. It’s already written in their genes that being strong and stubborn about it only feels terrible.

It is very deeply rooted that his desire grows from the soil. Then the roses grow savagely, which resulted in his seductive pheromones spreading endlessly that night. 

Jian Songyi’s hands droop freely, making his fingers touch the cold floor. He has his head against the wall as his Adam’s apple rolled down his elongated neck due to his heavy breathing. As the moonlight falls, beads of sweat form all over his neck and forehead.

Every minute and second that passed was extremely difficult for him.

Jian Songyi didn’t know how long it took for him to be able to hear the footsteps that were coming again.

He turned his head, his eyes glowing with water. Jian Songyi’s eyes are so red that he can only open his lips to say: “Bai Huai.”

The teenager’s clean and clear voice echoed through the empty space.

Bai Huai quickly picked up his pace and walked over to Jian Songyi as fast as possible. He immediately squatted down and hugged him into his arms. “I’m here.” He whispered against his delicate skin.

“How’s it going?”

“Not so much luck. There’s no one on duty for the weekends, and I still didn’t get any signal.”

Jian Songyi smiled helplessly: “I really didn’t mean it. I think God is playing with me.”

Bai Huai wiped his sweaty forehead with the back of his hand: “We can probably stay here for the night.” 

“Blame me for getting you into trouble.”

“What do you mean by that?”

 “It doesn’t make any sense. I was the one who hurt you in the first place. And then I have to pick up this broken stone. If it wasn’t for that, you would have gone home and slept comfortably. But only because I was such an irrelevant person that I- Bai Huai what are you doing?”

Jian Songyi started rumbling on angrily as he wanted to be taught a lesson. He leaned against the wall to stand up but suddenly lost his balance.

Bai Huai picked him up before directly hitting him: “Who do you say is irrelevant?”

Jian Songyi pursed his lips. 

“If you are angry, you can scold me, but don’t say things like that.”

“…You put me down.”

“If you are like this, do you think you can go up to the fourth floor by yourself?”

“?”

“You are so hot.”

“…..”

“Only the piano room is not monitored.”

“Oh. Then that’s nice… ” Jian Songyi responded with relief and then suddenly opened his eyes wide in realization. “What are you trying to do without monitoring?!”

Like a cat caught unexpectedly and panicked by its tail, one can’t help but want to be amused.

Bai Huai smiled: “An adult Alpha with an Omega in heat, what do you think I want to do?”

Jian Songyi immediately struggled from his grip: “Bai Huai, you are not human.” He said so with a very fierce tone. But because of his lack of strength, Jian Songyi only sounded as if he was being playful.

“Beast”

“Garbage”

“Son of a bitch”

“Let me go.”

“I am not done with you.”

……….

Bai Huai listened to everything Jian Songyi threw at him, but he did not reply to any of it.

When he got to the piano room, he placed Jian Songyi down. Without waiting for him to lift his legs and kick people, he puts it directly on the piano. Bai Huai then narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at the ungrateful kitten.

“Jian Songyi, I remember saying that I will only tolerate this thrice.” Bai Huai’s tone seemed to be a little dangerous.

“…..”

“You’ve been swaggering around me for three times while you’ve been in heat.”

At this moment, Bai Huai was still dressed as he was during the performance, and it did not help that the moonlight from outside the window fell coldly against his features. This only made him look like a vampire duke who had torn off his day disguise and had been completely reduced to a gentle scum.

The long and narrow eyes under the golden glasses can charm any soul.

On the other hand, he was like a silly Bai Tian who didn’t know where he was coming out. He knew he was not a good person, but he still couldn’t help being bewitched by him.

Jian Songyi felt his crazy desire for Bai Huai resurface, so he avoided looking at him in panic: “You, what are you doing?”

“You, what are you doing?”

“Temporary mark.”

“No way.”

Jian Songyi didn’t have to think about it.

Bai Huai patiently explained: “You do not have inhibitors, do not accept temporary marks; it is impossible to last until tomorrow morning.”

“I can.”

“Even if you hold it down, it will hurt your health.”

“It’s none of your business. I, Jian Songyi, even if I die here tonight, I will never ask you to mark me. “

Jian Songyi’s tone imposed great stubbornness that he turned his head and did not look at him. He put his hands on the side of his legs and pinched his fingertips into the palm of his hand.

“I’ll never be with you again anyway.”

He has a little moisture in the corner of his eyes while saying that.

Combined with the hot period of Omega, he is expected to be more sensitive and fragile.

Bai Huai’s face softened as he wiped the tears from the corner of Jian Songyi’s eyes. “But I want to be with you.” He muttered.

“My ass, you don’t want to be with me. If you want to love me, then why did you make that kind of agreement with Bo Han?”

“As long as I get full marks every time, isn’t that alright?”

“But what if you didn’t?”

“I am sure that I can get it.”

“I don’t believe you, you liar.”

Jian Songyi squeezed his eyes close as he could not stop his heart from undulating as his breath became quick and short.

In fact, he was so desperate for Bai Huai that he only wanted him to hug, comfort, and mark him- he wanted Bai Huai to possess all of him.

But Jian Songyi tries his best to be stubborn.

Within those three years, at least Bai Huai knows what had transpired for real. He knows Jian Songyi’s likes and dislikes while meeting and parting was all between his thoughts. He could’ve returned sooner if he badly wanted to do so.

But in Jian Songyi’s case, those three years meant confusion. He didn’t know anything. He doesn’t have anything to look forward to or when Bai Huai will return- if he ever will return even.

Thus, he is more afraid of having to undergo it all over again than Bai Huai.

Therefore, he will care why Bai Huai stopped pestering him about becoming his boyfriend.

Thus, he will be outraged and upset at the thought that Bai Huai might leave again.

It is not necessarily easy for those who are used to being loved and for those who do not learn to take the initiative because they do not know what to do in order to strive to win their lover.

The more Jian Songyi thought about this, the more upset he became. He was really angry that ended up scolding Bai Huai viciously: “Liar, you do not like me at all. I hate you.”

It was originally supposed to be ferocious words, but unconsciously, they revealed grievances from within.

Bai Huai can only sigh and take him in his arms: “Don’t hate me.”

The pheromone was released gently, wrapping Jian Songyi, as if trying to make him indulge in it.

Under the influence of Alpha pheromone, Jian Songyi’s desire began to flow so violently that he couldn’t resist it. But he tried his best to reject it and hold unto himself instead: “You can’t hug me!”

However, Bai Huai did not let go at all.

While trying to push Bai Huai away, Jian Songyi wanted to hold him a little tighter. He smelled the pheromone of his favorite Alpha and felt that his reasoning was losing little by little.

Bai Huai originally just wanted to appease him. Still, because of the high degree of fit, Jian Songyi’s pheromone had unwittingly moved him. Hence, his pheromone also inadvertently became a guide.

It is becoming more and more difficult for Jian Songyi to control himself, but Bai Huai is unaware.

“Jian Songyi, I am not a liar. I said I wouldn’t leave without saying a word, so I wouldn’t. What’s going on between my father and me will just stay between us, but in any case, I will not leave you with the best of my abilities.”

Jian Songyi can only clench his teeth as he bows his head without response. 

Bai Huai picked up his chin and made Jian Songyi look up at him: “Songyi, I like you so much that I can do anything. So you might be thinking that I am making a mistake, but I won’t. I certainly won’t go anywhere, so you don’t have to be mad at me.” With his cold and gentle voice, Bai Huai tried explaining it to him.

……….

Translator’s Note:

I would like to thank Clarificus who appreciated me and my efforts for this book. I hope you get to enjoy the following chapters on the way. This is dedicated to you for being so generous and letting me hit my goal. Again, thank you so much! 

Jian Songyi initially has three points of reasoning about this topic, but Bai Huai already managed to clear two of them.

“Songyi, you can say anything you want, but don’t say that you are irrelevant to me and that I do not like you. For as long as I can remember, all my life has been related to you. I not only like you, but I also love you. I will be sad if you say so otherwise.”

Bai Huai paused for a moment.

“So, do you understand that I love you? Even if you don’t love me, I love you still.”

‘I love you. I fucking love you! I won’t be angry if I do not love you! If I do not love you, I won’t care if you even fucking go now. I even hint that I love you, yet you are saying that I don’t?!’ These thoughts are running through Jian Songyi’s mind. 

Jian Songyi is definitely tortured by the heat he is experiencing right now. Not to mention the fact that he is trying not to indulge in Bai Huai’s pheromones while listening to his low whispers against his ear. Sadness and anger clouded his mind.

Thus, Jian Songyi looked at Bai Huai directly before biting him against his throat yet again.

It was harder than the last time. Bai Huai was obviously caught off guard again that he could not help but let out a low and very restrained sexy groan past his lips.

“Jian Songyi, you’ve bitten me thrice already, yet you don’t let me bite you even once.”

Bai Huai’s voice fell right beside Jian Songyi’s ear. And with that, his mind’s taut string of reasons was gone entirely.

Without thinking about it, he pushed Bai Huai directly on the piano bench behind him, with the corner of his eyes reddening from embarrassment: “No, I can only bite you because you provoked me.”

One hand cupped his chin while the other assisted the back of his head. And just like that, he gave another hard bite against his skin. It was youthful, clumsy, and definitely unreasonable.

Bai Huai did not dare use force against Jian Songyi as he was afraid that he would hurt him, but he could not restrain his love for him anymore, so he could only gently indulge by responding and guiding him.

Roses grew wildly around them as the snow became confusing.

It was not until Bai Huai sensed something was wrong that he suddenly regained his mind and pressed his hand. “That’s enough,” said Bai Huai in his deep voice.

Jian Songyi wanted him to turn his head back, but Bai Huai clasped his wrist bone.

Jian Songyi was adamant and in a hurry: “Not enough!”

“Be good and obedient!” Bai Huai took his hand from the back of his head and then pressed it against his shoulder. “We are still at school, and you can’t help making trouble.”

Hearing the word “school,” Jian Songyi suddenly woke up and paused, then his ears burned. He dared not make any more trouble, but he unconsciously squirmed because he was uncomfortable.

Bai Huai said in a hoarse voice, “Baby, please don’t move away.”

Jian Songyi lost her temper with grievance and said, “I feel bad!”

“I know you’re upset, so let me mark you first, okay? It wouldn’t hurt anymore if I marked you.”

“No.”

“Just a little. It’ll only be very light, and I promise the mark will be gone when I get up tomorrow.”

“No.”

“Be good; it will suffocate you if it goes on like this.” Bai Huai paused. “it will suffocate me too.”

Jian Songyi refused to answer. He did not want to be marked, but he acted recklessly around Bai Huai’s neck by instinct.

Bai Huai closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths: “Be obedient.”

“No.” Jian Songyi acted like a spoiled girl without reason.

There was nothing Bai Huai could do about him, but he could not be allowed to go on like this. He forced himself to come to his senses. He then held Jian Songyi’s chin and moved his head to look up at him before saying earnestly, “Temporary marks can delay your combination fever.”

“No.” Jian Songyi loosely meant that he was stubborn, and he was obviously sick to death, but he still refused to be soft. “Why do you say what you want?”

The pheromones were released to tempt him while Bai Huai said in a warm voice: “You lost a bet with me and played once; think of it as paying back now, okay?”

“You still say… You stole the first rank in our grade and still want to bite me? You’re dreaming.” Jian Songyi’s tone starts to get softer and softer that by the end of it, there is no difference with a person pouting.

Jian Songyi completely buried himself in Bai Huai’s arms. While his head was on his shoulder, his neck was visibly exposed for him.

Bai Huai then lowered his head to his exposed neck and coaxed in a low voice: “Then let me take a bite, and I’ll give the first rank in our grade for you.”

“gun…Nnnn…”

Jian Songyi can only let out gibberish words.

The pheromone of Alpha has unwittingly wrapped him and seeped into his skin. The extremely high degree of fit makes the emission of Omega pheromone surging and violent. He just wants more comfort belonging to Alpha.

Jian Songyi wants to let Bai Huai hold him, but Bai Huai is just quietly attracting him with pheromones and deliberately keeping his distance.

Time goes by minute by minute.

Jian Songyi couldn’t help it any longer and rubbed himself flatteringly: “Let me kiss, will you?”

Bai Huai gently twisted his earlobe and whispered, “Honey, let me take a bite, and I’ll give it to you.”

The earlobe couldn’t be more sensitive, which is simply killing Jian Songyi.

He couldn’t stand it, so he just collapsed, his forehead against Bai Huai’s shoulder.

Bai Huai does not seem to give up: “Be good, give me a bite; I will listen to you, alright?”

This man is deadly.

Knowing that he had failed, Jian Songyi bit his lip and tried to save the last face: “then I will reluctantly grant you a bite.”

“Yes, sir.”

Bai Huai smiled.

With that, he slipped his fingers into the back of his hair while pressing him down a little. And then he tilted his head to cover the most vulnerable area at the back of his neck. Bai Huai opened his lips and bit down to inject his pheromones slowly.

At that moment, Jian Songyi felt a cool and powerful pheromone injected into his body, soothing all the restlessness in his blood little by little and branded his mark in every cell. It was a perfect blending, a feeling he had never experienced before.

And the strange thing is.

Instead of the humiliation of submission and possession that he imagined or thought there would be, it was a kind of satisfaction.

At the moment of the perfect blending of the two pheromones, he had never felt Bai Huai’s breath, heartbeat, and his deep love for himself so profoundly.

Bai Huai is his Alpha.

Bai Huai loves him.

Bai Huai belongs to him.

It only belongs to him.

They fit perfectly, and they own each other.

It wasn’t Bai Huai who possessed him.

But because they love each other, they tame each other.

All this made him satisfied, and he felt secure as if he and Bai Huai were meant to be.

Under the comfort of the fine snow, the rose cleverly closed its petals, and the snow gradually fell, piling all over the ground to quietly accompany the rose.

Jian Songyi slowly closed his eyes and calmed down a little bit, but his heart beat faster, and his body temperature didn’t seem to come down.

He said in a hoarse voice: “Bai Huai, you liar, temporary marks are useless.”

Bai Huai gave a low laugh: “Temporary markers can only relieve the bonding fever; the rest is their own rogue. You can not blame my markers and say that they are not useful.”

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Translator’s Note:

Many thanks to Clarificus! I hope you get to enjoy the end of this chapter.